| Past Posts/Bitching |
| July 30, 2003 Wow!! How long has it been since I've updated this thing?? lol..Anyways i finally got my stupid computer working so now i can work on it! I Might even just do something completely Different! Who knows! Well im gonna go get working so PEACE! ~Delyn~ December 24, 2003 I am one lazy little person aren't I? yeah this site is really buggin me this time around so I really think I'm going to redo most of it. Well, lets see, has anything good happened since I was last one here? Ummmm.....Well Chris left for the Military *cries* but he'll be back, or at least he better be cause I have his crap in my attic. Umm I've met a few guys, but most of them have turned out to be guys that I couldn't be paid enough to date. Hmm what else.. O, I had a guy that I've never met before and I've talked to maybe 5 or 6 times for like 10 minutes each time, tell me he's in love with me and has been "for awhile" BULLCRAP...sorry but that just can't happen, but whatever. Not to sound like a "cold heartless bitch", as i was called last year by a person who will remain unnamed. Hmm and I met another person, who will also be unnamed, hes sweet and nice and seems like someone I could really get along with. Then what do i do? I find a way to screw that up. Funny how that happens, you finally get happy and thigns start going good, then everything goes "KAPOOII" and gets all messed up. But who knows, maybe he'll give me a second chance. I hope so. And why is the people who are supposed to be looking out for you and making sure nothing abd happens to you, are the people that cause the bad stuff and aren't exactly looking out for you...... Anyways, I got somethin to bitch about thats royally pissing me off. It seems that everyone is on the freaking depressed bandwagon. WTF?? Yeah somethin bad happens, be sad, cry, feel sorry for yourself for a bit, then GET OVER IT. I'm tired of hearing about people and how lonely they are and how no one like them and they're to retarded to do anything about who the like and BLAH BLAH BLAH. If you really like someone, GO AFTER THEM. And if you're lonely, work on making freinds, dont worry about finding someone to love or hold or be yours or WHATEVER, you're still in high school, that means you still have lets see, ummm the rest of your freaking life to find someone. so why waste your time being all depressed. Find something that makes you happy and do it, and stop complaining to people about your problems all of the time, because if you never shut up and your supposed to be oh so great of friends, then how are they ever going to be able to come to you to talk if you never freaking SHUT UP! ok im really done now. Time to work! FUN January 21, 2003 This is great. Just fuckin great. Chris left a little over a month ago, yet he still seems to control my life. Not in the way that I do what he tells me, but that for some reason most every drama i have right now is CAUSE OF HIM. Why is it the one person you just dont think would ever hurt you or lie to you is the one that lies the most and hurts you the most? Funny how that is. Then the other little bitch that if she doesn't watch her fuckin back she will not be able to walk, not a threat, a promise. BIG difference. Even now that Chris is gone, hes bitching about my little camping adventure. He should get over it. I know he wanted to be there blah blah blah HES IN TEXAS! Then the comment about if he were here, he woulda hit me by now. WTF was that? My life not his, again get over it. Plus its not like im purposely doing that, shit happens that i can't control. And dont you think that if your gonna try to lie about something to one person, you might wanna cover your ass and make sure the other person involved doesn't blab and don't tell the people that are very close to the person your keeping it from, they WILL tell. And whats even WORSE. If i hadn't told Chris about the little slut, he wouldn't have even remembered who she is. So thats just fucking great that inadvertantly, I CAUSED THIS. If i hadn't told him about her telling Cher about how she'd fuck chris and how hes so hot blah blah blah, he wouldn't have looked her up in the yearbook and he wouldnt know her. And when i first told him bout it all, he said thats really creepy shes like a stalker or something and he made fun of her so much, then he fucked her. YAY! not... So other than that and the fact that every guy im remotely interested in couldn't give a rats ass that I'm even alive, life is peachy. Have you ever been sitting in your room, thinking or just relaxing or your playing on your computer or soemthing and had your mom come in, lay down on your bed and SHE WONT LEAVE? Yeah, it sucks! I think she forgot that she has her own room to go to and to get to it, you turn right instead of left down the hallyway. And today, i had my radio on, but it was "too loud" according to my dad, yet at 3 in the morning, my dad can have his tv up full blast? OK that makes a LOT of sense... whatever hes dumb. And the depression bandwagon is STILL going full throttle. Everyone seems to be "giving up" and "not knowing what to do" BOOHOO. so what if your friend made new friends, they WONT FORGET YOU, so what if your boyfriend didn't call you for ONE DAY, he HAS A LIFE TOO. Some people don't even have boyfriends or anyone to even hold so quit ur bitchin and be thankful that you do. One last thing. You hear people talking bout their "Fantasies". Well I have one too now. Although its not one of those good juicy naked ones. Its jsut me beating the living shit outta the little bitch and then telling the asshole off. I wont post it because then if I end up fufilling my fantasy, it wont be a surprise. So yeah Im out, Fuck you Have a Shitty die and hope you die and rot in hell.~Delyn~ |