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Woke up one morning and summer was over. The days fade fast when you want to live in the moment. My summer was spend doing nothing very summer-like at all. Yet... it was one of the best summers ever.





mon Aug.11.2003
time: 4:55pm
playlist: reel big fish. lisa loeb.
mood: hyped and confused

Just got back from work, then bubble tea. Nicole is an idiot, just as I am. George eats Nicole. George Fucks Nicole. Little Boy George. HAHA!

BEEP BEEP: ^TXT 4 NIKKI^ I'm not smiling, I'm passing gas.
BEEP BEEP: ^TXT 4 NINA^ I'm not smiling, I'm a potato.

Knock Knock. Who's there? Potato. Potato Who? I'm a potato!

Ask me for the blonde potato joke. I don't feel like typing. Heh Heh!

Ix lady love xI: aw damn the porn wont download




thurs Aug.08.2003
time: 6:45pm
playlist: gavin degraw
mood: hyped


The new school year shoul be exciting. We are finally seniors! My classes are as I like it! Ap Lit is kinda iffy, considering I did crap last year in Ap Language. I finally have classes (Anatomy and AP Lit) with Ella and Phoungie! Yey. We'll all happily dissect buttocks and intestines together... :) Nicole has stats, but since she's a math genius so she will undergo "independent study" as oppose to me, who is actually in regual stats. I'm thinking about drop out of theater and take something more productive such as consumer or accounting... I could use another math credit.

Tell me if you have anything with me!

.> 1 hon NSL
.> 2 tv studio
.> 3 com sys tech
.> 4 adv acting
.> 5 ap Lit
.> 6 anatomy
.> 7 stats





tue July.29.2003
time: 7:32pm
playlist: maroon 5
mood: aw


OH SHIT! Hm... yummmmy! You know you want some!





mon July.28.2003
time: 7:44pm
playlist: bjork
mood: between pissed and irritated


Anyways. . . check out some of "Nikki Nack and Kaddy Whack's" off da hook raps...

yo yo dawg check me out, i is the shizzle for rizzle, anit no body betta then this hottie, from east to the west, i be the only girl off yo schnizzle, come suck on mah chest, s'all hairiest from the rest... uh uh uh... like no otha fo sho, you want me to be yo hoe, but aint gonna happen, yo slong is to smo

you call yo self a balla, but you aint got no balls to holla, thinkin that yo some pimp, but you all youz got is pimpin on shrimp, they aint even shorties, they nothing but a bunch of hochies, you think yo so great, but only hate on us mastabatas

we got some raw skills, gills, and fish, konichiwa aint the way to get some momma-ish, life aint bout playing some dorkus snufflus, them hairy girls you call hunnies, allz you do is play wit their bunnies, two ears and a tail make wanna have funnies, then all you gots is crummies coming out of your tummies

THIS IS ONE FOR TOMAS::
yo call yo self chingsta, why yo acting like a gangsta, you aint got no ching ching, yo aint even a sta, d'ya get smackled in the head wit a piece a crappa, cant rememba dat yo isnt a big poppa, so why you frontin yo foo, all you do is eat some pooooOOO

His Response Back:: and it's Tommy Gun not Chingsta get it right u stupid hairy rodents lol





sun July.27.2003
time: 1:33
playlist: tagalog stuff... rivermaya, pne, azia, eraserheads...
mood: :)


I finally saw Pirates of the Caribbean featuring the ever so gorgeous Orlando Bloom and the talented Jonny Depp. The girl in that movie, Keira Knightley. is very reminiscent of Natile Portman and Wynona Rider. Oh lucky her... she gets to kiss Orlando. Its okay, I'll just make out with my desktop... (look below) jay kay jay kay

After that, we chilled at Tolentino's... tried playing some basketball. Went "joy riding"... My parents are funny. They wanted me home, but when I got home they didn't really bother much with me.





fri July.25.2003
time: 8:48pm
playlist: auto pilot off
mood: hm... cant pick one

Okay. So maybe sometimes I'm in denial. Who isn't about somethings? I have my reasons for it, and I'm not trying to rationalize.

V I T A... if you read this... I really hope you enjoy the video, I'm going to try to work on the cooking one. I'll send you that when I get it finised... unless you come here christmas or thanksgiving. pesronal delivery... :)

I took the sparks test. According to those... I will have sex with 3 people by the time I'm 18 and love all 3 of them. I will die when I'm sixty something on June 29, 2061 due to either cancer or suicide. Uh... and, thats all I took today, because no one really works on fridays... oh, and the only sure thing in an mortal life is that death is inevitable. It comes to all.





mon July.21.2003
time: 7:48pm
playlist: switchfoot
mood: nostalga

let us beging this entry with a prayer..."Our Father"

"and forgive us our trash baskets as we forgive those who put trash in our baskets."

Vita's stepdad is coming thursday so I won't have to send the video and spend money, not that I mind spending some on her. Now I can use that money and send my package to Jenine whom I've been saying I'll send stuff to since christmas. It will get there one day! I promise!





sat July.19.2003
time: 10:16pm
playlist: tomas (b/c he sent me the link.) Phantom Planet.
mood: energetic still. somewhat annoyed

We went to BH park for Baileys birthday. It was really fun considering the kid just turned 4. He is really cute and so is Syd. Awe... and we played ship house, and I was the Marjher and Nicole was the Farjher.

Wal Mart has the suckies coustomer service. They had us on hold for atleast half an hour trying to reach electronics just so we can get Handmaids Tale. Everywhere we look, no one has Handsmaid Tale on shelf, anywhere. Its really annoying. The book was good. I wonder if the movie will be too. Its very sensual. Hm...





wed July.16.2003
time: 5:00pm
playlist: mandy moore
mood: s-m-i-l-e


My one eye is being retarded. Oh yes. I love my abnormal eye. I woke up this morning and the other eye could only open half way. I iced it down, so now I think I am good to go. It was probably just irritated.





tues July.15.2003
time: 4:22pm
playlist: saves the day
mood: bleh


NICOLE!! You know I was just kidding. He knows you were just kidding... who seriously proposes on a athletes foot information fold out paper thing?! I'm sorry. Next time, I'll stick to the basics. (i.e "Scratch my butt," "Eat my shit.") But hey, atleast you have lovely toes compared to mine right?

Aw. People and their love life. I must say penises suck dick and vaginas do too.





sun July.13.2003
time: 10:41pm
playlist: michelle branch
mood: lazy.


I had my first guitar lesson today. It was pretty boring. I learned proper technique which is always good. I already know some chords, so I'll just keep my mouth shut pretend I'm learning for the first time and look good doing it.... I hope.

Y E S T E R D A Y I went to Kings Dominion with my parents, brother, and cousin Chris. It was pretty laid back compared to all the other times I go with friends. I did eat a lot. Shiet on my crack, food is so expenisive. I was sitting there eating my ice cream while my Erich and Chris rode this one kids ride. Meanwhile this guys comes up to me complementing my "Nice c o m p l e c t i o n" which my mother always tells me otherwise. That was nice to hear.

Ivan told us that we don't get ass. What will we do with that ass that we get? However, we do get a lot of penis... which we don't really use. In that case, if you want me to hook you up, give m e your number and I'll give it to t h e m. ;)





fri July.11.2003
time:8:10pm
playlist: azure ray.
mood: full. bloated.


nicoles got a c r u s h on him (you know who i mean)
She hopes he feel the way that she do
she get a rush
When shes with him
Ooh, she's got a crush on him
A crush on him
Ooh, she wish she could tell somebody (besides me)
But there's no one to talk to, nobody knows (except for me)
she got a crush on him
A crush on him, she got a crush





thurJuly.10.2003
time:8:10pm
time: 5:21pm
playlist: spiderbait.
mood: oh happy


Man, Nicole. She's the file girl, I'm the stat girl. But today. Oh girl oh girl on girl. So things started to slow down today. We were just sitting. Then we get a new patient... boy was he some some fine pho eating muther fucker. I get his records, about to take his stats when Nicole decides, she wants to learn how to take stats. Gee, wonder why. Out of all the oppertunity she has to take stats, she takes this one!!! So I supervise, and everyone follows. Gave the poor hottie no space to breath... Especially some unmentionable lab personel. So, Nicole drops his papers everywhere. Tells him to stand on the scale but forgets to take of the blood pressure thing, so I take the oppertunity to remove it.... :) Anyways. When he comes back,I take stats.

I am NOT not Filipina.





monJuly.07.2003
time: 7:32pm
playlist: duncan sheik. semisonic.
mood: hyper


Men in uniform. Oh make me smile. The galley is cheap food cute guys and enough eye candy for everyone. That indeed. Some guys are a little... off. *ahem* rj. In those akward moments do the following (i found it very effective today):
1. remove shoe.
2. stare at inside of shoe.
3. smell shoe.
4. declare it smells decent.
5. offer them to sniff shoe.





satJuly.04.2003
time: 10:51am
playlist: save ferris. bob marley
mood: bitchy


I was filing records the other day when it clicked to me. Some of those records are really thick, which must mean, those patients are the regulars. They must go through so much just to keep "healty." Just to think, they don't know exactly when they're due and they spend most of it in a hospital. Then there are those who are "over due." Talking to all of these people make me smile... appreciate life more. :)

But sometimes, my life sucks. I have issues. We all have issues. Small issues. Big issues. Fuck issues. Nicole. Lets fart on the blonds at our school and take a crap infront of them. That would make me laugh. We're strange. That is why we don't have normal boyfriends... or bf for that matter. They're scared our unusual way of life... which reminds me, "If you weren't a girl... I'd like to suck your penis." Just kidding.





tues July.01.2003
playlist: barbies cradle.
mood: sleepy.


My sleep has been irregular. I must hold out until later tonight to sleep so that I will maybe have a regual sleep pattern.

My first day as a Hemotology/oncology volunteer at the hospital. Nicole came with me to work. The people there are really friendly and welcoming. So many of the younger guys are funny. "Keepin it G a n g s t a..." We sat around today since it wasn't really busy. Watched idiotic clips... not much work really for the first day...

The patients are so sweet. Old people are cute in their own old way. When I see them s m i l e, I can't help but smile even bigger. :) I love my volunteer work. :) However, if I was getting paid and really had to work, I'd probably have a different view towards the situation.





thurs June.26.2003
playlist: t'wing umuulan at kapiling ka
mood: hopeless romantic
time: 4:02am


Just got home from s t a r g a z i n g with Dat. Hehe. We layed behind the Waters House... He is an interesting character.

:( Sniff Sniff VITA! I hope you got my poopie message! My phone is being constapated. Its hard to fix. i think I dropped it to hard.





mon June.23.2003
time: 4:08am
mood: TEAR. TEAR. STREAM. RIVER. OCEAN.
music: Til The Last Tear Drop Falls. Blaque


V I T A is leaving us! I just want you to know, don't ever forget us b/c I know I will never forget you. I hope your time here in MD was sweet. Time flew by everytime we were together. I don't think I'll ever find a Laos Bubble as dedicated as you in fighting crime.

I'm sorry we couldn't spend more time together. Don't forget all the memories and laughter, those are the most important above all.





sat June 21 2003
time: 11:11pm (lucky luck)
mood: pooped


H e r s h e y, Pennsylvania today is where we were at. Hm... I wonder what we were doing. Well, the weather was a little dissapointing, but the day was not. Hershey Park was a blast.. and the water rides were freezing and us girls were getting hard. Heh Heh. That racing roller coaster was the best. Thunder always won! Thank you to the Lee/Wong family for taking us. It was a good last big event before Vita leaves.

The powerpuff girls have a new found talent. My talented nose and hair. Vitas talented toes. And Nicoles talented... Abhik... such a D I C K.





wed June 18 2003
time: 7:28pm
music: aladdin soundtrack.. wanna talk about me.toby keith

I have come to a c c e p t my fat. I suppose, the fatter I get, the bigger my little Abu and Flounder grows. Let us take pride in that my Pickle eating muther fucker.

Life does not work input=output. Life just is... find the beauty in c h a o s. Without chaos, this world would be boring.

Don't go looking for cows. They come out when you don't look for them... d a m n c o w s.





mon June.16.2003
time: 9:19pm
mood: blah
music: finch.

Close you eyes and picture a world p e r f e c t i o n. Too bad it doesn't exisit. Ha!

Today was Myphoung and Vitas last day together. We went on an adventure rollin down the country hills looking for cows, sheeps, and horses, around Damascus. Yes, we found excitment in that. We went to the old firestation and the one pump gas station. Oh yeah, we also went to Prabus house b/c he is leaving for India today. And Toms house just to visit so that Vita can stick her toes up me... Then there was Black Hill. Who's the RABBI!! Such a wonderful w e d d i n g right?





sun June.15.2003
time: 3:52 pm

HAPPY FATHERS DAY.

Dear God. Its not April Fools month anymore. You can stop with the crazy weather now.

F r i d a y, Vita slept over and we made " Cooking With Blo Bubs Butt." (We couldnt film our scary movie b/c of the rain and thunder. *sad face here*)If you want to see it, just ask. Bubble Tea got cancelled because of the damn thunderstorm and NOONE wanted to drive.

S a t u r d a y, We went to the pool. Everyones little brother was there without their older sibs for us to play with... so we just hit on them. Jay kay. Then we headed of to target to buy a Fathers Day present. Then suddenly, Rain started to pour again like crazy. Good thing we didn't walk.





fri June.13.2003
time: 12:01am
mood:not sleepy

I don't know if I can't, or I won't. All I know is that I am still wide awake in the early morning of today. Vita is suppose to sleep over on... tonight. Then we can film our movie.I'm also suppose to go in on Saturday to get my learners. Finally! I'm so excited...

Rewind. 3 or 4 months ago, on the night of the DOCCS 3 on 3 Basketball, I was invited by Nicole to join her and a few others to watch Northwest Highs International Night. From that night on, me, Nicole, and Vita instantly became closer friends. Its strange to think how short that time really is. And soon, its going to be gone. I hate getting close to people only to part with them... especially in this situation... almost 4 months of real friendship... You would think I'd be somewhat use to this, but I'm NOT.


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