...to go back to those memories. So why bother? Ayaw ko nang isipin yan noh. Wow. Thanks for making me remember everything, Marc.
In all fairness, I haven't been blogging everyday, which is schoop (SCHOOP: weird, new, in contrast, and everything else in between. A new adjective we came up with) as compared to how I used to blog. Every freakin day I'd go online just to blog. See that. Now, I can practically live without this 'stress reliever' of mine (not that I'm not stressed). A break from my normal to-do's maybe :)
Grad pics last Friday. I looked relatively normal considering the consistent bad photos I've been taking lately. Ang sad talaga. The last 'decent' photo I took was the 2x2 I needed for the UPCAT forms. Grabe. After that, wala na. Sobrang, UGH. So, thank you Lord, na maayos yung pictures ko. Ayaw ko naman na maalala ako bilang PANGIT noh :))
Ooooook, that last paragraph sounded so vain. Change topic.
Inulit ko yung My Girl kahapon. I finished it earlier lang. Haaaaay. Ang nice talaga :)) Swear. And to think, before, ayaw ko siyang panoorin kasi it's dubbed. Masama na kung masama, ayaw ko sa mga dubbed masyado. Mali naman yung mga pagkakadub eh. So, I borrowed Rona's before, yung talagang series na may subtitles lang. Pero when I went to divisoria nung Friday after grad pics, I bought one for myself na, but not the box set. Yung tig 100 lang. I'm not a major fan naman eh. I just want one for my own, para pag feel kong ulitin, I have a copy :)) Weird.
Aaaaaaiiii naaaddict na ko sa mga korean novelas. Ang sad. Ayaw ko ng naaaddict sa isang thing kasi, TALAGANG NAAADDICT AKO. Before alala ko, addicted ako sa CSI. Pati sa Sex and the City. Pati sa Desperate Housewives. Pati sa WWE -- I used to watch every freakin replay known to man. But then, those phases pass. I wish this addiction would pass soon. Puro chinito nalang nasa isip ko. And to think, AYAW KO SA CHINITO BEFORE!! Gusto ko nga yung malalaki yung mata eh! What the. From Big eyed, to mere SLITS. Ano ba yan Nicolaaaaaaa.
Ok. Talking Gibberish.
I have something to say;
I couldn't express to you.
I'm in love with only you;
please give me a chance to say.
Have you ever treated me
like a real love, even once?
If you're still in love with me,
please give me a chance to say.
But you don't look at me
like you used to.
You wander around me
and leave me when you are in pain.
Your sad smile
even makes me happy.
Just give me the strength
to protect you.
I want to say that I love you;
trust me, I can't
give you up just yet.
Look me back,
until I drip my sad tear.
I still love you too much
to let go.
What the hell's up with me? Mukha na kong hearts. Ang totoo niyan, eh, hindi ko naffeel yung hearts :|
Last day of exams na tomorrow. Thank God :)) Woohoo freedommmm! Mucho loving it!! I swear, it's such a load off the stress. Hmm. Less sleepless nights, here I come! Love ittttttttt!
But then before we know it, second quarter exams narin ulit. By next next week, puyatan nanaman and all that jazz in between. I find school life sooooo monotonous, really. Paulit ulit nalang. Sad thing pa, it never ends!! Seriously. It's sad talaga.
I'm such a skeez. The last time I watched a movie was with my mom, Superman. See that. That's sad, really, considering that it was about a month ago. See that. I'm usually filthy rich when my mom leaves for the states (mom + dollars = money for me, haha!), but really, I've been soooo damn broke lately, that it's totally sad. Ang sad talaga. So, really, I'd rather spend my extra moolah on dining out and crap rather than going to the movies. I support pirated DVDs, really :)
I'm bored.
I swear, Bryanboy's almost too gay to function. He's cute that way, though :)) Funny. Tre gay ;)
I was looking over some sites to hopefully find that perfect, fabulous cocktail dress and some pumps for the grad ball. There was this awesome dress at Debenham's (Shang), but I'm still thinking about getting it. Pag wala na kong mahanap na mas maganda pa don, yun na yon!
I'm getting chuck plaids :) Yay!
Who knew online shopping could be so much fun? I swear, there're loads of freakin great deals out there. You just have to look real hard. I'll post some pictures of the dresses and shoes that I checked out pag DSL na kami :)) Freakin PLDT, sobrang tagal! Pft.
I'm still bored.
Saranghe ♥
(Random word crap. It's not for anyone. Sheesh.)
PS. Some people commented on my last entry. Calling my cousin hot sounded wrong daw. Well, first of all, totoo naman :)) Second, he's my THIRD cousin, which is really far. Our lolas are cousins. Besides, when I met him, I had no idea he was my cousin. I found out just a couple of months ago :)) Ohwell. Eeeeeeeeew no! I Don't like him! Sheesh. Calling someone hot doesn't mean you like him. Oh please. Narrow minded freaks.
PPSS. Really, is there still a HUGE distinction between baduy and cool? You see, I admittedly watch Cinema One some days, specially pag chick flicks. A friend called me baduy, and really, ok lang. But then she started saying na BADUY talaga, literally, as if she was placing my kabaduyan in line with that of the JOLENS fans, the no sense of style AT ALL people, and the quote unquote outcasts in school. It's sad, really. Nakakainis lang kasi. How fcuking narrow minded can people be?! Pwede ba. It's like believing that smoking and drinking totally makes you cool. Wtf. Tanga ka ba?
But then, that's my opinion..
I was talking to Paolo earlier. Oh dear cousin, I miss you loads! Anywho, he was making kwento about his girlfriend. Swear, you should hear him talk about her. He's totally in love. Like, the way he told me about her was, WOW. I wonder what she did to win him over. He IS a hottie after all (eeew ok, he's my cousin, but it's true naman), haha! Bagay sila :) Soooo sweet!
I wish someone talked about me like that...
But then again, wish lang yun.
Went out with Justin yesterday. Nagshopping lang siya. What're shopping buddies for, diba? I missed him, though. Tagal naming hindi nagkita eh. At least I'm still intact with my bestfriends kahit papano. I seriously need to get out more.
Namimiss ko na lahat ng tao. I'm too preoccupied with other stuff kasi eh. Nakakainis. I need to set my priorities straight na. Chloe and I are planning to go out. And also si Paolo (not cousin paolo) and Micah's nagyayaya. Dinner lang daw or something. I'll find time. Hopefully, Saturday night. Para tapos na lahat. I also might go to Tagaytay Highlands with sina Kev, Lean, Sabs, Cars, Ju, Marc, Justin, Anton, Tosh, and Myx before sembreak. Plano palang, pero usually natutuloy naman pag kami kami. Hmmmm. Honestly, ayaw ko nang iprioritize yung studies ko eh. I just can't help it. I've missed so much na, but then...
I need a break. Gusto kong pumunta sa Paris :)
Punta tayo? ♥
Ohhh scratch Sunday. That's not tuloy na. Saaaaad :(
Maybe next time, when everyone's not so busy.
Thursday ngayon. Sandali lang oras sa school.
Nothing special. Just an ordinary day. I'll go sleep now. Para hindi puyat :)) Oh yes!
**Still wishing you were here by my side....
I'm feeling sluggish. I still have the Filipino test to study for, pero ok lang. That's all I have to do nalang naman :)
We did yoga yesterday for PE. Maps and I were wishing na Friday nalang PE, last period, para sobrang relaxing and stress relieving talaga. It felt damn good, actually. It felt uber nice specially when we were just lying down (half of us practically falling asleep). Haaaay. I'll do those poses later. Stress relieverssssss.
This week'll be like hell. We have so much tests coming up, and due projects for next week. Next week na exams, so, sobrang naghahabol talaga.
Ok lang. I have stuff to look forward to :)
I'm watching VERGE this Friday with my classmates, pero we'll eat muna somewhere. I'll be passing pa my ACET forms and all, tapos we have class picture taking pa. I have no idea how I'd be able to juggle all those. Bahala na si batman.
My classmates and I are going to divisoria next Friday, the day after all our exams, and right after the grad pictorials. Fun fun! :) Can't wait, really. Manglilibre pa si Maps ng dinner kasi it's her birthday!! Woopeee!! :)
So far, sumasaya naman yung week ko :) Hindi na puro stress nasa isip. Lakad din! Finally :))
I guess this is the 'bright side' of things.
I totally can't wait for Sunday ♥♥♥
I'm seriously not feeling 'it' right now, whatever that is.
Lately, I just haven't been 'in the mood', which I think is both totally sad and ridiculous. There's nothing wrong with my life naman. I'm over the missing my mom thing. Sheesh. It's really nothing serious naman. I'm just NOT feeling it!! Oh God help me.
Seriously, school has been, UGH. That's all I can say.
I feel as if my site's been up FOREVER, when really, wala pang one month. Weird. I plan to change it soon. Maybe some time after exams, when I have free 'hours' each day. Sheesh. Talk about stressful!
Grabe. I've been attending YFC meetings again lately (yay!). I've been 'inactive' for a while, skipping most of the meetings we usually have. Oh well. Bagong buhay na to, Nicola. Bagong buhay!!
Piano-inggggg. Missing it loadssssss!! I plan to continue working on my piano-ing again. I've lost touch with it lately. Sometimes I'm just too tired to press down those keys. Hahanap nalang ako ng bagong pieces. I'm looking for sonatas by Beethoven. Expensive, but tre worth it ♥
I had my UPCAT yesterday, along with Pols, BM, and a couple of other batchmates at the NCPAG. One word: adventure! :)) It rained pa. Sheesh. Talk about bad weather!
I'm bored. I was supposed to go to Alabang today for a lunch thing, kaso it'll probably lead to the mall or whatever. I have soooo much stuff to do: jot down notes for physics and trigo, read IBON (I swear to God, I freakin hate Filipino!!), read my HRR thing online (*wink), AND clean my room. All in one day. As yayas would say: kamosta ka namannnnn?!?!! sHEESH :))
Still bored.
Btw, I want my own superman.
There was a time when I loved you. And for a moment, you actually considered loving me back.
Is it really so wrong to be depressed?
Hell, I'm not even depressed because of heartbreak or whatever. Really, I could care less. Yesterday, my reasons were invalid. Hindi pala yun yung cause ng depression ko. Namimiss ko na mom ko.
You see, sobrang close kami. She's like my bestfriend in so many ways. Stupid YFC thing last Saturday night. It all started then. Downhill from there, I guess. And to think, I'm not even all that sad in school. Sa house lang talaga. Sheesh. What the hell's wrong with me?!
Is it really so wrong to be depressed?
I hate feeling this way, noh. It's not like I want this. And I don't think it's just because of my mom. I mean, she may be the only reason, but then, the other half of my depression may not even have a reason at all.
So, I'll just make kwento.
Agie texted me at around 4 in the afternoon, saying that we, along with some YFc friends, would go to Miriam for support. Went to her house at around 7, and reached MC at around 7:30. Prayer warrior lang naman kami and worship stuff. That's when the depression kicked in, I suppose. I wasn't even all that depressed then. Saddened lang. Malunkot pag walang kausap verbally. Tinatamad akong magtext, at minsan magchat. I've been here before. I have no idea when this'll end. Sad to say, natatarayan ko na yung iba kong kachat. Sorry. Wala talaga ako sa mood sa iba.
So, next time nalang. When I'm all perky. Maybe tomorrow?
Nababalance to. Kasama ko crush ko nung sabado eh :))
Stressful.
Feeling ko maraming gagawin...
Pero parang wala namang important..
Sheesh. I'm tired.
Ooohhh!! Kakatapos ko lang panoorin yung my girl on DVD!! Ang niiiice!!! :x
Ang galing ng PCD last night. Too bad it was short. Ohwell! Cool cool ;)
Stressful.
No homworks, except for CL. Pft. Who the hell'll study for CL? Sheesh. So technically, I have nothing to do.
Someone asked me, to whom "Btw, my heart's yours for the taking" is dedicated to. Well, no specific person, really. I mean, after watching the korean novela thingy that pratically took up a day and a half's worth of work out of me, I wanted to be totally in love :)) Problem is, I'm not. Sooo, I guess it's just the hope that I'd fall for someone. But then again, no one there :)) Eh kasi naman, the guy in the korean series thingy on DVD (My Lovely Sam Soon) is totally perfect. Perfect in the sense that even his flaws are in order. Wow. I'm starting to like chinitos. I never really liked chinitos. I always liked the mukang american ones. Ohwell :))
I've been feeling so tired lately despite the fact that we'll only be going to school for 2 days this week, as yesterday was suspended, and yet again, no classes on Friday. Fun, yes, pero sobrang nakakatamad na pumasok because of it. Parang, what's the point? Tapos thursday na tomorrow. Maaga uwian. And before we know it, Monday na ulit and we have to complete a whole week's worth of studies again. Back to normal. Time flies, noh?
I can't explain it, but the aura lately just seeems so depressing. Sheesh.
Let's just drive away from this place.
I'm totally spacing out on stuff na. I have homework to do and notes to jot down, yet I can't seem to peel (yes, peel) my butt off the computer seat. Sad to say, my eyes are practically glued to the screen. It wouldn't make much difference if they actually were glued to the screen. Either way, this temptation's killing me.
Add up the fact that my mom emailed me a while ago saying that laptops were waaaay cheaper in the states than they are here, and that she was getting one for me for college. So, even more temptation - the portable kind. Sheesh.
Random Chismis: Cars and Lean broke up. Why? Stated: Irreconcilable differences (much like the ones put on divorce or annulment papers and the like), as they said. Mutual, though. Sabs and I are arranging a girls' night out for Cars, just to get over the whole thing. Kev and Carlos, on the other hand, started taking Lean out to car races and the like. Boy stuff. Either way, both parties, as stated by sources, are bitter, but then, it seems unlikely for them to get back together. A year and 5 months of relationship down the drain.
Have you heard?! Superman, I mean, Bradon Routh got "digitized" since as he was wearing the Superman suit tights thing, some "parts" were visibly protruding. Artists say they did it to keep the attention of the audience away from superman himself. Ohwell..
It's such a freakin boring day. Thank God I won't have to go through the same thing tomorrow. Sheesh.
Btw, my heart's yours for the taking.
Scratch my last entry. I had sooo much fun earlier, and to think, I was actually considering NOT going. Hmmm.
YFC thing kanina, Lord's Day, and some bonding sessions with some friends. I enjoyed every bit thanks to Agie and Jane, and of course, Mae, Julie, and Dindin. Soooo much fun! Crying sessions and the like. Bye melai and stretch :( Grabe. Cried my eyes out. Wow, as if lilipat sila ng states noh?! Lilipat lang sila ng chapter. Like, you know, they'll be heading a different chapter thing. Si Grace na yung napunta samin and Renz I think is the other dude's name (mean ba? haha!). Anywho, gonna miss them. More meetings to come, I hope.
Ang saya magactive sa youth. I dint attend much meetings as I had summer review, and quite frankly, twas tiring. Gago ka Jason. You dint have to shout na tumaba ako, ano?!. Sheesh :)) Fun fun fun!! :)
We ate at Chowking earlier, 7 kami. Tapos may mean old person na nagreklamo sa guard na ang ingay daw namin. Can't we have even just a little fun?! Sheesh. We were sooo pissed off that we hurriedly ate our food and left. Gahd.
We bought fortune cookies, tapos tumaya kami sa lotto :)) Kasi there were 6 numbers at the back of the paper thiny inside the cookie, so kaming mga ilusyonada, tumaya. Malay mo! Sampung piso lang naman, diba? ;)
FUNNNNN!! :)
I'm not so tired of living after all :)
I emailed my mom yesteday. I totally miss her na. I have no one to talk to here sa house eh, and it's really sad. I just lock myself up in my room sometimes and not leave unless I have to eat na or pee or something. Ohwell.
Haven't you seen those people who take pride in going out, not studying, errr rather, skipping school, and not really caring about college or whatever? I've seen that never ending cycle. Party all night - not passing into any college. Seriously. I know someone like that. She had all the potential in the world with SUPERIOR IQ (most of us just have above agerage IQs.. soooory naaa!), yet, failed to use it. Sobrang useless and disappointing siya.
Career talks. Parang gusto ko tuloy pumasok ng La Salle. Business Major sana, and I heard their business curriculum's quite impressive. I told my dad about it (who, btw, is an Ateneo alumni), and automatically responded "Bahala ka" which dint sound like the BAHALA KA I'm used to hearing. Like, you know, the one which really means bahala talaga ako with what I want and he doesn't mind? I think with that, he meant "Don't ask me ever again!! Oh, and NO!" or something like that. Ohwell. I told my mom about it. No response. Go figure.
Nasstress na ko. English lang homework ko for the day, yet I feel as if I have loads to do. Sheesh. I'm getting sooo tired na, and really, I'm always puyat. Maximum, take note: maximum, of six hours lang yung sleep ko each day. I make up for it during weekeds, pero still. Nakakapagod. I'm slowly running out of battery na. Next thing you know, patay na ko, literally :))
Which brings me my random thought: I want to die early. Not EARLY EARLY, but at around 50 or something, when my children're successful na, then I can die na. Ayoko ngang umabot ng 70!! or 65 for that matter :)) I don't want to die NOW kasi I have sooo many goals and stuff that I want to accomplish. Ohwell. Let's all die nalang.
Really, napapagod na ko.
Napapagod mabuhay.
I'm saying goodbye and farewell to my drama queen antics and saying hello to a hopefully more serious persona. I'd really like to take things seriously from now on. The problem is, I have no idea how :)) I've never been completely serious unless the sitation calls for such eg drama moments, personal problems, serious friend talks, and the like. Gahd. I have got to stop being miss irresponsible and start being more dependable. Here we go :)) (I wonder if this'll be any fun).
So, Angge's birthday today. happy birthday angge!!!! :D See, I'm such a bad friend. I completely forgot. Well, not completely until Fritz and Teki brought it up. I was supposed to treat her to THE SPA at libis for a day of relaxation, but then again, it costs P1200 per head. Kakain nalang kami sa labas, noh?
My mom left yesterday. Tear*
Wala pang teacher na nagbabalik sakin ng recommendation form. Sana bangungutin si Mrs. Alvarez and Sir Antiquerra. Gusto ko nang magsubmit ng ACET application form para tapos na. Nakakastress eh!
Gagawa pa ko ng mga palanca later. It's weird. I say what I want to say, but then, ang hirap i-express, noh?
Two (2) days no academics!! Whooppeee!! Great great. 3 meetings with no Sir Salayo (three kasi yung isa double period, so technically, tatlo yon.)!! Mean as it may seem, I really dislike him contrary to what Sam says. He's nice daw. Nice, sige. But please. I haven't learned ANY FREAKIN THING.
I'm on a ranting rampage. See the paragraphs? Completely bored and I don't want to start the palancas yet. I'm braindead.
We had career talks earlier, and we'll be having them again tomorrow. It's nice, really. We just talk and stuff. We (by that, I mean, kami lang hah. No offense to others) find it senseless and not all that helpful. Sad, but true. We've been playing SOS lang the whole time :))
The ups and downs of being a senior at miriam.
Time does fly, don't you think? One minute we're up on the stage, presenting our "Hero" speeches for English II, doing lab reports for Bio, and presenting our thesis statements for English III, and before we even grasp the joy and value of what it means to be in high school, we're now gathering application forms from the various universities we dreamt of going to. It's amazing how you can start from the bottom aka freshmen years, and work your way to the top. Seniors. We're seniors now.
Before this year, I always thought of seniors to be ahead of themselves, looking down upon us poor juniors or whatever. I thought to myself "Bakit ba sila ganyan? Feeling nila hari slia ng daan. Hinding hindi ako magiging ganyan!" and other want nots. But then as this year progresses, I find myself feeling the joy of being a senior, seeing the 'fear' in the lower batches' eyes. It's like saying "Aawayin mo ko? Hah? Senior na ko, tumabi ka nga diyan!" or something like that. Oh yes. Being a senior does have its advantages. We'd even purposely talk about Physics or Trigo so the lower batches would know that we were seniors, thus move out of the way so we'd be able to buy food or drinks right away. Funny how that works and now that I think about it, I did the same before this year came.
Well honestly, nakakatamad nang magaral. I doubt that our fourth year grades would matter much as to whether or not we get into our desired colleges (except of course if you totally flunk or whatever), so I'm just pacing myself now. Nakakatamad nang mag honors, but in a way, I want to achieve that goal of mine which I've never been able to do BECAUSE OF FILIPINO OR SOCIAL OR SOMETHING. Sheesh. I guess it's true for most. Fourth year = nearing ultimate freedom. I love being a senior. In fact, gusto ko nang gumraduate!!.
Ateneo. See, my friends, it's Ateneo or die for me. I applied to only two (2) universities, the other being UP. You see, I highly doubt that I'd be able to pass UP, why, with the competition and all, it's unlikely that I'd reach that quota they have for each course. And to think, BAA is a triple quota course. San ka pa?! So, I really have to study hard for the ACET. Thank God the only subjects included are Math, English, and other logic type questions. Phew! So, pag senior ka na, dun mo mararanasang maglakad ng mga application form na hindi naman kanais nains. Minsan mahaba pila, kaya tatamarin ka nang maghintay. Minsan naman, ang tagal magbalik ng mga teacher ng recommendation letter. Grabe. At yung essay pa para sa ACET. Simpleng simple yong tanong, pero ang hirap magisip ng makaka impress sa panel. It's not really all that fun college-hunting, you see. Waiting for the results would probably spell fear, with a capital F. Pano pag hindi ako pumasa ng ACET?! One year break :)) Pathetic, I know. But what can I do? What can we all do? Study hard, I guess.
So yun. I guess the positive levels out the negative, and vise versa. It's not about college, I guess. Right now, I'm just relisihing my final year as a high school student -- as a Miriam student. GOODBYE MIRIAM, HELLO ATENEO!!!!! :))
Palanca mania, here I come :))
I just listened to Bamboo's Much Has Been Said. I really tapped into the lyrics. They made so much sense, really. Also, I've had Liz Phair's Why Can't I on repeat since I last heard it on HBO when Win a Date with Tad Hamilton was on. Speaking of Tad Hamilton. Is it just me, or was he super cute? Not hot eh. Cute. There's difference. Sige, some may say he was hot there, but no. He was cute. The platonic kind of cute, mind you. I don't like him. He's just cute :)) Besides, as Buan said, pangit taste ko sa guys. I always seem to like the not-so-cute ones, or quite frankly, the walang itsura ones. Sad. Yet, it just proves to show that I'm not at all shallow. Take DAV for instance. He's not cute daw, even when I find him sooo adorable :)) Pathetic ol' me.
Speaking of likes. I rememember making a "likes and dislikes" list, but then again, my standars have pretty much changed over the summer:
my guy:
My guy would be an over achiever who tries to outdo himself at all times. Witty and intellectual, but not at all nerdy or geeky. Oh please, you don't have to be a nerd or a geek to be smart ;) A must: mabango. The right smell could just make me swoon :x A gentleman when the time is right. I went out with this guy once and it seemed as if I was always opening the door for HIM, not the other way around. A guy who loves his family and could care less about what others may think or that stupid social ladder everyone keeps trying to climb. The sterotypical jocks and socialites are no no-s. Someone who's simple and not at all hard to please. Funny and outgoing ;) I don't want someone who spends his life trying to impress others, and going to parties, drinking and smoking the night away, just to make others think that he's COOL. I hate feeling cool people, or those who WANT SO DESPERATELY to be cool that they'd do anything. Kadire. I want someone who's himself all the time and has nothing to hide :)
It's sad. I've never found someone like that :) Someone practically perfect for me.
Ooooooook? Cheesy sh*t right there! :)) I'm obviously bored to death.
My mom's leaving na tomorrow na *tear*. Gahd. Time goes by so fast, don't you think? I mean, just a couple of weeks ago, she told us that she'd leave at around this time. I dint really give much meaning to it as I FELT that it'd be sooo far pa. Contrary to popular belief, it's not really hard to let someone -- who makes you go home 2 hours earlier than your dad's expected time -- go. She's the strict person around here, and without her? Hey, I'd have a blast! But that's beside the fact. I mean, I don't care if she's 'strict' (Technically, she's not. She lets me go out all the time, but with some limitations specially with my time of going home) person around here. She's my bestfriend. Gahd. Cheesy shiznit :))
So yesterday. Super tiring. I thought that we wouldn't have classes as it was raining mucho hard at, like, you know, 5 in the morning?! But noooo, Gloria Arroyo had to go all saint on us and make us not miss any more school days. Whoopee! NOT. I mean, hello?! We had ONE FREAKIN DAY TO GO. She could've just let us have THAT day. So much for praying for that four (4) day weekend. Sheesh. Anywho, it was sort of alright that we had classes, as I wouldn't have gone to Angge's if we dint. We were supposed to watch Lakehouse, but her DVD was a clear copy lang, meaning, it's from the pirated crap, like, you know, people who take shots in the movie houses and you see people on the screen standing and sitting down? Yeah. That kind.
After my electives (Which, btw, is Marketing and Entrepreneurship. Yay!), we (Angge, Teki, and I) headed on to the faculty rooms to look for Ms. Delfin so I could give na my freakin recommendation letter. Noooo, she wasn't there, just as she had always been for the past week. I wanted all my ACET stuff done before I did my essay thing, so I could submit na right away when I was done. Hmm. I've decided to make Management Engineering my first choice. There's no harm in it, I guess :)
Anywho, we encountered Fritz on our way out, so sumama narin siya samin going to Angge's. We went to Rustan's first to buy stuff to munch on, then headed on to her house. We dint watch Lakehouse na. It wasn't nice eh, the DVD copy, I mean. Instead, we bummed around, ate, and looked for multiplies with fugly pics in them. There's this one with Blue batch people (2nd year) in them, and this girl had, like, you know, fugly armpits!! It was sooo dark and gross and shit. Basta kadiri talaga!! Yack!!! To think, she was maputi pa naman. As Teki said: "Hindi lang yan nagshave." Well, she shouldn't have worn a sleeveless top then! :)) LMAO!
We brought Teki and Fritz to the trike station near Shakey's as they were supposed to go back to school at around 4:30. My mom was picking me up at around 7 pa, so I need not hurry. Angge and I went to National, as I NEEDED a Filipino - English dictionary. I'd probably FAIL without one, haha! Anywho, we headed on to Mcdo after, and saw Karen, Jayme, Ella, and Yeyin there :) Hung out for a while. We couldn't go back to Angge's as it was raining pa, so we had to wait for it to stop. Saw and talked to people, then when the rain finally stopped, we made our way back home :)
My mom picked me up by 7:30. I was dressed and ready by then. We were taking out my Lolo for dinner, as it was my mom's 'padespedida' for him. Ate at Gerry's Grill *yum*, then went to my TIta's, where my parents literally drunk the night away. Sheesh. I was sooo freakin tired but I couldn't do anything about it. Home sweet home by 4am.
Ooohh LSS for The Way You Look Tonight :) Michael Buble's version :))
Some day, when I'm awfully low
When the world is cold
I will feel a glow just thinking of you
And the way you look tonight
You're lovely, with your smile so warm
And your cheeks so soft
There is nothing for me but to love you
And the way you look tonight
With each word your tenderness grows
Tearing my fears apart
And that laugh that wrinkles your nose
It touches my foolish heart
Lovely, never ever change
Keep that breathless charm
Won't you please arrange it?
'Cause I love you
Just the way you look tonight
With each word your tenderness grows
Tearing my fears apart
And that laugh that wrinkles your nose
It touches my foolish heart
Lovely, don't you ever change
Keep that breathless charm
Won't you please arrange it?
'Cause I love you
Just the way you look tonight
Hmmm... tonight
I was sooo freakin bored today, as classes were canceled (Hey, I'm not fussing about it. It's in fact, a glorious day for us seniors). Almost all of us were able to catch up on supposedly crammed homework for the next day. Great. If anyone still crammed tomorrow, ewan ko nalang sakanila. I, on the other hand, decided to finally update my layout. After more than a month's worth of ogling the chocolate thing, I got sick of it. Not just now, actually. I've been planning to change it, but I had no time. I was either chatting, doing homework, watching TV, or going out. Busy schedule, don't you think? Haha. Ohwell. After around 3 hours of editing, I was finally able to come up with this. Picture care of her. She had loads of great pictures, but then again, I wanted something that I could make actual sense out of. Hmm. Same old brushes as the one I used for my past layouts: Senseless Rantings, and Chocolate (credits found there). Hmm hmm.
I'm relatively happy with how my layout turned out. It's pretty simple, so I doubt I'll get sick of it right away. Ironic, noh? Well, ganun naman kasi ako. I get sick of layouts with a lot of *psaazzz*. Simple layouts are technically easier to live with :)
So, no classes. I have loads on my to-do-list, though. Thanks to Bjorn for the planner he gave me. "It's just gathering dust in my room", as he said. At least it's put to good use. A couple of projects to do over the weekend for early submission, ergo, extra credit. A bit geeky, I know, but I seriously have to catch up with my Filipino grade. I've never been really good at Fil, so, I'll take all the chances I could put my hands on just to pull them up.
This week went by pretty fast. I was supposed to go to National with Yuniz last Tuesday, but we decided to drop by Jollibee first to eat as we were totally hungry. It was storming, but we went anyway. Will power to go out, haha! Anywho, went to Jollibee just to find out that all the seats were taken. We were absolutely hungry that we decided to make our way to Mcdo to eat (we were sure that there'd be seats there). First people we saw: Bb, Mirjanna, and Mirjanna's sister. On our way to the door, saw Bjorn. Wow. Soaking wet :)) Anywho, went in, and on the way to the lav, saw Edge (YFC friend). Weird. He's from claret eh. Solo far. Anywho. I asked Bjorn if he wanted to sit with me and Yuniz as he was alone waiting for the rain to stop so he could go home via commuting. I ended up bringing Yuniz to the LRT station using Bjorn's super mini umbrella as she had to go na daw talaga. Went back to mcdo, took down some notes for Fil, and Bjorn and I had to go na. I went to the station, as I was supposed to meet my mom at Gateway, and Bjorn was on his way to the other station sa may Farmers. Tamang tama :)) Whew. Tiring day.
Classes were suspended yesterday. It was announced while we were at the second floor caf, so logically, we wouldn't be able to hear the announcement over the HS PA's. Miss Soriano (sub English teacher) dint want to freakin believe that classes were ALREADY suspended and that we could leave na! We had to wait for the freakin period to end, which was about 30 mins to go, just so we could leave!! Gahd. I was soooo pissed off with her. She dint want to freakin believe us?!?!?! How dumb is that!! We wouldn't lie about something like that, GAHD!!! Pft. Pissed child over here :))
So, today. Wala ngang pasok, kain naman ako ng kain. Went to the grocery earlier, where my dad said, and I quote: "Go get whatever you want before I change my mind". *ehem* When my dad says, WHATEVER, he really means it. I got the nestle chocolate milk thing na litter, some yogurt drinks, sour cream, chips, kit-kats, and a couple of drinks. Haha! Funnn ;)
So here I am, eating my free day away, when I should be writing up and entry for my English journal instead. Hmm. Naiwan ko yung size 2 ko sa school eh. *wink wink*
Nicola Roa. Miriam HS. Almost 17. Senior. Net freak. Movie buff. Gluttony's my sin. Hopeless romantic. Can't stand boredom. Nostalgic over the Backstreet Boys, 'NSYNC, and Spice Girls days. Badminton. A sucker for horse back riding. Green batch '07. The piano's my lover. YFC. Music aficionada. Unpredictable. Happy-go-lucky. Not so optimistic as I may seem. Thinker. MAJOR thinker. Klutz. Procrastinator extraordinaire.
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Inspired by my own philosophy in life :) I hate posers -- those who pretend to be someone just to please others. I was looking for a picture that I could make actual sense out of. So, there :) Credits are below. site put up: July 13, 2006.
