| I typed this while this schizofrenic guy named Mike was standing at my receptionist window talking to me one day....(this is all what he was saying to me) Information, back and forth back and forth...what makes you tick...tock...*laugs* that's a good one. Depends on what a christian wants to eat. Guy told me a year back, get a big ass band aid, tell me *mumbles* keep it up you know, it's just the sensation that follows *mumbles* just a gambler, anyway he says, I'm an alcoholic. You pick your legs up so far back, I can't get out. Behind him, steel, steel a bed, that's behind him, *laughs hysterically* it's just sense. A gal would, you know, it doesn't make any difference what age you are...if you want money, I don't know much about that, this that and the other thing, you just have to have a place to stay, call home, hang your hat, there's no question about it. No thanks, there's two groups, *taps pencil incessently* I don't know how old they are approximately, they're not, *mumbles* oh your taking care of this other old guy, you know what the hell, *laughs again* you know it depends on what you do and how you do it...all that kind of stuff, pretty little to nothing. I don't know about it, as far as I'm concerned you should be getting 100 dollars an hour, this is a church. There's no monkey business and you're better at it then anything else, you wantto talk nacho in the winter, you need something to step easy, there's headaches and heartaches and anxietites, guilt, guilt...plenty, I get my coffee and put it in the micro wave, cutie, cutie, cutie pie, kiss the girls and made them cry, too much attention or too little, not enough not enough, so punch it on down, into...to figure all the problems of mankind...to a miracle, and there are no problems, only here, in your conscieous...and the devil may care. There are no problems, onlly here, in your conscious...and the devil may care. There are no problems, only here, only here, a hundred million billion problems, and why shouldn't there be? They're dumb, and the fears exist, undeveloped, adolescent stage, scarey people who you cannot trust. Young people, young, dumb, who are confused with stuff, IQ test, advantage, or disadvantage. Two times two is four, four and four is eight. Two, four, six, eight, who do you appreciate? 25, 25 hundreds, is 25 percent, or 25 thousandth of an inch. All decimals are fractions, or both, actually you get to use them back and forth, *coughs* *hacks* not much letters you know, anything to concentrate, the here, the color, the code, cards, video poker machine, and a few times you win. But they can't win because it's a disadvantage, and an advantage to their fears, on your left finger, two times and you win, anyway, anyway all that, and um, they have the atomic bomb, that is worth so much intellect that it glows, *mumbles* time space walking speed, 1000 miles per second is the speed of light. If you turn the lights off you can see it better. Vitamin E, suntan, it's going to go on a few millions of years, they say that's going to burn up, what do you mean the end of the world's comming? It's the ice age, so you figure back to track side, *mumbles* equilibrium, horizontal, to control all the fish, step by step, inch by inch, concentration...Not just consideration of what I'm talking about, the good ideas and the bad, the ideas and the thoughts, in the minds eye, hypnosis would be the best; and the speed of light is 26 thousand miles a second, that side of ilght, time mass and speed becomes speed, speed becomes...inside, you know the proton electron...you don't know if there's trouble at all. And they're using it against us to put up war, it's pretty fair, and they told me that today, to explain, a suggestion, war, we don't have enough cash, if we did have enough cash, 150 billion dollars, you couldn't get the information I just told you, it's around, how a circle diameter...how radio's send signals, and the diagrams don't make sense, and a noun is a person place or thing. Fast and slow fast and slow, how can things turn into words? And each word is a verb, a descriptive adjective, such as enchanting, such as adjectives that describe the other words, names place place thing, and somehow time goes by, and somehow, during that time, you find a certain relativity, it assumes, how complex it really is, there's a maze of numbers and things, and how things can be done by machine, mathematics could contain something in a specific, be more specific things can change the force, beings create, all that that's not like spontaneous combustion would be more like it, rub two sticks together, it's the same old story, that's a good device to use for energy, was never meant to be used for energy was meant to be used for war all along, searing destructive massive energy, on poor people, hydrogen bomb, can roll it out of our way, so it can be used for good also, it doesn't all have to be used for bad, the structure, the structure of a sentence inside your head. Space ourselves, in sentences, outer space, we are in ourter space and this great big earth is falling apart and we're trying to grab a piece, different planets don't feel good, you know there's too much gravity, it's what pulls you down, it's having an effect on form, structure, it holds your body together, your skin to your head *taps pencil* and products of war, products, expectant, invasion in proportion, ratio and proportion is a different thing *taps pencil very loudly* anyhoo... *walks away* *walks to window* *walks to kitchen* *walks out door* |