todaaay was koooool. school was kool. just hot. then i got home and i had my second driving lesson. i got the same girl. she's kooool. i drove anywhere. i took her to great mall and she said she wants to go back and visit. then we went to mcdonalds and she bought me fries. she's koool. then i took the highway home. kinda kool. a little traffic, but then it picked up. it was kool. noww im homee. just chillen.

not gonna do anything for labor day. mommie's gonna go to reno so it's just me and my daddy. i think i'll blog again later today..byEeee!

posted by KaKa on 5:47 PM

testing

posted by KaKa on 5:38 PM

   Wednesday, August 29, 2001
RrR..just woke up right now from my nap. 3-8. hah..pretttty long for a nap. but yeah, dude!!! i was supposed to have my driving hours today, but when my mom called them, they cancelled. gRr!! dude..they didn't even tell me. but i got my first one tomorrow afternoon. so if you are on the streets at 3-5..watch out now!! haha.

aHHh!! psychology! we got a sitting chart and i sit next to richard, bill's bestest friend. eRrrR..and we HAVE TO work TOGETHER!! ahHH!!!!!! hMm..got our books for math analysis. woah..they are massive..errr..imma have so many books.

grrr..do you ever get it when you see someone you like talk to someone else?? ouch man..it hurts. i saw that today at lunch... someone i was jockin was talking to some girls. damn it hurts. my heart just sank. even though i know nothing can really happen..even though BEFORE we were kinda talking for a while, it still hurts. damnnn. i remember i thought something was really gonna happen with his guy, but naw..he told me to go for some other guy i don't even like. gRRrRr..and when i first saw him again yesterday, after all those months, it was like..woahHh..grr..i miss talking to him and shit..like how it was before..it was dope..but nawww, he said i was hella dope and he didn't wanna lose me as a friend...that hurt man cause he was dope...gRrr!!!!!.enough of my whining..i have nooooooo luck with guys man...i swear..

quote of the day:
"the hardest thing to do is watch someone you love, love someone else"grrr..dedicated to ----, the guy i was talking about. ahHh man..im such a dork.

posted by KaKa on 9:04 PM

   Tuesday, August 28, 2001
wowsers...first day of junior year..got a lot to say..

1st period, SPANISH 2:
went inside the room. say jaipal and other people. mostly juniors in that class. got rhalph in that class. got out of class and saw JR and lina

2nd period, AP PSYCHOLOGY:
walked into the class and the first thing i saw was some guy sitting down all alone. i looked again who it was and it was BILL...EWWW!!!! i have a class with him again!!! OMG!! its weird cause when i looked back he wasn't there..maybe he was hiding or something. i didn't think there would be many juniors in the class, but there were. i saw lesley. she's still with joe. aww. i also got aNN!! woohoo..ann reginio..she's kool. yeah..the teacher seems kool. she was trying to pronouce a guy's name..and instead of spelling DICH...she said D-i-c-k..ha..don't know what was on her mind..haha..there is also an alternative where we can take it as AP. i think imma do it. i need to bring up my GPA. grr, it really droped last year, 2nd semester cause of something.

3rd period AP US HISTORY:
got mr G. yay. hmm..let's see. i got jaipal in that class again. and rhalph and leslie. went to get our books already. hmm..nothing really special in that class.

4th period, MATH ANALYSIS:
all i got to say was..WOAH. HELLLLLA PEOPLE in that class. its a small room too. damn. like 43 people. hmm..i got lots of people in that class. but 1 sticks out. it's daviddd.. some guy that went to my junior high. very surprised to see him. i was like..woah. but yeah..thats a kool class. the teacher seems kool. oh yeah..got hot boi erwin in there..actually HOT BOIS. there are 2 erwin's and they are...Mmm..muy caliente. haha

5th period, CHEMISTRY:YAY..i got mrs. pappadakis again. she's hella kool. lots of people in that class too. there is this one guy i've had my eye on last year. he has the class..woohoo. he HELLA reminds me of JUSTINE's hot boi cousin KEVINNNNN. o0o man. KEVIN is a hot boiiiii. dude..i swear.. my godddd. if i could have anyone it would be HIM!!! haha..maybeeee..but yeah, got other people too

LUNCH:
walked out of class and saw JR and talked and walked with him on our way to the quad. oh man..lunch and brunch seem so0o0o much shorterrr. i saw RON!!!! and grant!!!!! i saw LJ...wowie..longer hair..hah...okay.. i was standing..i looked back, and i saw JOHN!!!! AHH!!!! omg..myheart started HELLLA RACING!!!! like woah. then he saw me and said hi with that head thingie where he lifts up it. man..heart race. then i was walking wit meghan and i saw him again and i had to pass him. i looked at him, and he did that head thingie. oh mannnn..he's cuTEE..haha..

6th period ENGLISH 3:
i walked in..and guess who i see. rhalph again. this time he was with his gf. i sat next to them. then he says to her, "i got like 3 classes with her". then i heard her saying to him, "hey, your gf is here" then he goes,"shes not my gf"...i think they were talking about me, cause rhalph asked for my number freshie year. sooo i dunno. i don't really like that class.

went homeeee..fell asleep.. tiring mannnn.

quote of the day:
"a journey of a thousand miles begins with single step" (my journey is just beginning..how corny..lol)

posted by KaKa on 8:55 PM

   Monday, August 27, 2001
hmm..today i went with mommie to go buy food for school. i was just planing to get TV dinners for the days my mommie wont be here, but man. talk about temptation! errr. more and more food. but oh well.

when i got home, got in a little arguement over something. she's always like, "you might get raped!! or kidnapped" and im always like, "if it happens, then god wanted it to happen. it was meant to be" and she's like, "is that why you -------- --- -- --- ----- ---- ---- ---" (she was briging back the past)...and then i was like, "well maybe god did want it to happen" and she gets all mad at me..and errRr..

hmm. then i went to justine's house to finish up on my us history homework. then her cousins came over cause they had a practice for a dance they are gonna perform. hmMm..just watched them. and chilled there. then i went home, and here i am typing awayyy. so yeah..ErRr..schooool.tomorrow! ehh, don't wanna go backkk.

quote of the day:
"EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON" (this is a quote that i always look at. like if something bad happens, i say "hey..it was meant to be"

posted by KaKa on 8:34 PM

   Sunday, August 26, 2001
smeg*ma (noun):
the secretion of a sebaceous gland; specifically : the cheesy sebaceous matter that collects between the glans penis and the foreskin or around the clitoris and labia minora.

HAHA!!! this NEW WORD [SMEGMA]has been brought to you by the courtesy of LJ Talagtag aka hommie LJ.

note: LJ has notified me about a phrase he uses to define "smegma". it is "penis cheesseeee"

posted by KaKa on 11:29 PM

eRrr..just finished watching "american history x". i watched like the first half a long time ago, but never got to finish it. when i heard it was gonna be on TV, i watched it again. all i got to say was..woooo..good movie. well, in my opinion. i liked it. grrr, i was hella balling at the end of the movie. well, the plot is about 2 brothers and they are both skinheads. yeah, i don't know how else to describe it. but yah, its a good movie to watch, even though you might say, "movie about skinheads? naw..im kew" yeah, if you ever have a chance to watch the movie, you should.

errr..didn't really do anythin today. just church and chilled at home. oh yeah, i have to REDO my webpage because last night, after working 4 stressful hours on it, it got deleted. gRrr! hmm..excuse the entries. some got jacked up and are in here twice. hmm..nothing else on my mind. byEee!

quote of the day:
"we are not ememies, but friends. we must not be enemies. though passion may have strained, we must not break our bonds of affection. the mystic cords of memory will swell and again touched, as surely they will be, by the better angels of our nature." -from the movie "AMERICAN HISTORY X"

posted by KaKa on 10:47 PM

this is a test

posted by KaKa on 6:19 PM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HOMMIE LJ!!!!!!!!!!

errr..i hate the stress that comes from making webpages. OH YEAH, this blog is gonna be a webpage now. more stuff to come..but not soon..

posted by KaKa on 3:10 AM

   Saturday, August 25, 2001
OMG!!! i just found out from queen queef (jennelle) that AALIYAH DIED IN A PLANE CRASH!! thats fucken crazyyy. fuck....its so0o0 weird to know that she is dead. its just like, woah. she was young and soo dope. crazy man..

okay. my day was borrrrringggg. woke up cause people kept on calllllling the house and my mommie and daddie weren't homee. so yeahhhh, i got up to answer the phone. then went to sleep, and woke up to ANOTHER phone. errr...i was like half awake when i answered those calls.

but yeah, just chilled at home. watched TV. ate, and ate, and ATE!! err..it seems like i never get FULL. but yeah, michelle and her dad came over for a while. michelle like came for a while and then left and went to her grandpa's house and her dad talked to my dad for a while.

thennnNnn, yeah, just chilled in my room and ate some fries and MunCh 'ems. then i get a call from ABBY! yay, called me when i was in the prime of my boreDDdnEss. thennn yeah, hot boi alex came home and i heard him in the background. then he got the phone from abby and talked to me. haha...fun-nay. yeah..MmmM, hottt boi..haha..but i no jock.

then hommmie LJ pages me and i call himmm and like usual he makes fun of me..erRr..this is what LJ said to me: "your blog sucks!!!" [yes it does suck..i bet one even reads it..but i don't care. its something for ME] eRrr..he also said he's gonna hack into my bLog!! mama noo0o0O!!! if ou are reading this hommie LJ, please dunt do it..you are hella dope and i love ya man!!!!! fo reeels, i do...

quote of the day:
"our greatest glory is not in never falling, but in rising every time we fall."

posted by KaKa on 11:12 PM

   Friday, August 24, 2001
hiyeee..well..jsut got home..i was at justine's house once again. yeah..my day was kinda long i guess..so here i go..

first i went to the orthodontist. yeah..i'm finally gonna get my teeth fixed. yeah..but later. yeah, they were talking about pulling teeth and getting braces. pulling teeth..eRrr..scary. but yeah. i want straighter teeeth. im bucked toothed it no one really noticed..like this =B haha yeah. gonna be going back there in september.

then me and mommie went to eastridge. went to express. went to buy pants but couldn't really find any tha i wanted in my size, so i just got some shirts. thennn i went to waldenbooks to get a book for my ap class. err 16 dollars. i shoul have just got the one that mr rodriguez was selling. a used one for 6. oh well..what's done is done. then i went home with mommie.

then when i got home. My ANNOYING SO CALLED UNCLE CAME OVER..AGAIN..errRr!!! dude. but yeah, then i talked to john online. longest we talked to each other in a while...yea..err..went to justine's house. yep. first i jsut went there to drop off some things for a classs next year. like notes. but then she was cooking eggs and bacon and i just HAd to stay. didn't eat anything all day. yeahhh..brian, her cousin..just kept on talking and talking..hah..but yeah..then chilled in her room

yeah.me and rachel were comparing stomachs. errr..i gained a lot of weight since last summer. and i gained like 5 pounds over the summer. errr..eat TooO damn much..hah..but yeah..just wanna say

to dre: your wifey says...HAPPY BIRTHDAY DRE!!!!! MY "BOO"...haha!!! happy birthday man..

quote of the day:
"Looks like I only love God when the sun shines my way"Nelly Furtado - Well Well

posted by KaKa on 10:32 PM

   Thursday, August 23, 2001
okieeee..today didn't do muchhh..hmm..mommie bought me a velux blanket...o0o0..sooo soft. hehe. got me new bed sheets too. hmm..some ANNOYING guy came over. my so called uncle. errr. i heard he is coming over again tomorrow.. dude!!!! 3 times this week. geeEz!! but yeah, chilled today. watched tv. thn i went outside to exchange things with her. i gave her this freddie prinze jr magazine and she gave me my 2step cd and pinay cd. then we ended up talking in her garage. then the ice cream man came! dude! we knew this guy ever since we were in elementary school. longggggg time! and we'e been buying ice cream from him ever since. yeah. i remember the days when i was alone..outside..just waiting for him cause i was feening ice cream. i would wait forr hoursss..man..those were the days. but yeah, everytime i get something, he greets me and says, "hellooooo my friend" hee..and he also give me a little candy for free. he's kooool. but yeah, got my ice cream and chilled with justine some more. then went home. and boreddddd once again.

i think im gonna put a quote in each entry...i'll try at least..here's today's quote:

Life is the art of drawing without an eraser.

posted by KaKa on 11:32 PM

   Wednesday, August 22, 2001
hmm..HELLLO..hmm..didn't really do much todayyy. woke up at like 3 and watched "days of our lives" ...i love that show..i've been watching it since like..i think 6th grade or middle school. longggg time. but yeah, finally did some homework for my AP US history class. aRgHh..im scared about next year..

posted by KaKa on 9:40 PM

   Tuesday, August 21, 2001
okie...today went to pick up schedule. yeah, saw veronica and she gave me a bracelet with turtles on it..s0o0 cute!! yeah, i don't really like my classes. i don't have any classes with justine, jr, gervin, meghan, or maybelle. ahhHHh. but yeah, saw people there..like JASON..ahHH..he didn't see me though. i think im gonna call him sometime...since we haven't talked for a while. oh yeah..and robert.he gave me a hug..aww..so nice. haha, francis was there. he was all like, "hi grant" ..he always calls me "grant" or makes fun of me by saying i like grant. i dunno..brings back memories of times i had with him in PE..*sigh* ..haha..hMM..oh yEAH!! my locker!!!! its so0o0 far from my classes. rar!!!! that sucks. i think that junior year is gonna be depressing and sad. OH YEAH..last year i made a prediction that sophomore year was gonna be depressing..and guess what? it wassss..blahhhhh

went home. then i got bored and went to justine's house. chilled there again. i fixed rachel's hair...did a mighty good job on it..heh..just chilled there and stuff. dude..abigail got super crazy after she ate her food. she's soo cutee.

MY HOMMIE LJ SAID THAT HE MIGHT GIVE ME HIS LOCKER..YAYS. MELVIN SAID THAT MS.BERRY(ONE OF MY TEACHERS) IS KoOLiO..DOPE..

blah..im not in a good mood. i feel..blah..like life..its just..blah. i feel so lonely. not like relationship/bf lonely..but lonely...period. blahhhhh..bye

posted by KaKa on 10:33 PM

   Monday, August 20, 2001
hmM..today was koool. me and justine planned a little something for our friend fufu. first we baked a cake for her. then my uncle(something like that) started taking over the cake!! he was telling me what to do and how to put frosting on it! he aso told me how to write the letters, where the should be, and what decorations/designs to put on the cake!!! ahHh..so annoyinggggg. but yeah, got chinese food. mongolian beef and chow mein. then she came over and we ateee. then yeah, we busted out with the cake. she was surprised. yeah..we ate some of it. oh yeah! bryan called my house. that was sooo surprising because he neverrrrr called me ever till now. but yeah, then like 20 mins later i get a call from meghan!! yay, meghan called. i haven't really talked to that girl in a while. but yeah. then fufu left and i went to justine's house to chill.

abigail was there and yeah. such a cutiee. she calls me "ate kaka" and "ate kaeen"...so0o0o cuteee!! yeh...played cards, watched miss congeniality(?), ate popcorn, and then watched the teen choice awards. of course jc was there with his gf bobbie right next to him. o0o0o, freddie prinze jr looks so00o0o cute withhim shaven head. baldies...yuUMmm..heh. but yeah, started working on fixing rachel's hair, but im just gona go it on wednesday.

oh yeahh..by the wayy, i want a bigger buTT!!! if any of you know any tips..feel free to EMAIL ME at [email protected]. ha..yes...i want a bigger buttt. yesMM...me go now..bye byEee!

posted by KaKa on 11:16 PM

   Sunday, August 19, 2001
blooop..didn't really do anything today..just church and sleeEeP. rar!! i called AOL to check up on my DSL and they said they are still trying to find the problem!! ArGh! i've been waiting for tOo longggg. they said it might take up like 1 more week. rarr. but yeah..here's a little quote to ponder on:

"why do we kill people who kill people, and say that killing is wrong"?

bye bYE!!

posted by KaKa on 9:05 PM

okie..just got home. this blog is for what i did on saturday.

first i woke up and chilled. got a call from abby and we talked for a while. then i fell asleep. then woke up and went to hyacinth's hula show with justine and rachel. i tried calling miss abby, but i think she was online. got some starbucks and i bought some for justine. she didn't even ask. i just offered cause im so0o0o nice. the show was kool. francis was there. yUMm..his gf was performing. they look so cute together. but yeah, o0o0. there was a part when guys from the crowd had to go up there. then they were told to take off their shirts!! aHhH, francis took his off, and this ONE HOT BOI!! o0o0..yuMmmY!! nice stomachh..ahhh..me and rachel were hella checkin him out. hehe. oh yeah, then a bunch of ruff riders started coming to the show..*sigh*..hot boisssss. then we had to leave.

after that we went to a party. justine's auntie's baby shower. got there, then we played baby shower games. i got 2 prizes. then we ate. o0o..yuMmY foOod. i love eating. i think i eat a lot. hmm..then we gambled and played bingo. i love gamblinggGg...o0o0o, that was funnnnn. i won 2 and a half times. cause 1 time me and rachel got bingo at the same time so we had to split the money. it was fun. watched the little kids play pool in the garage. then had to go home. then abegail started singing songs in the car. she's soooo cuteee..hehe..but yeah..that was my day. it was koooooL. so yeah..bye byEee!

oh yeah, jay just told me that for his buddy list, he put me under "relatives". awWwww..he's so nice..hehe

posted by KaKa on 2:10 AM

   Friday, August 17, 2001
okay..today i went out with my mommie. first we went to the dentist for our 6 month checkup. yay. no cavities. oh yeah, imma go to an orthadontist. cause i told them how my teeth look ugly and they told me to go to one.yay!! hmm..after that i went to kmart with momie.i got bras!! sale man..4.99!! cheap! hey, a bra is a bra. who cares where you buy it from, as long as it supports the boobies. yeah..after that i went to wallgreens. got hair thingie! it straightens, crimps, does SUPER crimps, and wavyness. its koool. then went to save mart to get bread. then my mommie let me drive home. well, actualy to my friend's house to pick up some notes for AP us history. yeah..then went homee. fell asleep and woke upto a call from justine. then she came over and we chilled. i straightened her hair and she crimped mine. ehh..its okay, just different.. and POoFY! heh, but yeah. hyacinth has a hula show tomorrow. i think im gonna go. oh yeah, mommie wants to take me driving EARLY in the morning so i can practice with not a lot of cars around me. like 6 in the morning..aHhh..oh well, i get to drive so its all good. hMm..don't know what else to say. bye BYEee!!

posted by KaKa on 10:51 PM

   Thursday, August 16, 2001
jun jun has frederick's wallet. i wonder if jun jun called him..

posted by KaKa on 9:57 PM

wowie..im regular now..like my sleeping time. went to sleep around like 2 and got uparound 11..thats a big improvement for me.haha.but yeah, went to safway with my mommie..got me some ice cream and FoOd..then she let me drive home..yay!!! it was FuN..from target to my house, about 8 mins..it was KOoLio..thennn, got home and chilled..i cleaned around the house..that was funn tooO. i talked to him LJ on the phone. he was sore and he had to go to football practice at 4. yeah..its fun talking to him on the phone. yeah, he went to practice then he paged me when he got home. talked again..o0o0o him and his gf's 1 year anniversary. man, i give props to them. long distance relationship and its been going strong for 1 year..talk about comitment. but yeah, they are cute. the way LJ talks about her and stuff..its like, "awwww"..yeah..his bday is 3 days after and 2 das before schoool..o0o yeah..i asked him if he knew i there was a john from practice, and yeahh..john in football..ahHh..hah..i dunnnnno..but yeah..if you have aol, look at "b8bypin8y"'s profile. thats me!! kayerizumm.!!.woohoo..haha but yeahh..hMm..me gonna go nowww..

for the girls from ROP..never forget this..for the guys..never forget this:
I AM PERFECT...
I AM BEAUTIFUL...
I AM A DIVA!!!
AMEN!!!

hah..bye byEe aLL!

posted by KaKa on 9:34 PM

okay..here's how my days on the retreat went:

MONDAY:
okay..woke up..went to wallgreens to get a few extra stuff..went to jeffery's house and chilled for a while. then my mom droped us at indy, which was like 1 block away. she left us there with ace and kuya aj. then people started coming. then i called frederick cause he wanted me to call him and say bye bye. so yeah, did that. then bus came and got on bus. i sat next to miss abby. DUDE! our bus driver is whack..hella strict about stuff. rar. went to taco bell. got some food and went on our way. then we went to golden gate bridge and took pictures at this one place. then yeah..still on our way. oh yeah..the retreat was in santa rosa, so it took a while. then we finally got there. got in our rooms. girls on bottom floor, guys on top. dude!! we had like 6 people(me, abby, camille, jennifer, michelle, and kate) in our room and only 3 beds. thenn..hmm. then we did an ice breaker and stuff. then we ate. i was in marc's group along with ej, jennelle, jun jun, chris, laura, ace, and some other people. we ate lasagna. hm..don't really remember much that happened. OH YEAH! we had to go to 5workshops. they were: cha cha, acting, spoken word, tinikling/singkil and then drumming with kuya tony. well, we went to our rooms and it was lights out. but us girls stayed up at ate food..hehe..then the 4 girls went to sleep and it was me and abby. then ate shar came in. then kate and jennifer got up. she did our fortunes and predicted our futures. then she left. then me, abby, jennifer, and kate were doing our own little fortune thingie..hehe..hella funny. then yeah, just chilled. i was PLANNING to stay up all night, but then i fell asleep at 5, and we had to wake up at 6. so i got 1 hour..rar

TUESDAY:
yeah, woke up at 6. then we had to exercise. did a few warm ups and then we played "steal the bacon" where you are lined up in 2 lines facing each other. you have a number. when they call that number, you have to run and steal the "bacon" in the middle. at the same time, there is another person in the other line trying to get it too. if they do, tag them. if you get it, just runnn your ass back to the line. well, my number came up and i was against JD. then he got to it. so i rannnn after him and taged him. at the same time i guess i triped him, so he fell..hehe..funny, but i felt bad. yeah, then we went to our rooms to shower up. ate breakfast. then we went outside. we had to answer questions by stepping forward or back. then after that activity, we went inside and discused. then we did a fish bowl thingie and if the topic applied to us, we sit down on the floor. it got really deep at this time..REALLY, especially for me cause of personal stuff. and yeah, we chilled and did a few more activities. blah..I HAVE A BAD MEMORY. i mean i'll remember stuff from like A LONG time ago, but when it comes to stuff like i did the day earlier, i get blank =) hehe. but yeah, we played taboo, which was funnn. other people played football. we also did a workshop about what girls don't appreciate about guys. then yeah, we did a family tree one where we talked about our family. then we did a spirituality thingie. then we did our trustwalk were we were blindfolded and had to walk around at night, following where the line was led to. then yeah, we did a trust fall and i did that one. then we had to go to our rooms. the other girls were just chillen and eating while i was lying on the bed just listening to them. then i fell asleep. woke up and its 8.

WEDNESDAY:
woke up. took a shower while the other girls ate breakfast. then i was done and me and abby went together. ate honey nut cheerios. then went back to room and packed stuff. then just chilled and stufff..and then ate liz wanted help, so i went up. but GRRRRR, as i got up, my hand slide against the wood staircase and i got a splinter!! then ate liz got her tweezers and tried getting it out. rar! took a longg time! and it was a deep one too. i think we spent like 20 mins on it. hah. but yeah, finaalllly i was out and i helped her with her stuff (note: finger is STILL SORE from the splinter..ouch) got inside and went outside. took pictures and then it was our little ceremony. then yeah, said my name, got up, held the big beach ball and was given a filipino name. i forgot it, but it meant "kind".ehh.am i kind? i don't really think i am..but i dunoooo..got necklace that kuya lorenz made and that was it. everyone said their thanks and it was done. now everyone was writing in people's yearbooks. yeah. i decided to write one for jeff, jennelle's bro. its funny cause i never talked to him, and i wrote him something. i just felt like it. hmm..he's cute =)..haha!!!! but yeah, got on bus, sat next to abby. jun jun and marc sat behind us..hehe.they were funnny. but yeah..called frederick on the bus, but he had to go. so yeah, bus ride home was kool. then we got to indy. time to go homeee. got my stuff, and me and jeffery chilled. people left, then me and jeffery walked home. jun jun, ryan, marvin and jc walked with us too. but then marvin and jd went to jd's house so it was just me, jun jun, ryan and jeffery. they were telling me about how the last ROP's were hella dope and stuff. then we got to the corner and it was goodbye. gave ryan a kiss and got a hug from jun jun...*sigh*..then we get to jeffery's house. chilled, then i got droped home. yeah, dad said that he missed me and gave me a hug and kiss..got a lil teary eyed. but yeah, im home noww

IM GONNA MISS SEEING THE FYC PEOPLE AROUND!!! =(

overall, the ROP was something good for me, although most/some of the time i didn't really like it. i got something important out of it and i think its changed how i feel about my life. its changed the way i act and treat my family. so although there were times i didn't feel like i belonged, im glad i went cause it was worth it to actually realize something that was right in front of my face...

posted by KaKa on 1:41 AM

   Wednesday, August 15, 2001
yayyy..i'm backkkk..i'll blog later about my trip..

posted by KaKa on 9:10 PM

   Sunday, August 12, 2001
hmm..hey..today was kool...just chilled..abby called my house and woke me up at 4..hehe..but yeha..after that i did laundry and packed a little. yeah, angeli went to justine's house today. we were kicken it outside. she got fatter!! heh, she's still a lil cuteee..but yeah, justine came over after that, just chilled and stuff. hmm, i still need to go to the store to buy extra stuff to bring to ROP, which means i have to wake up early..aRgHHhh!! but its all good. so yeah, this is my last entry until i get back from ROP. hopefully i'll have fun, but yeah, bye alls!!

posted by KaKa on 10:57 PM

hey..loreto just IMED me..HI MR LORETO IF YOU ARE READING THIS..my NEW BUDDY..heh..but yeah..on thursday he came to the picnic riding this bike.. Soo0o0o small!!! like the bikes that clowns ride! hee..but yeah..its sso00o cute. he was riding it and jun jun to at some point. it even has a horn! ::honk honk:: but yeah..he said he got it at TOYS R US and it costs a hundred..its koOLio man! thoe bikes are doPPe!! byEeE

posted by KaKa on 1:53 AM

okay..its about 12 midnight. well, not really, but yeah. got home from crystal's party 30 minutes ago. it was kool. first daisy picked me up, then we went to crystal's house. we ate, chilled. then the pinata. yay, got candy..but grRrr, left it in the garage. o0o0o yeah, she has hot boi cousins!! ha, like 3. muhahah. but yeah, her cousin spinned. danced the night away with crystal, cathleen and her friends...heh. it was muCho fUnNn and muy CALiEntE!! hah.. but yeah, maybelle was there. she gave me a card with 20 dollars for my bday. grrr..i don't feel right when friends give you money for your bday. just doesn't feel right. but yeah, doing laundry for my clothes that im gona take for the retreat. im not really THAT excited about it. hopefully it'll be kool for me. oh yeah, earlier today i was watching this MTV special about kissing, forgot what it was called. it was koOLio..heh, talking about kissing and frenching and all these stuff...hehe, dope..but yeah..im gonna goooooooo now..bye byEee!!

posted by KaKa on 12:25 AM

   Friday, August 10, 2001
i didn't do anything today, just chilled at home, watched tv..bloop..crystal's party tomorrow..yay..so yeah..nothign special to write, just thinking about that person i met when i was in 8th grade. ::double sigh:: so yeah..bye byeEe!!!

posted by KaKa on 4:56 PM

hmm..about 3:30. i got to talk on the phone with my BESTEST FRIEND JUSTINE. i haven't seen her for like more than a week!! haha..might not seem like a long time to other people, bu for us it is. haha..yeah..just talking to her about stuff thats been happening to me lately. 2 hours and a half. not a long time, but we don't usually have talks like that long on the phone. yeah, tomorrow, or should i say later on today, people from summer's program are gonna go watch american pie 2. i want to gooo..abby said she would pic me up. so hopefully m mom will be in a good mood and say yes..blah..she's been bitchen again. just when i thought things were better between me and her, there she come, into my room, yelling at me once again. she said, "you didn't even help today!" blah blah. WELL SORRY MOM!! i was out like in the morning and didn't get home till like 8 and i was tired! shesh..but yeah...hopefully my next blog entry will be about the movies and how i had super fun. haha..bye byEe!

posted by KaKa on 3:36 AM

   Thursday, August 09, 2001
just got home right now..today was DOPEEEEE..hah..went to flickenger park. first kuya L picked me up, then we went to get grant. that foo lagss..haha..then we picked up jay and then kenneth. then went to the park, but me and kuya went to get cups. got cups at ranch 99. DID YOU KNOW THERE ARE STRAWBERRY FLAVORED CHIPS? hah..iNtERStiNG..went to picnic. chilled. people got into water fights. yay. jun jun talked to me today for the first time. haha..he's kool. alex and clark came...ahHh..hot bois..hah. hhah..sat next to jun jun. there was something on his back so i was wiping it off. then he said, "hah..if you want to touch me, just say so." and he moved closer to me. haha..funny. then yeah.chillen. then he gave me a hug..awww..it was so0ooo nice. then i left with kuya and i told him to go he other way so we can pass him, cause he was chillen, sitting down. then when we passed, he waved bye to me..(awwwww..soo cute). and then i waved back.. but yeah...*sigh*..well, me and kuya L and me went to a fabric store. i got some dark grey fabric and he got some stuff too. came home. went online. talked to john..*sigh*...blahhhhhh..gonna be kinda weird seeing him at school..blah..i've came to a conclusion that i'm guy crazy..blahhhhhh =[

posted by KaKa on 8:30 PM

   Wednesday, August 08, 2001
bloop. yay, went to costco today!!! got hellllla food. yay. time to gain moreeeeee weight. argh. i went to eastridge today. got clothes. yay. clothes rock..went to miller's outpost and say abby's hotboi. hehe..he's even cuter in person. abby went to eastridge too, to buy hot boi alex a birthday present. i didn't get to see her at eastridge though. blah, more argueing with my parents today..arghh..oh yeah..i decided. im gonna go to rites of passage next week. i think it'll be good for me. get my mind off of other things. or maybe it'll be worse..hope not. ouch, got a bruise from where frederick squeezed by arm hellla hard. there's a picnic tomorrow at flickenger park. ehh..me go now..blah blah

posted by KaKa on 11:52 PM

   Tuesday, August 07, 2001
hi. just got home an hour ago. Here's how my day went : jan came and picked me up, then we went to pic up grant, who wasn't even ready. Then we went to jennelle's to get her. AhhhHH! she cut her longggg hair and now it's short!! but she's still s0o cute! then we got to indy. we did our presentations of projects and talked about RITES OF PASSAGE and the field trips. i think im gonna go. yeah, after it was done, we chilled outside for a while. then me, abby, ej, hot boi ALEX, her cousin, mom and uncle went to valley fair. aHhH. alex..yum..haha. but yeah..us girls all got dresses. same dress, different colors. sooo cute! blah..the we went to abby's house, her mom droped me home. then i talked to justine and she told me about her trip to LA. yeah, just watching real world right now. LORI IS SOo0o preetttttyyy!! arghh!!! she's filipino and irish! koolio.she is the kinda person that makes ugly people like me have low self esteem. blah..bye byEee now!

posted by KaKa on 10:04 PM

   Monday, August 06, 2001
dre is back from florida. yay! abby, dre, and frederick are gonna go to LIME LIGHT tonight. grr. i want to go toooo. oh yeah, turns out that frederick has to spin on monday so he probably wont go to the retreat. grr!! there goes my buddy, but its all good. some guy called today and said they are gonna fix my DSL soon. yay..kooolio. hmm, i'll blog some more later..

posted by KaKa on 6:03 PM

   Sunday, August 05, 2001
yay..frederick (when he was little.s0o0o0 cute!)aka dj spin dizzy is gonna be with me THE WHOLEEEEE time during the FYC Summer Program retreat next week..woohoo!!! yay!! haha..im gonna stick by your side through the whole retreat frederick..muhahha!!! thanks frederick for being a loner with me..hah..you're dope!! =D

posted by KaKa on 8:40 PM

church..ahh..soo sleepy in chuch today..blah.got home..watched tv..fell asleep..blahhhhh..im so00o productive huh?

posted by KaKa on 8:11 PM

im talkin to jeremy about ernest movies..haha..jeremy is kool...church in 6 hours..night

posted by KaKa on 2:59 AM

hmm..just finished talking to that person..don't you just hate it when you are talking in a convo, then suddenly that person just leaves? arghhhh..but yeah..yUmMm..jason momoa is such a hotboi!! justine, rachel, miss abby, and ej are down in LA..blah..

posted by KaKa on 1:00 AM

yay..im talking to someone that i haven't talked to in a while..yay..it's so nice to catch up on things

posted by KaKa on 12:37 AM

   Saturday, August 04, 2001
hello person!! welcome to my weblog..yeah..now i can blog and everyone can read about my life..woohoo..

posted by KaKa on 11:48 PM