Life's been good. Ack. I have so much to be thankful for, as the things I wanted to happen came true one way or another.
No one wants to believe that the avatar I currently have on my YM's actually me: 
Ack. That's me nga. Only with curly hair, quite serious, and without the face :)) I was bored, ok? I was done dressing up for some party (God knows who that was for), but I remember being bored out of my mind, waiting for some friend to pick me up or whatever. Sheesh. That's me nga, ok :))
I'm bored. Exams tomorrow: economics and english. But then, there isn't really much to study for. Bukas nalang. physics and cl eh. CL, being one of the hardest subjects we currently have thanks to *ehem ehem*. Sheesh. Patayan na bukas!!!
:)
Just for this moment, as long as you're mine. If it turns out to be over too fast, I'll make every last moment last. I'll make up for lost time, as long as you're mine. ♥
Ai. Exams on Tuesday, and what am I doing?! I'm blogging the day away. Gahd. I haven't flipped a single page on anything. Ack. I don't even have notes. Sheesh.
I was in the process of creating yet another layout. I'm getting sick of this 'black' theme thing. however, I got tired and too tamad to finish it. Besides, I'm not totally in love with the picture I got. Ack. I can't seem to find any good pictures. Sheesh.
This week has been like hell. Having 'conquered' it makes me feel like I can do anything na. Hence the no studying this weekend thing. Oooh, I might read mga ibong mandaragit tomorrow. Good luck to me! Ack. I hate this.
I got new glasses! Woohoo!
Accck! Metrocon's coming up, and I haven't even paid. Hey, it's not my fault our heads are so hard to contact. Sheesh! Leader ba tawag don? Pft.
I'm tired. Ok whatever :))
Ack. I was jotting down a blog entry na kanina when my net explorer went gaga on me. Sheesh.
I'm stressed. I'm tired. I'm dying.
Sheesh. I swear, I'd really rather not go to school anymore. I don't think anyone wants to go to school anymore except for the 'friends' part of it all. Studying should be banned by the fourth year. Dapat easy going nalang eh. And to think, these grades won't even be considered when accounting for whether or not you're actually suitable for the college of your choice. See that? And yet, we, as official Miriam College robots, strive to do our best. Most, if not all, still do their homeworks at night, trying to stay awake while reading the modern english verison of The Tragedy of Julius Caesar, which, if I may say, isn't really that nice a story (pangpahirap talaga ng buhay ang English. Sheesh). We're all tired of it. But then, as I said, robotssss :|
Hindi yan insulto. By robots, I mean, we have already programmed ourselves to do these things even when not necessary. We're so used to this lifestyle that when you really think about it, all you have to do is pass this year -- and you're good to go! Accckk.
I wouldn't even complain this much if not for the monotonous scenery. I need a change of envoronment. Maybe then I wouldn't rant as much. But then, I'm stuck here, rather, I'll be here for the next 5 months. Might as well make the most out of it.
Yes. Ang dami kong mamimiss. Sobra. Ack. I can't even imagine how my school life would be without the usual people I go with. Sad, and yet, excited na ko. Woohoo!! :)
Ok. Labo. Ack.
Ooooh Bati na kami ng dad ko. How you ask? He dint exactly say sorry. My classmates came over for the English thing we had to practice for, pero I dint want to eat there kasi nga war kami and I dint really want him to think that I needed help or whatever. So I made that kwento to my classmates, and they agreed to eat at Chowking. Actually, kami lang ni mindy and maps, but then, whatever. So yon. Before we left, I opened the door to his room and said "kakain lang kami sa chowking." That was it. No goodbyes or whatever. He suddenly asked if I needed money. I said "wag na". I asked my sister what she wanted and that she should ask money from dad kasi I wont make her libre naman. She came back with 500 pesos saying that twas for the both of us na sabi ni dad. So yon. Bati na kami. Since then we talked na :)) I know. Strange.
I think I'm allergic to extra joss. My friend told me to take I-on as substitute daw. Ewan. I'll try next time.
I swear, if not for the extra joss yesterday, I would've literally dropped dead. Ack.
I even took stresstabs today. Dalawa. Dalawang stresstabs. The effect isn't really that obvious. But when I think about how I would've handled this day considering yesterday's hell, the stresstabs helped. If not, I wouldn't have been so perky today. Harhar.
Ranting rampage.
Oooooh Ateneo lost to UST. Championship na nga eh. One step nalang. But then, ok lang. There's always next year. I won't like UST ever. Sheesh. Wala naman akong course don, baket ko gugustuhin yon?! Pppppfftttt. I'M ROCK.
Aaaack. I'm beginning to hate Physics! Ackkk. So many things to think about. Ang daming project, ang daming everything!!! I'M GOING INSANE. Sheesh. Aaaaack!!!!
Ayaw ko na :|
Now that I think about it, I really do want a prince..
..to save me from all this. ♥
Will you save me? ♥
Classes tomorrow were just announced to be suspended. Thank you. A well deserved break, my fellow students! :)
I'm at war with my dad. I swear. He dint even sit down for dinner knowing I was there :)) Benta shet. I got home earlier (I still dint know classes would be suspended that time hah) and asked if I could watch the UAAP games -- juniors and seniors -- at Pols' house. He asked why I had to watch there eh may TV naman kami. I took that as a no and left. After a while, I told him that I had stuff to do for school on both Friday and Saturday. He shouted back nalang bigla: "yan nanaman aalis ka nanaman. linggo linggo nalang umaalis ka. puro nalang lakad nasa isip mo!" Aba, I wasn't standing for this. So, I shouted back: "ganyan naman tingin mo sakin eh. lagi nalang gimmick nasa utak kahit hindi naman! ganyan kasi kababaw tingin mo sakin!!" And no, he dint stop there. He had to add: "oo talaga!!" I was sooo pissed, I slammed my door right there and then. It was sooo irritating. It still is. I can't believe he thinks of me that way. Akala mo naman bumabagsak ako sa school para mag isip siya ng ganon. Grabe. Kakaiba talaga. I have no idea where he gets those things. Yung mga hirit niya. I remember him saying "isa kang malaking bwisit alam mo ba yon?!" once, and, I swear to God, he totally meant it. Or at least, it looked like he did. Ack. I hate this.
Ooooh btw: my fave video by those freakin chinese boys. They do Backstreet Boys as well, but this is the funniest for me :))
I'm bored. And when I think about it, I'm always bored. I miss my mom :| Ack! Whatever.
Gibberish.
**When you told me to forget about it, I wanted to hold on to it more. I was so caught up, I was just unknowingly hurting myself. You tell me this now? It's too late.
I haven't been blogging. I have nothing to blog about rin naman eh. It's been ok these past few weeks. Medyo hassle sa school, but then again, nababawi sa weekend stuff :)
Juniors and Seniors of ADMU win their first games against FEU and UST respectively. Galing!
Ang daming ginagawa sa school. Generally, last week was tiring. Sobrang long ng week, it started kasi sakto Monday. Naghahanap na ko ng walang class na day. Sadly, I haven't come across any for the next week. This week'll be looooong too :| Last Friday nga lang, I went to Mcdo for a while with Jana. We walked all the way back to Miriam via Ateneo. Ok lang naman. Naabutan kami ng medyo ambon, but no biggie. Talked about some major crap :)) Ohwell.
I swear. My Saturday was totally unproductive. No, actually, unproductive's an understatement pa nga eh. I spent the whole day watching Full House which I borrowed the day before from Nicole. Roz recommended it. Super nice daw. Honestly, it was ok lang. The best parin Princess Hours (a big shout out to Maps, rona, minds, and alano)!!! Sheesh. Hangoverrr. And to think, it's been a month na siguro. Aiii sheesh.
I'll be trilingual. You'll see!
Grabe ang hassle talaga ng week, so much to do. Thank God, on Thursday, half day lang kasi Friday sched. Pero may talk thing yata in the afternoon. Either way, no academics! Yay! Fun fun :)
I was talking to Maan nung Friday yata about catching up on sleep. It's practically impossible, noh? Lost sleep is lost sleep. Kahit matulog ka pa everyday sa hapon, it's not going to do any good. Maoover sleep ka lang, and your eyes would most probably puff up in the morning (that is, if you sleep early as well when you take siesta). Sheesh. I was planning to catch up on lost sleep pa naman. I figure, 3 days of total sleep would do it. But then, saan naman ako hahagilap ng tatlong araw ng tulog?! Sheesh. Lost sleep. Gahd :| And feel ko pa, insomniac na ko. I sleep at around 11:30-12 na kahit walang homeworks or whatever. I don't need to really think about anything, but then I think of something to think about because it bothers me that I'm not really thinking about anything. I'm constantly thinking of what I need to be doing, kasi feeling ko forever maraming kailangang gawin. Even as I lay down, I think about those things. Quite sad. I know.
It's all about you.
Since the first time I saw you, I couldn't keep myself from thinking of "what if's".
Pasok Ateneo sa championship ng UAAP. Galeng!
I'm bored. Pero gagawa pa ko ng lab report. Puyatan nights once again :| Nako. I still don't think I'm doing my best. I somehow slacked off once the quarter started, despite me saying, every freakin term, that "THIS QUARTER WOULD BE BETTER". I end up breaking my resolutions before I even begin. Procrastinator extraordinare. Yes. I'll have to break that habit sooner or later, but as of now, I'm continuously learning how to deal with it. bahala na si batman. come what may.
My mom's coming back in 3 months. Can't wait! Can't wait for all my stuff, that is. I asked for chucks. I couldn't find the ones I totally like here in the Phils kasi. I found them over at the Converse site. Not super wow, pero ok lang. ayaw ko ng bongga na chucks noh. sneakers na nga lang, aartehan mo pa :)) Ohwell. I can't wait for those parin. Plus, nagpabili na ko ng laptop. Actually, I dint ask her to buy for me. She offered. I'll be needing it daw in college. Who am I to resist? :)) HP yung napili ko :) Ok eh, and not that expensive pa!
Aiiii nako. I know this person who's sobrang feeling. He's sooo full of himself. Nako hah. Get a life :)) Ang sad naman ng buhay mo, you have to freakin name drop just to feel like you belong to the cool crowd. Well guess what. That's just plain pathetic. Pathetic's an understatement pa nga eh. And please hah. If you think you're so popular and hot, AI LECHE KA. think again. Or better yet, don't. I, for one, know na maddisappoint ka lang :)) See, ok lang ako sayo. It's just irritating kasi feel mo talaga ang cool mo. Kadiri ka ahh :)) Cool is sooo overrated na. Which makes you not only overrated, but baduy as well. It's sad that you think that way. It's sad that all you can do is put on your game face and act cool. papansin ka pa sa ibang tao. Sheesh. Get a life, mahn! -------- Oh well. His loss, not mine :))
I want to go shopping na. No timeee :|
Ooooh ooooh ooooh I want to watch sana the Survivor Series tour thing at the Araneta. batista!! He's like, my total favorite, besdies DX :) Sheesh. Wala. Dreams sooo far away yan eh. kung mayaman lang ako, i'd have ring side seats by now. Fcukin' poverty! :)) poverty ako ngayon ehhh! Sorry na hahh. I'm not as rich as you eh. HAHAHA!
Ohwell.
Ohh ohh btw, I totally don't believe in the prince thing anymore. "The one" nalang. Mas believable, don't you think? It'll be easier for me to hold on to that hope for dear life :)) UGH!
I.want.to.learn.how.to.speak.korean.
I swear. Nakakatamad na. I'm totally drained after taking the ACET, but then again, I can breathe now :)) Nothing to worry about anymore, except for the freakin projects we have for this week. So there. Sobrang magaaral pa ko tomorrow. So many things to do. ACK!! So little timeeee!!!
I'm bored :|
[Current clothing] oversized shirt :)
[Current mood] lonely. wtf.
[Current taste] of choklit milk and yogurt. weird.
[What you currently smell like] soap? dove.
[Current hair] jennifer aniston's wake up look aka natuyo ng hindi sinusuklay.
[Current thing I ought to be doing] sleeping
[Current cd in stereo] winamp - corinne bailey rae
[Last book you read] Upgrading
[Last movie you saw] Little Man. Holy crap. Ang tagal ko nang hindi nanunuod :(
[Last thing you ate] yogurt nga. very strawberry. yummm ;)
[Last person you talked to on the phone] Justin
[Do drugs?] hell no.
[Believe there is life on other planets?] Oo! Merong bagong planet sa Andromeda na parang Earth daw. Meron siguro dong humanoids, noh?
[Read the newspaper?] Entertainment section lang siguro.
[Have any gay or lesbian friends?] yeah. gay men are fun! ;)
[Believe in miracles?] as well as in fate and destiny
[Do well in school?] I believe so.
[Wear hats] no. my face's too huge :))
[Hate yourself?] there are times, but, generally, no.
[Collect anything?] ugh. no.
[Have a best friend?] yep
[Close friends?] yep
[Like your handwriting?] sometimes
[Care about your looks] yes but I just want to look 'decent'.
LOVE LIFE :
[First crush] Siya na yon. Give away if I say it pa. Basta BATA palang ako siya na crush ko. But, it's gone now :))
[First kiss] :)
[Do you believe in love at first sight?] No. Like at first sight siguro pwede pa.
[Do you believe in "the one?"] Hinihintay ko na siya :)
[Are you a tease?] No
[Too shy to make the first move?] I'm not shy. Pero oo. Nakakahiya yung ganyan.
ARE YOU A :
[Daydreamer] always.
[Bitch/Asshole] I can be if I want to
[Angel] :)
[Devil] I don't think so.
[Shy] Hahaha no
[Talkative] :|
1. Anong bago sa'yo ngyon?
--- wala. pero gusto ko ng bagong salamin.
2. Kumain ka na ba ng balot?
--- oo.
3. Sumuka ka na ba sa sobrang hilo?
--- oo.
4. Nakagulpi ka na ba ng tao?
--- literally? hindi. ako yung nagulpi.
5. Nang mamanyak ka ba?
--- Onaman :))
7. Umiinom ka ba hangang hindi ka na makatayo?
--- hindi sinasadyang malasing.
8. Nka sakay ka na ba ng kalabaw?
--- hindi. baka hindi nila ako kayang buhatin :))
9. Naramdaman mo na bang mamamatay ka na?
--- hindi pa eh
10. Nayakap mo na ba crush mo?
--- wala pa kong crush na nayayakap. wala rin akong crush na alam niyang crush ko siya :|
11. Naglalaro ka ba ng apoy?
--- oo yun sa lighter o kaya sa bonpayr
12.Napa iyak ka na ba sa sakit ng katawan?
--- YUP
13. Masakit bang masuntok?
--- Uh, oo. Nagka lock jaw ako dahil don. Aksidente.
14.Marunong ka bang magRO?
--- ano yon?
15. Handa ka bang mamatay para sa iniibig mo?
--- ngayon? hindi pa ko handang mamatay para sa kahit na sino.
16. Masarap bang kumain ng pagkain?
--- ONAMAN. Kaligayahan ko ang kumain eh.
18. Namamato ka ba ng bato?
--- Oo, kung nabbwisit na ko.
19. Nagtaksil ka na ba sa kapwa mo o kahit sino nman..?
--- taksil? TAKSIL!
20. Nakatapak ka na ba ng tae?
--- Oo don sa garden namin. Dati nangamoy yung bus kasi nakatapak ako ng jebs :))
21. Nakatanggap ka na ba ng regalo sa buong buhay mo?
--- Pathetic naman kung hindi diba? Sino bang hindi? :))
22. Nag-iimagine ka na ba ng bad?
--- anong bad?
23. Nakikita mo ba sarili mo sa salamin?
--- hindi ako bampira noh
24. Alcoholic ka ba?
--- hinde
26. Nakapanood ka na ba sa sinehan?
--- DOI
27. Gusto mo bang pumatay ng tao?
--- ayokong makulong.
29. Nakasuntok ka na ba ng kaibigan?
--- literally? yes. but it was as a joke lang.
30. Gusto mo na bang mamatay?
--- I don't want to live forever. Period.
31. Nakipag away ka ba na umabot sa OPS?
--- OPS? ano yon?
32. Nawala na ba ang id mo?
--- haha hindi :))
33. Nawawala mo ba pera mo?
--- yes :(
34. May nagsabi na ba sayo na tamad ka?
--- always, Julian
35. May crush ka ba?
--- ngayon wala yata eh, at least, wala yung crush na crush.
36. Sinabi mo na ba sa crush mo ang nararamdaman mo?
--- hindi ko kaya yon
37. Napaaway ka na ba?
--- mataray ako eh, doi.
38. Nagsinungaling ka na ba?
--- syempre.
39. Nakikinig ka ba sa teacher?
--- minsan :))
40. Namimis mo ba ung crush mo?
--- wala nga eh.
See how bored I am? Nako :|
May frog dito kanina sa comp room. I have no idea how the hell it got in here but then something started jumping against the wall kasi. Kala ko giant lizard lang. Frog pala. Sabi ni Bjorn, baka daw yun na yung prince ko tapos halikan ko na daw. Kadiri naman. I'm not that desperate to find my prince :)) I'm still not desperate enough to kiss a freakin frog noh. Ano baaaa :)) Ohwell. Ang sad. Kasi hinihintay ko parin yung prince na yon ♥ Though, I'm starting to not believe in the prince thing na. It's kinda pathetic to wait for something (take note: something) that's not coming. Something, kasi, it's pure fantasy na. Hindi na tao yung hinihintay ko eh. prince na. Get it? Basta. Yun na yun :))
I'm still bored :|
Nako. Bye bye na nga prince! :)) Ewan ko sayo!
Ciao!
A faithful Valentine's day. I remember it being on a Friday, God knows when that exactly was, but it was on a Friday. Lucky for us, we had no classes that day. Our maid started tugging at my feet at around 6 or so, saying that someone was at the door. I got pissed, and napasigaw pa ko, kasi why the hell would she wake me up for on a non-school day naman diba? I got up, though papilit, and headed for the door. nagulat nalang ako.. My friend was there, standing at my doorstep. nahiya nalang ako sa muka ko non: my hear was all messy (bagong gising look), I had nothing on but an oversized shirt which looked like a basahan na which reached my knees, I probably had a trail of dry drool near my mouth (which also probably smelled awful -- of morning breath), and I had a stupid look on my face -- pure perplexity. He handed me 'flowers'. All i could say was "gusto mo bang uminom ng tubig?". Yes, a FREAKIN STUPID QUESTION, I KNOW. He declined, saying that he had to go to school pa. So, I said yes nalang. I was supposed to make him hatid sa gate, kaso, I looked too stupid. I dint even have a shiz of footwear on, nor did I have shorts on (despite my shirt being really long, it still felt awkward). I turned around, and smelled the 'flowers'. Ai shet ka, chocolate pala! See that. Hiyang hiya ako sa sarili ko non. Muka akong tanga. kahit walang nanunuod. ang tanga ng feeling ko!. Ohwell. Went back to sleep after.
Nung umaga ko nalang naktia na kulang na ng isang flower (tatlo kasi yon). My mom ended up eating it! Sabi niya it was good, so I tried it for myself. True enough, twas the best chocolate 'thing' I ever had. See, I wasn't really fond of chocolate, so I dint really have the 'want' to buy different ones except for the traditional Toblerone, Almonds, Cadbury, and the pther cheap chocolates you get at groceries. Twas the best. I've tasted better since then naman noh :)) Still, that was when my love for chocolates began.
So, why am I saying this?
Because I was jogging kanina and I realized that I wasn't jogging for the sake of getting thin. i was jogging to be able to rid myself of the guilt I feel everytime I take a slice of chocolate cake. We have chocolate kasi here. Ohwell. Kaya ako nagjogging. Cause I'm eating cake as I type away :)
I love chocolates talaga. Pero ayaw ko nang makatanggap ng chocolates. Tataba lang ako. Mas gusto ko ng higanteng teddy bear na pwedeng ihug pag lonely :)) I'm saving up for it na :) Mahal yung nakita ko sa Blue Magic eh. Onti nalangggg!
Katext ko mom ko kanina (nasa states siya eh). She had unlimited texting daw. Her smart sim's on roaming, so it only takes a peso for me to text her. So nakipagkwentuhan ako. Textmates? :)) Sabi niya she was watching One Tree Hill. She was updating me almost every after commercial break sending simple messages like "nathan and haley's getting married again", "peyton s still in luv with lucas", and other FUNNY things. Tumataba na daw siya, nakakainis daw. I laughed at her nalang :)) I miss her naaaaaa!! She's like, my total bestfriend evaaarrrr :(
My ACET's this Saturday na. I won't study nalang. Baka mastress lang ako. I'll let God answer the test for me. Kung dapat nasa ATENEO ako sa college, edi dun ako pupunta :) Diba God?
Sige I'll go na. For once, I can lie down early. I'll still wait for Crazy For You on ABS pa naman (it's cute eh, haha!), but at least nakarest na ko.
My dad's birthday's tomorrow pala. We're eating out for lunch nalang after school kasi we all ended up with plans sa gabi. It's Jor and Paolo's birthday tomorrow, and my dad's celebrating his birthday ala inuman sessions with his friends. So, either way, wala talagang family thing sa gabi. Sunday nalang daw kami umalis, as, again, my ACET's on Saturday. Ohwell :)
Chocolatessssssss ♥ Still thinking about 'em :))
PS -- To tosh: Ang tagal dumating ng PRINCE ko. I want him to come naaaaaa! ♥ Ang frustrating naman nito :)) Aiii bwisit ka Tosh, ayaw ko ng boyfriend noh. AYAW KO. prince nga ang gusto ko!! HINDI BOYFRIEND!! magkaiba kaya yon!! Bwisit ka! :))
PPSS Pero seriously, When will my prince come ba?! Waaaaait. He must fit all the qualifications diba? This time, hind na ko 'walang pake sa looks' :)) I want my prince to be.. presentable :) Kaya nga PRINCE eh. All in one! :))
Ok senseless na. I'll go na nga :)) Ciao!
Yes, he will definitely come for me ♥
Anywhoooo. Ok. Wow. I had so much to do earlier, but after hours of mental excercise -- I hope my mentality's still in place --, I am now to-do-list free! Yes. For once, I have done everything on my to do list. I usually just put off some stuff until the weekends come. sinipag ako eh. Wow talaga :)) Ang dami kong nagawa, in all fairness :)
Nakakatamad. Oooooh when I got home, may chocolate cake. I wanted to eat it all up, kaso naisip ko yung tabang kinakain ko. Tinatamad na kong mag jogging everyday kasi I really have no time. I mean, ngayon nga lang ako natapos sa school work ko, tapos I'll go jogging pa? Anywhooo, I kept taking bites nalang. Not as much satisfaction, but heck, I'm willing to hold back :))
I still can't stop thinking about that freakin cake.
See that. Kaligayahan ko talaga kumain. It's my one true joy :)) I think I'll have to resume my normal jogging routine tomorrow. Kailangan na talaga to. It's a need :))
Awwww! I'm skipping the third day of the fair, which is the Saturday part. It's the best and most fun-est day pa naman, but then, I'd rather go to the Metrocon thing ng YFC. Mas worth it yun ng time and energy and efforts ko noh :)) Ohwell. Fun parin :)
I'm freakin bored. I'M FREAKIN BORED!!!!!
Ang sad, noh?
Ohwell. Ciao!
Despite my freakin long to-do-list, I decided to alot a little time for a blog entry. This is my stress reliever after all.
I swear. I thought that 2nd quarter would pass by just like that. It's sooo short kasi and I figured, from the tight schedule and all, that it'd be easy to get grades that would allow me to walk up that skeez of a stage. But then the projects started pouring in, and the homeworks just seemed endless. It still does, actually. ACTUALLY (lol). I swear. I'm beginning to doubt my chances at that shot for an honor roll.
We have so much stuff to do that it's mind boggling. For the next 2 weeks, submissions for all these would probably be due, and heck, we haven't even started a single damn project. It's sad, really. Very sad.
1) We have this pagsasalin thing for Filipino where we would translate, though not literally, an english song into filipino. It's hard kaya. Translating it word for word would be much easier, and more enjoyable :)) But then, we were told to not take it literally and try as much as possible to capture the essence of each statement made. Whatever. Freakin hard. We thought of doing "This I Promise You" By NSYNC. I have no idea where that came from, but then I really don't care. This I Promise You it is :))
2) We have this board game thing for CAT about the animals thing I think. We're supposed to make up this board game that has something to do with the environemnt and all that jazz in between. I have no idea how we'll be going about this, but we had some pretty good ideas earlier during class. Sheesh. Hope to do this at school, though. I'm not really fond of doing these kinds of projects on weekends.
3) We have this Julius Ceasar reporting thing. We're supposed to give a presentation on Act IV. Now, we weren't allowed to do skits. That's sad since doing a skit's probably the first thing that anyone thinks of when plays are involved. DOI. Go figure. We decided to do a musical video thing. Ala High School Musical. It wouldn't be just a music video alone. Yung para talagang High Scool musical!. At least, that's what we want to achieve. Next week pa namin gagawin yun sa house ni Chuchay at Provident. ACET kasi this weekend. Hope that'll push through well enough. It's due only 5 days after we shoot it. That'd be a thursday. Pft. Hassle talaga.
4) We have Math LT pa (which was supposed to be today but then they moved it) on Thursday along with the Econ quiz who only God knows what it's about. I swear. Sir Poch, he's nice and all, but sobrang snorrfest come Econ time. It's sad talaga. Nakakainis rin. Ack!! Our TBS homeworks for the next weeks are piling up na as well. Grabe. Stressssss.
But then I don't want to think about those things na. Pft.
Someday, my prince will come ♥
Yes, he will definitely come for me ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
I went to Alabang today. Some catching up to do with some friends. We dint go to the mall or anything. We just hung out. Medyo malayo, Alabang, but then the trip was worth it. I had so much fun, and easily one of the best days I've had since this school year started :)
I'm, admittedly, a fan of cliche chick flicks and dramas which turn my eyes inside out. My favorite movie's A Walk To remember. Need I say more?
Chick flick mania
You know the reasons for watching these things? People may have their own, but for us avid fans and knuckle heads who just can't get enough of them, not to mention the hopeless romantics at heard, I think we have our reasons in common.
1) Every drama slash chick flick has its perfect man/guy/dude, whatever. There's always going to be this one person who is, or in the story's latter part, becomes the perfect guy for the leading lady. They end up together (taking into consideration that the chick flick is not a tragedy), and 'living happily ever after'. Cliche, I know. But most chick flicks ends up as said. And it's sad. You know why?
2) Because no matter how hard we hopeless people wish to have That kind of person come into our lives and literally sweep us off our feet, our aspirations can only take us so far. It's sad because in watching these things, we realize that there isn't any man left out there that could be compared to those we see on tv (no offense to the guys). It's hard to explain, but just watching a single season of some korean novela would make you realize how rare, if not highly unlikely it is for you to find a guy willing to do the things you see on TV (no, I don't want the mushy stuff. you should watch more korean novelas my dear friend).
3) But then, awtching these things gives us hope that there is still that perfect guy out there, contrary to what I just said. You get it? You hold on for dear hope because these shows show you the things you want to see. We believe that all hope is gone, but then seeing those shows, you desperately try to keep that hope alive.
4) I would just like to add that being a chick flick person (in contrast to action, lol) makes you believe in destiny and fate. destiny and fate people. It's what keeps us alive :)
ps The first ever korean novela series I bought and watched was my lovely kim sam soon. Now, I had no idea this was shown on GMA until after a few weeks of finishing the copy I had on DVD. I totally had no idea. I totally loved it :) Since I finished watching it, I totally couldn't get enough of Korean novelas. And, Kim Tae-pyong (Cyrus, in the tagalog version, and Sam Chi in the Korean version) made me easily fall for chinitos, though not literally. I swear. His character in that series is, like, the epitome of my ideal guy. Sweet, but not so much. He's discreet about his feelings, but once he opens up, it's totally nakakakilig kasi nga it's not often that he shows his emotions. He's not even kissy. I don't like kissy. I want huggy. Mahilig manghug! HUGGGG :) I miss my DVD. mindy balik mo na dvd ko!!!
locked up feelings
loneliness/
+emptiness+
i'm lost.
i need someone to find me
right now!
hold me tight-
never let me go. M
just give me the chance
to say how i feel,
not that it would matter. J
i'll never break your heart
and i'll never let you go; C
i'm tired --
tired of living.
would it change your mind
if i said that i'd give you
all of me? J
I need you back.J
you're the star
of my christmas sky. J
everything else
is fate.
when you meet someone
for a couple of times
by chance,
THAT'S fate.
*LOVE.
*DESTINY.
still, i won't
let my guard down.C
I miss you.
I want you back.
I can't do this anymore.J
It's been so long since I lived.
Ang daming nangyari :)) Yet, I'm too lazy to chronicle everything. I'll skip the details. So, events, in no particular order :)
Claret camp. It wasn't that fun, kasi I arrived late na because I was out with Rai. We went to Shang kasi, nagdate kami. The last time I saw her kasi was nung Christmas pa. So, we watched Little Man. I got home at around 8 na siguro then, tapos I waited for my dad to leave pa para I could make takas to go to the camp. It was fun naman, kahit medyo boring nung start. As always, the fun part comes in the middle of my stay. Nung bandang dulo, super antok na ko eh. Rapao brought me home. Pero we ate at Ababu first :) Nadala ako ng gutom kasi I dint have dinner yet then. I got home at around 1 yata or something :)
We had this GK something something. It was ok naman. Short, pero fun nonetheless. We might go back there daw some time soon. Hopefully that'll push through. Ang mga plano ng YFC eh minsan malabo. Haaaay.
Birthday ni Mela nung Friday lang at her house. Enjoy naman. Bangag moments. It wasn't the kind of party na medyo uptight and all. Totally fun :)) The day after, Minds and Maps came over. BUONG ARAW. Like, 1 in the afternoon yata till 12:30am. Telenovela marathon kami. Korean novelas in particular. I swear, it's addictive. This isn't healthy for me at all. It might affect my school shit.
Speaking of school stuff. I got my grades kanina. One word: Sayang. Sayang talaga. Sobrang sayang. But still. Bittersweet yung effect sakin. I dint exert kasi talaga effort. Love it :) Sayang parin, though.
I find school so tiring. Talaga. Pag uwi ko, sobrang pagod, but then, I couldn't bring myself to fall asleep din because I'd end up thinking about the stuff I need to do that it'd interrupt my sleepiness. Sad thoughts. Haaaay. Tiring. I wish summer were here na. Summer bliss :) Heaven yan eh.
I told myself, I wont go sentimental anymore. I don't want to bombard my blog with useless shit. Sabi ko nga, ayaw ko na sa love :)) Ayaw ko na eh. Haha!
No classes. Oo nga, walang pasok. Ang boring naman. Hmm. I'm not thrilled with my new layout. I might change it soon. Come to think of it, ang dami ko nang nagawa actually. Just a few are lucky enough to grace the net. Nakakatamad. Besides, hindi naman lahat ng layouts ko maganda. Pft.
Niiiiice. On tagalog na yung iba kong entries, such as this one. I used to never write (or in this case, type) in tagalog, but now. Weird.
Sa sobrang boring, nag DVD marathon nalang ako earlier. 40 Year Old Virgin + My Sassy Girl = Bato. Rock. Yung 40 Year Old Virgin super benta. Puro "FUCK" nalang sinasabi. Either way, twas good :) I might even watch Moulin Rouge later. Harhar!
I'm still bored.
...to go back to those memories. So why bother? Ayaw ko nang isipin yan noh. Wow. Thanks for making me remember everything, Marc.
In all fairness, I haven't been blogging everyday. I used to go online every freakin day to blog. See that. Now, I can practically live without this 'stress reliever' of mine (not that I'm not stressed). A break from my normal to-do's maybe :)
Grad pics last Friday. I looked relatively normal considering the consistent bad photos I've been taking lately. Ang sad talaga. The last 'decent' photo I took was the 2x2 I needed for the UPCAT forms. Grabe. After that, wala na. Sobrang, UGH. So, thank you Lord, na maayos yung pictures ko. Ayaw ko naman na maalala ako bilang PANGIT noh :))
Ooooook, that last paragraph sounded so vain. Change topic.
Inulit ko yung My Girl kahapon. I finished it earlier lang. Haaaaay. Ang nice talaga :)) Swear. And to think, before, ayaw ko siyang panoorin kasi it's dubbed. Masama na kung masama, ayaw ko sa mga dubbed masyado. Mali naman yung mga pagkakadub eh. So, I borrowed Rona's before, yung talagang series na may subtitles lang. Pero when I went to divisoria nung Friday after grad pics, I bought one for myself na, but not the box set. Yung tig 100 lang. I'm not a major fan naman eh. I just want one for my own, para pag feel kong ulitin, I have a copy :)) Weird.
Aaaaaaiiii naaaddict na ko sa mga korean novelas. Ang sad. Ayaw ko ng naaaddict sa isang thing kasi, TALAGANG NAAADDICT AKO. Before alala ko, addicted ako sa CSI. Pati sa Sex and the City. Pati sa Desperate Housewives. Pati sa WWE -- I used to watch every freakin replay known to man. But then, those phases pass. I wish this addiction would pass soon. Puro chinito nalang nasa isip ko. And to think, AYAW KO SA CHINITO BEFORE!! Gusto ko nga yung malalaki yung mata eh! What the. From Big eyed, to mere SLITS. Ano ba yan Nicolaaaaaaa.
Ok. Talking Gibberish.
I have something to say;
I couldn't express to you.
I'm in love with only you;
please give me a chance to say.
Have you ever treated me
like a real love, even once?
If you're still in love with me,
please give me a chance to say.
But you don't look at me
like you used to.
You wander around me
and leave me when you are in pain.
Your sad smile
even makes me happy.
Just give me the strength
to protect you.
I want to say that I love you;
trust me, I can't
give you up just yet.
Look me back,
until I drip my sad tear.
I still love you too much
to let go.
What the hell's up with me? Mukha na kong hearts. Ang totoo niyan, eh, hindi ko naffeel yung hearts :|
Last day of exams na tomorrow. Thank God :)) Woohoo freedommmm! Mucho loving it!! I swear, it's such a load off the stress. Hmm. Less sleepless nights, here I come! Love ittttttttt!
But then before we know it, second quarter exams narin ulit. By next next week, puyatan nanaman and all that jazz in between. I find school life sooooo monotonous, really. Paulit ulit nalang. Sad thing pa, it never ends!! Seriously. It's sad talaga.
I'm such a skeez. The last time I watched a movie was with my mom, Superman. See that. That's sad, really, considering that it was about a month ago. See that. I'm usually filthy rich when my mom leaves for the states (mom + dollars = money for me, haha!), but really, I've been soooo damn broke lately, that it's totally sad. Ang sad talaga. So, really, I'd rather spend my extra moolah on dining out and crap rather than going to the movies. I support pirated DVDs, really :)
I'm bored.
I swear, Bryanboy's almost too gay to function. He's cute that way, though :)) Funny. Tre gay ;)
I was looking over some sites to hopefully find that perfect, fabulous cocktail dress and some pumps for the grad ball. There was this awesome dress at Debenham's (Shang), but I'm still thinking about getting it. Pag wala na kong mahanap na mas maganda pa don, yun na yon!
I'm getting chuck plaids :) Yay!
Who knew online shopping could be so much fun? I swear, there're loads of freakin great deals out there. You just have to look real hard. I'll post some pictures of the dresses and shoes that I checked out pag DSL na kami :)) Freakin PLDT, sobrang tagal! Pft.
I'm still bored.
Saranghe ♥ (Random word crap. It's not for anyone. Sheesh.)
PS. Some people commented on my last entry. Calling my cousin hot sounded wrong daw. Well, first of all, totoo naman :)) Second, he's my THIRD cousin, which is really far. Our lolas are cousins. Besides, when I met him, I had no idea he was my cousin. I found out just a couple of months ago :)) Ohwell. Eeeeeeeeew no! I Don't like him! Sheesh. Calling someone hot doesn't mean you like him. Oh please. Narrow minded freaks.
PPSS. Really, is there still a HUGE distinction between baduy and cool? You see, I admittedly watch Cinema One some days, specially pag chick flicks. A friend called me baduy, and really, ok lang. But then she started saying na BADUY talaga, literally, as if she was placing my kabaduyan in line with that of the JOLENS fans, the no sense of style AT ALL people, and the quote unquote outcasts in school. It's sad, really. Nakakainis lang kasi. How fcuking narrow minded can people be?! Pwede ba. It's like believing that smoking and drinking totally makes you cool. Wtf. Tanga ka ba?
But then, that's my opinion..
I was talking to Paolo earlier. Oh dear cousin, I miss you loads! Anywho, he was making kwento about his girlfriend. Swear, you should hear him talk about her. He's totally in love. Like, the way he told me about her was, WOW. I wonder what she did to win him over. He IS a hottie after all (eeew ok, he's my cousin, but it's true naman), haha! Bagay sila :) Soooo sweet!
I wish someone talked about me like that...
But then again, wish lang yun.
Went out with Justin yesterday. Nagshopping lang siya. What're shopping buddies for, diba? I missed him, though. Tagal naming hindi nagkita eh. At least I'm still intact with my bestfriends kahit papano. I seriously need to get out more.
Namimiss ko na lahat ng tao. I'm too preoccupied with other stuff kasi eh. Nakakainis. I need to set my priorities straight na. Chloe and I are planning to go out. And also si Paolo (not cousin paolo) and Micah's nagyayaya. Dinner lang daw or something. I'll find time. Hopefully, Saturday night. Para tapos na lahat. I also might go to Tagaytay Highlands with sina Kev, Lean, Sabs, Cars, Ju, Marc, Justin, Anton, Tosh, and Myx before sembreak. Plano palang, pero usually natutuloy naman pag kami kami. Hmmmm. Honestly, ayaw ko nang iprioritize yung studies ko eh. I just can't help it. I've missed so much na, but then...
I need a break. Gusto kong pumunta sa Paris :)
Punta tayo? ♥
Ohhh scratch Sunday. That's not tuloy na. Saaaaad :(
Maybe next time, when everyone's not so busy.
Thursday ngayon. Sandali lang oras sa school.
Nothing special. Just an ordinary day. I'll go sleep now. Para hindi puyat :)) Oh yes!
**Still wishing you were here by my side....
I'm feeling sluggish. I still have the Filipino test to study for, pero ok lang. That's all I have to do nalang naman :)
We did yoga yesterday for PE. Maps and I were wishing na Friday nalang PE, last period, para sobrang relaxing and stress relieving talaga. It felt damn good, actually. It felt uber nice specially when we were just lying down (half of us practically falling asleep). Haaaay. I'll do those poses later. Stress relieverssssss.
This week'll be like hell. We have so much tests coming up, and due projects for next week. Next week na exams, so, sobrang naghahabol talaga.
Ok lang. I have stuff to look forward to :)
I'm watching VERGE this Friday with my classmates, pero we'll eat muna somewhere. I'll be passing pa my ACET forms and all, tapos we have class picture taking pa. I have no idea how I'd be able to juggle all those. Bahala na si batman.
My classmates and I are going to divisoria next Friday, the day after all our exams, and right after the grad pictorials. Fun fun! :) Can't wait, really. Manglilibre pa si Maps ng dinner kasi it's her birthday!! Woopeee!! :)
So far, sumasaya naman yung week ko :) Hindi na puro stress nasa isip. Lakad din! Finally :))
I guess this is the 'bright side' of things.
I totally can't wait for Sunday ♥♥♥
I'm seriously not feeling 'it' right now, whatever that is.
Lately, I just haven't been 'in the mood', which I think is both totally sad and ridiculous. There's nothing wrong with my life naman. I'm over the missing my mom thing. Sheesh. It's really nothing serious naman. I'm just NOT feeling it!! Oh God help me.
Seriously, school has been, UGH. That's all I can say.
I feel as if my site's been up FOREVER, when really, wala pang one month. Weird. I plan to change it soon. Maybe some time after exams, when I have free 'hours' each day. Sheesh. Talk about stressful!
Grabe. I've been attending YFC meetings again lately (yay!). I've been 'inactive' for a while, skipping most of the meetings we usually have. Oh well. Bagong buhay na to, Nicola. Bagong buhay!!
Piano-inggggg. Missing it loadssssss!! I plan to continue working on my piano-ing again. I've lost touch with it lately. Sometimes I'm just too tired to press down those keys. Hahanap nalang ako ng bagong pieces. I'm looking for sonatas by Beethoven. Expensive, but tre worth it ♥
I had my UPCAT yesterday, along with Pols, BM, and a couple of other batchmates at the NCPAG. One word: adventure! :)) It rained pa. Sheesh. Talk about bad weather!
I'm bored. I was supposed to go to Alabang today for a lunch thing, kaso it'll probably lead to the mall or whatever. I have soooo much stuff to do: jot down notes for physics and trigo, read IBON (I swear to God, I freakin hate Filipino!!), read my HRR thing online (*wink), AND clean my room. All in one day. As yayas would say: kamosta ka namannnnn?!?!! sHEESH :))
Still bored.
Btw, I want my own superman.
There was a time when I loved you. And for a moment, you actually considered loving me back.
Almost 17. IV -6. Senior. Green batch '07. Net freak. Movie buff. Hopeless romantic. Can't stand boredom. The piano's my lover. YFC. Music lover / aficionada. Unpredictable. Happy-go-lucky. Not so optimistic as I may seem. Thinker. MAJOR thinker. Klutz. Procrastinator extraordinaire. i am what you can never have i live for the experience.
Summer brings bliss. The idea for the layout couldn't be simpler. I just wish summer was forever. put up: 20 August 2006.