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2006 june 08

Baka I like him? ♥

Hmmm :)

I really haven't been doing much, because of the chicken pox. A week of rest and no going out. Wow. I've had this for four (4) days now, and it's really going by quickly. I heard from some friends that it should last for about more than a week, but since I'm taking medication and crap, well, it's drying up faster than it should. AND AND AND, it doesn't itch at all, which is great :)) Pero, my god naman, dapat lang, the medicine that my pedia prescripted was worth 4thou. So, dapat lang na it works. Ohwell..

So, because of this, I wasn't able to do all the things I planned to accomplish for the week before school. I was supposed to go and pass my UPCAT form and everything, go to Palawan for that final stretch of vacation, and badminton my ass out with my instructor slash tito, who thankfully came back from the states and figured that I needed some shaping up :)) He's been my instructor for about 3 years now, but since he left for the states a couple of months ago, I wasn't really able to play anymore. Pft. And now I have chicken pox. Wow.

I'll be missing the first 2 days of school. As Karen said, M.I.A. ako. Missing in action daw. Ohwell. Ayoko namang manghawa noh. That would be sad :))



To whichever group this may conern :)) Too bad the only people in our group left grounded are Lean, Kev, Carlos, Sab, and Cars. The trip was for everyone, though, so they were allowed to come with some major drama acting and endless pleas from everyone. We really couldn't forget about them, now could we? Lean and Cars' monthsary's coming up, so surprise surprise, THAT was the reason for the Palawan trip! Thanks to Kev's dad, Tito Mon, for the kind accomodations and free, well, EVERYTHING :)) I heard the place's to die for!! Too bad some of us couldn't come ;) Justin and I would've really loved to see you guys 'make sweet sweet love', haha!



1) Have you ever seen a blog wherein the 'blogger' tries his/her mucho best to speak in english and all that? Well, this is one, but, that's not really the point. I've come across a couple of blogs na puro barok naman yung nakasulat. See, I don't really mind people blogging in english, but please, if you'll be saying something in english or something, sana naman maayos or something :)) I hate those. Parang ang trying hard and stuff. Haha ohwell. I use english just because: a) It's easier for me to express myself, and b) I know more words in english than I do in tagalog. Buti sana if I dint speak in tagalog at all and I had barok moments. Mind you, I don't proof read, so the wrong spellings and all that crap, well, minor mishaps. But hello? Grammar? Simple simple grade school grammar. How do these people expect to get into college? Ohwell. Mean as it may sound, it's not really an issue :)) Baka I care because I have a bit of an obssessive compulsive side to me lang.

2) Is there, like, an instant moment when you realize that you like someone? Or is it gradual? I don't really know eh. Is it, like, you wake up one morning, then *POOF*, you like him/her all of a sudden? It's sad. I've been thinking about, well, someone, and I'm not even sure if I like him at all. Baka I'm intrigued lang, noh? Possibly. Well, I really don't want to like him at all. He's not my type. At least, not anymore :))

3) Does eating little and sleeping all day make you fat? I don't mean to sound conceited or anything, but does it? I've been doing nothing but that, except for my sudden computer urges and TV sessions. I sleep most of the day. I think the sleepiness and tiredness I feel comes from the medicine I'm taking everyday. Gaddammit! Besides that, I've been trying to eat little, just so I wouldn't gain any damn weight. At the rate I'm going, if I were to eat 'normally', I'd probably be obese by now. Can't help those sudden binges though. My dad gets me everything I want, and everything else I crave for, as I'm sick daw and I need to eat. I need to eat my butt. I can't help but take advantage of his kindness and concern, though :)) Meaney me.. (Haha get it? Mini me? Nevermindddd..)

4) I swear I want a new layout. A tres cool one at that. I just can't seem to think of anything talaga. My brain's on hiatus as I don't really do anything but, again, sleep, eat, watch tv, and use the comp. I swear, nothing's popping in. I was supposed to do the picture for it, like the one I have up there, but then again, I couldn't think of anything good to put in it. Plus, using the same old Photoshop brushes would be lame. Not to mention boring..

Ohwell. I have a boring life na. Stupid chicken pox!

Ooooohh! I think I may like him nga! Ooooohhh, haha! ♥

Pft. Ciao! ;)

senseless  r a n t i n g s   on
xoxo   4:27 pm; thursday



2006 june 04

Sheesh.

I have chicken pox. Wow.

I probably got it from Mej :)) We saw each other last Wednesday, and the first thing she said was "Wait, nagkachicken pox ka na ba?" Stupid me, thinking I got na before, said "Syempre!". Oh gahd. I've mistaken chicken pox for measles numerous times now, but never did I inherit such an awful airbourne disease such as this. Haaay. I swear. It totally sucks. (marami ang namamatay, este, nagkakachicken pox sa maling akala) Weeeh, corny!

I watched Failure to Launch with my sister yesterday. I wanted to watch Manay Po, as, as my friends say, it's super funny :)) But then again, my sister, sort of like a lower version of my Filipino intelligence, wouldn't be able to follow the flow of the story. Boohoo. Sana meron pa when we have classes na. Oh well. I'm still grounded, after all. PLUS, I have to stay incubated daw for a week. Incubated my ass. Pft. Poop!

Oooh. I had a splitting headache the whole day yesterday, which would've probably lead to a fever if I dint take Biogesic or something. It sucked. I could feel my head palpitating while watching the freakin movie. Wtf.

I couldn't breathe kanina. What the hell. There must be something terribly wrong with me. Oh god.

Haaay. Ohh, I'm not making a new layout. Nitatamad pa ko :)) The whole "Blue Sky Holiday" wasn't really working for me. Idea's weren't coming in, so I decided to give up till I get a G R E A T one. I'm thinking of making one inspired by Austin though. You know, Austin from Project Runway? Such a buoyant mind, really :)) Sooo cute, and totally GAY!! ;) Haha!

Nevermind. Ciao, lovelies! ;)

senseless  r a n t i n g s   on
xoxo   10:23 pm; sunday



2006 june 02

Hmm

I've decided to make another layout na since I'm sooo bored and absolutely NOTHING's taking up my time! I've decided to name it "Blue Sky Holiday". I totally need slash want one :) Mai gahd. Ohhh lala I might go to Palawan or something. Might. A big might, that is. I'm still grounded, after all. Hoh gahd.

Looking forward to graduation :)) I know it's sooo far away pa, pero let's face it: the school year just goes by like that. Oh well. I'm having my eyes lasered AND getting my driving lessons na then. I couldn't take them this summer kasi I had review, and my dad dint want all the expenses to pile up and crap. The laser thing's super expensive pa naman, but according to my mom, totally worth it. She had hers done, like, 3 years ago, I think. Eyes are guaranteed to be totally clear FOREVER. Woah! Can't waaaaiiiittt!! :x

My mom wanted to give me, like, a month's vacation somewhere in Europe for my grad gift. I could totally go for that, but I also wanted a new phone, or a car, maybe ;) Haha righttt. Seeing as we're beginning to be, uhhh, less poor, my mom's totally taking advantage of it :)) Oh well.

Nakita ko ulit yung commercial for the Cheezy Volcano thingy sa Pizza Hut while watching the PHX basketball game earlier. Nagcrave tuloy ako :)) We might eat there later. I practically begged. Harhar :)

My tito's here, visiting my mom as she just got out from the hospital yesterday. They were talking about his daughter, who's my friend, Justine, who went on this summer program thingy for 2 weeks somewhere in Beijing. It costed $1,200 daw, pero totally worth it kasi everything's included na. My mom might send me and my sister daw there. You get to learn different stuff, tapos they have programs pa for different interests like drawing, painting, music, singing, dancing, blah blah blah. Crap like that. Ohwell. Next summer pa yun, pero we'll see. My sister totally wants to go, though :)

Sige, I'll make na my layout :))

Ciao! ;)

senseless  r a n t i n g s   on
xoxo   1:07 pm; friday



2006 june 01

On the verge

of creating yet another layout. Gahd.

Summer review ended yesterday, with me practically failing the mock UPCAT thingy, passing by only 4.5 percent (79.5%). I can't believe it! Thank God for the English part, I was able to pull up my percentage even by just a bit. I'm actually disappointed about not having review classes anymore. The only part I like about not having classes anymore is not having to wake up at 6 just to commute all the way to Katipunan. Besides that, I'll really be missing actually DOING something productive (not that I was REALLY productive or anything). Pft.

First day palang, I'm totally bored na. I'm on the verge na nga of making a new layout, as I said. I just can't think of a theme or whatever. Ohhh :))

I watched Benchwarmers at Gateway with some classmates yesterday. It wasn't all that, really, pero sobrang benta yung funny parts, kahit corny :) Timezone after, karaoke, tapos uwi na. I got home at around 7 :)) Pft. Leeron and I wanted to watch Manay Po! Kasi naman eh :)) It was to end at around 7 nga, and I thought that I wouldn't be allowed na since I dint give my parents a specific time when I'd go home. Eh. Haha! Nakakainis naman! I doubt I'll be able to watch it na. I AM grounded after all. Grounded ako sa lagay na yan :)) Funny.

Watched XMEN 3 with my two cousins last Saturday! We caught the second to the last full show, kasi nakakatamad na :)) Besides, we totally had nothing to do! So there. Grounded nga talaga ako >:) Funny.

I haven't watched The Da Vinci (or as we like to say, The DAV inci code, haha!) yet, and honestly, I have no intention of watching it anymore. After endless sucky reviews about it, I just lost interest in it. I totally loved the book, though. Eh sabi nila, the movie's far from the book, so, nevermind. Baka madisappoint lang ako. Pft.

I'm bored. Neopets na to!!! Haha! ;)

Ciao, lovelies! ;)

senseless  r a n t i n g s   on
xoxo   10:02 pm; thursday



2006 may 27

I know I don't know you..

..but I want you sooooo bad. Gahd.

YES!! Only 3 days of review to go, and I'm free from waking up at 6 every freakin morning!! Horah.

Puch. I was supposed to watch The Da Vinci Code with my mader today, but then, my tita, who's her sister, will be having an operation tonight. So, my mom has to go there and crap. Well, she agreed to let me sleep over at my cousins' place :) We're watching Xmen3! Which, btw, will be followed by DVD marathons! :)) Yay! Gahd.

I'm tired of blogging. After about 20 entries or so, I finally got sick of it. I have nothing to blab about na nga eh. I'm tired.

Ciao, lovelies! ;)

PS. My Yahoo Sponsors window on the right indicates that I'm being sponsored by "Nix Lice Treatment", "Head Lice Home Remedy", and "Nix Louse Treatment". Horah.

senseless  r a n t i n g s   on
xoxo   1:45 pm; saturday



2006 may 23

Hmpf!

Stupid me. I thought the 31st would land on a Monday. Whatever gave me THAT idea? Oh well. That would be the last day for review classes, so, wala lang :)) It's not that I want classes to end right away. Pero, I don't want it to continue on any longer either. Either way, I'd be 'confused' about how I'd feel when last day comes. Weird :))

I dint go anywhere last Sunday and yesterday. Nuh uh. I went shoe shopping yesterday, though. Or at least, I was supposed to. The one time my mom decides to buy me whatever style I want, I completely blank out -- not knowing what I want anymore. Too many to choose from, I figure. Either way, I got 3 pairs of flip flops, and 2 platform-ey heels. Harhar.



1) Hoh yeah! I'm watching a concert this Friday at UP along with my cousins. I'm not exactly sure which bands'll be playing, but it'll be totally awesome to be able to hang out with my cousins again. It's been a pretty long time, and I miss them loads! We never get to hang out anymore, na complete kami. Not really ALL my cousins, pero the ones I'm close to. Someone's always too busy to visit. Haaaay. Soooo, I'm looking forward to Friday talaga. :)

2) I'm watching The Da Vinci Code on Saturday. Sabi ng mom ko, Friday nalang daw, pero I persuaded her na I really wanted to go to the Friday thing with my cousins, so she moved that thing on Saturday nalang :) Fun fun! I'm finally watching it!! Still, I can't wait for X-Men 3!!!!!!!! :)) Woohoo!! ;)

3) I was eating lunch kanina at my tita's house when Lean called me over the cell through his mom's phone yata. He asked me to go online for a while, urgent blah blah. I figured, he had no load, or whatever. Gahd. Demanding pa. Syempre unang tanong niya sakin: "Nix, mahirap ba kong mahalin?!"..... Binabaan niya ko after that. I decided to see what was wrong.

Leandro Cruz: seryoso mhirap ba?
Nix Roa: What the fcuk? What's wrong with you?!
Leandro Cruz: sgutin mo nlang ksi
Nix Roa: Why are you asking me this ba? And hellooooo?!
Leandro Cruz: :(
Nix Roa: What happened ba?
Leandro Cruz: break n kmi ni ciara
Nix Roa: WHAT?! WHEN?! WHY?!
Leandro Cruz: yun sbi nya ang hrap dw na mhaln ako i have no idea wht to do.
Nix Roa: Ehh.
Leandro Cruz: gve her sme time kaya bka she'll tke me back pag binigyan ko sya ng space
Nix Roa: I don't think so. Let it go nalang? Malabo narin naman kayo for a while na diba?
Leandro Cruz: oo pero
Nix Roa: Ano ka ba. To be frank, it's better.
Leandro Cruz: ...
Nix Roa: Look, kaibigan ko kayo pareho, lalo na ikaw, pero what I'm saying is, baka mas ok na to para sa inyo.
Leandro Cruz: ang mgkahwalay kmi?
Nix Roa: Na hiwalay siya sayo, tapos hiwalay ka sakanya.
Leandro Cruz: ano?!
Nix Roa: Hindi ko maexplain eh. Pero pinagusapan namin yan nina Bea. We all thought a, you guys just kept on hurting eachother. She even cheated on you thrice yata! Pucha Lean! Nagpapakatanga ka lang diyan kung hihintayin mo siya. How many years have you been together? 2? And yet, even YOU don't trust her! Ano ba naman yan!
Leandro Cruz: pero.........
Leandro Cruz: lam mo i caught her cheating on me again pinalagpas ko lng. ewn.
Nix Roa: Malabo relationship niyo. Magpahinga ka na nga muna. I have a feeling hindi ka pa natutulog since kagabi.
Leandro Cruz: oo nga. thnks. kita tayo sa sabado.
Nix Roa: Horayt ;) I'll tell the others :) Sunduin ka nalang namin ni Justin diyan, hah? Don't do anything stupid for god's sake naman!!
Leandro Cruz: k salamat.

See that? Now I have no idea what to do on Saturday. And it's not like may papayagan saming umalis. We're still grounded, mai gahd!! Gahd. Well, hopefully, the others will find a way. I just can't go. I'm still not able to gather up guts to ask my dad for permission to go out. Baka magalit :))

Natamaan ako dun ah. Mahirap ba akong mahalin?

I remember Bea asking me the same exact question. Wala lang. I think it was because of Von or something. Ohwell. Haaaay.

Ciao, lovelies! ;)

senseless  r a n t i n g s   on
xoxo   3:21 pm; tuesday



2006 may 21

SUCCESS!!!!

OH YEAH!!!! I WENT JOGGING YESTERDAY!!! Such a big feat, really, since I'm too lazy to do it, or so I thought!! ;) I jogged for about 20 mins straight, without stopping, then walked 'briskly' for another 20 mins. Gahd. I think I just gained up all I lost yesterday, though, as I ate Sinigang for lunch.. Hmmmm, my fave!! ;) Soooo good!! :)

I wasn't able to go to Pao's get together anymore. Pft. I found out that it was only (supposedly) going to be me, Pao, Mics, and Jo. Eh, I'm not close with Jo naman, so I dint bother. Four (4)'s not many, ok? Maybe some other time.

Ohwell. I have to go to mass pa later. I can't go out, since my mom doesn't feel good at all, and our maid's on her day off. Nice. Ohwell :) I plan to watch The Da Vinci code with Dani one day. Hopefully, next week. I'll just have to wait and see, I guess :) Also, I can't wait for X3!!!! Hoh yeahhh!! ;)

YOU are such a deluded boy. I LOVE you anyway :)

sensless  r a n t i n g s   on
xoxo   1:34 pm; sunday



2006 may 20

Finally :)

It's one word. Finally :))

I've been such a random rant-er lately, and guess what.. I have more stupid stuff to rant about!! >:)



1) My electric guitar broke down a couple of weeks ago, which resulted in horrible string sounds everytime I hit a chord or two. The bottom string wouldn't play properly either, like something was constantly holding it so the sound would be so ipit. Ohwell. After a week of anticipating the return of my oh-so-beloved guitar, I finally got it back, just now :)) Finally :) I was beginning to worry (eew, parang anak eh, noh?) about it! Pft. Anywho, the thingy that holds the strings in place "contracted" daw because of the weather, hence, the ugly sound. Pft.

2) Which brings me to my next rant.. You know how you desperately want something, and after you get it, you don't use it naman? Or is it just me?! Well, I could go on a month without touching my guitar, but then again, knowing that I don't have it with me's such a drag! I remember the day I got my first acoustic guitar. That was about 2 years ago. It was sort of like an early birthday present or whatever, and I dint even ask for it!! I was taking a bath one day when my dad shouted out: "You want ba a guitar? We could buy one if you want!" And of course, I wouldn't turn down the offer of actually owning one. I was uber excited to go home, so I could try it out, diba ;) I sat down on my bed, took the guitar out of its case, held it, waited a few seconds, then returned it back to its case. The day I got it was the day I realized that I knew nothing about the damn guitar, nor was I really enthusiastic about having one. Haaay, ewan :)) I guess owning one creeped on to me, eventually persuading myself to go online, check out some tabs, and try them :) Gahd. Up to now, I'm still not very good at it. Sucks, too!

3) I hate the rain. Too bad for me, I was wearing slippers earlier, so I couldn't really jump around or whatever (NOT that I wanted to, but you get the picture). My feet eventually got wet on the way to LSC where I was picking up Karen for 'lunch'. Oh crap. I'd rather have it sunny. The rainy weather just gets to me. I hate it :)) I'd love to sing in the rain, though. I just wasn't in the mood to do so earlier :) Oh well.



1) Have you heard? One of the Mushroom Troppers died na. This isn't gossip pala, kasi it's true. I forgot his name, pero he's form claret, tapos nagrereview din siys sa expert guides. Classmate ni Anj. So shocking! Involved in some freak car accident. I have no idea if he was the one comatosed or something, but before that news, we heard that one was on a coma, one was ICU-ed, and the others, well, we had no idea what happened. We just heard it, after all. Well, a mass'll be held today at the Claret chapel to commemorate the dude. Oh god. Nakakaawa, swear. He's too young. I wouldn't want to die right now. Shit. He dint deserve that. Haaaaay.

2) A burial was up today, for the 6th grade child who passed away a couple of days ago due to "water in the heart" or something like that. TRAGIC, really. Imagine. GRADE 6?! Gahd. I doubt she even experienced life. I swear. Her parents would probably kill to have her back. How old was she? 11? 12? See!! Oh God...

Ang sad noh? All the gossip for today involves death. Haaay. Let's pray for them, shall we? With what happened, they deserve at least THAT

I woke up late earlier. I usually get up at 6 for review, but then, I remember turning off my alarm the moment I heard it, and decided to "rest my eyes" for just a little while. I ended up sleeping an extra hour and 15 minutes just cause I neglected the whole reason for having "snooze"-es on cellphone alarms. Crap it! I had to totally hurry and rush and everything! I ended up brushing my unbrushed yet blowdried (labo) hair on the trike (as I commute lang from my place to Katipunan), and catching my breath as I boarded the jeep to UP. Oh crap. Good thing I wasn't late. I hate being late. HATE IT! Lol! ;)

Which brings me to commuting. I'm overjoyed, now that I know how to :)) My dad wouldn't let me commute before, saying it was too dangerous. Well, at least I don't have to do it after review classes, as he picks me up everyday :) It would be too hot for me to want to go home via jeep :)) Oh well :)) Still proud of myself, though! I remember the first day I tried it: I was sooo scared that I had to ask the maid to accompany me to the UP terminal for the jeeps passing Katipunan. Haha! Now that I think about it, it was kinda stupid. Oh well.

Whoopie! I might go out later for a birthday parteh! Thank God I was allowed to gooo!! :) I love it!!! :) It's Pao's birthday kasi, and we're having a small get together at his place, bonding sessions and the like ;) Oh well. The plans for tonight aren't sure yet, though. Depends on who's coming ;) I guess I'll have to wait and see.

Ciao, lovelies! ;)

senseless  r a n t i n g s   on
xoxo   3:29 pm; saturday



2006 may 19

Hm :)

Just adding up some random thoughts:

1) I wasn't able to go jogging earlier this afternoon. Why? My daily siesta was up, THAT'S why! I was supposed to go play badminton with my sister at around 5:30, so it wouldn't be as hot anymore, but then again, I fell asleep at around 5 while waiting for the time. Freakin boredom!! I woke up at around 6:45, which was long. An hour and 45 minutes. What the crap?! Proof of my laziness and nothing-to-do--ness :)) Labo.

2) I seriously have bad taste in guys. OMG. That soooo sucks! Well, sabi nga nila, opposites attract. HAHA KIDDING! Nah, I'm just kidding, really. I have no idea why, but I keep on crushing on these not-so-good-looking guys, that it hurts na sometimes :)) Haha it's mean ba? Well, I'd rather have mucho talented and smart than mucho gwapo and braindead. Gahd. I'm not shallow AT ALL, and my having a crush on *** ******** proves it, diba MISSY?! :)) It's not my fault he's tres talented noh! I'm a sucker for over achievers. Hmm. That gives me an idea :))

LIKES:
Talented
Tall
GENTLEMAN
Smells goooood, harhar!
A good dresser? (ugh. basta hindi baduy na kanto boy look, haha!)
Smart (I dont go for guys who need tutors or whatever. mean of me, i know!)
Hindi mayabang. HINDI mayabang. I hate mayabang guys.
Sabi ni Dani, most jocks daw are mayabang and full of themselves.
Soooo, ayoko narin ng jocks, stereotypical, I know, but I've proven it true.
Sweet
Malambing
Talented.
I'm into theatre dudes now :))
Thoughtful
You know when you don't even have to ask, pero he knows you want it, so he gives it to you? Yun!
Accepting
Funny!!
Close to his family :)
I can't think of any anymore :))

DISLIKES:
Stupid slash tanga. Yun na yun!
Mayabang
Air headed (pareho lang ba yun?)
Guys who walk fast :)) I walk slow eh! ;)
In a way weird :)) Ayoko nun, yung parang autistic! Oh gahd!
Ayoko ng torpeeee :))
Super dark.
Maarte.
Hindi marunong maki-ride sa jokes.
Pikon!
Yun lang naman. I can't think of anything either, haha!


3) This is funny :)) I used to crush on this guy, and now I have no idea why I liked him in the first place! I swear :)) Nakakainis!! Well, Karen brought up the topic over at YM :))

Nix Roa: ef cerse!
Nix Roa: hindi ako magkakagusto sa hindi hot
Karen Tividad: aba
Karen Tividad: eh bakit magkacrush ka kay *toot*?
Karen Tividad: :))
Nix Roa: i have no idea
Nix Roa: i have bad taste eh
Nix Roa: eh bakit ko gusto si ***?
Nix Roa: oh diba
Nix Roa: i seriously have bad guy taste
Karen Tividad: weh
Karen Tividad: *** is acceptable
Karen Tividad: he's a singer/actor eh
Karen Tividad: :))
Nix Roa: I KNOW
Nix Roa: super talented
Nix Roa: oh god oh god
Nix Roa: i have no idea WHY on earth i liked *toot*
Nix Roa: i think he's gross now
Nix Roa: :->
Nix Roa: and not in the baboy kind of way
Nix Roa: in the dont even come near me way
Nix Roa: :))
Karen Tividad: he's nice naman eh
Karen Tividad: medyo weird lang nga
Nix Roa: I KNOW
Nix Roa: grabe
Nix Roa: like, autistically weird, now that i think about it
Karen Tividad: nung *party* ko lang nalaman na uber weird sya
Karen Tividad: he nagstay sya until the very end part
Nix Roa: i know
Nix Roa: and feeling ko wala siyang kasama and shit
Nix Roa: tapos sobrang, ugh
Nix Roa: kasi i stayed with him while wala siyang kasama
Nix Roa: then when he saw his friend, he totally ignored me na
Nix Roa: stupid fuck!
Karen Tividad: shit
Nix Roa: I KNOW RIGHT
Karen Tividad: eh parang he was alone the whole time
Karen Tividad: :))
Nix Roa: SEE
Karen Tividad: :))
Karen Tividad: as if naman... feeling siguro nya super stud sya
Karen Tividad: :))
Nix Roa: oh please
Nix Roa: billions of miles away from the word 'normal'
Karen Tividad: i know
Karen Tividad: he's kinda weird talaga
Nix Roa: gahd
Nix Roa: sobra
Nix Roa: he has this autistic look pa, i swear
Nix Roa: sana si *newcrush* nalang dinala ko or something
Nix Roa: mas masaya pa ko nun
Nix Roa: pucha
Karen Tividad: :))
Karen Tividad: wag na
Karen Tividad: tapos na ang yun
Karen Tividad: and your date was a dork
Karen Tividad: :))
Nix Roa: siyatap
Nix Roa: tres ok ;) i dont really give a crap anymore :))
Karen Tividad: weh
Karen Tividad: i don't believe you
Nix Roa: you better
Nix Roa: i've moved onnn
Karen Tividad: weh
Karen Tividad: *toot* was like, you're boy for the month
Karen Tividad: :))
Nix Roa: yeah
Nix Roa: the month
Nix Roa: not anymore
Karen Tividad: yeah
Karen Tividad: tapos na yung march eh
Karen Tividad: :))
Nix Roa: yuh huh!
Nix Roa: may na nga eh!
Karen Tividad: yeah
Karen Tividad: he's like, so over na
Nix Roa: siper
Nix Roa: *super
Nix Roa: like, i dont even think about him anymore
Nix Roa: until you brought him up
Karen Tividad: does he text and stuff ba?
Nix Roa: haha no, thank god!
Nix Roa: i think he took a hint na
Karen Tividad: ayyy...
Karen Tividad: jologs

I swear. I have no idea why I liked him in the first place talaga. He's really weird. Ohwell :)) That was then. I was a stupid child back then :))

Till here. Super long na!! Ciao, lovelies! ;)

PS. I love you karen! I might go lesbo na because of my bad taste in guys =)) Haha kidding!! ;) IT'S A JOKE!!! :))

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xoxo   10:39 pm; friday



HAH!

I obviously can't think of a decent enough title.

I read this fag's site (well, not to be insulting or anything, but he declares himself the goddess of faggotry. haha funny!), and boy, he, or should I say she has a lot to say! I guess it comes with being madaldal or something. I dunno :)) Click here for his site ;) Anywho, I swear, he's such a fag that it's hilarious! Gotta love his frankness though. Read it kasi! :))



1) I freakin need to start jogging again. Gahd. I saw Krister earlier, and hooooly crap, he got thin na! OMG, he's leaving me behindddd!! We were supposed to go jogging pa naman after my review whenever I felt like it, kaso, I'm still grounded, so I guess there's no hope for that anytime soon. I'll start jogging today, I swear on MY grave! Pucha.

2) I tried crossing the road again, without looking. Mind you, I did it intentionally, and this isn't one of those I - had - an - accident - but - I - don't - want - to - look - stupid - so - I'll - pretend - that - it - was - intentional crap that I see some people do. I went to greenhills earlier, and actually tried crossing edsa without getting run over. I couldn't do anything about it. Edsa just wasn't busy at all :) Crap this. Oh, I almost got hit by the side mirror of a car though. Funny. I was with FLO though, so I wasn't really acting stupid :) Experimentttt.

3) I need to get a life. I think blogging the day away isn't healthy at all. It's like talking to an imaginary friend, if you will. Tres pathetic :)) Not that I anything against blogging (obviously), but heck, I could spend this time jogging. It's still too hot though, so maybe later.

4)I'm not really ashamed of the fact that I used to do Tae Bo and Yoga. I used to do Tae-bo every other day (with jogging sessions in between those days), and Yoga when I was able to catch the instructor dude guy over at Justin's at Alabang. Tres cool, however, when I decided to try Tae-bo again after months of ala excercise-hibernation, the goddam CD dint work. Stupid fuck (ala Jarhead)!! I seriously need to get a move on. I was supposed to join Fitness First with a friend, but it was waaay too expensive, and believe me, my dad wouldn't compensate for such an ordeal. As he would say: you're young, you don't need it! I don't need it, my ass!!

5) I oh so wish I was oh so carefree and oh so liberated so I wouldn't have to give a crap about anything. I mean, hey, my life's run by my insecurities, and never ending boredom. Crapola!

6) I'm shamelessly trying to be an anorexic, although practically impossible for MOI. I looove food, to say the least, and I can't really fight the temptation. I've been eating fries and coke for DAYS now, and it sucks; and to add to that fatty bonanza, siesta's my guilty pleasure of the summer. Gahd.

7) I need a suicide partner, and someone who'd let me have a deal with them :)) I need someone who'll marry me by the time we're 40 and both single :)) Funny. I have a friend who already has it (with a bestfriend of his), not that he actually needs it. I actually thought he was kidding, and I recall even thinking that the girl couldn't possibly take what he asked of her seriously or whatever. Turns out, she took it tres serious, and even offered to share the wedding expenses, blah blah. They're almost college graduates though, so it's mucho alright. With that in mind, I don't really need a wedding by 40 partner thingy, I figure. I'm JUST SIXteen after all :) I guess a suicide partner would have to do :) It'll be more fun to be suicidal with someone, not that I'm a serious suicidal person. Funny. It just popped into my tiny brain. Nevermind.

8) My guiltiest pleasure would have to be eating a slice of pizza from Pizza hut every other day after my daily siesta. And not wanting to jog off the calories is even more pathetic. I hate this :)) And yet I'm laughing it off? WTF? Oh well. I'm eating a slice right now, and really, I can't feel a thing! Oh, I guess that's what sucks about eating: you don't really realize how much you've eaten, and how much you haven't burned until after a couple of weeks. I wonder how much I'll be gaining this summer. Oh god, it wont be pretty!!

9) Traveling the world would be mucho fun. Seriously, I wanna be able to visit EVERY freakin country on this pathetic planet of ours; not just Europe anymore. That'll probably be my life's goal :)) After that, I can just drop dead, literally :) I wouldn't even want to come back here before I die :))

Tomorrow's another Saturday without any plans (not that I can make any). Some of my friends are going on a road trip tomorrow morning till Tuesday night, I think, and poor me can't go. Sucks to be me, I guess.

As usual, we had review earlier, and it was tres brain drenching. I seriously couldn't get any of it until I asked the tutor person dude to explain the whole cos, sin, tan thingy that we were tackling for Physics earlier. Really, I figured, it would've been better of with Trigo that Physics. I always thought of Physics as, well, not math. Proved myself wrong right there! Well, the usual, nothing much happens. I saw Krister at mcdo, though, and Me-ann ;) Gahd. Miss all of 'em loads, can't do anything about it though, unfortunately.

Senseless rants. I really DO live up to the blog title. Harhar :)

PS. Thanks to Mark for actually giving me a copy of the ala spring break trip weeks ago. Mondo thanks to you!

PSS. I don't think I'll be able to live up to the whole senseless rant-er type after this entry. My brain's totally drained.

PSSS. BEA!!!!!!! GAHD! I MISS YOU LOADS!!!! OMG. I don't think I can go on like thissss!! I miss our midnight sessions!!! COME BACK TO MEEEEE!!!!!!!! I hate this. Why'd you have to leave ba?! I thought we were gonna grow old and, like, live together and never be separated and have kids together and DIE together! You biatch!!! WHO AM I SUPPOSED TO TALK TO ABOUT THE CRAP ONLY WE TALKED ABOUT NOW!?!?! Haaaay. Mucho miss you! Really, words can't express. Oh crap. Don't call me ANYMORE. I miss you even more when you do. Love you babes!! :x

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xoxo   4:31 pm; friday



2006 may 18

Sign ;)

I made myself a signature thingy to put on each entry!! Cool cool! ;) It's soooo cute! Haha babaw amp.

Weird. I'm seriously watching Pinoy Big Brother na, and I used to think of it as a sucky show for that matter; not that I have anything against it. It just never appealed to me, even though I knew people who watched it ever since the show aired. I really don't care anymore. I watch it almost everyday na. Gerald's hot eh :)) Harhar! Gotta love that accent!! Hmmmm ;)

I've been soooo lazy lately. I've resolved to jog and crap, but I never really pushed through with it. Gahd. I want and need to, but my body resists the will. What the crap. Pft!

The third season of The OC is soooooo awesome!!!!! :)) Gahd ;) I'm resisting the temptaion to borrow a DVD copy from friends though :) I like the weekly thrill, thank you very much! I also started watching Beach Girls which airs every Wednesday, I think. Nice nice :) Also, ONE TREE HILL! Mamamatay daw si Nathan? Pucha. Spoiler!!! Pft.

HOLY CRAP!!! The results on American Idol earlier were... WOAH-ing!!! Gahd. They all got 33 point something!!! CRAP!! SUPER CLOSE!! And I was explaining to my mom and all, since she dint watch:

Nix: You know how 100 divided by 3 is 33.33?
Mom: Oh, why?
N: Kasi the final three for AI all got 33 point something eh!
M: WEH?! SERIOUS?! They must be good! Hating hati yung votes!
N: Onga eh. Sana si McPhee nalang natanggal
M: Oo para lalaki naman yung AI.
N: Hmmm
M: Baka minanipulate yung votes!!! HALA!!!

Seriously. It's weird talking to her sometimes :))

It's me against the world. Are you coming with ME?

senseless  r a n t i n g s   on
xoxo   10:16 pm; thursday



2006 may 17

WHEN BOREDOM STRIKES!

I'm bored. Well, when am I NOT bored ba, but you get the picture.

Nothing much happened today. Ugh. Corny :)) Pero it's ok, I saw him naman eh, haha funny crap! Ohwell. Ohhhh we ate at Super Bowl last night for my parents' anniversary! Nice nice! Funny thought, they suddenly urged me to invite some friends (to whom they were close to) of mine just for the sake of 'celebrating'. Funny. Twas good though! Oh well, kaligayahan ko naman kasi ang pagkain noh, obviously.

Anywho, bored.

Category: Beauty/ Vanity
oo1. I'm not exactly vain.
oo2. Can't live without face powder. Ugh.
oo3. I do not wear make-up. Gahd, I don't even know how to put eye liner on :))
oo4. Can't leave teh house without a splash of bebeh cologne :)
oo5. Unconsciouly conscious.
oo6. I'd hate to get dark, or tan, for that matter
oo7. Beauty lies in the eyes of the beholder, cliche, i know, but super true ;)
oo8. I think lip sticks smell gross. Feels funny too :))
oo9. I lurrrveeee my hair :)
o1o. I don't NEED a brush *wink wink*

Category: Boys
o11. I'm NOT looking for one.
o12. I crush a lot.
o13. I'm not boy crazy, I'm just crush crazy :)) Labo.
o14. Guy friends are different from boys. Boys are crushable. Guy friends are.. well.. friends :))
o15. I don't want a boyfriend.
o16. My dad forbade me to have one after my last. He hates 'boys' right now :))
o17. I'll make takas for someone totally worth it though *wink*
o18. I think boys are girls with *toots* ... Diba?
o19. Boys are... ok :) I don't get them, though.
o2o. I don't usually crush on people I know. Usually. I crush on people I don't know. Get it?

Category: Friends
o21. Love them.
o22. I have more than 5 best friends :))
o23. I've known my longest best friend since I was, like, a beybeh or something :)) We practically grew up together.
o24. Friends are the epitome of security.
o25. Guys, girls, I don't give a crap. Mmm, friendsss :)
o26. Most bestest one left for the states na. Stupid fcuk! (ala jarhead, haha!)
o27. I don't have pictures :)) AT ALL. Like, super little lang. SUPER.
o28. Make me smile, make me laugh, you're a friend :)
o29. Friends are there to make you salo. Diba? *wink*
o3o. Don't tease. I treat my guy friends the same way I treat my girl friends. Stop the whole 'yiheeeee' stupid crap :) Weirdo freaks!

Category: Fashion/ Style
o31. Uhh
o32. I'm not a fashionista.
o33. I don't care about the latest fashion trends :))
o34. Jeans and shirt, pwede na sakin. Kahit naka tsinelas nalang :))
o35. I have numerous jeans, but I only use like, 5 of them :))
o36. I don't have a yellow shirt.
o37. O kaya orange.
o38. O kaya green, except for my PE shirt, which is pangit, really :))
o39. I don't care about brand names. Sabi nga, nasa nagdadala yan ;)
o40. Can't live without: SHADES

Category: TV/ Movies
o41. Movie buff! ;)
o42. I calculated the total amount I spent for movies this past year, and it reached up to 12,000 bucks. Haha pucha!
o43. The OC and One Tree Hill are my must watch for each week :)
o44. Looove Monday Night Laughs on Star World :))
o45. Sitcoms and stand up comedy ala Jack TV!
o46. My fave movie's A Walk To Remember :)) Cheesy crap! ;)
o47. I watched Close To You, and it totally sucked.
o48. I've been watching Animax lately.
o49. Ala Alice Academy, and those other cute shows :))
o5o. Can't go through a month without a movie :)

Category: Sports
o51. WRESTLING! Uh huh uh huh!!
o52. Loooove badminton :) It's the only sport I'm relatively good at :))
o53. SAN ANTONIO SPURS!! ;)
o54. I don't get football
o55. I look forward to UAAP every year
o56. I hate Nash, and Bryant. Bryant hogs the ball to much, gadammit!
o57. Tony Parker and Manu Ginobili *wink
o58. I think Batista's really hot :))
o59. WRESTLING PARIN!! =))
o6o. Wait, wrestling IS a sport, right?

Category: Music
o61. I love Green Day.
o62. I'm not specific with what I listen to.
o63. I used to be a concert addict. Oh god :))
o64. I HATE rap and scream-o crappy music!
o65. I haven't listened to the radio lately.
o66. Chill out music :)
o67. Maroon 5!
o68. A sucker for cheesy, old, lame ass songs :))
o69. Can't live a day without 'em.
o7o. Admittedly into classical music, Michael Buble, Frank Sinatra, and the like ;)

Category: Family
o71. I have no 'whole' sister
o72. I have one half sister, and a sister by name
o73. I haven't seen my ate, ever.
o74. I wish I had a kuya.
o75. I'm the middle child, techincally. But since my ate's not around, well..
o76. I guess my family's ok.
o77. My parents almost got divorced, but then, things are ok now.
o78. I have 18 cousins from my mother's side.
o79. I've never met my biological father. If I did, I'd stick my foot up his ass, literally.
o8o. My mom's my bestestestest friend :)

Category: Appearance
o81. I'm small. Akala ko tatankad pa ko. Hindi na pala! Pft. 5'2 people!!
o82. Conscious ako.
o83. I have small feet, and small hands.
o84. My arms are big. I hate them, but I've learned to live with it :))
o85. Brown eyes and hair.
o86. I look like shit at home :))
o87. I never wear glasses out anymore. I looove my contacts :))
o88. I used to be HUGE. Literally.
o89. I'm too lazy to work out despite the temptaion :))
o9o. I hate my teeth. AND my huge mole :))


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A - Available?: Yuh, and NOT looking.
A - Age: SIXteen
A - Annoyance: People who poke me.

B - Best Friends: A lot :)
B - Bar: Occasionally.
B - Birthday: Feb 23, 1990

C - Crush: *** ******** :))
C - Car: Porsche. ANY kind, I mean :))
C - Cat: I never had one. I don't plan to get one anytime soon :))

D - Dead Pets Name: Stipy. Timothy. They're the only ones I remember :)) Lame.
D - Dads Name: Leo
D - Dog: Shitzu

E - Easiest person to talk to: Justin. Definitely.
E - Eggs: Eggs! Get your eges here! Hahaha!!
E - Email: [email protected]

F - Favorite color: Uhh. Wala :)) I hate green though. The green that looks like shit, mind you :))
F - Food: I LOVE IT, anyone can tell :))
F - Foreign Slang: Eh?

G - Gummy Bears or Worms: Worms!
G - God: LOYAL TO HIM :) YFC MAHN!!
G - Good Times: with friends :)

H - Hair Color: Brown.
H - Height: 5'2
H - Happy: Ok lang

I - Ice Cream: It's not really ice cream. Buko Lychee Sherbet :)
I - Instrument: Piano, guitar, drums. I WANT a violin!
I - Idol: no one, really.

J - Jewelery: The necklace I never take off with a cross pendant, and my ring :)
J - Job: I wish I had one.
J - Jokes: HARHAR!

K - Kids: I wanna have 3 :))
K - Karate: I wanted to try it, kaso natakot ako :))
K - Kung Fu: hustle!

L - Love: me?
L - Longest Car Ride: Bicol. Pucha, 10 hours?! Fcuk!! My butt hurt like hell after! :))
L - Longest Relationship: Uhh. Years?

M - Milk Flavor: May flavor ba yun? Gusto ko NORMAL milk ;)
M - Mothers Name: Beth
M - Movie Last Watched: When A Stranger Calls. I'm grounded eh :))

N - Number of Siblings: Eh? 2?
N - Northern or Southern: Nada.
N - Name: Nix. PURO N! Cool! =))

O - One Wish: Enternal sunshine.
O - One Phobia: Monsters.
O - Otter Pop: ?

P - Parents, are they married or divorced: Uh, friends? :))
P - Part of your appearence you like best: MY HAIR! :)
P - Part of your Personality you like best: I dunno.

Q - Quick or Slow: Medium? Minsan slow :))
Q - Quail: eggs?
Q - Queen, which was the best: Ewan. Me sana?

R - Reason to smile: So I don't look like shit
R - Reality TV Show: Avid fan of 'em!
R - Right or Left: Rightie!

S - Song Last Heard: Uh? Forgot, kanina pa eh :))
S - Season: Summahhh!!
S - Sex: Female

T - Time you woke up: 6 am, WTF.
T - Time Now: 10:54 pm
T - Time for bed: Leyturrrr.

U - Unknown Fact about me: Uh. Let's leave it unknown.
U - Unicorns: Eh?
U - You are: baduy.

V - Vegetable you hate: Ampalaya!!
V - Vegetable you love: Potatoes :)) Vegetable yun diba?
V - View on Politics: Sucky

W - Worst Habits: Do the nanginginig thing with my leg that boys do. Pft.
W - Where are you going to travel next: Uh. Dunno :))
W - Waffles: Masarap yung sa Pancake House! :))

X - X-Rays: Eh?
X - X-Rated: Another EH?
X - Xylophone: Huwaw!

Y - Year you were born: 1990
Y - Year it is now: 2006
Y - Yellow: color? Nakakasilaw eh.

Z - Zoo Animal: Polar Bear? Wala nun dito eh!
Z - Zodiac: Pisces. Yung isda :))
Z - Zoolander: May naaalala ako :))

Labo :)) Ciao!

senseless  r a n t i n g s   on
xoxo   10:59 pm; wednesday



2006 may 16

harhar.

ANNIVERSARY

Only four (4) days passed by since my last entry, and yet I feel as if it's been forever. Somethings up with CBOX. No idea what :))

It's my mom and dad's wedding anniversary today, and I only realized it a while ago when my dad asked me where I wanted to eat dinner :)) Weird, really. I don't even look forward to it anymore. Looong story :)

BTW:

First loves

As the saying goes:
First love never dies.
And as another one goes:
Never say never.

I actually beleive in this crap
the whole, first love never dies thing
I've had my fair share of 'love's
and loves that were lost.
I guess it's because after all this time,
I remember perfectly
everything that happened back then.

It's sad though.
Some people treat their first loves as their
'experiments'.
Let's face it.
When first love comes,
(or is 'puppy love' a more appropriate term for it?)
we're USUALLY oh so joyful and innocent,
not knowing about the hardships that'll come
or the buckets of tears we're about to shed.
Contrary to this joyful-innocent aura comes the fear.
Fear of rejection.
Fear of 'dump-age'.
I guess THAT'S why it's experimental.
And it's sad, cause I never thought of my first love
slash relationship
that way.
It was always something special,
something I could look back on without regrets.
Pft.

Well, there's the first love NEVER dies part.

I have a friend who claims to have had her first love
back during her kinder years.
Could you believe?
KINDER.
I guess you tend to think 'first love=first crush'
as, being a child, you'd have no idea what's happening
or, being innocent children, have no idea that 'i love you' really MEANT something
It's funny
how first love becomes plain puppy love.

I guess you'll never really know,

cause how can first loves die, when you don't even know that you've already had one?

It's true. Heck, even I don't know if my first love actually WAS my first love. Weird :))

Again, senseless rantings. Bear with me, lovelies! ;)

Ciao!

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xoxo   5:13 pm; tuesday



2006 may 12

Ohwell.

Just another day :)) Ohwell.

Oh yeah, HAPPY BIRTHDAY RYAN!! Sayang :)) Nagpakain siya ng lunch sa Shakey's earlier, and unfortunately, my mom arrived early. And besides, medyo nakakahiya rin, as we were the only girls there AND nahiya rin sina Missy and Dani. Oh, hindi ako nahihiya basta free food :)) It's just the group ;) Ohwell, next time siguro. RYAN! You owe me :))

We were all wearing white earlier, which was funny. Everyone was all "bakit kayong lahat naka white?!" when we all entered the room this morning. Harhar ;)We couldn't agree on a color for tomorrow kanina, when we went over to Shakey's just to green Ryan a happy birthday :)) Yung iba green, tapos merong orange. Personally, mas gusto ko brown, kasi yun lang yung meron ako eh :)) HAHA! Ohwell.

I revived my CBOX from my Savoy Truffle site. See? The last post was last 2005 pa. Pathetic. That's how long the site's been down, I guess :)) Ohwell ;) And speaking of my savoy truffle site, i reread my entries for that period, and twas stupid, really. I went through my 2005 entries, and I felt even more stupid. What is up with me?! I think I'm a gimmick freak, or whatever you want to call it. Pft.

That's all for now. I've decided to wear brown na talaga. Haha! Ciao! ;)

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xoxo   5:40 pm; friday



2006 may 11

Hokai.

..it's my new 'OK' :) Haha whatever. I couldn't think of a suitable entry title, so I went for that. I dint want to put 'nitatamad na me' eh :)) Oh well :) And yes, nitatamad na meee :)) Meeee amp =)) Anywho, yep. I said that I'd be putting in the brushes I used for my layout, and some others, but then again. I have to transform everything into zip files, PLUS, make a new page with mini photos in them for an idea of how the brushes actually look like. That's pretty nakakatamad considering the fact that I'm too lazy to work with anything nowadays, let alone photoshop :)) I had this addiction to it, for about a few days. It's gone now :)) I'm totally too lazy to finish Missy's picture, so to speak. Anywho, they weren't asked for naman talaga. I just offered. Oh well. Pft. Maybe if they actually ASKED for a new layout, then I'd do it :)) But right now, I don't think so.

Holy crap. We ate at Shakey's earlier, and twas ok :)) Shet, ang mahal nung bill namin. We estimated around 1,600 lang, and our bill reached 2,200. New heights, people!! Sheesh. 13 kami kanina, namely: Me, Dani, Missy, Katchi, Luisa, Marie, Buan, Migna, Vincent, Leeron, Bjorn, Ranny, and another classmate. Sorry! I dint know his name eh :)) That was the first time I actually saw him, so sorry :) Anywho, 2 large pizzas, 3 baskets of mojos, and bottomless iced teas for everyone = P2,200. Gahd. Mahal! Oh yeah, probably plus service charge and tax. Shet. Ang mahal kumain sa Shakey's. Mcdo nalang tayo tomorrow, ok? :))

Crappy LSS!! The egg song thingy keeps playing back in my head. I can't get rid of it :)) I've listened to my whole winamp playlist, and it's still there. Mas malala to kesa dun sa Happy Tree Friends theme!! HOLY CRAP! =)) I'm thinking of a different catchy song nalang. Pft. Gahd. After our Chem quiz earlier, Vincent started singing the cheesburger song thingy. Thank God that dint catch on :)) Nung isang araw na-LSS ako dun eh, thanks to Leeron :)) Oh well. Stupid songs make my day. There's even one that goes "I'm the only gay eskimo I knowwwww" ... It was sung by a real band, mind you :)) I forgot nga lang who they are. The lyrics are even on www.letssingit.com. Haha!! :))Oh well ;)

We're all wearing white tomorrow. Haha ala anghel? Pft. Riiight :))

I forgot to mention, I was wrong about the third season of the OC starting last Tuesday. Next week pa pala. Gahd :)) Oh well, wait for a few more days, I suppose :)) PLUS, ETC keeps replaying the same episodes of One Tree Hill, which sucks!! They replayed the Midnight Madness and the costume party episode (where Lucas went as Tommy Lee instead of one of the Pirates of the Carribean). Gahd.

Oh well, wait for next Tuesday, I suppose. Ciao!

senseless  r a n t i n g s   on
xoxo   4:19 pm; thursday



2006 may 10

Woohoo!

Oooooh yeah! ;) I'm grounded, as I said before, but then I was able to reason with my dad about picking me up at 1 instead of at around 12:10 :)) Hey, 50 minutes is 50 minutes! :)) Oh well ;)

We had statistics and other crap for today. I'm guessing, 4th year math :) Gahd.

I tend to not think before I act. But hello? To those who know me, it's a given. Ok whatever. Pft.

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xoxo   8:19 pm; wednesday



2006 may 09

Do you believe in magic?

THE FINAL EPISODE OF CURIUOS PLAY JUST FLASHED BEFORE MY EYES AT AROUND 6. I couldn't believe it was all over. Lame as it may seem, as Miaka saw Tamahome after a long time, and after Tamahome flashed his ring so Miaka could see it, I was already crying my eyes out. Lame ass, I know! I knew how it was going to end, heck, I even knew that it was the last episode na, but still. The hopelessness in me. Crap :)) Oh well, I guess I'll go back to The Simpsons on Cartoon Network.

I was talking to Missy just this afternoon, and began to realize brand new things (wow, I dint think there was anything else left for me to realize, haha!). One was how summer can make you look at things differently, and even the people you spend every day with. Oh well. My outlook dint really change, it's just that, I'm beginning to understand people more now, than before. Niiice :)) And the other is how boring summer is, that it could cause you to jot down multiple blog entries in a day. Harhar ;)

Sad, I know that there's something I'm supposed to do. I just can't figure out what :)) Pft! Haaaay.

Totally crushing on YOU. Jologs. As if he knows me eh, noh? Pathetic :))

Ciao, lovelies! ;)

senseless  r a n t i n g s   on
xoxo   7:56 pm; tuesday

...

Bored. I just got home from review about 10 minutes ago, and already I'm blogging the day away. Pft. Oh well :))

Today was ok. We had English, Filipino, General info, and Logic. Wow. Four (4) in a day! That's niiice :)) Totally nakakabato, but heck, I guess that's the purpose for the review: to drain our brains out before school starts.

Funny. Oh well. My horrible LSS for the Happy Tree Friends theme finally came to an end. I'm now ranting over PUMP IT by the Black Eyed Peas, which isn't half bad. If I only knew the lyricssss.. Haha! The HTF theme doesn't have really 'words' in them, or maybe they do, if you'd consider lalalalala as word(s) :)) Gahd.

Our teacher earlier, in my opinion, was the best so far. He seemed to really know what he was talking about in all fields, including history, which was a shocker :)) Usually teachers would just know about what they teach (?), I guess that doesn't include him. I don't even know his name. Funny :))

I started to jot down the brushes I have, so I could upload them as zip files to the net for downloading. I'm new at Photoshop CS2, and I'm having a hard time figuring out how to view jpegs of the brushes for each brush set. Someone help m? :)) haha ohwell :))

Blog on later. Time to eat! Harhar!! Ciao! ;)

Btw, THIRD SEASON NA NG THE OC TODAY ON ETC!!! Wala lang :)) Looking forward to it, and also OTH ;)

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xoxo   1:19 pm; tuesday

2006 may 08

Gahd.

THIS is how bored I am. I'm jotting down a third entry for this day. Stupid temptation! There's nothing to watch, except for Pokemon later on at 12 :)) See that? I got on to talking to Josef about UP. Apparently, he passed, which is great for him, really, but I'm starting to feel sorry for myself. Pucha, pathetic ka ba? :))

I sooo want to pass UP, but really, I'm not keeping my hopes up. Not to be pessimistic or anything, but I'm starting to sadly realize my limits :)) I guess I'm bound for Ateneo either way. Pag hindi ako pumasa dun, I have no idea where I'll end up. God forbid I go on to Miriam COLLEGE!!! Super last resort ko yun. AS IN LAST RESORT!!!! I am never setting foot on that school again for any academic reason whatsoever :)) Probably for my recommendation letters or whatever, but besides that? NUH UH!!!! Mai gahd.

I'm starting to wonder tuloy if I'll ever succeed in lfe (Hoooly crap!! Deep shit coming innn!! Haha!!). I have all these dreams and crap, and I don't even know how to get there. Really, I'm an ambitious little freak, hoping to live that fairy tale life where I don't have to worry about anything, which may be practically impossible, but something close to it wouldn't hurt at all. I wish. I sooo totally wish.

And another realization kicing in. Umaarte na ko. Hoooly crap I'm turning into a girllll!! Haha sounds weird, but it's true ;) I remember back then, baka first year or something, I used to not care about how I look, and just put on loose shirts and stuff. Gahd. Oh well :))

Back to life :)) I want to not care, really. Again, I just want to be able to cross out everything on my wish list and die :)) That's all I want. Kaso, it's not that easy, is it? In all fairness, there was a time that I tried crossing the road without looking :)) Not because I can't handle things anymore or whatever. It wasn't a suicide attempt :)) Wala lang. I just wanted to see if a car would hit me ;) None of them did.

Maybe I should try commonwealth or edsa next time? :))

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xoxo   10:55 pm; monday

Stoned.

My layout's been up for, what, less that 12 hours, and already I'm getting sick of it. I guess that's what you get from making your own layout. It's kinda like cooking. When you cook something that turns out really good, it isn't exactly 'heaven' for you since you cooked it. It's just normal :)) Labo. Oh well, that's what I think :)

I've been browsing through my old layouts. I have 4 up, I think (*excluding this one) :) I have Lost in Translation, Savoy Truffle, Your Fingers Between Mine, and My Black Past. My sites aren't really all that hard to handle, although you must know HTML, as I obviously don't use those Xanga or Blogspot thingies :) I'm better off with Geocities, thank you very much! ;) Anyone who wants it may have it, just email me about it or IM me or something (orangecounty_21). I'll be putting up pics of it around here somewhere soon :) I'll just gather up the strength to do so. Nakakatamad eh :))

Funny it may seem, I plan to share to the world (wtf? haha) the brushes I've gathered, and also layouts that I've been working on just to pass the time ;) Para fun :) At least this actually has something in it :)) Oh well, moving on.

I finally realized what Mel said. Apparently, masakit sa mata pag matagal nakatingin sa stripes na red :)) Who would've thunk? :)) Oh well. I ain't changing this anymore. I'm restraining myself. I just blurred up the background a bit, less sharp, para softer for the eyes :) It doesn't look bagay for the picture tuloy. Mind you, I got it from the pinaka last na line thingy from the picture above, so i was hoping that it would be bagay. Apparently not.

Again, I was checking out my old blogs, and I remembered my Your fingers between mine layout, and found my wish list there gathering dust. Not literally, but you know what I mean :)) I was thinking of putting it back on, since I don't really want anything new besides those things :) Ok. Done :)) Anywho, wala paring naccross out dun except for lame-o easy to get stuff just to feed my kababawan :)) Gahd. I just wish I could cross it all out and die. Oh well. Can't have it all, now can we? Sad, but true. Haaaay.

I have nothing else to blog about. So I guess this'll end here :) Ciao!

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xoxo   7:51 pm; monday



Weeks of no blogging

..plus a new layout :)) I practically puked the last time I saw my old layout, as they weren't really me. I'm dramatic, I have to admit, but not THAT dramatic. Holy crap :))

Oh well, so here I have, sensless rantings, as I usually DO rant about sensless stuff, those that don't even deserve rant-ers to rant about them :)) I'm not crazy about the layout, but it's my first with a photoshop picture thingy on it, so there :) Haha ohwell. This'll be good for a month I guess. Haaay.

4th day for summer review earlier, and it was ok. Chem. Pft. I love it, but really, going BACK on it?! I threw all my notes out the door! Gahd. The other few days, we had Bio, Math I, and Math III. Maths being Algebra and Geometry respectively.

I'm grounded for the whole summer, which I both hate, and is fine right now. I'd probably hate it if I dint have review classes with my friends. I've only been grounded twice, which isn't bad, and not because of any bad thing that I did. Oh well. At least I see people! :)) Harhar ;) Come school year, I'll go out sobra, to make up for lost times :)) Oh well ;)

Grounded ako, specifically because of MARC. We went out on ala spring break last last week, and he brought his video cam with him the whole time. He recorded EVERYTHING that went on, including Lean and Car's soo sweet rendezvous which ended up in making out at some duyan sa beach :)) Mai gahd, I wish they had gotten a room, then at least our parents wouldn't have SEEN that. Yung dalawang yun, super grounded, like, forever, at least, that's what they said :)) Anywho, we were out for about a week at some place in Bataan. It's Nikki's i think. Well, we bummed out to say the least :)) Twas fun, all until the day after we got home. Marc's maid played the video thing, showed it to his mom, and voila, ALL 16 OF US ARE NOW GROUNDED, and we aren't even sure when we can next see eachother! Crap this life. Ok pa before, the first time I got grounded. I was grounded from all friends except them, so I compensated for time lost with them during class days. But now. Gahd. Fine. Pft.

Oh well. There's my summer. Flashing right before my eyes. Goodbye sandy shores (cause of review), and goodbye my most cherished friends :)) There's always next year :)) HAHAHA!

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xoxo   4:20 pm; monday







THE RANT-ER

Nicola Roa
Nix
SIXteen
Y!M id: orangecounty_21
bittersweet
Miriam HS senior
loves life :)

I'd gladly do layouts for you guys, so just email me, with info on what kind you want, and what colors you want in them :) Hindi ko na kasalanan if you don't like it ah, pero I'll try to put as much 'you' in it :)) Free of charge yan ah :)) Oh well. Bored eh! ;) Ciao!

LOVES

Simply Strawberry Parfait. Badminton. Horse back riding. Miriam. Green batch '07. Water. Piano. Movies. A Walk To Remember. Friendster profile. Web making. Photoshop. Eating. Sleeping. Math. Katipunan. Mcdo. Shades. Beach bumming. Partying. Dogs. Black chocolate. Friends. God.

TAG UP.


I WISH I MIGHT.

Go on a complete Euro-trip
Lose weight :))
Be content
Siberian Husky :))
Diesel shoes I saw
Summer job
Watch Close to You
Pass U.P.
Pants from PREVIEW
Stilettos I saw at JANYLIN
Summer to start
Badminton buddy
A bouquet of white roses
Buy Sims 2.(I've never played it, haha!)
New cellphone. Preferably N7360
New pendant for my silver necklace
Gigantic teddy bear :))
Parker Spurs jersey
Ginobili Spurs jersey
WWE "I'm Your Papi" shirt
WWE Carlito's apple shirt ;)
New tennis racket
My eyes lasered
A whole week of all smiles ;)
Netherland Dwarf (rabbit)
Teddy Bear Hamster
American Cavy
Siberian Hamster
Heaven.
Love <3

my dreams.
yet to be fulfilled.

make a wish, take a chance, make a change :)

SITE

Oh well, a first for me at the photoshop department, since I usually just download pictures for my site, and edit them somehow. Mind you, paint is hard to use, and really restriciting, if I may add. Inspired by my useless rants, and whinney-ness, I put up all things me :) It's magulo, as it should be :) Credits for brushes used are below :) I was doing one in black and white, but figured that it was too dull, so I put in some reddish pink thingy along with the black :) My fave combination, btw. Want one? :)

CONNECTIONS

B.A. Racoma
Gio Dionisio
Gab Madrid
Max Lazo
Roz Manlangit
Charmi
Eldzs Mejia
Tintin
Maya Apeles
Alex Jimenez
Celine Quanico
Dino Santos
Mich Molas
Kiara Lagrisola
Mikki Mendoza
Mela Agustin
Kat Baraquiello
Anjo Castro
Mindy Molina
Mario Buan
Mel Pante
Mig Ignacio
Diane Mejilla
AJ Valenzuela
Putoh Tiburcio
Justin Deen
Josef Perez

Diane Mejilla's Multiply
Krister Panganiban's Multiply
Bea Castro's Multiply
Macky Lazo's Multiply
Migna's Multiply
Ryan Catabijan's Multiply
Abee Mena's Multiply
Sam Mena's Multiply
Aina Cruz's Multiply
Dani Eleazar's Multiply
Elaine Velasco's Multiply
Keavy's Multiply
Rona Silva's Multiply
Katchi Recto's Multiply
Mario Buan's Multiply
Pat Tiburcio's Multiply
Genie Cendana's Multiply
Anj Dela Cruz's Multiply

CREDITS

Credits and kudos to the following brush-makers :)) My whole layout was practically made from their brushes :)

Miss M Brushes
Green Eye
Vbrush
Exotika Brushes
Hybrid Genesis
Miinc Brushes
Spy Glass Brushes
Romance Box Brushes

And of course:

Photoshop CS2,
PLDT for my unlimited net :)),
Geocities; as I currently have six     (6) addressess :)),
Winamp for endless music,
And YOU, for taking the time to actually take a look at what I did :)) Thanks! ;)














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