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Sorrie guys for writing in very stupid stuff the past few days.....my heads screwed on wrong...i dunno...you knoe i was joking about how i thought about how i was dying...i only thought that cuz my head really hurt then.....anywayz.....today's topic.......relationships..do they have to be based on physical attraction? Today i was talking to Amy....and she's like Anna....why did you pick Andrew? If you had waited a little longer....you might have gotten someone better....Seriously though....why not Andrew? Is Andrew that bad? I mean......geez.....it's kinda weird...when your friends are kinda like "why the hell are you dating that guy?!" Okay....even Andrew was like "what do you see in me?" I dunno....it's hard to explain......it's not the looks..i mean when i first saw Andrew..i was like "AW he's cute...i wonder why other ppL *ahem* (they won't be named) are like.....ew....." Andrew has an interesting personality. First of all....he's definately a guy (i won't go into that)...second of all...he's really sweet. The only thing that's just different...well.....he has a hard time deciding what he wants...and he doesn't knoe how to express his feelings very well...i dunno.....i'm not a mind-reader so who knoes? SURE~most definately LOOKS DO HELP ~good looking ppL are very appealing...what can i say? I am only human? Yes i drool over good-looking, built, *WOW* guys.....even in front of Andrew....he's juss like okiiiie..........:-D there are tons......i mean TONS of guys i'd probably go out with ..but too bad those guys prob will think i look like a cochroach and will flee from me....not wanting to acknowledge my existance.......guess what song i ma listening to right now? I'm listening to Savage Garden's I knew i loved you.....It's interesting..the person you end up spending the end of your life with...is def. your best friend....but did you always know that you loved that person? I suppose so......yeah......you always love that person no matter what. I'm tired like usual...i'm still jealous of Ve....and Juli..and all the other girls in the world...i'm so imperfect...there's juss the weird stuff...i'm too short....i have weird hair....my forehead is prob as wide as the Sahara Desert with pimples fom cactus pricks.....You knoe what song has ben going through my head through this whole month basically? Madona's *Take a Bow* it has such great lyrics....

Take a bow, the night is over
This masquerade is getting older
Light are low, the curtains down
There's no one here
[There's no one here, there's no one in the crowd]
Say your lines but do you feel them
Do you mean what you say when there's no one around [no one around]
Watching you, watching me, one lonely star
[One lonely star you don't know who you are]

Chorus:

I've always been in love with you [always with you]
I guess you've always known it's true [you know it's true]
You took my love for granted, why oh why
The show is over, say good-bye

Say good-bye [bye bye], say good-bye

Make them laugh, it comes so easy
When you get to the part
Where you're breaking my heart [breaking my heart]
Hide behind your smile, all the world loves a clown
[Just make 'em smile the whole world loves a clown]
Wish you well, I cannot stay
You deserve an award for the role that you played [role that you played]
No more masquerade, you're one lonely star
[One lonely star and you don't know who you are]

(chorus, repeat)

Say good-bye [bye bye], say good-bye

All the world is a stage [world is a stage]
And everyone has their part [has their part]
But how was I to know which way the story'd go
How was I to know you'd break
[You'd break, you'd break, you'd break]
You'd break my heart

I've always been in love with you
[I've always been in love with you]
Guess you've always known
You took my love for granted, why oh why
The show is over, say good-bye

(chorus)

Say good-bye [bye bye], say good-bye
Say good-bye

*sigh*...i like most of Madonna's stuff....she's such an interesting...unique person...