Poems

I miss you so much day and night
I can't realize why you're gone
I just think I treat you right
but now I'm again alone

The days without you are so long
these days - without your kiss and smile
and I don't know what I've done wrong
I've been thinking of this for a while

A few questions that I need to know -
why does my heart feel so bad ?
why you could ever hurt me so ?
why can't I get you out of my head ?....

Now I'm standing here alone
with this weight upon my heart
wondering why you're gone
remembering our feelings from the start

In my mind I have all my memories in a range -
each moment spent with you
is unforgettable
but I can't realize what made you change
for me this is just un-get-able

I know I won't pull trough without you by my side
so baby come to me - don't run and hide
The only thing I want is to be with you
please honey - make my wish come true

Don't you know that you make my days count?
And I'm always happy when you're around
it doesn't matter what we do
as long as I'm here with YOU

How I Feel

It's so hard not to tell you the way I feel inside.
Everytimes that I'm around you, it's my heart that I must hide.

I keep it to myself, in fear of what you'll say.
My soul couldn't bare it if you didn't feel the same.

I cry myself to sleep at night
Wishing you were here to hold me tight.

A tear hits my pillow because my heart is in pain.
It's only your love that I'm wishing to gain.

Tonight it's another's eyes you look in
When you smile and tell her you're going to let her love in.

I don't know what to do or say
Knowing you should be with me that way.

I tell you that I'm happy for you and put on my best smile.
But all I really want to do is go and cry for a while.

Even after you put me through I stand by your side
Because I couldn't live with myself if I let the chance to love you pass me by.

Your friendship is the most precious thing to me,
But please don't be afraid of what all we could be.

In time, I will let all of this go.
The day will come when I can finally let you know.

Until then, I'll still be your best friend;
My love for you will never end.

My Painful Love

Why does it have to hurt inside?
Why do I have to cry each night?
I think I have to walk on by...
Cuz I'm starting to lose my sight...

What is it that changed your mind?
Who is it that keeps you blind?
Why did you change so fast?
Did you really have to leave me behind?

I start to think about all we had
And how it turned this way...
I guess I'll have to leave your side,
And turn my face away...

Although my soul will die...
Although my heart will cry...
I've got nothing else to do,
I'm hurt deep inside

But although I'll leave your side,
You'll be always on my mind...
My heart and soul will ache for you,
Every day and every night...

You're my never-ending love,
The love that keeps me alive...
You're the one I'll love forever,
Although it hurts inside...

A Tear on My Pillow

Wen I lay n think, in mah bed at night,
the day you'll arrive, seems nowhere in sight.
I toss and I turn, dreaming of you,
opening my eye's... checking if my dream came true.
It didn't, again, and a tear starts to roll,
weeping quietly... my pillow I hold.

Many sleepless nights I've prayed for you, my love.
God touched my soul from heaven above
He's answered my prayers for my bride to be.
I've never felt this lucky, God did this for me.
That's a question I asked each and every night.

He must think your special, Joy, and I know he's right.
No other has made me feel so complete,
my whole life was lived, just so we could meet.
All these thoughts and more going through my head.
I fall asleep not worrying, but dreaming of you... instead

A True Dream

Someone once told me
That dreams do come true,
And I've experienced that
The day I gave my heart to you.

I've cherish that very moment
So precious inside my heart,
And made a wish for me and you
To never ever part.

If ever there's a problem
Or things are not going right,
I'll make sure and sit down with you
and discuss it until it is bright.

I can't hide the love for you
So dear, precious and true,
If ever I was to loose this love,
I promise that my heart will lead back to you.

Why Do I Cry?

Sometimes we argue, I don't know why.
Then I sit and wonder, why do I cry?

I cry because I love you,
I cry because I care,
I cry because I feel we have a love so rare,
sometimes I'm afraid I'll turn around and you won't be there.

I love you every minute,
I love you every day,
I even love you when we argue,
I love you when we play.

Sometimes I've wondered do you love me too,
then I look in your eyes and
I know it's true.
So when I say something a little crazy
or I do something you don't feel is right,
Please, let's try to work it out so we won't fight.

Some people take relationships for granted
it's sad to hear but true,
I don't want this to happen, not with you.
I want our relationship to be completely from the heart
so we both know, no matter what we go through we will never part.

I Want You to Known

I want you to know...
That I love you so.
Deep in my heart is where you'll stay,
Each and everyday,
Now, forever, and always.

I want you to know...
That I'll always be there,
To show you how much I care.
I'll never let you down
I'll do anything to keep away your frown.

I want you to know...
How much you mean to me
You're my eyes to see,
My heart to beat, and my air to breathe,
Without you, there's no me.

I want you to know...
That "I Love You".