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- Now - Page I'm On: Clicky (hahaha yes!) Staring blankly at: random notes i've been scralling to myself Wearing: something... *looks down* *doesn't care* Chating to: myself Music: my new Modest Mouse cd Wanting: company, misery loves it I hear Feeling: indescribable Wishing I were: SMOKING -Look- Boyish Cast Piccys Life List Afraid? Archives Links -Talky- Sign AIM )Quote of The Week( Too often a person grows complacent with their disillusionment, perpetually wearing their "discomfort" like a favorite shirt. - Family of lovers - Brody (RIP) Steve Jesse Bell Brodie Jon Ashlee Val (you love her) Kristen (K-DAWG) Fumiko Joey (MAAALLET) Soni Nic (Circe) STUPID VAN ISLE PUNKS!! My livejournal Kincaide 
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January 29, 2005 I think I should probably shut this down eh? I'm too lazy to copy and paste, plus I enjoy my livejournal community, having friends is cool... *sighs* Nothing really changes anyways. Dreamed of toasters....01/29/05, 11:46am October 8th, 2004 Woodgrove makes me nauseous, no, I'm not saying that as some type of metaphor for being sick by humanities consumer GREEEEED no no no... this is Jesse, in the mall yesterday for NO APPARENT REASON feeling like she's going to hurl from the smell, noise, and florescent lights... all over the gap windows. At least I think that's where I'd aim for. some girls in the washroom made fun of me for being scared of the automatic papertowel dispenser. god dammit everything in that fucking washroom is automatic, I won't be surprised if next time (I get my ass out to the north end of town) the doors start greeting you as you go into the stalls. FUCK. And to make things worse they weren't even the kind of girls that go to the washroom to pee, nope, they were in there CAKING on makeup and arguing over which shirt highlighted bimbo #1's eyes better, the blue or the green. There I am in my long sleeved yellow and red stripped shirt looking like hot dog condiments (the shirt I was wearing over top was definitely the burnt hotdog and onions), fuzzy partial hair (GOD DAMMIT HAIR GROW OR I'LL SHAVE YOU AGAIN!) wondering what the hell the big deal about looks are.... Man they looked at me like I was some sort of swamp creature. "Don't touch me I'll get covered in your oooze!!! EWWWWWWW" Fuck fuck fuck. People disgust me. *sigh* Amazing what a HUGE glass of EGGNOG can do to you. I feel strangely refreshed, like I had a sauna or something... but no, just raw sugar egg... ooooh yeaaaah Anyways, right, back to my mall morning. My reason for even being out there was to purchase the LAST TWO Moneen tickets for Sunday night (*SQUEE*) and I guess we just wandered towards the mall from Arbutus (not before getting lost in Superstore, FUCKING CHRIST I hate that place...).... We were planning on leaving right away but Matt and I are really easily distracted. No, REALLY easily... I almost pissed my pants when Matt found me Henry Rollins live on DVD. I can't wait until I have the opportunity to actually see this man in the flesh *shakes fist in Jacob's direction* And I finally found something to do with that $50 gift certificate my mom won to La Vien Rose (yeah, a lingerie store, what the fuck am I going to buy there? I've had this thing for like a year)... THEY HAVE BLACK SILK PJ PANTS. Oh god... I could live in these pants... *drools and pets her legs* We eventually escaped the mall, got on the bus and found Laurina and Shaun at the Country Club stop, they joined us downtown. It was good to see the two, and especially good to walk home with just Shaun.... we always have really neat conversations when it's just the two of us and I had nearly forgotten. Is it safe to say I miss him? Just as we were parting ways Cat pulled up beside me and we went speeding off while she raged about her morning's stupidly lame UNFAIR occurance. I miss my Cat, I rarely see her now that school is in. I think I'm gunna go drink some more eggnog and and sew some shirt on my shirt. =) Dreamed of toasters....10/08/04, 11:46am September 12, 2004 AHAHA! The friend is sick, so now it's just me, my mother and my aunt for her (mothra's) birthday... yay! heh heh... Fumiko is weird. I will not put cheese on my rice... Changed the pictures so they won't be uploaded to geocities anymore... it takes a long time to load them up to this new site though, so it isn't complete... But there's some new pics to stare at. Dreamed of toasters....09/12/04, 1:15pm September 8th, 2004 Shit is strange. I had the weirdest dreams last night. I don't remember most of them (there were so many) but I would wake up from a dream and still be in a dream, go back to sleep and then wake up again in this same dream world. It felt like I was asleep for days. The only part I really recall was I had woken up from another dream to this really loud noise coming from Bowen park. There were all these weird lights and shit and it kept getting louder. So I yelled at the random machine to "shut the fuck up" and then 4 boys appeared on my power lines (it was Kyle, Alex, Brad and I think Dillon) and started whipping rocks at it to help me. All of a sudden all these people started climbing up my roof and sitting all over it... Some I knew, others I recognized as people I have seen (one was this creepy guy I always see downtown). As soon as they were all seated it started to snow, they were all yelling at the machine and then someone was like "well what the heck, we're already at the house" and they all pulled out these papers and started singing christmas carols... I yelled for someone to come to my window to see this (they were all aligned on my roof facing my window singing like they were out carroling). Finally Cat, Matt and Ashlee came into my room and laughed until the machine blew up. Everyone then came inside, getting snow all over my room and destroying all the pictures on my wall. ...Then we were outside checking out the explotion and I don't remember the rest. So Terre *ahem* "The Friend" called this morning, and the plans for my mom's birthday are now set. This woman, is well, fucked. She'd overheard that my mom was taking me to get my tea leaves read at this classy little tea house (The Calico Cat), just me and her, and decided since we hadn't done that yet she'd invite herself along and say it was for my mom's birthday. Well, I figured we'd do dinner, since that's what we always do... It's like tradition almost and she decides that's not good enough. So after some compromising, we're doing both... but she's freaking out about what to do in between... IT DOESN'T MATTER! My mom and I never plan things out fully, we just play it by ear and have fun... I don't think Terre understands the concept and it's pissing me off. First she invades my plans, and then doesn't think my idea of what to do for my mom's birthday (take her out to the greek restaurant by the globe) is good enough. *stabs voodoo Terre in the throat 7 times* After that I went to the hot tub room and had a long talk with my aunt about, well everything. About "the friend", about school, about getting a job... I forgot how smart she was. Sometimes I forget that that whole crazy thing was just a stage, and that she's not sick anymore... She makes sense, and she's not going to attack me. Heh. She feels the same way I do about Terre, and it's really good to have someone to talk to who it affects as much as me... None of my friends really get it... Fiddled with the Cast page a bit... but I'm lazy, so not too much has changed. Dreamed of toasters....09/08/04, 12:30pm Not enough for you punk?! |
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