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1: 30 P.M. - sorrie guys for being so slack yesterday and not writing a journal entry. Yeah yeah...cut me some slack...i'm a senior now! Anywayz...my mom's kinda sick right now~blah~ it's all good...she's going to the doctor tuesday. I stayed up until 2:30 last night...trying to finish my psychology project...but was very unsuccessful. Instead, i talked to trey mack yesterday and i how i was going to ask this guy to prom, but i didn't have much of a chance...and then the second guy i was going to ask currently has a g/f so if the first guy says no i'm hoping that the second guy will break up with his g/f later so i'll have a prom date...otherwise trey is third in line for now or i'm not going at all. Yes...interesting enough i was naming all these girls that he should ask and he had a reason not to ask for all of them...hehe...and i think he expected me to say yes to him.....i dunno it was quite random and he asked "would you do the honor of going to prom with me?" LoLz~! i was half awake and had to read the message 2x to make sure it said what it actually said. But anywho..my weekend has sucked ass yo..i have a bio test tomorrow and i have to turn in two projects, one for psych and the other for stats....yay~! I'm so excited! and then guess what?! we have exams....oh yeah and i have to do a bio lab! geez....teachers are so stupid! whatever yo! actually i admire teachers b/c they have to share their knowledge and teach everyone...and if some kids don't get the material....they get blamed for not teaching very well. I leave you with some song lyrics. It's J's 8318, the 8318 stands for....8 letters, 3 words, 1 meaning and the other 8 stands for inifinity...so the title is "i love you forever" neato bahdetto, right? ^_~

Still I live another day and laugh once in a while.
Would living this way make me forget?
I dread that I will forget your face
I hesitate to even throw away this single picture
What am I supposed to do?
If I erase everything like you said, wouldn�t you regret it?
Even though I cannot say anything, even for a second
If I could just see you once�it�s all I ask
Today my thoughts are strangely awkward
One day when I see you maybe I will just walk past you
Even when I see a similar figure to you I cannot breath
What am I supposed to do?
If I erase everything like you said, wouldn�t you regret it?
Even though I cannot say anything, even for a second
If I could just see you once�it�s all I ask
I still don�t know yet, I can�t believe it
If you�re never going to find me again, please tell me
Without you, how will I be able to live?
I no longer wish to cry
If today is the last�it�s all I ask.

~*8318* - J