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-January 15, 2002-
5:30 p.m. - DUDE~! I'm screwed for the English exam...i'm going to fail EVERYTHING....i mean i really need to pass this exam for english...b/c yeah...i'll fail for the semester if i don't. Sad, isn't it? The history exam wasn't that bad...but i think i BOMBED the French exam...b/c no dictionary....no vocabulary~ I got an *A* on my history project!!!!!!!!!!! yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! well....i'll write whenever i can...laterz~

-January 16, 2002-
5:16 P.M. - i juss came back from the library. Whoa~KOREAN INVASION UP IN THAT PLACE! hehe...it's all good...all Koreans are cool. Esp. Issac...before i said anything about him...Julie was like "damn there's a foine asian..." i looked and it was Issac! issac is sooooooooooooooo cute! OMG~ i could juss squeeze him! Anywayz.....I kept on saying throughout our "biology study session" that Issac was HOT...and w/o looking she was like yeah and he has a nice ass too~and then see looked up and saw him walking somewhere with baggy ass pants on and she said "oh nevermind, he doesn't have one!" it was soooooooooooo hiliarious!

I saw bobby there....he's so desparate...OMG~ but he has his eyes on this Prettie chica...yeah yeah....so bobby has a good eye for seeing who is cute and prettie.....yeah yeah.....but he falls for EVERYONE! geez~ and i told him to keep his mouth shut next time...or at least stop acting as if it was OBVIOUS!!!!!!! I saw Ruth there..it was nice to see her...she wants to go to NYU...good luck to ya in the future! Mark was also there with his new g/f Alyssa...they make a cute couple and Alyssa is very cute :-). I think i saw Grace Lee there too....Esther Yi was there too! She's soooooooo gorgeous! I hate her b/c of that.....:-D *smyles*

I broke a library rule today by eating food there....this gay ass librarian say my two water bottles on the table where i was working at...and he came up to me and grabbed them and was like "oh this one's empty..why don't we throw this away." i was like look gaywod (i didn't say that) but i was like i juss took them out to get something out of my book bag...gimme a break...and to ruth who's phone went off he was like "can you juss plz put that on vibrate?" jackass......geez....we aren't 5 year olds...give us a break.....i mean...too bad no one else listened about putting their phone on vibrate..fuck that yo....well i'm working on some bio yo....so if i get a chance...i'll write more laterz~

I heard you found yourself a new man
And you say you're happy as can be
No one can play the game like you can
But does he give you everything you need
But in good time
You're gonna find
You're eyes were closed
And your heart was blind
Now it's too late to change your fate
Cause there's no way he'll ever take my place

He'll never be
What I used to be to you
So if you wanna play the fool
Then make that move
And do what you gotta do
You'll never find
A heart that is half as true
I guess you really never knew
But soon you'll see
That he'll never be
What I used to be to you

Does he even have a notion
Of what you really feel inside
Are you going through the motions
Livin' in a lie like you're satisfied
But late at night
You realize
There's somthin' tellin' you it just ain't right
It's not the same
Am I to blame
And when you're with him
do you call my name

I gave you all my love
What were you thinking of
Guess it was just a game
It's all the same to you
Too late to try again
This story's at an end
It's time for movin' on
Now what ya gonna do

But in good time
You're gonna find
You're eyes were closed
And your heart was blind
Now it's too late to change your fate
Cause there's no way he'll ever take my place

-"He'll Never Be...(What i Used to be to you)"
~98 Degrees