by Mazzy & Prebuffy
What would you do if you suddenly forgot who you were?
Where would you look for answers? 
For Cordelia Chase, the one place that might make a difference is the one place she never thought she'd ever return to--Sunnydale.

What if all your undead life you had been a creature of evil.  Behavior modification chips aside, you've felt like nothing but a monster.  But now a wish granted has changed everything for Spike.  There's only 1 person who could possibly understand what he has to deal with--his former friend and foe, and possibly the only true rival for the woman he loves.

Both Spike and Cordelia must fact the demons of their past so that they can have a future.  The Switch is ON!
Note: This story is still in progress.
Also some chapters are labelled
NC-17
Chapter 1 Chapter 2 Chapter 3 Chapter 4 Chapter 5
Chapter 6 Chapter 7 Chapter 8 Chapter 9 Chapter 10
Chapter 11
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