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Squeezing Pain
It's like this squeezing pain in my back.
Every time she speaks I want to explode.
There's something in her brain she must lack.
She's unaware that she's set me on an emotional road.
The road twists and it turns and it goes up and down.
and all it leads to is a frustrated little town.
Where people walk around and put up an act,
but when they go home, they're immediately attacked.
By their mom or their dad, or sometimes even both.
They're not allowed to speak, or even open their mouth.
But mom, when I don't retaliate, I go completely whack,
and it's like this squeezing pain in my back.
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Squeezing Pain Part II
I got that fucking twitch again,
and it's driving me insane,
It made me roll around the floor again,
but it wouldn't go away.
The tears just kept on falling,
and I cried a different tune.
The evil thoughts just kept on calling
I didn't think they'd be back so soon.
I was tossed off the bed and onto the floor,
I was crying so loudly and kicking the door.
My mom told me she's right and I'm wrong,
I told her she always is, she'll always sing that same song.
I'll always be wrong and she'll always be right,
we'll never be equal, I'll never see the light.
A life in darkness is all I'm allowed,
But my thoughts are so scary, and so very loud.
I just want some help, some happiness, that's all.
But me and my mother will forever be abrawl.
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I Forgot to Call
I had the time of my life,
With the guy of my life,
And when I cam home, I was chopped by a knife.
I was slashed and slashed by my mother's cruel shouts.
She called me a bitch and I about flipped out.
I've never swore at my mom, but the words just came,
After that, nothing will ever be the same.
They say I made them worry, and now they can't trust me,
If one mistake is all it takes, then hell, they can fuck me.
My brothers fucked up, their job is done,
Now the weight's all on me, I can't have any fun.
All I did was forget to call,
Now my whole life has taken a fall.
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Tick Tick Tick
That ticking noise has started again
That bomb just wants to go off.
But instead of letting it blow, it all goes out on pen.
I've had enough mom; enough!
No one makes me cry like you!
Nothing makes me cry like you!
Not boys or friends or school-
Only you make me feel like a tool!
I'm your slave aren't I? That's what you told me.
My rights extend only a short degree.
"A child's purpose is to serve its parents."
You think we should be zombies, caught in your trance.
Well I think we can agree to disagree?
Damn! All I want is for you to let me be!
I don't wish you to die, I don't condemn death on anybody.
But a life without you would just make me so happy!
That's all I want, a little happiness of my own.
I haven't been happy in a while, I feel so alone.
Maybe some love, some tenderness, some care,
I know you can give me that, it's not fair mom; it's not fair!
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