Introduction

hi ~ this is Vivian...welcome to my personal page...the last time I've been updated was over a year ago. There i decided to update it once again n add more stuff to it...new things happen in my life n I want to include it in my personal world.

Expression

Here I am again being an 18 years old girl. The last time I remember was being a 16 years old girl chilling with her friends and acting all crazy. But now here I am again getting more mature than I think I am. The way I look at life and people is changing. It could be neither good nor bad. I try to stay out of problem but no matter how hard I try, more drama is moving toward my life. I don't know how to deal with it and I can't get away from it either. I don't like what's going on around me. I hate being a loner but it seems like I always am. I don't feel the love from everyone even though you guys said you love me. After so many times being hurt I just getting use to it. Is there a way you can tell me that stop me from being hurt? All I want is for you there to care for me, love me and when I need you. Am I asking too much? Life is hard but I'm making it harder for myself. I wish it all disappear and later in time, times will bring us back the happiness that we use to have together and the moment we all share. All I want to tell you is that I LOVE YOU, you don't have to believe it, but that's the true. It's you that never give me the chance to show it to you. I always there to show my love but have you ever notice that? I wonder how you guys feel toward me and all those times I'm there for you and listen to you and when I have problems and words, who do I say it to? Who's there for me when I need them?...

Layout

This layout dedicate to the one who appears in my dream without knowing that person face but only realizing the feeling that person gives me. It dedicate the thought I have toward a person, but whoever that person might be... I still try to find out.

Still waiting for YOU to appear in my dream... every moment of my life.

 

You & Me