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2:08 p.m. - Don't you guys think that WON BIN is foine? Yes he is. I don't care if you guys think he is gay. He looks so goofy in this picture~ i love it! He actually isn't that goofy in real life. He is said to be a guy that keeps to himself and makes wise choices. No clue~ but anywayz, too bad he's 7 years older than me. We would've made such a good match! Hehe~I'm no obsessed! Guess what?! After working on these stupid biology worksheets 2 nights in a row, i'm finally on my last one! And i'm on the last page of the last one! Yay! Isn't this exciting? This is prob the first time i've ever done any biology hw ahead of time. I'm always forgetting what we had for hw the previous class or either doing it the night before. Is this hard to read for you guys? Aw....i'm sorrie. Juss highlight the whole thing if you can't read it! I kinda like the layout. I can see through WON BIN! Hehe. why do i capitalize his name? Well b/c he's important! Scottie Gee was online late until 3 yesterday analyzing what i call "the break-up" he spoke mostly the truth.....if he didn't knoe what he was talking about i corrected him. But he did have some good points. A) it was no one's fault that we ended up being this way. Sure i admit i wasn't as communicative with Andrew as i should be...but it doesn't matter to me anymore. Obviously it was a relationship i should have not gotten in the first place. I should've juss stop trying to get involved when Andrew e-mailed me with "there some obstacles in the way of pursuing our relationship" Okie.......great!!!!!!!!!! Let's stop now! Anywayz....Scott didn't finish analyzing everything b/c he was tired and i was BUTT tired. I felt light-headed. Break is almost over and i'm really sad.

I talked to Jennie yesterday! It was good to talk to her again, since she's been so busy with college. I envy her so much! I LOVE YOU JENNIE! Anywayz. she updated me with news on our good friend (and old youth group leader) Abe. Good Ol' Abe! I LOVE YOU ABE! I miss you and Dan so freakin' much! Hehe :-D. He still lives in Vancouver, Canada and surprisingly he's living with his girlfriend Angela! Angela is so sweet. I hope they get married! (Abe better invite me!) Ah! Welps~ when i get finished with this last worksheet I will write more! Laterz~

4:57 p.m. - My mom juss told me that Song Seung Hun and Choi Ji Woo are dating! ARG~! Seung Hunie oppa ish mine! That's not fair! :-P Good news! I have finished all of my bio hw that is due the first day back...or it better be due cuz i wasted a fair amount of time on it! (not that i learned anything from it) Geez~ I got some more Won Bin pics...you knoe what? Trey once mocked me saying how i go for guys with good hair....or at least i was picky about having good hair. (I hate my hair!) Ah! I juss saw Choi Ji Woo with tones of make-up on...she looks evil~ she looks better with the light makeup that she used. ONCE AGAIN, IF YOU CAN'T READ WHAT I HAVE DOWN, JUSS HIGHLIGHT EVERYTHING. Notice i don't use a lot of female pics...yes it's b/c i like to admire males more...other prettie, gorgeous stars juss piss me off! I get so jealous~*sigh* why wasn't i born to be beautiful? hehe...later~

8:10 p.m. - Gosh everyone is having problems with life. Gosh that sucks! I mean, first of all my good guy friend likes this girl...and apprantly she likes one of his good friends...and he's having trouble accepting it. I dunno i juss don't want him to mope around over a girl and think that his life is over because she didn't want to go out with him. Is she really worth it? I think there a lot of girls out there wanting to like and be liked by a guy like him, and he quite frankly doesn't knoe that. He asked me "don't girls like honest guys?" yes....we do...but not TOO honest or open. That's what my friend needs to learn: not to be too open. :-\ Eh. Life does suck, but why frown upon it b/c something didn't work out. I totally understand why my friend is frustrated, because i must say that this wasn't his first rejection. It's juss that all the girls he has ever liked......the whole world including that girl knew about it...and he seemed yet clueless. One of his faults is this...he starts out with..."swear that you won't tell anyone? okie...i like so-n-so..." blah~ that's not the way to go if you are going to tell everyone. Yeah, everyone might swear that they won't tell, but as soon as they find someone else that knoes..then they start to chatter. Am i wrong? Now one of my good friends is upset that the guy that she liked was acting rude towards her and everyone at church. It's really sad that he acts so immaturely for a guy his age. I mean WTF? you are older than anyone else in the Church YG...why can't you juss set an example. Too bad he will prob never read this and never juss top and think about what he did. My friend was going to confess her love to the guy because i think one of her great friends highly suggested that she do so. I'm so glad that she didn't....and i hope that she learns to never like a guy like that. A guy has to respect you...uh huh...yeah...i think she will gradully get over him...all this time she was "in love" period...the sparkle stage...juss without the guy...now she's starting to hate him....This sounds so familar~ Ah well...i better wrap this up and continue with Native Son.

10:47 p.m.- Ah! i'm on pg. 362 in Native Son and can read no long. The book is actually really good, but i can't stand to read anymore. It has a total of 430 pages...so 68 pages left...you think i can finish it tonight? I better! Laterz~ *99*~ sweet dreamz~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!