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 THE VAGABOND'S NOTEBOOK
© by Bob Kusiolek

Another Chance
What Then
But Of Course
In Winter
After Farewell
The Most of It
For This Trip
Amazement
That's That, & So
What Comes to Mind this Spring
Interior with Girl at the Clavier
What Advice?
The Late String Quartets
Guess It Happens
Cadenza
Parke County, After Rain, October
This Too


ANOTHER CHANCE

Here, where the road
bends, where the wind sends
the last brown leaves to dance -

there is something to be said,
a thought: that this short day
fades soon, but the road is

long that takes you
to that place, home
to begin again

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WHAT THEN

One more train gone
round the bend, someone else gone,
for now, for some long time -
fog shrouding the slow

old river; another season
gone, leaving the miles
of track, the sound of the wind
through the hardwood trees.

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BUT OF COURSE

Rained yesterday, raining
today - streets fit to swim in,
no place for passers-by (&

don't we all pass by, try to live
in these swift-fading days, hours,
moments of wind and rain.)



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IN WINTER


December's hours,
with snow in the wind;
the landscape icicle-hung. O

travelers, let us do the work,
add prayer to prayer:
forgive us the awkward

steps we take upon
this narrow path,
bless us mile by mile.


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AFTER FAREWELL

Consider that the nights lengthen: there is
less to hold on to, and, but for the stories,
little left to collect. Yet the sounds
of the words insist on something -

in the early starlight, while the red leaves
fall, there must be something,
more than a goodbye, for those
who sleep, too soon, all too soon.

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THE MOST OF IT


Beside the river, the trees
newly frosted; wild autumn
wind sweeping across
the river. The sky,

just now, hesitating
to suggest another day's
sun (the journey down
the path it lights). You get

used to it, though: the hesitation,
then the journey. Days come,
go, and you plod on,
nod the knowing yes.

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FOR THIS TRIP

Big grey clouds,
& a chill in morning's air --
just what you'd
expect now, this last
week of a summer
that quit trying early.
It's a long road we travel,
& a damn long way

from May to September, or
so the song might
go. At daybreak,
rhythm of the wipers
clearing the glass,
sound of the wind...
though the rain comes
down, we must provide.

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AMAZEMENT

Autumn, the moonlight
striking the middle
of the lake, the wind
in the trees, and you,
who happen to be
here on this night, this
one night among all
nights that come and go.

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THAT'S THAT, & SO

A waterfall, the plunge
of blue; the passing cloud
a puff of white. Now that
we have noticed, we can
talk and be glad all day.

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WHAT COMES TO MIND THIS SPRING 

Sometimes a day in spring is
like this: thin sheets of rain
dropping from a ragged sky,
darkening the usual streets.
Sometimes

there's a whistle
in the distance, and you think
it must be an outbound train,
destination: some brighter,
better place, mapped,

perhaps, for years, in dreams.
There are moments to come. Indeed,
to the mind it seems
there are always
moments to come. The mind

plays with them
like a child inventing uses
for mysterious toys. So,
while the rain falls,
the wanderer will turn

to the wind
and find a voice that
hints of an angel to be found
among the things that are,
even here, even now.

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INTERIOR WITH GIRL AT THE CLAVIER
(Inspired by a painting by W. Hammershoi) 

The sonata begins slowly,
moves from Tonic to Dominant;
we hear it best in this room, this place
flooded with sharp light.
We know that, here, the white dishes
on the white tablecloth
are exactly where they should be.

The girl in the black dress
is sitting in a white chair
while she plays
and while we listen,
if we stare past her
at the paintings on the wall,
that, too, is as it should be.

The wall is pale,
the paintings indistinct;
what we find within those frames
may depend upon
what we hear in this room.
It is a simple enough
place to begin.

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WHAT ADVICE?

"Hasten slowly," said
the sage, and so
we do these mid-
May days. Fog

rolls in each morn. La
puree de pois. Got to
look harder, listen more
closely as we go.

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THE LATE STRING QUARTETS

"Beethoven can write
music, thank God."

They were exactly
what was needed,
in the world of
time, and beyond

time. They are
few, deep in
truth, the beauty
of sound, the grace

that saved
the rose of life.
Exactly what
is needed.

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GUESS IT HAPPENS

And what does Nature
hold dear? Can't
help but wonder.
Sudden

cloudburst's sudden
end. Sun, breaking
through clouds, still
managing to find us

here again, puny
lump of
earth or
not.

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CADENZA

Close of
day. Done with
"what's out
there" --

wind
gusting just
enough to
rattle the panes;

snow
dusting the trees,
the corner lamp
post.

Comes a
time, after
all, to sit,
say your amens, and

let the lone
violin make
the world a
dream.

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PARKE COUNTY, AFTER RAIN, OCTOBER

Despite it
all, despite
the changes
that thundered
through
the years, you have
wandered back
to this place, this

simple possibility. Now,
as a narrow little
stream winds its way
through rows of bare
trees, the clouds
part, and so
the sunlight
streaks the water.

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THIS TOO

As the
train
departed

nothing
seemed
closer

than the sun
reflected
in a puddle

of last
night's
rain.

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