Alright. I said I was going to make a new layout so I am. I'm sick of this one, and no matter what I do I'm just not happy with it. I started a new one but as some of you know I fucked it up and then gave up. Anyhoo, this means that I might not leave this room for awhile... or it means I'm leaving right away and I'll forget about this by tomorrow.

I changed a few links, added some... Fucked around with most of the pages actually. Except the pics, I really need to get around to adding more there too (TOO BAD MY SCANNER IS A PIECE AND DIED). Yeah, so if you're bored, go to the links page, you might enjoy yourself.

Hey everyone! Guess what tonight is! That's right, new years eve! And guess who doesn't know what they're doing?! That's right, ME! *Cough* Actually, I've been invited to Chris's (well not really, but close enough) with the guys, but I don't know if I really wanna go... I feel like shit... Plus my mom is being really stuborn on letting me stay somewhere. Get this, she doesn't want me sleeping over at a guy's house (that I understand) but then she won't pick me up at 1 or 2am ... So what does this mean? That I can't go out tonight? That I need to have more girl friends that live in town? Maybe I should just go to gabe and spend new year's on the street... Then I can sleep over at a girl's house and my mom will shut up. *sigh* I hate this.......


Thought of toasters... 12/31/2001, 10:49am.


December 30, 2001

"JESSE STOP PLAYING WITH FIRE!" That would be my mom yelling at my yesterday morning for I think the first time to stop playing with my new zippo. My mom, as you can tell, isn't too impressed with what Travis got me. I am of course - it's definatly up there as one of the top gifts I've ever gotten, but yeah, parents are evil. Anyways there I am, sitting on the floor of my room fiddling through papers, my new Anti-Flag cd (A New Kind of Army) can be heard blasting through the entire house, and for some reason this seems like an important moment in my life. ((Well, not really important, but it's one that keeps flashing around in my head like there's something I'm missing... or SOMETHING))I hadn't slept at all the night before (barely slept last night either) so I was on this weird energy high from all the caffine I'd consumed. I didn't even realise my mom was awake, it was 6am. The second thing that confused the hell out of me was how she heard me flicking the lid thing on and off of my lighter over the sound of the music. "And PLEASE turn that music down" There she was in my door way ... of course she just knocked once and then walked in - privacy is non-existant in this house. So I turn my music down and go back to flipping through this huge stack of papers. Most of them are letters from when I was in Portugal - others are just weird things that mean something to me, but would probably be considered junk to anyone else. Hell, half the stuff in my room is junk, I love it! A shopping cart, old road signs, ferry signs, tiki lanters, bunk bed, a shit load of caution tape, all my trinkets (Kinder surprise toys, old alcohol bottles, cans...), traffic cone, all the papers and posters and pictures hanging from the walls... Even things like the burnt desk and carpet.... I don't know... I'm just rambling on about nothing. Anyways, I have no idea why I just wrote that - or thought it was in anyway important or that any of you cared.... so I'm just going to get off the computer now... and do something with my life.


Thought of toasters... 12/30/2001, 10:54am.


December 24, 2001

Wowee, 3 months for me and Travis... *cough* Anyhoo... We just finished off our fake Christmas, well, an hour ago... For the past hour I've been lying in my room listening to my *new* Rancid cd (Let's Go!) on my *new* cd player =) I figured dinner would be scary and horrible like always, but it was actually alright. Me and Travis weren't harassed by the old people like I thought we would - well, more him then me if you get what I'm talking about.... Anyways, I leave for Vancouver later this morning and I don't get back till the 28th... So I just thought I'd drop in and say BYE to my computer ;) Hope everyone has a great Christmas - or whatever holiday it is you're celebrating (sorry, can't seem to be able to spell any of the other ones even close enough to be reconisable). So, yeah, BYE EVERYONE, I'll miss you ;)


Thought of toasters... 12/24/2001, 1:14am.


December 23, 2001

*YAWN* Gooooood morning! Wow, I really need to learn what the word update means... or something along those lines... I've gone from everyday to... Well, whatever you call this... So I left off on tuesday, now it's Sunday... Urgh... Well, it was the last week of school soooo... YAY! NO MORE SCHOOL UNTIL JANUARY 7TH!! And we're not getting report cards because of the strike, and I've heard rumors about delayed exams....! =) So, news... I finally got that picture from Petro, well, sorta... CLICK ME So here's a picture of me and Petro at the beginning of the year.... (First week of school) Anyhoo, since no one actually cares... back to anything interesting I've done... TRAVIS ... *cough* I mean... Friday, after school I went to Woodgrove with Travis, gah, malls are scary... I found that piano book in Toys R Us again and sat down and played with it for ... ever ... We chased Shai and 2 other girls (wow I'm bad with names) around the store for awhile... Anyhoo, malls suck, so on to the show... There was an idie rock show playing at the NYSA so we went there with Neil and Rob - Ryan and Michelle were there too. Anyhoo, it was an awesome show, I loved it... The music was great, the crowd was okay, and yeah, the music was great. Travis slept over that night, then stayed over most of Saturday - we watched a few movies, then Miko came over and we all watched Ferris Bullers Day Off (which I bought as an X-mas present but have decided to keep for myself... lol) .... Ummmm... then we all went to Travis's ... and now I'm back here just waking up like an hour ago... wow, that was boring... time to shut up...


Thought of toasters... 12/23/2001, 1:25pm.


December 18, 2001

Another EWWW site... I was bored last night and searching random things on Google So I decided to search 'Jesse Smith' and this site came up... I'm scared... So everyone, go visit Jesse Smith and tell him I love him... Wa-hey!

Okay, yeah D block, when was that today? Second block. Okay, so my story begins in second block, me and Travis have Science. There's a huge test and I haven't been paying attention for the last few weeks so it's going to kick my ass, I'm not so sure about him. Anyhoo, we decide to be 'late' for class and go have a smoke (nah, not me, I don't smoke - you know that) with Brad and some guy whose name I've already forgotten. After that we still don't feel like going yet so we went to the caff. and harassed Mike for a bit, he was studing for a math test (wooohooo math, fun fun) so we left pretty fast... By then we had decided not to go to class and go a-wanderin' instead. After doing about one round of the school we bumped into good 'ole miko and stopped and talked to her. We decided we didn't like where we were standing and some how our conversation moved into the guys washroom. Me and Fumiko sat on the floor against the wall while Travis sat across from us by one of the urinals. As time went by I got really into the conversation and almost completely forgot where the hell I was until the urinal flushed automatically and I freaked out. Anyways, apparently people DO use the washroom so someone walking in and finding us was all but avoidable... So we're all sitting there, acting as if this was normal (meh, normal enough) and some kid walks in and looks at us, then glances up at the door to make sure it is the guys washroom, looks at us again and leaves. He looked, well, terrified... heh. So we made fun of him for a bit until the next person walks in... He does the whole staring and door glancing thing and then walks in and washes his hands. But of course we weren't about to let him get away with just that so Travis says "You came in here to take a shit didn't you? And then you saw there were girls in here and you though 'Oh no, I can't take a dump now they might hear me' so you just washed your hands insead." again with the terrified look and the leaving... Lol, so again we made fun of that kid until the next guy walked in... the next kid just happened to be the little short fat drummer kid that Peter won't let Travis harass because he's a drummer... Anyhoo, he just walked right in and then kind of slowly walked to the last urinal glancing over at us... He leaned in a way so he was half way inside the urinal and with his back to us... (he was being loud, we had to see what he was doing, we're not sick preverts who watch guys piss). For some reason we had all stopped talking and you could hear every little sound... Yet, you couldn't hear the kid pissing, so Fumiko yelled "Wow! You really piss quietly! Don't worry, we're not watching!" and we all burst out laughing and he looked scared and ran out as fast as he could.... Lol, rumor somehow got around the school fast that there were chicks in the boys washroom so 'guy' (we'll call him 'guy' because I've forgotten his name too) came in to investigate and ended up staying and chatting with us for a bit. Anyhoo, that's my story... Hope you enjoyed it, I know I did. HAVE A GREAT DAY!


Thought of toasters... 12/18/2001, 10:04pm.


December 17, 2001

I heard Fox is comming out with a "That 80's Show" ... I don't know whether to be scared or excited... I was watching a preview for it earlier today, it looked mildly humorous. There's a punk 'chick' who has her hair spiked up the way Trevor and Travis want to do mine, so that kept me entertained for about an hour... (Yes, I'm easily amused). I've decided I really hate malls. Especially around this time of year. They're so busy and crazy, and they're full of people I hate. Well, not hate, but you know what I mean. I was there on Saturday with Fumiko and April, we haven't done one of those random girl type things in awhile so we decided it was time again. Or something along those lines. Anyhoo, the mall was full of girls screaming "OMG! Like this would so be like the perfect gift for my new boyfriend! Eek!" so I was busy trying to hide the whole time. We bumped into Yves, literally, ewww, he's still the same old guy we used to walk home with everyday... He really does look like he belongs in a boy band. AHH but his friend is even worse (if that's possible). . . I can't even try to describe the looks of this boy, so I won't. Anyhoo, if anyone wants to buy me something so great it's pointless I know just the thing... ;) At Toys R Us I found the best book in the world! It had a keyboard and a microphone attached to the bottom of it ... It was pretty loud too.... I really had the urge to buy it and just rip off the book part and run around school with the keyboard and mic yelling at people... Ohhhh... There's that urge again... I need that book....


Thought of toasters... 12/17/2001, 2:01am.


December 15, 2001

EWWWWWWW first things first, go here! Ewww ewww ewwwww... That's so sick, it's just, I don't know, there's no other words except 'ewww' to describe how horrible that is ;) Alrighty then, moving on. I've put off updating again so I'm going to run you through a few days. Right, so thursday. Nothing too interesting happened, I mean, the high point of my day was wandering around last block with CJ asking girls what they look for in a guy... Yesterday was pretty weird, the power was out from 3am - 7am from wind storms. I woke up at 6 to the wind rushing through my window that will never ever close ... Anyhoo, the radio said there was no school because of power outages so I went back to bed. When I woke up again around 10 I found out the school was open ... So of course I went to school. I came in the middle of 3rd block which would be Hameister's class, but he wasn't there... We had this weird crazy french sub who locked me out of the class becuase he said I didn't belong there or something. (I just walked in in the middle of class and sat down beside Travis and started talking - Then I left and he wouldn't let me back in) Anyhoo, I just wandered the rest of the block with Fumiko. Last block I went to the basketball game with Travis and Pierce... After school I went to Travis's with Brad, and Rob... Chris and Neil came over later and we all went up to the show. Urgh, this is boring me and I'm sure you don't really care anyways... So you don't get to hear about the rest of the night or today okay? OKAY!


Thought of toasters... 12/15/2001, 1:07pm.


December 12, 2001

And because I have THE coolest friends in the world... birthday, birthday, ya ya ya I luff you guys... Thanks =)


Thought of toasters... 12/12/2001, 9:20pm.


December 12, 2001

Turns out my dog died while I was at Travis's last night... and my mom wasn't planning on telling me until today... Gotta love the way parents think. Only a few people really understand how I feel about this... I'm so upset... I know, I have 3 dogs, but the other 2 are annoying rat dogs and they're just..... I don't know... They're not Jezabell, I'd still be upset if they died. But Jezabell was like my best friend... I miss her so much, it almost doesn't seem real........ I'm not at school today and people are getting pretty pissed at me for that... "It's just a dog, that's no reason to stay home" obviously these people have never had pets before *cough* Chris... But that's not the reason I'm home today anyways. My mom decided she wasn't going to work today so she came into my room this morning, turned off my alarm and said I could sleep in... So I just woke up like an hour ago... Now I'm in a bad mood and have a killer headache, so my best advice would be to stay away from me right now unless you're someone important.


Thought of toasters... 12/12/2001, 1:02pm.


December 8th, 2001

Yay, so yeah, I'm spending the weekend in Vancouver at my grandparents house so that's where I am now... fun...

Friday night... right after school I went to gabe with Ashley, Peter, Travis, Pierce, and Brad. We walked up to the store and got movies... it took us a long time to get there because we are all fat, lazy and slow. On the way to Ashley's a number of things happened... but none of them matter so I'm just going to note that Ashley and Pierce had an 'orgasmic war' and Travis and Brad walked around with their pants at their ankles for awhile, oh and I found myself a Yeild sign for my room. At Ashley's we watched a few movies and just hung around making lots of noise. At 7 we got in the car to get to the gathering place... Peter, Travis and Brad got in the back of the car and I lyed on top of them while Pierce and Ashley took the front... It was an interesting car ride to say the least... Ummm... The gathering place was pretty normal, Ryan, Scott and Paul were there... Dunno, that's pretty much all I have to say... (I'm getting yelled at by my psycho mother) Oh, and ferry workers are mean mean people...


Thought of toasters... 12/08/2001, 5:26pm.


December 4th, 2001

5 more days until my birthday! *Does the bum dance*

Well, I'm sick again... Big surprise there... Yesterday (monday) I went home sick in 3rd block... and today I stayed home... So there's not too much to tell you... I got kicked out of Hameister's class on Monday though... But that always happens so it's not really news anymore, just asume it happens everyday.

Okay, does anyone understand those really stupid/annyoing people who just seem to pop up everywhere? The ones that don't understand that when you live in a different province you most likely don't know the name of their school, and they would have never met your boyfriend, yet they still insist on knowing his name. You say you like punk music, they say "Oh! I'm like a huge punk fan! My fav bands r pink, blink182, the moffats, and limp bizkit (even tho they r so hardcore)" The people that no matter how annoyed you sound, they still continue talking about this guy Brent that lives in Ontario that they like, and think that you're best friends with this guy even though you swear you've never heard of him. The people that ask you where you live 345,654,991 times and then the 345,654,992nd time ask you where British Columbia is... YET THEY SAY THEY LIVE IN CANADA! Argh... Sorry... I hate stupid people... If anyone can explain how people can be like this, please, contact me ASAP... Thank you, and goodnight.

Mmmmm... Two more things... I'm going to start a band called the Spicy Grandmas... (go Duncan) Oh yeah... And and and A new section! Yay! Visit it here


Thought of toasters... 12/04/2001, 5:34pm.


December 1st, 2001

First things first GO HERE It's a grown up Mikey!! Well, no... but LOOK! For those of you who never got a chance to see the infamous Mikey this will pretty much give you the idea (except Mikey was 12 and had a mullet) Anyhoo... there's no "Hello my future girlfriend..." playing but it'll entertain me enough....

Ohhh... 9 more days until my birthday [hint hint] =D Oh and HAPPY LATE BIRTHDAY CAROL ... Sorry it's late but yeah, I never update ;) Thursday... late for Hameister's class with 3 other people... he makes us line up against the lockers (kinda like soldiers) then one by one calls us in... lecturing each person before they can sit down. So I got called up 3rd... He didn't say anything to me just let me go sit down so of course I had to say something... "Alright I didn't get lectured!" yeah... I need to learn to keep my mouth shut... He made me turn around and go down to the office... lol and Travis, the 4th person, was just left out there for the whole block... The office was a lot more fun than class though... lol Mr. Freeman gave me and Kelly food haha so we sat there eating while making fun of this kid from Dover who broke his ankle in a hockey tournament. Friday... okay, for those of you who know my neighbour, the psycho drunk fat one... Yeah, well his kid... He's this little shit... no older than 11... Okay, so anyways in the morning just before we leave for school my mom asks me to go to the top of the drive way and put the garbage can back. So I got up there and as soon as I touch it I'm hit with 4 snowballs... So I turn around and nuke him right in the face (bwhahaha). So that just sparks it and we're in this full out fight... Finally he runs at me... So I stick out my arms and push him over and he falls into a big pile of road snow (you know the gross dirty plow stuff?) ... Hahaha so of course me being the bitch that I am I stood over him and laughed... So this kid, turns out he's a bit bigger than I thought... He dove out of the snow and tackled me down... So yeah, I got REALLY wet... then my mom honked the horn so I picked up the garbage can and stuck it on his head and ran away! BWHAHAHA! But I was soaking wet for the first 2 blocks because my mom wasn't very impressed with my whole garbage can idea and wouldn't let me change my shirt... Oh well... Ummmm... After school I went to Travis's... Around 6 we were going to head down to Julian's but instead we went to the Santa Clause parade with Vicki and her little sister... Some random guy lectured us for booing the BMXer's ... Pffft... and Travis scared a bunch of people by zipping up his leather jacket and putting on his army ski mask... Today I have to go up to Comox to visit with some friends with my mommy... So yeah... and right now I'm re-dying my hair blue because it turned a really gross green in the hot tub... Mmmmm...


Thought of toasters... 12/01/2001, 10:48am.

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