Sunday, June 09, 2002

:[mood]: halfly bored

Back home. Yoy it's so hot. I'm still jet lagged of course. I keep randomly waking up at 4:00 a.m. Watched a movie with mi familia last night. Watched 'the sum of all fears.' I thought it was a pretty junk movie. Or maybe I was still jet lagged and the thought of sitting in a chair for 2 hours made me extremely uncomfortable and irritable. It just reminded me of my long airplane ride. I can't stand airplane rides for the life of me. Ugh travelling really takes a lot out of you. Well, it did for me. Okay so i'm back home. Don't know how often i'll update this journal since my life here is boring and it's hot and i'm not doing a lot of thinking. hehe. Whatevers we'll see.

Wednesday, June 05, 2002

:[mood]: relaxed and happy

Amazing what a little human interaction could do for you. I was feeling completely harassed dealing with packing all my stuff and mailing it, etc. I swear walking back and forth from the post office place to my dorm to more- I must've walked like 4 miles altogether! And this was starting earlier this morning 'till about an hour ago. Oh my gosh I was just so dern tired after this. Yup shipping my boxes back to Hawaii cost me an arm and a leg. Stinking Northeastern is such a rip off!!!

So I had a final exam at 3:30. Eh i'm pretty sure I failed of course. But who cares! After I finished my exam, this other guy from my class was also outside the classroom. We took the exam in a building we've never been in before so he was looking confused and so was I so we walked together to find the exit. Oh my gosh after all I went through today and yesterday, talking with him felt so nice. His name is Andres and he's from Texas. He said he admired me for coming so far to Boston. Thank you. So we talked about Hawaii mostly 'cause he visited there last year. So we continued to walk together to his dorm which was closer than mine.

Anyway my moral of this story is that this is like the first time i've talked to him besides commenting one time on his Hawaiian printed shorts which he wore today. It was so weird because just talking to him I realized that I had never really heard his voice before. And like what I thought he was before based on how he looked was completely wrong on my part. I mean like he was in my class for about a month and a half and only now did I realize that he's a really nice guy. It makes me think, was I so caught up in my world to neglect getting a chance to know people who turn out to be really cool? Even a simple hello would have done. Of course it's never too late 'cause well he's going back to Northeastern and I might. Yeah I never really got a chance to get to know what the guys are like in Boston. But if it's all based on him, I have nothing to worry about.

:[mood]: oh my gosh

I fell asleep for one hour and my whole world turns upside down. Of course it takes just that to make it turn upside down. *sigh* I've been foolish, cheated, ripped off, whatever. Oh gosh I don't know. There is just something completely wrong with how much I was charged for the shipment of my boxes. I could point the blame on countless countless factors but of course i'm the one who has to be responsible. *breathe, breathe* I'm not going to say who's to blame but oh come on I know it wasn't all me. All I got to say is i've repeated it many times that I didn't trust this certain post office and I had proof before but anyways that just doesn't matter. I have 8 hours to anticipate what's going to happen. I just feel like shutting myself out from the world right now. Oh gosh, oh gosh...

Tuesday, June 04, 2002

:[mood]: triste (sad)

Just got back to my dorm room from spending some quality time with friends. Right when I entered my room I felt so sad. My room looks so empty and different. I will be going home in 3 days. I must admit I am very sad. Of course mostly sad about my room. ;) You know usually when you move, you choose to move. But here i'm forced to move. Move out of a place that I couldn't imagine ever leaving. Gosh it's just so empty now. My eyes are playing tricks and I know when I go back to Hawaii, I will never remember this room again and the feelings it gave me and just all I went through in this little room. A place I will never see again...

I don't know. I really have to admit Boston has grown on me. I can't believe I just said that. Oh gosh nevermind I can't explain it. You can't really explain it until you experience it you know? I had 13 boxes all in all come out of this room. My stinking friend's boyfriend helped me out. hehe Thanks Will! That was fun moving all that stuff. ;) Yeah right. And of course I don't know what I would have done without my friend and her boyfriend. They've been so good to me up here and teaching me the ghetto talk yo. haha. Dern i'm still not down with it na mean. hehe. I'll miss you guys. I think I just had the heartiest meal thanks to them. Ugh i'm not making any sense yet again. Let's just say Amanda's thankful for a lot...

Monday, June 03, 2002

:[mood]: ack!

sjasdfaafjwz I'm stressed!!! Noooooo. Need more time...yeah right like I want to be here any longer. The weather's quite cool today. In the low 60s i'd say. Okay so I just have to mention my weird mood yesterday. Let me see what I wrote on my aa page...Okay so yesterday I was in like this music trance. I kept this one song playing over and over on my radio. I swear I must have at least listened to it 150 times in a row. It was just so weird yo. And this song is like the theme song for my life as I see images passing through my mind and memories forever kept in time.

Hoo that song is my life theme song definitely. And in other Amanda news...not really relevant to my theme song but (haha) I think should keep my mouth shut about love and my relationship status. Yeah that's all I have to say about that. Okay i'm going to post up my theme song:

Saturday, June 01, 2002

:[mood]: a bit out of it

I didn't even know today was Saturday. Had to check my calender on that one. So it's June and I must say time, for me, has passed by *really* fast. My dad and I were just reminiscing how, when I first got here, I was complaining so much about my dorm room- how it was so far from everybody, somebody could just kill me and no one would hear me, etc. etc. And now I was just telling him how I couldn't have asked for a better room. Yes, Amanda a major hypocrite. I love my window and my bed. I have the most beautiful view and I definitely could not have asked for more.

Oh hurt me if I say Boston has grown on me. Argh. Okay i'll leave it at that hehe. I bought boxes today. I got 7 and I need more yo. These boxes I have are so dern small. I mean they can fit like 2 jackets and that's it. Okay now what was I gonna say? Hmmm...forgot. :p'. Anyways the sky didn't get dark 'till after 8. Like the sky wasn't pitch black 'till around 9 or so. Can you believe that? During the winter it used to be pitch black at 5, now it's 9. Throwing me off yo!

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