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| January 17, 2002 Thursday Well, the month is going by quickly. I turned 19 on the eighth. (Don't worry if you missed my birthday, I can never remember anyone's either). My birthday was uneventful, other then the fact that *RAndy made me CRY* dick hole. He told me I was brainless because I left the front door open, somehow, I don't know how i possibly could have done that, but on the other hand i don't know why he would make it up. Ass hole ass hole ass hole. And then my mom just told me to deal with it. She's a great help. *pfffft*Anyway.... School is going great so far. Yoga is so fun, I'd recomend anyone to take a yoga class. In sculpture we are carving soap stone...I've yet to start mine, although I have my rock. And writing, is well...writing. It's fine. Not a whole lot going on I guess. Have monday off...yay!! It's MLK day. I'm in the process of finding a therapist. Wheeee. I've actually been really lazy about it. I called two, one was a disconnected number, the other was a wrong number, just a bit discouraging. Ugh...I need to move out of my house, now that would be therapy. ~Blue |
| January 31, 2002 Thursday No one ever says what they mean. People act like things are so easy. But they aren't and no one understands. ~Blue |
| February 2, 2002 Saturday Today was a good day. I've been having good days pretty frequently since school started. Of course there's always the low points still. So who's watching the superbowl tomorrow? Ha, probably not me. I need to finish my sculpture. It's going well actually, I still have quite a bit of work to do though...........it's due monday all shiney and lovely. Arg, it's my own fault I still have so much to do, I've been procrastinating and now Saturn is kicking me in the ass. Alas, I deserve it. Went to work today, worked on my site a bit, (and now look at me, I'm here again). I'm so proud of my website! Not that it's very hard to do or anything....I just think it's turned into something nice. I should be working on my Saturnine essay. My writing teacher is pretty cool. Our assignment we're working on right now is to pick a word from a dictionary (any word in the world!...in english) and turn the dictionary entry into an essay. So fun. I love dictionarys. Go to www.dictionary.com it's the greatest place. Oh, so anyway I chose the word Saturnine, it's from an SP song (where else) and if I'm satisfied with my essay once it's finished I'll post it on my site somewhere. My family on Orcas sent me a birthday gift, it's great. It's a handmade leather bound journal, it's a sorta grayish blue color. It's so lovely! I can't wait to use it. I need to fill my current journal first though....which probably won't take much doing. You know, if I didn't keep a journal my life would be lost. I don't have the greatest memory, things just fade. I don't see how anyone could not keep a journal. Yeah. Anyway....I guess that's all for now folks. Ooh, I learned how to play "Spaceboy" (smashing pumpkins song) on my guitar! I'm so happy, it's a lovely song, it's kinda hard to play, but I'm getting better. Anyway, yeah, bye. ~Blue |
| February 11, 2002 Monday If you need something happy to listen to, get James Iha's cd called "let it come down" it's so sweet, all he sings about is love. I just got it yesterday, i was so happy, it's a lovely album. :) James was the other guitarist (besides billy corgan) in the smashing pumpkins in case you're wondering. Anyway, blah. I've got nothing much to say. ~blue |
| February 14, 2002 Thursday I am an official WOC. Whore of Corgan. I am the Saturnine Whore, the whore in the dreams of Glass. Hee hee hee. Uh, if you care or are curious about what I'm talking about go to www.whoresofcorgan.com and find out. Otherwise, er...don't ask. *sings* you make me feel like a whore. Okay, enough whorish talk. Hobo Sam reminded me of that thing Mike the Schizophrenic was saying one day, I'm gonna post a link here if anyone wants to see it again. If you love extreme stream of conscious writing, read this, it's the ramblings of one not so sane. Uh.....things are going okay. I'm breathing, not bleeding, that's always good. Yeah. If you wanna see a cute dogga go see Bugg Superstar on my new and improved (yet unfinished) James page!!! Yes, yes, we all know I'm patheticly obsessed. I just got James' cd, and I bought Hole's last cd cause Billy wrote some of the music for it. The cd is not horrible, Hole is not the most profound thing I've listened to though........ what a shock. *He's drunk, he tastes like candy he's so beautiful. He's so deep, like dirty water, god he's awful* I do love that line though. Okay, anyway, whatever, bye. ~Blue |
| February 19, 2002 Wednesday Okay, I have to get rid of Aol before they start charging me, so I'm going to be without internet for a while. Bah! *sigh* Oh well. I'm so whiney. Anyway, lala. I have nothing to say. Today was allright but I was tired, i stayed up too late last night. School is going okay. Blah blah. I'm doing okay. Blah blah blah. Okay, well, there really isn't anything going on. Looking forward to spring break. Um....yup. So how's everyone? Sign my guestbook god damn it! ~blue |