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| January 26, 2003 2:03 PM So did you go cut yourself? Yeah, mom, I fucking did. Feburary 14, 2003 4:36 AM Look at what I've done Look at what I've become This nothing Empty soul Broken heart Has grown cold I've hurt so many Caused so much pain Nothing more to gain I've gone insane Tears have fallen Caused by me I'll close my eyes so I don't have to see Close my heart so I don't have to feel I already died Please tell me it's not real - March 27, 2003 12:36 AM Sometimes I sit by my window and close my eyes Going to a place only my mind can take me It's quiet there My thoughts are loud And I can hear my dreams A stream at my feet Whispering things only I can hear There's no one around yet I've never felt a closer companionship The sunlight dances in my hair And I feel complete April 5, 2003 7:11 PM I'd cross a thousand oceans I'd walk a million miles I'd hold hands with the devil For a moment's glance I'd kiss away every tear you've ever cried I'd give my life for a look in your eyes I'd walk barefoot thru the desert I'd befriend angels on my way If only I could kiss you Touch you See you Today 7:19 PM It hurts to know you're not around Your smile brightens someone else's day My only comfort is we are both sharing the same big sky The stars dance for you While the sun glows on my face My only comfort is the moon Maybe it is yours too April 6, 2003 10:41 PM I cut. I cut. I cut myself tonight. Oh my God, I cut myself tonight. I haven't cut myself in 3 months. My arms have been free of cuts, scratches, bruises - for the longest time. Now I have 3, dark red lines on my left forearm. I didn't know they were there. I didn't know. I didn't know til I looked. I didn't know they were so deep. I didn't know. I looked and my stomach flipped. I thought I just scratched myself with the razor. Really light. I didn't know I cut so deep. I couldn't even feel it. I didn't know. The lines were thin and barely visable. That's what I saw. Now that I look they are deep and long and dark red. Oh my God. I cut myself and I didn't know it. |
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