My Other Sites Living Without My Mom
I do not want to recall my mom anymore,
Vainly, every time I try to forget the memoirs
of my mom, it all comes to my
consciousness more vividly!
So, as a tactics, I solace myself with
the consolatory thought that my mom
had some intolerable habits or so,
In this vague way, I always want to
erase the memories of my mom
from my consciousness!
My mom had many undocumented (!) bad habits!
Those undocumented habits are commonplace
in each & every mom in this world
from Bibi Hawa to my mom whom had
I last seen!
I guess this is only the first unusual,
extraordinary situation when a child
like me is protesting against some universal
mother-nature method!
And it is also the first time, I guess that
a child comprehends that
it has got to share the blame 50-50
with its mom for every
evil thing that has been bestowed upon the child!
To take a fair amount of share for the
moral debacle of the child, it has got
to be honest & transparent
with itself!
Well, let us now focus on my moms
undocumented, unbearable habits,
First of all, I can elaborate a case here
that happened to me at an early age,
During my childhood,
I thought & thought
& got confused that
why my great (!) mom had a loud, mindless voice!
Although she can secretly & honestly confess
to her little, poor soul that
she is clearly not the greatest
mom & naturally her child has become
a self-portrait of all her crime!
But now, I have learned
that in this world
that particular mom
is one of the most supreme
of all who has got a loud, cacophonous
voice, so loud that would silence
all the critics
of her childs
wrongdoing! Even though
everyday she contemplates
all her childs mindless
evil doing!
Like a vicious vixen,
she not only tries a ludicrous
attempt to conceal the detestable offences
of her child
but also like an inveterate sinner
who is always the loudest
in denunciation, she would hush the critics
forever!
Although, I still do not know
& I would never know
that she would ever forgive me
for all the wrong-doing of me!
