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| This page is for all my rants that I may or may not have... Seeming as I really don't have anyone to rant to, so welcome to my rant page! Call it an online journal if you will... | ||||||||||||||
| *Sighs* And so begins my life story... Or just part of it... You see, this summer has really been one of my more special summers. For the most part, I've found it quite unproductive, except for a few fun things that I did... Okay, I did a lot of fun things, but this summer has just been weird! It has allowed me WAY too much thinking time! It's actually been quite depressing, I mean, what's the point of getting to know people? You don't REALLY know them, it's not like you can see into their minds and know exactly what they're thinking. Do you really know if they're just putting on some act do impress you? If somebody says that they're your friend, do they really mean it or are they just trying to keep you from feeling bad by saying that they are? And even if you think they're really your friends, will you see them after you graduate? Graduation is sooo depressing! I still have 10 months until I graduate, but then what happens? We all go our separate ways and never talk to each other again? I hate the thought of that... I just hate the thought of leaving all of the people I've grown to love so much... ugh... | ||||||||||||||
| Right, so I was sorting through all of my school stuff today and I came across my english binder from the beginning of the year, and it made me think. 'Why do i need to learn all of this crap?' As I'm holding up a stack of paper that's two inches thick... Is school really going to help me in my life? Do they REALLY NEED to teach you half of the things that they do? For example, do I need to know how significant the camera angles are in the Macbeth movie? I don't think so. Schools should give you more choices in what you learn, or at least allow you to take what you want without the Universities telling you that it's not freaken good enough! School is totally overrated... I hope somebody high and mighty in the government realizes that and changes something. Seven years of post secondary AT LEAST is such a waste of time to get a job that you really want... Shouldn't graduating from High school be enough to get you a good job? It's really not fair for people who can't afford a better education... *Sighs* Well, like they say: "The rich keep getting richer, and the poor keep getting poorer"... this world sucks! | ||||||||||||||
| Ergh... I'm sick of things... Not just one thing in particular, but various things. I'm sick of people. I'm sick of people walking up to me commenting on my height! Who cares if I am taller or shorter than someone?! Holy MUFFINS, just STOP telling me about it! Don't walk up to me and go "Wow Jess, you're so much taller than me..." or, "OMG, I'm finally taller than you!!", I don't FREAKEN CARE!! You don't need to tell me something I already know; it should be obvious if I'm shorter or taller than you... Secondmost, I'm sick of myself... I really am... I actually WANT homework so that I'll stop thinking about my life... It's not that my life sucks, I'm just plain sick of it! I think of the same things, I do the same things, all the time... It's boring... This is why school work will help me! I don't know what I would do if it weren't for school... Actually, I probably wouldn't know much of anything if it weren't for school... ERGH! I'm such an IDIOT!! | ||||||||||||||
| Ok, so now, rather than being sick of THINGS, I'm sick of PEOPLE! Not all people.... Just the ones who piss me off... Mainly everyone except for Andrea, Mya, and Sarah... (If you ever read this, feel special) I'm just... Blah.... Ergh... Blah... Why do people have to be so.... Peopleish? I mean, there's the ones who are almost constantly prudes, then there are the ones who think I'm stupid for being a Christian. Then there are those people who brag about their problems, I mean, I can understand people telling me their problems so that maybe I could help them or make them feel better in some way, but when they sit there and go on and on and then when you try to make them feel better by comparing a situation that you've been in, they change their story to make theirs sound way worse than it actually is. It's so weird, why would somebody want so much attention like that? And it's not even good attention! It makes people think bad things about you! I'm not just talking about anybody in particular, but everybody seems to be looking for the wrong things in the wrong places... Even I do it sometimes... It just makes me feel... Ick! And then I see the lives of the people I love just go down the drain...It makes me feel sad... I wish I could do something, but one person can't make the whole world better... | ||||||||||||||
| Argh! stupid page builder is working like crap! I really should use something else, but am I that un-lazy? No. *Listens to Jupiter* Why do things have to be so pretty? It makes me want to cry... I'm so excited for playing Jupiter though, it's going to sound so good, Holst is so great! *Grins overly much* Anywhoz, so back to ranting... Life is confusing... People are confusing... Don't you just wish that some people would tell you things so that they won't leave you guessing forever? I mean, they leave you thinking about it for such a long time, and there's barely ever an occasion in which you can bring it up again... It bothers me, but what can you do?? I guess wait until they actually tell you? That's my theory... I think it'll work... Hopefully. | ||||||||||||||
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