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yea, 20 today...fucking yea. This should be a great day. But when your me u do nothing but sit a reflect. I try not to get upset cause I'm still moving upward in my life which is more than I can say for some people. See when you don't have anything planned for your birthday and it isn't a major one like 18th or 21st you just kind of go by and you start to think of the people who didn't call you. For example, musa called me, very kewl good friend. Man am I glad I met his ass. My family called me except for julian but then again I can't stand his ass. other than that...nobody. Why does this bother me, you ask. Allow me to explain this in the least sounding little bitch form. a) jaegan didn't call, ouch. this wouldn't bother me nearly as much if #1 he wasn't my best bud and #2 if i didn't hear him bitch for a full on 20min on his birtthday on the people that didn't call or remember. Whatever, i'll remember that. b) mike didn't say anything ofcourse i didn't see him. that was really doesn't bother me too much. c) virgina didn't call. <sigh> man forget her bitch ass. U know what is so upseting about her? from day one i was like i don't ususally day girls in your situation. I.E. single mother, unstable situation and lots of drama. And I looked past that because I wanted people to stop looking at me just from the outside. She turned out to be EXACTLY what I think women in her situation are. Irrational and iresponsible. Typical, doesn't know what she wants doesn't appreciate what she gots. Sound familar? It should, it's called a typical American woman. Scratch her off. Add her to the list of women who in 5 years will think man I could have had him and all that. Moving on....d) to a lesser effect laurie, simply because we have the same fucking birthday, she really has no excuse, I called her....TWICE! NE ways.....Enough of that gloom stuff.
alright a quick update of the master plan...
Number one first and formost as alway....get laid..(just kidding)
FINISH UP STONG IN SCHOOL!!!
No c's allowed. You can get at leat 4 A's joe. Don't settle for less when you can get more. You will need high marks for scholarships. Pay attention and make networks with the people you meet. You can do it joe you are almost there don't slack off.
CHOOSE SCHOOL AND DEGREE
u narrowed it down between UTA and UNT. Find pro's and con's. Get as much information as you can from the meetings. Keep in mind the intangibles in your decision. college is more than just class. and although you want to stay close to people you know, you will meet knew people too.. money is important but where there is a will there is a way. Things will come to you one way or another.
FIND ANOTHER FUCKING JOB
costco sucks, you know this and it is driving you fucking nuts. You know the days of taking shit from these cracker ass people is numbered but just keep doing what your doing and bit your lip. Be patient something will come up. Untill then you need food and a place to live so deal with it.
personal master plan update.....
Find someone joe, life is no fun if you don't have someone to share it with.
Smile more joe, be happy. If you can't be happy for you then be happy for those around you because it will make them happy.
Tell someone you love them.
Find some fucking way to get to miami.
Well it looks as if things are starting to build around GW. the lies are catching up with his bitch ass. I can only wonder what the effect of catching osama will have. Awesome politcal ad I saw just emphasizes the cisis
what the hell was he thinkging?
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