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Alone
by Drain
Loud music fills my room,
Hatred flows in my blood through my veins.
Maybe I just need to calm down,
To chill out,
To just RELAX,
Except I can't.
I don't have to rhyme to be heard.
I'm coming closer to death.
Everywhere I turn I see it now.
It's in the dark, but around every corner I pass.
Blood I want to flow.
Maybe you're the one that will stick by me.
Maybe I care about you.
Maybe you care about me too.
Modern technology has saved us all.
Don't you want my beautiful body?
Don't you want to love it?
I do.
Cold I am.
The frost seeps into my toes.
My breasts snuggle up to my pillow.
I ... don't know.
You were charming the other night,
You know,
You rolled your fat on your stomach,
To put me at ease?
I like you.
More than I like myself.
No one calls,
I'm more by myself
Than ever, I can remember.
But, I twist beneath my quilt, and who cares?
Not me.
Who cares.
Who cares.
 
 
   

Naked
by Drain

Naked, still I lie on my bed.
Wants of you drift through my head.
Wants of you rubbing me.
Being here,
Calling me "baby"
Where are you now?
And why am I unhappy?
God has giveth
And God has taken away.
Praise be to God..
Am I on the bad side of God,
Or a play doll for the devil?

 

 
   

Sleep
by Drain

Each day dies with sleep.
This is true.
this is deep. 
Deep as canyons. 
Wide as east is to west. 
High as the earth is to the up, up sky. 
Is the hopelessness I feel about my life. 
Somedays are better. 
Somedays are worse. 
Most days I grit my teeth to get by. 
One day, I'll look up and sigh. 
A sigh of relief, 
Not of misery.

 

 
   

Abnormalities

pULL yourSELF out of it

Do it!!!

Waves smashing against my head
Rocks tumbling down onto my feet I CANNOT RUN
It's sewing my mouth together
My hands tied down, tied down to my head

Tied down to my head... my hands can't move
my head can't think

can't think
can't function

sleep... just let me sleep
one more hour, one more day, let me sleep through one more life...

Awaken.. awaken to this place

Where am I?
Where has my mind gone?

RED, GREEN, BLACK
the colors
the colors of my mind, my face, my brain
my hands

Abnormalities in the brain...

NOT IN the heart

PulL yoUrSelf out of it

I can't.

concentration.. keep pushing... you can do it....
HELP he screams... HELP.....

do you see this???

do you see this before me?


this beautiful face
this smart young woman
this good heart

Abnormalities in the brain control her.....

 
   

SUPERWOMAN
by Kris

here i am able to leap tall buildings with a single bound
i am cascading now looking over the terrain
can i fly; if i crash will i make a sound

woosh; i went and i am off into never never land
flying just like i thought; into the night into the sky
no one is there this time no one can hold my hand

i am a diamond i am a queen i am an ambassador to the insane
i am drifting now; here i go; coasting i ride
i am numb now; can't hear a sound can't feel the pain

 

 
   

by hersheykissszz

I walk the path with open eyes

Stare right above me at bloodstained skies

The fire of rage fuels the heat of pain

The sight of death keeps me sane

The blood still drips from deathly lies

My hope shatters, my dream dies

I take the stand and lose once more

And Satan beckons from Hell’s door

Lips of red smile in grace

The Devil’s touch, an Angel’s face

My heart of glass drops from the sky

Watch it break as you fly by

 

 
   
void
by jer

pushed over the edge
with no way back
lost in a drowning river
full of tears that don't come

falling apart
from the inside out
nothing but a shell
bearly existing

a unbearable path  of doom
crumbling me down
to nothing

where i can't fill 
the void inside

                     
   

Rivers of Blood
by Lady Anime


Bewildered and forgotten 
on the streets paved in broken glass. 
Invisible to all, yet so plain to see. 
The tears fall down in rivers of blood 
and I call out his name, 
but none might understand the silence 
that shatters all my world. 
A dagger of ten thousand blades pierces my heart. 
A numbing feeling runs through my body and 
The tears fall down in rivers of blood. 

If all my pain must drag me here 
with a mirror split into three 
who is the true image and who are the false of me? 
The blood on the crystallized street looks like wine. 
Deep in color, flowing freely as my tears. 
Powerless I call to him and yet he can't respond. 
Why am I so trapped here? 
Why must I be strong? 
i don't want to be seen like this when 
The tears fall down in rivers of blood. 

Everywhere I look it's the same 
All I feel is pain. 
But I shut it out 
Until the tears fall down in rivers of blood. 
I can't express anything 
Nothing works the way it should. 
I'm screaming in agony 
No one looks up, no one knows. 
There seems to be nothing wrong, but 
The tears fall down in rivers of blood. 

Rivers of blood cover the road 
Rivers of blood come from my wounds. 
Tears fall from my eyes 
The tears fall in rivers of blood. 
The blood of wine stings my feet, 
My tears burn my eyes. 
Nothing seems right as I fall. 
I fall to the ground helpless, 
My breath is stolen and 
The tears fall in rivers of blood. 

The life is gone from my world. 
The joy is unknown to my heart. 
Love is a novel concept known only in my mind. 
He calls me to him, but I can't walk. 
I fall to my knees and cry. 
My mind goes numb and my hand reaches out. 
I push away from him, but want him near. 
In my confusion 
The tears fall down in rivers of blood. 

Rivers of blood from my wounds, 
Rivers of tears from my eyes. 
Mistrusting, not living, praying, calling, dying, 
Lying in rivers of blood.

 

 

 

   

Nothing
by "born to end"

you just dont understand me
you never have
you never will
will you ever try?
im giving up all hope for us
i thought you loved
i thought i loved
is it all wasting away?
you always seem to forget me
you always seem to have an excuse
youre not giving me some time
are you telling the truth?
i dont understand you
i never have
i never will
will i ever try?

 

 
 

Wanting, waiting, hoping
by "born to end"

standing on the shore
arms open wide
wanting to be loved
waiting to be loved
hoping to be loved.

(about counseling)
talk to you so easily
threatening my trust
never learning from mistakes
will you be different?
i hate the world we live in
i hate myself too
i tell you all my thoughts
too much for you to know.
i cannot help but tell
all built up inside
exploding out my feelings
like fireworks at night.
you sit there looking and asking
seeing how i react
physically and mentally
so that you know what to write.
your thick pad of paper
being scribbled on daily
your contemplated face
trying to interpret what im saying.
finding it hard to explain
im sorry, its so strange
sitting opposite one another
enclosed by four clean walls.
waiting for your opinion
on why i do what i do
getting no answers, why?
have to answer myself.
wanting a conclusion
to end these tuesday nights
passed from person to person
never to find the one i want.

 
 

 

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