too much time left
to fuck everything up again
ill cut time short
wont be able to fuck things up then
tried to make you understnad
the mistakes i made
now i found a solution
but you just see a blade
even though things were good
i wanted them to be perfect
tried to kill some emotions
but i just blew it
now im stuck with what ive done
you tell me its not my fault
but i belive it is
so ill bash my hopeless head against a wall
through the cuts of stupidity
ill let it all bleed out
ill go numb, finally feelings leave
survival i strongly doubt