most people don't know quite what to do with me...i am a very unique  individual...i am unlike anyone you will ever meet...the things i think about and the way i view life are very different from most...
the only aspect of myself that is at all alike to others is that i am a full blown Aries...i am definately a cardinal fire sign...watch out!...i may burn you...*smile*...i say this in a joking manner but the truth is i am a very firey person...and i do burn people...however most of the time i don't mean to...truth is sometimes i feel like one big walking mistake...
like a total accident of nature and time....
but i do not let these things get to me anymore....too many people seem to like the odd things about me and they also seem to depend on me...for whatever reason...but none the less i remain lonely looking for my real soul mate...a person to die for and with...i still believe in love but the problem is i believe love is stronger than the small affections that most show towards each other....and i have learned over time not to settle for that...i can only find peace if i am true to myself...
.i guess one of the things that makes me so different is that i am a naturalist...most do not know what this means....or they think they do and are completely wrong...i do my best to keep my mind and my life as nature intended...this does not mean that i live like a Sioux...they did not live life
as nature intended...contrary to popular belief....i only eat things that i could eat in nature...if it had to be made or proccesses or cooked then it is not natural and was not meant for consumption...it is however expensive to live like this but i do the best within my means...i also repect all life and death....i do not kill without need...nature intended for men to protect women and women to protect children....i believe that it is natural for a woman to be submissive to a man....it is part of our instinct....however i do not believe that that gives men the right to abuse women in any way shape or form....men are supposed to protect and cherish women...and women are supposed to honor men...that is how i believe yet i live in this 'free' country where i am supposed to be able to live as i please but i cannot live this way...i didn't burn my bra and i didn't ask for equality...yet i have it all the same....and hate it...being an independent woman is not a natural thing at all...
i am also a very cat-like person by nature...i think most women are...i meow...i purr...i gurr...i hiss...i am very territorial about certain things...i crawl on all four so to speak...i streach and yawn like a cat...i rub up against people to show affection and get attention...i lean and lay on others...i'll even curl up at your feet if you let me...i am very much a mother cat when it comes to my son...if you mess with him watch out i claw and bite too...i stalk interesting things...my cat side amuses most people...it annoys some...like i care...i am myself and i encourage others to be themselves...i am not only cat-like but i am also chiid-like...i play...and run around with no shoes on...i argue like a child...and sometimes am as helpless as a child as well...
i can be small and cute or very scarey and furocious if need be...i prefer to be cute and sexy though...*wink*...so i continue my search for the perfect place to live and the perfect person to live with...the only unnatural  thing i do in this aspect is women...i like them just as much if not more than men...i am comfortable with the equality of a lesbian relationship but i could never be comfortable with equality in a straight relationship...men have to be dominant for me to even be a little interested....
my eyes are blue...............
i guess i still need to be tamed a little...*evil little grin*...but for the most part i just want to live life to the fullest extint that i can...and i want to teach my son to do the same...most of this site is just going to talk about the things i like and don't like...let's get the don't like out of the way now...i don't like guns or any killing machines...i don't like porn or selling sex...i think we should all be naked...i don't believe in destroying your  body, mind, or self in anyway...and i don't tolerate abuse of any kind...and i'm very afraid of spiders...don't know why...and i'm even more afraid of trains...there are reasons for that one...i think that about covers it...
well now...with all that out of the way i think we can focus on the good things...i love fire and cats and fantasy creatures...i'm sure however that they exsist some where...i love children...i love life...i love being outside...i love nature...i love animals...hot tea...a really good cup of coffee...and good conversation...
the following pages will go into more of the things i like...music and bands...unicorns...New Orleans...i hope i am able to make your visit enjoyable...you may of course email me if you like...i am always looking for like minded people to converse with...any friend is a good friend...like i said before i am odd...and i don't have as many people in my life as i would like...it would be nice to have something in the old inbox that isn't junk mail...
i am a majikal being...
i am that shy gentle smile...
i am a feline....
and just like that *poof* she was gone....
murrow!!!!!
unicorns
Slipknot TOOL New Orleans
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le purr
mail the firey lady
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