Aum Gung Ganapathaye Namah

Namo tassa bhagavato arahato samma-sambuddhassa

Homage to The Blessed One, Accomplished and Fully Enlightened

In the name of Allah, Most Gracious, Most Merciful

International Stalking and Cyberstalking in India

A Collection of Articles, Notes and References

Chapter 4

(Revised: Wednesday, January 12, 2005)

By

Praise the Buddha

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8 "... Freely you received, freely give”.

            - Matthew 10:8 :: New American Standard Bible (NASB)

 

1 “But mark this: There will be terrible times in the last days.

2 People will be lovers of themselves, lovers of money, boastful, proud, abusive, disobedient to their parents, ungrateful, unholy,

3 without love, unforgiving, slanderous, without self-control, brutal, not lovers of the good,

4 treacherous, rash, conceited, lovers of pleasure rather than lovers of God—

5 having a form of godliness but denying its power. Have nothing to do with them.

6 They are the kind who worm their way into homes and gain control over weak-willed women, who are loaded down with sins and are swayed by all kinds of evil desires,

7 always learning but never able to acknowledge the truth.                                                                  

8 Just as Jannes and Jambres opposed Moses, so also these men oppose the truth--men of depraved minds, who, as far as the faith is concerned, are rejected.

9 But they will not get very far because, as in the case of those men, their folly will be clear to everyone.”

            - 2 Timothy 3:1-9  :: New International Version (NIV)

 

The right to be left alone – the most comprehensive of rights, and the right most valued by a free people

            - Justice Louis Brandeis, Olmstead v. U.S., 1928.

 

Therefore, I say:

Know your enemy and know yourself;

in a hundred battles, you will never be defeated.

When you are ignorant of the enemy but know yourself,

your chances of winning or losing are equal.

If ignorant both of your enemy and of yourself,

you are sure to be defeated in every battle.

-- Sun Tzu, The Art of War, c. 500bc

 

10    My son, if sinners entice thee, consent thou not.

            - Proverbs 1:10 :: King James Version (KJV)

 

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Diary Notes on the Australian Stalker

 

I personally don’t want to publish this material as well as that concerning the other stalkers. For it deals with the private life of women, which harms them, even if not named. It embarrasses them in public. All I know is my conscience never allows dealing with them, no matter how “romantic” it may seem to many men and women in society. “You know how romantic it was! He threw all away and walked off” as many men in the society talk hush-hush. I was brought up in a certain manner where woman is expected to be faithful to the man. The stalkers – none of them have that basic factor. They just live on – drifting from one man to another or indulging in immoral activities as a means of living etc. Saying that you love a man and then indulge in immoral things – may be accepted in certain societies; but to some men, it is not. Everything gets over there. No further movement on that path of “romance” at all. Many of those copycat women also have similar faithless attitude. For to them, it is a matter of glamour only. Just words only, on faith. No content. No action. Their intrusiveness into stranger’s life with spy devices proves that. Then there are ones who bank on assault thoughts. Why? When the conscience never allows, there is no point in assault either. Any crime, it is always better to ponder on the after-effects. You just go into a still deeper criminal scenario where the point of return to goodness may be lost. At the end of the day, I can only feel pity and compassion to all those who tried to influence in various ways. There are times I fell into deep depression for harming others. But then, when I ponder over these writings, the morality involved, and about that powerful “something” (the only nearest term, from a scientific viewpoint, that I can give is Energy – Lord Energy) which shielded me from going further on the dark path which many a man could have gone ignorantly – yes, I owe a lot to that that is invisible.

Always and always, Praise to Him, the invisible. Praise the Lord!

Written around 08:30 pm Wednesday, January 15, 2003

 

The woman that deliberates is lost.

- Addison.

 

deliberate

adj.

  1. Done with or marked by full consciousness of the nature and effects; intentional: mistook the oversight for a deliberate insult.
  2. Arising from or marked by careful consideration: a deliberate decision. See Synonyms at voluntary.
  3. Unhurried in action, movement, or manner, as if trying to avoid error: moved at a deliberate pace. See Synonyms at slow.

v. intr.

  1. To think carefully and often slowly, as about a choice to be made.
  2. To consult with another or others in a process of reaching a decision.

v. tr.

To consider (a matter) carefully and often slowly, as by weighing alternatives.

 

Pre-requisite for readership of this offensive material:

In the West, sex is a part of life. You don’t give much importance to family values, shame etc when dealing with sex. Extra-marital sex, promiscuous life-style are all glamour and fashion. Such concepts are accepted openly in western society.

The exact reversal is the case in the East. There are family values, though fast eroding with westernization. The younger generation are fast shifting over to the western way of life while many an old men and women (the old generation) still hold on to the traditional values. So a westerner who reads the contents of this file have to change cap or mind-set to that of an orthodox person of values, morality etc, to differentiate certain concepts properly. Otherwise, you might end up the reading with a comment “Oh, some trash”.

Written around 08:45 pm Tuesday, January 14, 2003

 

1997 Melbourne, Australia

Before I left for the temple

“She came and stayed as a guest, with the Irish family staying opposite the street. An old man, old woman, a middle aged woman and a very young beautiful girl of around 10 years. (A strange thought always comes repeatedly like a wave. Why don’t such beautiful women become nuns? Why couldn’t such women offer themselves to the invisible Lord? Why couldn’t such women be sincere and truthful in retaining their purity and chastity for ever? The best flowers are always offered to the invisible Lord. NOT to a dirty mortal. Praise the Lord!)

More than one year, she patiently watched. Then her temperament began to change. One day,

“I want to rape him!” she burst out in desperation.

The old man gulped the beer down his throat, in surprise.

The little girl burst out laughing.

“Well, normally guys do that sort of thing. Women! It is not that common” the old man replied with a mischievous grin.

“How about kidnapping him?” she made a suggestion.

“We can try! Never know. But he is a car-racer. Drives too fast. We get some of our men to way-lay him at the freeway exits.” the old man consoled her.”

(Freeways are separate high speed roads with 100km/hr speed limit. In Western countries, one have to drive long distances for work. Many use the freeway to save time.)

Many an Irish man came to her help.

Many an attempt. They feared the police. Many a car-race.

In April 1998, I left the residence for the temple. 

Written around 7:35 am September 5, 2002

Revised around 07:35 am Friday, January 17, 2003

 

1997 Melbourne, Australia

The days dragged on. Minutes, hours, days, weeks, months, years…

The frustration. The agony of pent up passion. The erotic desires. The vulgar thoughts. The pressure built up. Somewhere a release. But where?

She tried chain-smoking. Then switched over to drugs. She befriended that guy who secretly supplied her drugs in small amounts. Every day, at that same hour, she injected the drug into her body. “Pass me …that sticky tape…please…” How she cried in pain! The release… The “satisfaction”…

“Why drugs?” the old man asked in grief.

“What else, after all this time. I want to kill myself, like him. Feel the pain”

She became a drug-addict.

Written around 01:00 pm September 7, 2002

Revised around 07:05 pm Thursday, February 27, 2003

 

Based on some of the case-studies above, I wonder how much damages a “self-controlled” woman can cause in a modern world? If she have had sat still in Australia, many problems would not have been there in the first place. But then she gossiped. The intimate and private matters of a man. Here and there. Across communities. Across nations. Across provinces. Where ever she could. Finally what happened? Shame and disgrace by her own action.

What can be the most intimate and private matter of any man?

Let any man ask himself. Is it proper, conducive to one’s self respect and dignity to chat on that? One who does chat, is he a man or a beast? Don’t you also have similar private things?

Problem lies in the above logical question.

One way of behavior. There is an equivalent counter behavior.

One way of strike. There is an equivalent reverse strike.

There is no point in saying “I called so and so such and such”. Meaningless!

No verbal action in the first place.

See how much damage a “self controlled” woman did with her verbal action?

Have I done anything wrong, to face discrimination at many places?

Why should I be treated as a criminal, for not doing any crime?

An ordinary man, just like anyone. I am not a God, black magician, “mad man” or whatever.

Just a plain normal man.

There are places where people refused to have any dealings with me, because somebody tarnished my name for no crime. Why?

There are places where I was given strange nick-names. Why?

Yes, women who go over the roof are really a problem. Yet modern society idolizes women!

Written around 05:45 pm September 8, 2002

 

1997 Melbourne, Australia

The middle aged woman was very intelligent. Her questions, very thought-provoking.

“Over one year you have been staying with us. You said you love him. But then, why did you have sex with that other man yesterday?”

“Why not? Everybody does that. It is fashion!”

Written around 11:20 am September 11, 2002

 

Imagine how my life would have been, if I have had any form of relationship with the above types of women, the modern women of fashion? What should a modern man aim for, if he ever marry? When you leave home for work or whatever, what could be the pastime of such women? Women, without any form of shame.

How much indebted I ought to be with the invisible Lord, from saving my life from such women! Yet, when I left for the temple, that shameless woman followed with spy devices to monitor my activities at the temple. Just like the “lollipop woman” does today. Monitor and monitor. For what they aim for? What do they intend to achieve?

Written around 11:30 am September 11, 2002

 

Whenever women of a certain age go beyond regulations, check out how their mother’s are. From personal experience, the women’s mother plays a vital part in the woman’s way of life. There in Australia, her mother used to visit her once or twice a week to see how her strategies are going on. Here the old woman pushes the “lollipop” woman for this and that. I wonder, when such dirty women are stoned, will their mother’s also be stoned? They are abettors to the dirty way of life.

Written around 05:00 pm September 12, 2002

 

The strange language co-incidence

A drug-addict. A frequent or daily user of drugs. In English language, you call the action as “being stoned”.

A woman commits adultery. Then she tries to force some other man to commit adultery. The Lord’s Law gives stoning as punishment to such a woman. Now what happens if physically such a punishment is not imparted, at the time of fruition? Diverse options are there for indirect punishment. The culprit unknowingly undergoes the punishment. There, the Australian woman became a drug addict. She “stoned” herself. A strange language co-incidence! Yes, it is a nightmare as well as a blessing to observe the invisible actions of the Lord!

Written around 07:35 am September 13, 2002

 

Why reverse action for whatever one does? Good action, good reverse action. Bad action, Bad reverse action.

The analogy: Imagine a still pond. Throw a stone into the pond. What can happen?

Nothing?

For every action, there is an equal and opposite reaction.

The force with which the stone falls on the still pond, causes reverse action. An equivalent force in the form of ripples. The ripples spread across the pond, with decreasing intensity further and further away from the point of contact, of the stone and water.

So too any human action in the ocean of energy.

Observe the ripples created across nations by the Australian woman. Such actions are in short “public nuisance”, creation of unnecessary ripples just because somebody got heated up.

The same with any person, man or woman, who heats up themselves with unwanted desires, vulgar thoughts etc.

Written around 09:30 am September 13, 2002

 

Malaysia is a Muslim nation. Adulterous behaviour by women carries the punishment of public stoning. Possession of drugs by foreigners carries death penalty. I wonder how the Australian woman clandestinely followed for nearly three months in Malaysia, with her daily drug addiction (or is the reasoning – a diabetic patient?) and evading the laws of a nation.

Written around 09:35 am September 13, 2002

Revised around 01:20 pm Sunday, February 16, 2003

 

Some related incidents in Malaysia:

A conversation occurred between the author and one of the disciples of his master, on certain concepts concerning spiritual adepts, monks, religious spiritual masters and the deep sea. The conversation occurred in a high speed car traveling at around 100km/hr in the Malaysian “freeway”, the return journey from the retreat at Ipoh to Negeri Sembilan. The author and the master’s disciple were the sole occupants of that high speed car. The master as well as the other disciples was in a car that went before.

That conversation is today a hush-hush talk in many social surroundings. A private talk that happened between two people.

In other words, there was a tracking car/vehicle in pursuit. Either the disciple’s car was bugged with a powerful transmitter capable of transmitting audio conversation even at high speed or a high tech emission device was used for illegal and covert eavesdropping. (Also refer Orland, Kevin. (Thursday, February 06, 2003) Satellite stalking: Latest hi-tech crime. USA: Associated Press.)

During that period of the time, is the Government of Malaysia/Malaysian Intelligence or law enforcement aware on the industrial espionage carried out by a white Australian woman as well as her white boyfriend, with the help of advanced emission devices? The business conferences, management meetings, top management decisions regarding the concerned company re-structure or re-engineering etc that occurred in that international conglomerate over that short three month period (March 1999 – June 1999) in Malaysia was covertly accessed from a far-away distance by the two Australians. Will the company involved sue the couple for industrial spying? Access to confidential company secrets? Were the information traded to the company’s competitors?

Written around 10:45 am Monday, January 20, 2003

Revised around 07:55 pm Friday, March 28, 2003

 

Yes, this writing itself is the evidence, which any honest police officer or law enforcement can verify any time into the future. It is immaterial who or where the author is, whether alive or not. What matters is how the laws of human society are violated and how the invisible hands of the Lord punished such violation. So who cares the primitive Courts of Law of man?

Written around 09:40 am September 13, 2002

 

The problem with clandestine observation is, it commits adultery for a young woman if observing a young man. Mental adultery. Mental prostitution. Why be a whore by one’s own action? Yes, in society, such things may be an accepted practise. Look what happened in Australia. The woman observed and watched other’s private matters. Extramarital sex is “normal” in that society. Sex is “fun” there. A pastime. Being in that environment, living in that environment, being used to that environment, that woman did not find anything wrong with having vigorous sex with her “former” boyfriends, once in a while. The problem is to the one, who says and believes that such things are wrong, IN THAT environment. To me, it was wrong. In that environment, to the society, I AM wrong. To her, it is normal. Accepted by that society. So it is a broken bridge. Opposing viewpoints. There may be men who accept the dirt of many a man. For they also deal with many a women, both ways. The husband may have many “wives”, the wife in turn may have many “husbands”. But there are also men who don’t deal with such dirt of other men. So that is what it is. The environment decides certain things. Here also, I say mental prostitution is wrong. But to society, it is “normal”. Can any young women observe others without having any feelings of mental attachment, closeness? No. So why be a whore then? That time could have been used to find someone else and settle down decently somewhere or train oneself honestly as a celibate.

Written around 10:50 am September 13, 2002

 

A travelling experience

In a Western country, from a young age, boys have girl friends and vice versa. As they mature in life, they select their own “future” wife, usually their child-hood friend. When it comes to emotions, desires, passions, they thus have a legal and valid exit for release of their passions. Something accepted in society, “sex”. When we compare masturbation and sex in a western society, masturbation is something “frowned” upon. Not healthy. Not socially accepted. Whereas sex with their close-friend is something seen as “healthy” and “beneficial”. The same scenario, observe from the Eastern side. From the adolescent age, the youth “controls” himself or herself, until the parents find a marriageable person. Yes, there are cases of elopement. There are cases where the “heated” up male visits “bad” houses. There are cases of self-masturbation. The problem is, in that “controlling” of passions. Many fail. Nowadays with rapid westernisation, you have clash of culture values. The older generation holding on to their tradition. The modern youth longing for the early release of pent up passions. You want to do, but you can’t do. If you do wrongly, you are a whore, male or female. Marriageable age which used to be over 30’s in the last generation, coming down in this generation. Very hard for many a man and woman to live alone and keep “dreaming”. Sometimes, I wonder, isn’t the concept of child-marriage beneficial under this scenario. During my travels, how many a youth I came across, who faced the above dilemma of release, parental restrictions etc. To be a celibate, one have to undergo restrictions. But many a man or woman doesn’t accept those restrictions. Restriction is viewed as lack of freedom. Something untouchable to a modern man or woman. Freedom everywhere, being the motto. From the above analysis, if we go back to the Australian case-study, in that society, there is nothing wrong in the actions of that woman. She only did what her surroundings did. Nothing more. Nothing less. She got heated up. There was a socially accepted exit for release. The problem was, out comes someone with an utopian viewpoint, celibacy or chastity, on an environment where such a concept is unheard of. So why blame others? All are right from their own viewpoint, their own environment. If I hold on a viewpoint, then I accept that viewpoint and live accordingly. Why should I try to enforce those viewpoints on others? I am not a dictator, nor do I wish to be.

Written around 02:25 pm September 13, 2002

 

The very same problem is faced by many a first generation NRI’s (Non-Resident Indian) in foreign countries, especially western. If they have grown up children, especially daughters, they face the dilemma. The environment they live in is open. Whereas back home, you have the closed door system. If the children follow the environment they live in, what happens if somebody back home learns that the kids have or had other relations? A loss of face. Embarrassment to the family. So we have “hush-hush” everywhere. Secrecy. How the kids live in western countries - classified! Not to be discussed.

Written around 02:50 pm September 13, 2002

Revised around 09:00 pm Tuesday, January 14, 2003

 

Then there are those in the Eastern side, who find a “safe” release. To keep the youth from being “misguided”. What is it? A heavy dose of pornography. You watch and masturbate until you marry someone. Is it the right option? To save oneself from visiting a bad woman, is the heavy pornography a good medicine? You bleed to death, with masturbation! Cooling is something very hard to come across in this tropical environment.

Written around 03:10 pm September 13, 2002

 

Self questions which I always ask of a certain periodical cycle of similar events, at different places, at different time. Only the characters vary:

Take the Australian woman as a case study.

A woman may be “love-stuck”. A “self-created” mental problem. A one-way road.

1.  What right such a woman have to try to push into other’s privacy?

2.  To learn other’s personal matters?

3.  Clandestine monitoring of months, years - Who gave the right for such monitoring on strangers?

a.  If a politician is monitored with wire-tapping etc, uproar happens in assembly, parliament etc. The ruling government can even resign. With such a scenario, who are this people with “exclusive” monitoring rights over a long period?

b.  Phone tapping. Computer hacking. Visual devices for monitoring. What sort of punishment will be there for this group of people?

c.  Am I being monitored in the interest of national security? If so, is there a court order or a central Home ministry order? Else, what is going on??

d.  Is it proper before the nation, for this group of people to escape punishment? If the case is not made public, will it not become a trend in the future, for anyone to do likewise with someone else?

e.  Shouldn’t there be deterrent punishment for this group of people? A model punishment which forbids a similar crime repetition in the future.

f.   An ice-berg. A group of front-line people at the top, hiding the hidden backup, the bottom of the ice-berg.

g.  Doesn’t the Lord witness such a violation! Won’t the Lord punish the land, the people behind the crime? May the Lord judge! Praise the Lord!

4.  Who called them into places where they are “unwanted”, “uninvited”?

5.  What logic is it? The “pushing” syndrome into other’s life.

6.  Will a good public beating “open their eyes”? A good verbal abuse?

7.  If some stranger gets “love-stuck”, so what with me?

8.  Why trouble other’s life with their “funny” tantrums? Artificial “co-incidences”?

9.  Maybe such women have some serious “mental” problem. But then why trouble others?

10.         Should a man put a gate sign “Get Lost”? Something like “Beware of Dogs”

11.         More than 4 years, the avoid strategy was used in Australia. But then, they don’t just go away. Something like not heeding the indirect “Get Lost” sign. They try to hold on. So how to counter this nuisance?

12.         By their character, they are shameless and disobedient. So no normal man will deal with them. The question is “How to kick them out, of their observation posts?”

13.         You go to one place. There is somebody “love-stuck”. You go another place. There is somebody else “love-stuck”. Then you go to some other place. There is still somebody else “love-stuck”. Is it proper to deal with all these women of different places? No decency? No morality? What do they expect man to be? The funny thing is, all these “love-stuck” maniacs have family backing! Even their families are “maniacs”! Can’t they find someone else from their own community, religion, status etc instead of trying to fish a poor wandering man?

14.         Young boys used to be beaten, for disciplining. How about young girls? Is “pampering” or “excessive love” towards a girl child, the result of such “mental” problems? Or is it the other way around? No one in the family cares about the girl. So when the girl grows up into womanhood, she runs around looking for the “perfect love” here and there. What actually is the cause?

15.         Is it woman’s freedom? In olden times, women rarely have freedom to do this and that. Now women are everywhere. Equality in gender. Woman’s liberation!

16.         What makes a woman think that a stranger ought to run after them?

a.  Long months of clandestine observation? There were women with years of wasted clandestine observation.

b.  Sweet talk? There are women who can talk more sweeter.

c.  Makeup? There are women who can put more makeup.

d.  Body display? There are women who can put more and better physical display.

e.  Facial display? There are women who can put more and better facial display.

f.   What else! I ran out of choices for other reasons.

17.         It all narrows down to, Why disturb me unnecessarily? Sister!

18.         Why can’t I be treated as a younger brother or elder brother?

Answers I never obtained, even after discussion with some elderly sisters on this major “recurring” social problem.

When we face too many women at different places, the only safe solution is to be a silent “brother” to all. Not anything else.

IT IS ABSOLUTELY IMMATERIAL WHETHER THE ABOVE WOMEN OR THEIR “GREEDY” FAMILIES ACCEPT OR NOT!

I just have to guard myself! Praise the Lord!

So they can do whatever they want. Harm, abuse, defamation or whatever. As a silent “brother”, I don’t have to fight in return.

Written around 10:45 pm September 14, 2002

Revised around 04:35 pm September 25, 2002

 

It takes a lot of patience. A lot of self-control. Oh, those days. Ask any man. There are some days when the “little one” just wanted to flex its muscles. Just wanted to be alive at least one night. Oh, how I have to convince him, to be quiet, to go to sleep. For if he flexes himself, the days of “evil” starts.

Written around 06:30 am September 15, 2002

 

How many times? She looked. She confirmed. She again looked at the mirror. “Am I beautiful?”. Then she applied a little more makeup. How the young girl giggled and laughed at her comic behaviour. Then she opened the door of the house and went outside in the pitch of darkness. Silently, unknown to the neighbors. She crossed the street and walked to the side of my residence. She stayed silently in the dark shadows during those nights, for hours. Those days when I don’t work night shift. The nights when I used to go to bed. She longed to come inside. But how? We don’t know each other. She could only dream. She could only stand outside the room and listen, when I tried to sleep. How do I sleep? Do I masturbate? Do I sleep quietly? Do I turn this way and that? Am I peaceful?

The days when I went for night-shift, she couldn’t sleep. She couldn’t sit silently in her residence either. She followed clandestinely in her car. Parked her car near my work place in the darkness. Sat and watched all through the night. She lived in her dreams. For her security, sometimes the old man went with her, sometimes the middle aged woman. They sat along with her, talking and talking, to console her, all through the night. Was it romantic?

When I left for the temple, she followed. Finally she could watch me sleep, through the spy devices. She could only watch and dream.

Today there are others carrying out the same job of dreaming. My “body-guards”. How I felt sorry for all those sisters? What can I do? If I do get angry, it is better to kick the “little one” to get out and go to sleep. Oh, the nightmare! They are all my sisters. Period. Yes, their psychology is something very difficult for a man to understand. The strange “dream worship”. Why? For what?

Yes, I live a man chained for ever. Chained, but happy.

Written around 06:55 am September 15, 2002

 

How about a bit of romanticism, for tickling those “nerves”? - A flashback!

There used to be days when she thought and thought, and could think no more. She got too heated up. She ran towards the front door. Threw open the door to rush onto the street. It was only a matter of just crossing the street, knock my residence door and introduce herself to me and speak frankly and truthfully, “Will you … love me?”. But the most simple was the most complicated.

Written around 05:45 pm September 16, 2002

Revised around 07:50 am Friday, January 17, 2003

 

The moment she ran to the door, either the little girl, the old woman, the middle-aged woman or the old man raised the alarm cry. They ran after her to pull her back into the house. That was all she could do. There are days she sat and cried her helplessness. What more she could do? However ultra modern life style she had, she was not allowed to talk to me face to face. All she could do, was

·   Put makeup and stand at the door, looking outside, whenever my residence door opened

·   As an addition, she adorned a necklace to enhance her makeup

·   She can use the phone. But alas, I stopped answering the phone!

·   She can follow wherever I go and try to create coincidences. Coincidences which could induce any normal man to approach by himself, talk and introduce himself to, the woman of frequent meeting at different places.

Alas, all such entry points for introduction were closed, and she was left helpless.

But, why she went the complicated way? The most simple way was always open.

Because it was her “Lakshmana Rekha”, the dividing line drawn by her family. Her family were catholic. If she approached me, she will have to convert to my religion. Her family never accepts that. She can only stand and entice with her makeup. Her family wanted me to get heated up, by seeing her frequently, and go and talk to her. Naturally, with her “sweet words” and “love show”, slowly and slowly, I will have to convert, to her religion, for it will then be, I, who approached her and “wanted” her, not she to me. To public eyes, she “just tried” to help me.

“Conversion”, a formidable barrier, which I never cross and she lost me, forever!

I may go to different religions. Learn and live their ways. But at the end of the day, I am born “Hindu”. A man who follows true “Hindutva”, accepts all religions as Hindu itself, all of the One God. Such a man never fights any other religion, for there is no other religion. Even the word “religion” is meaningless. There is only one God, no matter what name - Allah, Jesus, Shiva, Vishnu, or whatever. So who cares about a separate religion? But her family had segmented religious beliefs - Baptism, Catholism etc.

Written around 06:20 pm September 16, 2002

 

The abstinence from a present pleasure that offers itself is a pain, nay, oftentimes, a very great one.

- Locke.

 

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1st Re-publish on internet: Wednesday, July 09, 2003

Revised: Wednesday, January 12, 2005

 

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“Thou belongest to That Which Is Undying, and not merely to time alone,” murmured the Sphinx, breaking its muteness at last. “Thou art eternal, and not merely of the vanishing flesh. The soul in man cannot be killed, cannot die. It waits, shroud-wrapped, in thy heart, as I waited, sand-wrapped, in thy world. Know thyself, O mortal! For there is One within thee, as in all men, that comes and stands at the bar and bears witness that there IS a God!

(Reference: Brunton, Paul. (1962) A Search in Secret Egypt. (17th Impression) London, UK: Rider & Company. Page: 35.)

Amen

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