| 3:16 P.M. - OMG~ the scariest thing happened to me.....i got this envelope from carolina....and it didn't say....carolina welcomes you or something like that....and the envelope was kinda big....and i was like...OMG~ i got deferred/rejected...and then when i open it...it's a blank application....and a serious letter saying how i needed to apply. It was all b/c i signed up for a personal home page online and blah blah blah...the scared the SHIT outta me and i was thinking...if i got deferred then there's no fucking chance i'm going to get into there now. Haha...well i can laugh it off now, but i'm actually quit scared b/c an IB student AT LEAST...i mean...AT LEAST gets into carolina...3% of the students who applied and were IB didn't get in. THat was prob one student last year.....and that 3% this year is prob going to be me..*dreading* my life. Aiite...well my mom's not home right now..and i'm juss chilling...at thought she'd be home yakin on the phone,but she's not....hehe. I'm getting my license next week! (Friday to be exact) and Juli better get me a parking permit so i can park at school...cuz i think she's hating to ride the bus in the afternoon. I'm actually wondering if she's going to pay me for driving her to school....hmm.....i thinking she won't...but then again.DAMN....i have to use my own money for gas....and her house isn't far from my house..but it'll all add up. Yeah yeah...i prob won't ask for money for a while b/c her mom has been very nice about giving me rides after a movie and stuff~ it's all good. I'm really hyped up...i need to get an acceptance letter to a collge..i dont' care where...juss one that i applied to at least!~ geez. Shannon Holberton got into VA Tech! Congrats! Although, Brandon Brooks got deferred there...i feel really bad b/c that's where he wanted to go....like me...he slacked up a bunch (more than me actually) but that's not the point. Hey, at least he's passing with a D in english this year! Garjae told me to be on the wrestling team. Haha. RIIIIIIIIIIIGGHHHHHHHHT....could you picture me or any girl at our school wrestling? haha....i love the picture of the girl today...she's falling love in the rain...*sigh* the most perfect place to fall in love and to have a first kiss with your new guy~ yes! awesome. falling in love is a wonderful thing...but is it actually love? It's the process of knowing what love is..but can we really get to knoe what love exactly is? For my psych project i think i'm going to get a collection of various korean songs...get the lyrics and translate them and tell them how they affect my life. Sounds good? Trey Mack said he visited my sight and was cracking up at the fact that i said WON BIN was yummy looking....geez~ and then he made fun of my disclaimer......hey, if you don't like....don't visit it! hehe...j/k...i thank him for visitng my site...next time trey..when you get to a comp that has actually internet access and has AOL at the same time......sign my slambook! Yes~ i knoe my senior pic is horrible and i'm not smiling right...but bear with me! I was annoying Trey Ramsey during ToK b/c he woke me when i was asleep...so i annoyed him back when he was trying to fall asleep...I asked him if he was going to beat me up at the end of the year..b/c he is always telling me how he juss wants to beat me up (yeah~ weird isn't it? well...i guess i'm THAT annoying!) anywayz...he said nah...i'll juss rape you *gasp*~ and then i was like....i hope we don't end up at the same schol (if we do..it'll be carolina)...and he said..naw i'll juss follow you around and have sex with you every night......riiiiiight...i love that kid, but he can cross the lines sometimes. Yes...well i think i will go eat some left-over cake and take a NAP before my mom comes home~ (she, along with my dad hates it when i sleep b/c they think that's what i all i do) i'd do really well if they had a major in sleeping...or even a career for sleeping...hey i wouldn't mind getting paid for sleeping~not bad at all! |
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| Better than watching color bending silver spoons Better than witnessing newborn nebulas in bloom She who see's from up high smiles and surely sings Prospective pries her once weighty eyes and it gives you wings I haven�t felt the way, I feel today In so long it�s hard for me to specify I�m beginning to notice How much this feels like a waking limb Pins and needles, nice to know you Good-bye, Nice to Know You Deeper than the deepest Coustou would ever go Higher than the heights of what we often think we know Impressed that she who clearly sees the wealth of the trees To obtain a birds eye is to turn a blizzard to a breeze I haven�t felt the way, I feel today In so long it�s hard for me to specify I�m beginning to notice How much this feels like a waking limb Pins and needles, nice to know you Good-bye, Nice to Know You To know..You Could it be that it had been there all along I haven�t felt the way, I feel today In so long it�s hard for me to specify I�m beginning to notice How much this feels like a waking limb Pins and needles, nice to know you Good-bye, Nice to Know You To know..You "Nice to Knoe You" ~INCUBUS |