| 10:32 p.m. � GAWD~ I�m only half-way on studying for my history exam on Stalin and Stalinism�and I dunno what to study for the French exam. Stultz sucks�man�wtf? No dictionary? I mean if she was going to do that�then she should�ve juss started us to write essays WITHOUT essays�..i�ve become so dependent on my French dictionary that it�s really sad. I prob can speak two sentences in French and then I�m done..i can�t move any further. That�s why I am going to take a different foreign languages..if I can�t do Japanese or Chinese, I�ll take Spanish�cuz Spanish can be very useful! Man�everyone is worried about prom (including me) and it�s insane because it�s only the middle of January. The funniest thing happened when some students were waiting for Ms. Roberts outside our AP Stats Classroom�Trey Ramsey was asking Reid what his sleeve of his sweatshirt smelled like and Reid said �fabric softner� and Trey was like �yeah it does� and then he smells the other sleeve and was like��this one smells like pubic hair, Reid smell it� Reid responded with like �NO WAY~ you�re crazy� and everyone started LAUGHING their asses off. Blair Smith was right next to Trey and Trey put the sleeve in Blair�s face and said �smell it.� Surprisingly, Blair smelled it and frowned and said �ew�.gross�.� that was some funnie shit. It was like �Trey, how do you know what pubic hair smells like, eh?� That reminded me of another funnie thing that Trey did in class, which was to shape his banana into a penis�it was gross and funnie at the same time�gross b/c�well�that�s self-explanatory, but then, funnie b/c the banana did look like a penis~ LoLz~! Well�hope you guys don�t miss me for a coupla days, cuz I dunno if I will get around to doing journal entries the next few days due to exams! ARG~! I HATE SCHOOL!!!!!!!!!! |
| January 14, 2002 Next Entry Previous Entry *~Home Sweet Home~* |
| Please embrace me, it is our last night together Please comfort my heart that you have tangled. Please embrace me, it will be my request If you leave this way, I will never see you again Yes, so forget about me, forget all about me It is no use to even hang onto the memories � forget me Like sometimes walking in the rain without an umbrella And wanting to get soaked � forget me Throw away these thoughts. In order to meet a more beautiful love than me Think of it as a short relationship that goes by Yeah, it probably won�t be easy for me either You aren�t supposed to love me, not even in reminiscence We can�t even meet by chance Completely take out what is in you that is filled with me Believe my love, but It can no longer be, it can�t be this way It�s better just to choose getting hurt alone. Don�t turn on the candle light, let�s just stay this way I cannot look into your sad eyes Don�t say a word because it will become a scar to me Just incase you are gloomy and insecure, I cannot let if you go Turn off the lights so that I can be in the dark So if I take out all of our memories that are in my heart I wouldn�t be able to find them in this dark and Because I don�t want to be caught crying Your figure, your voice Are now faintly disappearing In this dark, far away I think I can send you far away now The day is now breaking, please don�t open the curtains I don�t like the blinding light because I will become afraid Please don�t be sorry. Please have a happy love life It won�t be so hard to forget about me. Please embrace me. It is another morning Please comfort my heart that you have tangled Please don�t be sorry. Please have a happy love life. It won�t be so hard to forget about me. *Ta Ein* (Stranger) - Young Turks Club |