To day's Roert's birthday.And he'll coming back to Bkk on April4-15. It's so funny when i think of old stories.I was falling in love with him,so funny 'bout the thing i used to do :-) So stupid.So i sent him message "Happy birth day dear Robert,wish you lot of happiness to day and all year through,and hope you can spend lot of condom in Bkk,Buy my some for collecting.Want from HL"
Ahh well,about my condom collceting,I've got4 still.Yesterday i told David(New guy) about condom collecting and he said "used condom?" Heeeeee good idia:-)
David is new guy,He is English,tall,not fat,so bussnies man.lovely,and funny also.I feel like,I like Dave.He's look very nice,if he's my bf,would be very nice. He asked me what i want to do on my vacation " I want to go to the beach,my friends're going to Koh Chang next week,but i have no friend" I said.Then he think a little and said " Why dont we go together,Ask your friends what;s the plane and let me know."Hmm I like.But seem like we're not going.Because I am very busy with my exam at Horwang school.BUt seem like he not very romantric man.He doesn't call me every 3hrs like my ex bf uesd to do.Seem like he has lot of work to do,Right this is my plane.After we meet nexk week(We'll meet again on tuseday) If he doesn;t call.sent sms,email or contact to me.I will forget him..and find new guy.Because it's mean to. He's not ready to being relationship with me.He's might to busy,or whatever.But if he did not contact to me,It mean to,He's not what i'm looking for.
----Then again.Sometime I am think of Howard,No,no,I did not mean that i want to be back with him.But just wonder,how is he doing?He's my secound boy friends.(After that teacher)But now now nothing can make me up-set about them.I'm still care a lot.But I'm to shy to tell them.it's not easy to forget.first kiss!sleeping on the beach because no where to stay in Pattaya.fighting.cry together.so manything to think of and it make me laugh all the time.Can't forget it.
I remember still what's you used to said.When i think of that word it made me feel up with happiness.Every day Even though you're far away.But it's seem like something make me and you closer.Even though we're lucky or sometime we're cried.But we're ineterest to be good Listener.
'Cos in our life it's diffirent from our dream.Dream never hurt anybody.
There's lot of people around us.but seem like there's none.But you know I alway there.
In the night without light,The day your heart's bruise.Just need somebody who's care.
The day you have no more tear to cry.The day everything going wrong
But you know I'm alway here for you.
'Cos the raining down there,And somebody feel cold donw here.
I still want to hear every stories about you.Are you sleep late at night still? Are you thiner?
Dont forget telling me your stories.'Cos the raining donw there.Cold down here.
Still want to hear every stories.Do you need some more help?
Can you fight with them? Dont forget telling me your stories.
I'm alway here for you..
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