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| May 18, 2004 Wowsa, i just got my prom pics, well some of them, and i decided to put them on here. So yeah take a looksie on the pics page. thanks guys! lol Oh and btw....anyone wo wants to play game or start drama with me anymore, go for it because i don't care, I'm done caring about useless shit that in 2 years wont matter. So whatever. PeAcE! May 11, 2004 wow I'm grounded again woot! Oh well I dont even care anymore. I'm really done caring about anything. I mean, not trying to sound pessimistic or anything but I've just decided that everytime I start to give a shit about anything, it back fires so, if I don't care, it can't backfire. The few of you that actually care are probably wondering, what is up with all this? and the answer is things from the past, and some new things. The things from the past, if youdon't know about them, you prolly wont so too bad. But the new things are all my dandy friends. I mean, don't think I'm a lightswitch that you can turn on and off whenever you feel like it. doesn't work that way. And don't get pissy with me and expect me to just automatically know whats wrong and fix it. If somethings wrong, tell me, other wise nothings gonna change. OK, now that thats over with. I was going through my files on my other comp, and found this poem thingy I had written a few weeks back. Its kinda depressing and prolly sounds stupid to those of you that on't know what it's about. (I keep saying those of you as if anyones actually reading this haha) Anyways, i decided to post it just for the hell of it so here it is: Feel it well up in your heart the pain you felt for her a feeling thats nothing new to me. The way your feeling now, is how I felt all along. You thought you loved her, I thought I loved you. You broke my heart, she broke yours. Love is funny like that. And how does it feel to know the one you love wants nothing to do with you? Now your hurting, Feeling hopeless. Now I�m healing, Growing Wiser. They told you to forget her, You had an awesome girl here. They tell me to forget you, I never had you. And now your gone, with no one there. You left me lying broken, all alone and used with no one left to help me through. Funny how the one who causes the tears, is the only one with the tissue. How could you do this?! Wrapped up in your lies, you�ve been caught! I even let you know you�re caught! Yet you still lie to me! And the story keeps changing, What�ll it be next time? But the tables are turned. Its my turn now. While your drowning in self pity, I�m swimming to the shore. I�m Moving on. I�m Done, You�re Through. Who�s stronger now? May 3, 2004 haha wow I'm so retarded, I just noticed I was still putting 2003 on all the dates. im so smooth. anyways yeah i was grounded for some stupid shit but whatever im thought it and yeah its gravy. Hmm a recap on the life and times of me....lets see.....i lost a few of my friends because i guess im not cool enough haha prolly not theyre lame so whatever. Umm i met a few awesome people lately, on the internet none the less, but one of them im not friends with now because of rumors. I just love how people i don't know or talk to know more about who i like than i do. hmm whatever....and because of that i lost one of my other close friends and i wish i didn't lose her because shes really cool and when she wants to talk to me again ill be here. Hmm what else, O the other friends i met. Matt and Mike...OMG what to say about those two. I've knwont hem 2 weeks but i feel like ive known them forever haha. Kayla, Matt, Mike, and I all went and saw Briertone on may 1st. OMG they are awesome. I love them so much haha. In Arms, Sparrows Gate, and Empty Heats Bleed Less were also there and they all did really good. The pit was so much fun, me and kay went crazy in the pit. Matt said the word to decribe me would be jsut that, "crazy" i knocked a couple people ont he ground, i got knocked ont he ground, in the first song i got picked up by some random guy, but he was hot so it was gravy haha j/k. But he really was hot. Within the first 20 minutes we were there, my friend had already sent a guy to the hospital. After Briertone played, i got to talk tot he bassist, guitarist and the lead singer. And when i was talking to Adam Passion (the lead singer) we got talking about a street team and so now Kayla and I are going to be promoting them down here in Lompuke! It's gonna be awesome. SO if anyof you wanna know who they are or anything about them, lemme know and i'll hook ya up haha! So yeah i can't wait til the 29th when they'll be playing in Santa Maria again. Go to the music page and look for more info. so yeah im gonna go so i can get some of the other pages updated. |
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