peacefulness
i want you
happiness
i need you
im sick with this
devious basis
i dont want bliss
but i hate this
change it now
please somehow
will anyone tell me
can anyone let me see
a better quality
before i let
my life free
i hear water dripping
but its not fromt he sink
why is it so dark in here
so dark i can not think
i hear footsteps getting closer
voices in whisper questioning
i have this feeling of closure
but then i yell dont mess with me
i hear the sharp sound of glass break
and for some reason it sounds great
but why dont i understand whats going on
cause i dont know what i have done
suddenly out loud i say i know
then i go...
i woke up
black tears had left stains
down my cold white face
and what seems like remains
of dark lip stick i can taste
theres an erie chill of sadness
even memory had left me
leaving such an emptyness
and why cant i breath
the color here is so dead
there is no worry to rustle
i only see a spot of red
but now a growing puddle
i laugh and fade away
the scent
of things i miss
the scent
it smells like bliss
it lingers here
i wish i could go back
i linger here
i can never go back
the scent
it feels so right
the scent
i hold on tight
dont let it go
i wish i could go back
i let it go
i can never go back
back
to what was right
the scent of bliss
but im left with this
ill show you
what i do
in my spare time
i draw lines
i have no paper
have no pen
just a razor
ill do it again
ill draw one here
ill draw one there
try to stop me
i dont care
cause i wont quit
i need it
CAUSE MY LIFE IS SHIT!
the fire inside you
its burning right through
youre to close to me
and its burning me too
i cant stand your pain
cause you make me feel it
but i can see the rain
seeing helps me stop it
i hear your cries of help
but i cant get inside
i wont just say oh well
ill find where you hide
and extinguse the flames
atleast ill try
i want to kill you
but everyone stops me
i know they wont miss you
and how happy theyll be
i hate you so much
ill help end your pain
you depress everything you touch
ill dry up your rain
with a knife to your wrist
youll finally die
but theres always a twist
always a lie
because when you die
i will too
do you want to know why
i am you
the light on her face
she looks so pale
her soft gentle voice
she seems so frail
youd never guess
the pain she feels
youd never look for
all her wounds that wont heel
because you make her feel
like shes not real
the only way she can deal
is to believe what you say
but she wants you to go away
did you even know
that she wants to die
did you even know
or ever ask why
you just leave her be
cause you just dont know
shes tried to let you see
all her wounds that wont heel
because you make her feel
like shes not real
the only way she can deal
is to believe what you say
but she wants you to go away
but im telling you to stay
and make her feel
as bright as day
because if you dont
or if you wont
im afraid ill lose her
then myself
do droplets of rain
clear your sight
do the tears of my pain
take away your light
will you fight with me
untill im free
fight with me
ill help you see
only minds whove seen much sorrow
have seen what ive seen
ill give you some to borrow
so youll know what i mean
please dont
leave me here
all alone
dont
not this way
not over the phone
all i hear is you laughing
as your tears hit the floor
you drop the phone
and you laugh some more
i can hear you dying
as youre lying
that ill be happy
then you say good bye
i scream please dont die
do droplets of rain
clear your sight
do the tears of my pain
take away your light
will you fight with me
untill im free
fight with me
ill help you see
only minds whove seen much sorrow
have seen what ive seen
ill give you some to borrow
so youll know what i mean...