who knows. since the break up
i have had a real hard time being alone all week. now, after spending a few days with my b and c i can face my empty appartment without hyperventilating. there is an odd satisfaction in letting my phone battery die and not charging it. i guess i just need to let myself cool off. i am still so heated over his stupid comment. i left him on the side of the highway. that was for the girls. what can i say? as i get older i can't accept that kind of behavior, nor can i let it go. or perhaps i was taking out the past on a simple (?) guy. i don't know. i guess we'll just have to wait and see.
until then, i leave you all with love and wishes of sweet dreams.
XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
3-13-2004
Here is why I love life.
Miss Elora.
XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
3-24-2004
OK, spring break, BOBAFLEX and my friends have all brightened me up since the dickface has gone. ohhhh, how i wish i had the conversation with his mother screaming at me on tape. WOW. brandi manson was there, so she will back me up when i say that woman is FUCKING CRAZY! so, on to bigger and better things. i am taking a hiatus from the dating scene. no time for a boyfirend or anything like that. ----PASS REVOKED-----
i gotta get my degree taken care of and on my path before i think about settling down. so no more boyfriends, cuz every time i have one i want to settle down!! i got my grades today, 3.38 GPA. not bad considering 3.5 is honors. i will get honors next quarter, easily with 2 english classes and a math class. OMFG, i can't believe my girl brandi is going to newark, and we just became buddies! she's the one who did the rad black and red hair color i have been sportin. ya know it's killin me that brandy and dustin's phone is shut off... i usually talk to them everyday. i'm having withdrawl. next BFX show at the cat isn't until april, so i may head down to springfield to see them. sweet. BOBAFLEXXXXXXXXXXXX
overdue shot from New Year's Eve '03
