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I see snow everywhere, which means the Christmas is approaching. However, I decide to be alone; or should I say, I have no other choice. Scott's going to throw a party and as usual I am invited, but I cannot go. Or is it that I do not want to go? Everyone but I seems to have somebody around. How am I going to face them? I can not possibly tell them what happened that night. It is just too hard for me. Gazing at the blazing fire in the grate, and slowly tears are running down my cheeks unwillingly. "I just don't want to do this, alright? Stop pushing me!" I keep fighting with the voice in my head; nevertheless, in vain. It simply do not wish to leave. Suddenly, my cell-phone rings, it is a message from William. "I was wondering if you would like to go to the party with me? I will pick you up at your place at 8. Call me only if you don't want to go. Otherwise, I'll see you then. ^^" "This is great!" I speak to myself as shaking my head. Why Him? Why him? Now I really have to go.
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