easy mac and a TI-83 calculator. all the ingredients needed to get my statistics homework done... or at least started. this is going to be a long quarter. i love my shakespeare class even though i was in tears after the first class. we watched 'shakespeare in love' and it just got me all phe-klempt thinking about love that can never be... so i think i am going to ditch the whole idea of holding out for love and just use and abuse every man that crosses my path. i mean, i cant possibly get any more jaded, right?
eh, i wish i could do that, but if you know me, you know i am just a big softie.
so, after the bad day friday, and the not so great day/night saturday i am gonna be anti-social for awhile. i need to be anyway. just focus on school and forget about people for awhile. ['cept for a few of you.;) you know who you are!]
28 march 2004
k, loooooooooooooong night. saw BFX and grit and self struct last night. good times were had by all. my girls boogied down and it was great. major drama was being had at brandi's "not going away party". glad we missed it. the radiator in my car is on its last leg and we barely made it back. sat on brandy's steps for awhile . there were 7 of us and it ended up being 3. brandi, tony and i went to his place, got toasty and tried to watch fight club, but it was a little too heavy. so it was onto saving silverman. "oh, i'm a mime. i'm a mime." JACK BLACK IS GOD.
does anyone know how shitty slim-fast low carb shakes are? well, if ya dont know already, THEY ARE SHITTY.
what else? hmm, i almost didnt think about the pipsqueak last night. not until the very end. oh well. its getting much better tho. HE SUCKS.
damn, the eclipse forums are down.
27 march 2004
4 something am
what a night. i am definately getting the pip-sqeak out of my system. it helps when i keep getting all of these 2nd and 3rd hand accounts of his moronic behavior. i dont even ask for it, but it finds me somehow. everyone knew it wasnt gonna last, but no one decided to fill me in until after the fact. hell, i am pretty sure i knew it wasnt gonna last.
"i don't wanna be the filler if the void is souley yours.
i don't wanna be the glass of single malt whiskey hidden in the bottom drawer.
i dont wanna be the bandage if the wound is not mine"...
-alanis
onto the agenda tomorrow night. bobaflex in springfield. alrighty then. its looking possible. lets all cross our fingers and toes and we will be at the "old town tavern" tomorrow night.
so why does everyone try to set me up with someone?? yeah, obviously i am a catch (WINK), but i am not ready for all that. i am still on the journey of finding out who and what i am. no disrespect to my well intended friends, but i have odd taste, and no one who you will pick out will meet my strict criteria.
