Chapter 17

Leighanne is pleased to see us back and we chat for a while. I tell her about the sex instruction and she immediately agrees with me that it should be given earlier in the USA.
"You should go and talk to all boys and girls in the USA," she smiles. "Aaron is at least a year older than this morning. It's about time he grows up a little bit," she teases Aaron. It's past three o'clock now.
The Boys are coming back from signing.
Nick gives me a kiss and says: "Jee, my hand hurts from signing all those cd's."
I give him a kiss on his hand and we walk to his room. There I tell him almost literally about my conversation with Aaron about sex.
"It's true, they don't show that at school. My parents told me about it when I turned 18. They were almost two years late, but I never told them that. Aaron did really grow up this morning. Hey, I've got a llittle sister jest like him at home. Can you make her grow up? She can drive me almost as crazy as Aaron," he smiles.
"Sure, I can tell them everything about sex I know," I smile back.
"Can you come to me at the Christmas holidays?" Nick asks.
"That's in seven weeks from now. Are you coming back to Holland before that? I think my parents would like to meet you before I go to America all alone," I ask.
"In three weeks I've got some interviews in Europe. Not in the Netherlands, but I'll make time to come to you," he answers.
"Than I can come to you for two weeks at Christmas," I nod. "Just make sure girls are allowed in you bedroom by than," I grin.
"I'm sure you can sleep in my room when you come over for two weeks. Especially when they hear that I've already met your parents by than," Nick nods.
"Than it's allright," I say and push Nick onto the bed. I lock the door behind me. I lie down on the bed close to him and we start kissing passionately. He takes off my shirt and I pull off his shirt. I lick his ear until he almost goes crazy and he gives me a zuigzoen in the back of my neck. He strokes my breasts and goes down to my belly until he reaches a really sensitive spot. He strokes it again and I'm totally twisting.
"Please, stop," I beg. "You're making me very wet!" He gives a kiss on the spot and opens my jeans.
He puts his hand in my jeans and wispers: "Yes, very damp down there!"
"Stop teasing me," I moan and pull his hand out of my jeans. "I'll get you back," I groan and roll on top of him. I rub my hand between his legs, higher and higher. I feel he's getting a boner and go on rubbing him. He's getting an enormous boner and groans: "You can't do that to me when I'm wearing jeans."
I pull off his jeans and say: "Is that better?" I sit down on his belly and bend forward to give him a kiss. My hair falls forward.
"Hey, do you know Ally McBeal?" I ask.
"Yes, I've seen it a couple of times," he answers surprised.
"There's one episode where Ling gives Richard a hair rush or something. I don't remember exactly how they called it," I say.
"Well, what is it?" he asks. I lay my finger on his lips and get up, so I stand above him, on my knees. I lay his arms stretched above his head and let my hair fall forward by bending my head. Than I brush past his arms, chest and legs with my hair. I hear him hold his breath when I brush past his chest and belly.
I lie down and he sighs: "You can wake me up anytime for that." He kisses me really tender and I lie down very close to him.
"Can you please remove your leg from there, or I'll still have a boner in a couple of hours," he asks. I grin ans lie in a different way.
"What are we going to do in the future? We can't see eachother very much," I sigh.
"I'll come to Europe as often as I can. We'll have to see how my career goes. How did you see your future before we met?" he asks.
"I would finish my study within three years from now. Than work in a pharmacy for two years, after two years you're a registered pharmacist. Somewhere before that I would have met a man. Maybe we would marry. After the first two years of working we would get two or three children and I would work parttime. That's about it, I guess," I tell.
"Well, you definitely have to finish you study and work here for two years. When you'r an official pharmacist we'll see what happens. Until than you can come to the USA in your holidays and I will plan as much in Europe as I can. We'll have to see how it works out. I know I will miss you a lot, but we can't change anything about that," he sighs. "If yo would like that, you could maybe get a job in the USA, or I'll come and live here. I don't know. But I would love to have children," he smiles. "They'll be as smart as you are, and as funny."
"And they'll be as handsome as you are, and as musical," I add. "We'll teach them to speak English and Dutch."
"They'll be really great kids," he nods and gives me a kiss. "We've got to thank the one who choose you to meet us."
"I'll call her. She'll be the first one to write official that you've got a girlfriend," grinnik ik. "I think there'll be already a lot of rumours. The woman in the shoestore, the man in the cd-store, Aaron's fans we met this morning, the people in this hotel, a lot of people in the train when I was going home yesterday," I grin.
"Maybe it'll finally stop the rumours about me dating Britney," Nick sighs.
Someone knocks the door.
"Who is it?" Nick calls.
"It's me, Kevin. We've got to go in 20 minutes."
"Okay, thanks," Nick calls back. He pulls me close to him and we hug and kiss for a short while.
"We've got to go. Where's my shirt?" I ask.
"I don't know," Nick shakes his head.
"You ripped it off me," I say accusing.
"There it is," Nick points. "Must have thrown it away in the heat of the fight," he laughs. I pull on my shirt and lift my hair to make it look less messy.
"Look in the mirror," Nick grins.
"What?" I say.
"In the back of your neck," he says and lifts my hair. I can just see a big zuigzoen.
"I wouldn't lift up my hair for a while if I were you," he grins.
"Hey, you're mean!" I say as if I'm angry. I walk back to my room to comb my hair and Nick also dresses himself.
I"m combing my hair when I hear someone coming into the room. I turn around and see Howie.
"You've got something in the back of your neck," he says.
I show him and say: "Guess who did that!"
He grins: "That's a good one. I've got to tell the others."
"No!" I call and hang around his neck to prevend him from walking out of the room. Nick walks in and looks surprised.
"That's a good kiss you gave her," Howie grins.
"He's gonna tell everybody. It's your fault," I call.
"What?" Leighanne asks, who also arrives.
"O, nothing," I say quickly. I take my camera and put it in my. "Yesterday I forgot to take pictures at the concert," I explain.


Chapter 18

We go downstairs together and go to the Arena with the limousine again. It's as crowded as yesterday. When they see the limo, everybody starts to scream very loud. We get out of the car close to the backentrance. We go inside quickly.
We sit down at the table and the food is being brought. Tonight we're havind Chinese. I'm sitting between Aaron and Nick again.
"Are you coming with me to see the concert?" I ask Aaron.
"Yes, do that. I can't jump and sing another night. I've got to think about the baby," Leighanne says.
Aaron nods. "I hope I won't get crushed between all those girls," Aaron grins.
"Oh, you won't be. Yesterday we were allowed to stay in front of the fences, with a private bodyguard," I say.
"You'll need them, if they see that Aaron Carter is standing between them," Nick jokes.
"Oh, he doesn't care. He likes female attention, don't you?" I smile at Aaron. Very sensible he doesn't say anything. We cheerfully chat a bit and then it's already time for the Boys to change clothes.
I sit down next to Leighanne and we talk a bit. I tell her about the children Nick and I talked about.
"You'll have beautiful, talented children," I say to her. "How did you manage to stay together? I mean, Brian has been away a lot," I ask her.
"We love eachother very much. That's the most important thing. We just had to trust eachother and wait patiently," she tells. "And don't believe all what they are writing about him. They are already writing a lot of things thata era rumours, especially about Nick," she warns. "Just believe what he tells you personally. If they write something about him that bothers you, just tell him. Ask him what's right. Always be true to eachother. Tell him everything and ask him everything you want to know. Than you'll know eachother really well and you'll never have to doubt him."
I nod. "He'll come over in about three weeks to meet my parents and than I'll come to the USA for two weeks at Christmas."
"Oh, you'll love that. His parents are great, and I see you like Aaron very much. That's why I think you'll like his sisters also. They're sweeties. And I'm sure they'll love you!" she nods.
"Who'll love her?" Aaron asks, who just walks in the room.
"Your parents and your sisters," Leighanne says.
"Yes, I'm sure about that. They should have made more girls like you," he smiles.
"Well, my parents tried, but then my brother came, and they stopped," I joke. "But I'm very honoured you say that about me," I smile. "I'm not used to get compliments. And I'm very happy you all like me. I must be the luckiest girl in the world," I nod. "Except for you, with Brian and your baby," I say while looking at her big belly. She smiles back.
"Let's go. Than you can't ruin Nick's make-up," Aaron says.
"Okay. Are you sure you're not coming?" I ask Leighanne again.
"Yes, I'm sure. Now go, have fun. And don't forget to take pictures," she calls after us. I take my camera and give Nick a kiss-hand, because they're just doing his make-up. This time we're guided by two bodyguards. We stand at almost the same spot as yesterday, in front of the fences. The only difference is that we can't stand quietly now, because they recognise Aaron immediately. After he's given all the girls that can reach him his autograph, we can stand quietly, at least until the show starts.
They come on stage and the deafening screaming starts again. I'm singing really hard and taking a lot of pictures of the five of them. One by one they stand right in front of me, so I can make fantastic pictures. In one of the short breaks when they change clothes I put another roll-film in my camera.
"I'm glad I brought a couple of them," I point at the roll-film. "These pictures are great. Especially the ones where they stand right in front of meI shout in his ear.
He nods. "Isn't that warm, that long hair?" he asks and pulls my hair aside. I shake my head surprised. He starts grinning madly and I suddenly remember the zuigzoen in my neck.
"Howie told me. It's great. How does Nick do that?" he grins.
"I don't know. Ask him," I shrug my shoulders. A couple of girls behind me have also seen it.
"Do you have that from him?" they point.
"No, not from him," I say in Dutch and shake my head.
"Hey, you're Dutch?"
"Apparently," I nod.
"She's got it from Nick!" Aaron shouts.
"Hey, shut up," I call in his ear. "They're his fans. They don't want to hear that."
They're back on stage, so luckily we can't talk anymore. Nick sings 'Heaven in your eyes' again. I take loads of pictures. At the end he kneels before me and sings the last part to me. Quickly Aaron takes a couple of pictures for me. I blow a kiss-hand to Nick and he pretends to catch it and puts it on his cheek. Another couple of songs and the concert is over again.
"You really are Nick's girlfriend, right?" one of the girls behind me asks.
"Yeah, definitely," I answer smiling.
"Great show!" Aaron calls in my ear. I smile and put my two thumbs up. He takes my hand and pulls me towards the exit. On our way he is recognized again.
"Hey Aaron! Aaron!" they call from all sides, and gives out some autographs again.
"Is that your girlfriend?" they ask.
"No, I would wish she was, but she's my sister-in-law."
"You'd wish I was your girlfriend?" I smile when the fans are gone.
"Yes, you're great. If you'd been a couple of years younger, I would have fallen for you," he nods.
"Thanks, but I don't think you would have, because I was different when I was younger, much different. I was really shy, so most people thought I was boring," I remember not so pleasant facts.
"I can't imagine that, but if you say so," he shrugs his shoulders. "But I still think you're really cool."
"You're great to. I don't think there are many 14-year old boys I can normally talk with. You're a really cool brother," I say and give him an arm.
Finally we arrive at the dressingroom. Nick has already finished taking a shower.
"Hey, where have you two been?" he asks when we walk in arm in.
"We couldn't get past all those fans. And we've been talking. You've got a really cool brother," I say to Nick while I  put my arms around his neck and give him a kiss.
"Yes, I know," he says proud.
"The show was great again!" I say while standing behind his chair and wrap my arms around him.
"Thanks. I'm exhausted now," he smiles back. I start massaging his neck and shoulders gently.
"Mmm, feels nice," he sighs.
"Jee, you've got yourself a personal masseuse," Howie says.
"I can massage your neck too," I offer.
"Let's go back to the hotel," Brian suggests. "I'm very tired."
Everybody nods. I'm pretty tired myself too, yesterday evening it was very late, and this morning we had to get out of bed pretty early. In the car I sit very close to Nick.
We're back at the hotel. Everybody goes to his room immediately. I give Nick a hug and say: "Go to bed, you've got to sleep. I'll see you tomorrow."
"You can sleep as long as you want, tomorrow we don't have anything to do until the concert," he smiles tired. I give him a tender kiss and go to my room. Howie is cleaning up everything.
"Jee, aren't you tired?" I ask surprised.
"I don't need much sleep. And I can't relax easily after a concert," he says.
"Still want that massage?" I ask.
He nods: "That will help me relax." I give him a massage and he indeed relaxes a bit. I change my clothes and go to bed. We chat for a little while and than I fall asleep very quick.


Chapter 19

Saturdaymorning.

I wake up. Jee, I've slept very well. It's already half past ten.
Howie comes out of the bathroom.
"Did I wake you up?" I shake my head.
"You can stay in bed. I'm going to have breakfast with AJ and Kevin and than we're going to watch the city. I won't come back in a couple of hours."
I nod: "Have fun." He takes his coat and leaves the room.
Hmm, he's not coming back for a few hours. Than I can ask Nick to come here. I'll check if he's already awake. I quietly open their door. Carefully Nick opens one eye when he hears the door, and Aaron turns the other way. Nick starts to smile broadly when he sees that it's me. I smile back and sit down next to the bed on my knees and give him a kiss.
"Did you sleep well?" I wisper.
"Terrific," he wispers back.
"Howie is already gone. Are you coming to my room?" I wisper and stroke his cheeks.
He nods. "Do I have to shave first?"
"No, I haven't shaved either. Just put in your contactlenses," I grin.
"Jee, you did sleep well too, to make jokes this early," he laughs.
"Ssht, you'll wake up Aaron," I wisper.
"Oh, he's awake," Nick says really loud. Aaron doesn't react.
"You see, if he had been asleep, he would have waken up now," Nick grins. Aaron kicks Nick. I throw a pillow at Aaron.
"Don't kick him," I say indignantly.
"Go away, or I'll kick you," Aaron grumbles. Nick is putting in his contactlenses and comes back again.
"No, you won't," he threatens Aaron.
"Let's go," he says and puts his arm around my waist, "or you'll get cold in your tiny dress," he grins.
At those words Aaron opens his eyes.
"Sexy!" he calls.
"Close your eyes, you're underage," Nick threatens and stands protectingly before me. Aaron sticks out his tongue. Quickly we walk down the hallway, before we're seen by anyone. I'm wearing a tiny nightdress and Nick's only wearing a boxershort. Unseen we get into my room.
We quickly lie down in the big bed. We wrap our arms around eachother and are deep kissing for a long time. He's such a good kisser! I turn him on his stomach and massage his back. I can feel that he's enjoying it. I'm enjoying it too, touching him, looking at him. He looks so good. He has several tattoos on his back. I follow them with my fingers and see him smile.
He turns around and puts me on my stomach. He pulls off my nightdress. Gently he massages my back with his big hands. This feels so wonderful! It's the first time we're so naked together. Gently he turns me around and kisses my breasts. I feel that he's getting a boner. We kiss and caress eachother everywhere.
"You give me the most wonderful feeling I've ever felt. Yo make me totally happy," I wisper.
"You do the same to me. Don't you feel the butterflies in me?" he wispers back.
"I do feel them in me," I smile. He gives me a big hug.
"I'm starting to get hungry. Let's get dressed. Than we can explore the city and get something to eat," Nick says.
"Good idea. Are we going together with Aaron?" I answer.
"Sure, we can't leave him alone," Nick smiles. He gives me a deep kiss and lets his eyes wonder over my whole body. I give him an asking look.
"I won't see that in a long time, because we're leaving tomorrow morning," he explains.
"I don't want to think about that yet," I say and give him another big hug. I put my cheek against his.
"Yesterday you said you don't like it when I haven't shaved, and now it doesn't bother you," Nick says.
"I like it when you've shaved, but when we spend the night together, you won't shave in the morning when you wake up and than come back to bed. It doesn't bother me when you haven't shaved yet in the morning," I say and kiss his whole face to.
"I'm going to shave," Nick laughs, "and take a shower. I think Aaron will be ready by now." He looks around the corner, into the hallway. "Nobody there," he smiles and quickly goes to his room.
I take a shower and dress. I take my coat and go to Nick and Aaron's room. Aaron is changing the channels of the tv, looking bored.
"Hi. Boring tv here," he says.
"Yes, of course, it's Saturday afternoon," I say and sit down on the bed next to him. I take the remotecontrol and change until I've found MTV. "It's the best there's on tv right now. Are you coming with us to get something to eat and explore the city?"
"I would like that. It's pretty boring here. Who's coming with us?" he says.
"Nobody, it's just the three of us. We'll babysit you," I grin.
"Hey," Aaron calls indignant and throws a pillow at me. I throw it back and a pillowfight starts. I throw a pillow at Aaron really hard, but miss. Nick just comes out of the bathroom and the pillow hits him.
"Sorry," I laugh and dive away for another pillow. Nick gets a pillow and joins the fight. Aaron and I fight against Nick together, because he's much stronger. We make him walk to the bed and finally he falls backwards and gives up, laughing hard.
"Let's get something to eat. I'm starving," I say and pull Nick up.


Chapter 20

We take our coats and go outside. I give them both an arm and we walk broadly over the pavement. It's really pleasant, the three of us are in a good mood from sleeping long. Frequently the boys are recognized and people are looking at us all the time.
"What are they all looking at?" I laugh.
"They're all thinking: what idiot goes out with two brothers?" Nick jokes.
"My sister," Aaron answers. I push them both.
"Hey, be nice. They'll all think I'm your sister," I say as if I'm angry.
"That's what you are, isn't it," Aaron calls.
"No, they won't think that," Nick says and gives me a kiss.
We go to a cosy-looking bar and look for a table. A waitress comes to us and tells taht the specialty of the day is tunasalad.
"Oh please, no fish. We haven't even had breakfast yet," Aaron calls.
"Hey, they don't know that. It's two o'clock," I say to him. We order some toast, bread and soup. It tastes really good, because we were starving.
After eating we go back on the streets. Frequently they have to give out autographs. We walk into a couple of really slutty girls. They all want an autograph on their body. Some on their belly, another on her breast.
"I don't like those girls," Aaron wispers to me.
"Me neither," I wisper back. The last one wants an autograph of Nick in the back of her neck.
"That's original, I've never put my signature in someone's neck," Nick says.
"Yes, you have. A much more personal signature," Aaron calls and lifts my hair so everyone can see the zuigzoen.
"Hey," I say to Aaron and give him a punch while he's grinning broadly. I see that Nick can hardly hold his laughter. The girls don't like it at all that it's so obvious that Nick has a girlfriend. They thank Nick with a cute smile and walk on. Nick and Aaron start laughing really hard, actually I have to laugh about it too.
"Jee, these were real sluts!" Aaron calls.
"Didn't like them either," Nick laughs.
"Did you see her face? When you told her it was original, she was so proud her tits almost fell out. They were really jealous at you, Rachel, when they saw your 'signature'," Aaron laughs really hard. We walk on. When we go past a kiosk I see an article about the BSB on the cover of a paper.
"Oh, look. You're in the newspaper," I call. Quickly I read through the article. "It's about the concert on Thursday. They say it was a great show, thousands of fans, bla bla. Oh, oh, this is great. I'll try to translate it literally.
'There are new rumours about Nick Carter. A lot of people in Amsterdam have seen him with an unknown girl. Some say it's his girlfriend, and that she's Dutch. Some others say it's his sister. The same girl was seen at the cocert, together with Leighanne, Brian's wife. Some people have seen the same girl with Aaron Carter, Nick's brother who stays with the BSB this week. Some people who have spoken to Aaronand the girl, say he told them it's his sister, some others say he told them it's Nick's girlfriend. Could it be possible she's Aaron's sister-in-law, and Nick's girlfriend? It would make sense. When the first pictures of het two will appear, we'll have more certainty. But than we still won't know whether she's Dutch or not. We'll keep you informed.'
I'll buy this paper, I can show the others," I laugh. Aaron and have to laugh about it too. A couple of people in the kiosk have heard us.
"What's true about it?" asks the man I buy the paper from.
"She's my sister," Aaron says.
"She's my girlfriend," Nick says.
"And I'm Dutch, otherwise I wouldn't have been able to translate it," I say.
"That's clear enough. We don't have to read the papers about it anymore," the man laughs. We walk on, arm in arm.
"Jee, it's real fun to be with the two of you," I'm still laughing.
"We're always fun, but not as much as when you're with us," Nick laughs.
"Yes, he's right. I think even I will miss you when we're back in the USA," Aaron says.
"I'm coming to you at the Christmas holidays. And of course you can always call me or e-mail me when you need my advice or something," I say to Aaron. We walk on and take a look in some other shops.
"Anything special you like to see?" I ask Nick and Aaron.
"One of the famous coffeeshops?" Nick suggests.
"They won't let us in, too young. And it smells real bad there," I say.
"The red light district?" Aaron grins.
"Sure, it's not far from here. But you can only look, you're underage," I tease Aaron. "Oh, and you can smell the coffeeshops there also," I add.
"Are we going there seriously? I was only kidding?" Aaron asks surprised.
"Why not. I know you were kidding, but I also know that secretly you would like to see it," I shrug my shoulders.
Nick starts to laugh really loud. "You really know boys, don't you? It's certainly true he wanted to see it secretly."
Aaron's head turns red and Nick starts laughing even louder.
"It's okay," I say to Aaron. "I know every boy wants to see it. But nobody dares to say it, so they make jokes about it. A couple of years ago when my parents and my little brother and me went to visit my brother for his birthday, we saw a couple of dirty magazines at his house. My little brother was like: 'Jee, what's that,' and my brother said: 'Oh, that's nothing for little boys. Got them from some friends.' And he laid them somewhere else. At home my mother said: 'he doesn't read that, does he?' and I said: 'why not. I'm sure they didn't buy them for nothing." And my little brother kept on making jokes about it. He was about 15, I think. Later when I had a party from our study, they gave all of us a bag with different magazines. There was also a Playboy in it. A friend of mine asked me me if he could have mine. 'I don't have that one yet,' he said, but I was like: 'You can buy it yourself, you're old enough. I'll give it to my little brother, he'll love it.' And I gave it to my little brother and he just grinned. I've never seen it again. We've had a lot of fun with that Playboys, though. We all got different ones, and some of us had brought them to college at Monday, so we were all reading the dirty jokes and writing comments next to the pictures an than we gave it to the ones next to us. And the professor said: 'What are you all being busy. What's the matter,' and someone said: 'Nothing, we're just writing notes about what you're saying.' And I whispered to the one next to me: 'I hope he didn't really say what she's writing right now,' because I could see she was writing in a Playboy."
Aaron and Nick have to laugh about it hard.
"Do you really do things like that in college?" Nick laughs.
"Well, that with the Playboys only happened once, and we were only in our first year. But we also read the free newspapers and make the puzzles and read the horoscopes and discuss what was on tv last night," I tell.
"How could you do that in college? Wouldn't they see what you were doing?" Aaron asks.
"No, we were with more than 150 persons. And everey row further to the back is placed a llittle bit higher, so the teacher has to look up. They never see what's on your table. We only had college like that the first three years. It's a pity we don't have that anymore. Take a good look around, Aaron. We're in the red light district," I add. We see a lot of sexshops, signbords for peepshows and hookers behind the windows and on the streer.
"What's that smell?" Aaron asks with a dirty look on his face.
"Marihuana. You can smoke that legally in the Netherlands," I say.
"You smell it everywhere. Does everybody smoke that? Have you ever?" Aaron asks.
"No, of course not. I'm against using drugs. I know too well what drugs do to you. Alcohol is all right, but no drugs, never," I call.
"Is it that bad for your health?" Nick asks surprised.
"Just smoking marihuana is okay, but you never know if it's real marihuana you buy. And pills are dangerous, every year people die because of bad pills at houseparty's and things like that," I explain.
"But alcohol is also bad for your health. Do you ever drink alcohol?" Nick asks.
"Yes, when we go out we drink lots of beer or wine. We sometimes get really drink, especially when we're on vacation. Parties with only students are the best. There's a lot of alcohol and a lot of fun," I tell them enthusiastically.
"But alcohol kills your rains, doesn't it?" Nick aks surprised.
"Yes, that's true. But you use less than one third of your brains. You won't notice a difference. And when people say something about students drinking that much, we've got a joke. In a troup of animals, the ewakest will get killed by predators. Alcohol does the same, it kills the slowest braincells, so your brain will only be faster after a lot of alcohol," I laugh. "It's not true, but I don't think I'm dumb yet, so I won't stop drinking yet."
"Don't you get really sick when you've drunk too much?" Aaron asks.
"That happened to me only once. I was throwing up all day, the day after. It was really embarrassing, that was the last time E was on vacation with my parents. Mostly you don't feel very well next day, but I don't get sick or something. Mostly it's like when you call a friend: 'hi, how are you? Could be better, but I'm okay. Wanna come over to my plae to watch some tv or something? No, I can't walk, but you can come over to my place. I can't walk either. It was fun last night, wasn't it? yeah.. ' And you lie on the couch and watch tv all day and surf the internet and stuff like that. That's a perfect weekend."
"Do you get drunk every weekend? I wouldn't have expected that of you," Nick asks amazed.
"No, I only go out in Utrecht, or sometimes Amsterdam. Most weekends I stay with my parents. Then I always go to church on Sunday. But sometimes I go back to Utrecht Saturday evening and I go out. Usually we go out Wednesday. Wednesday are the parties of pharmacy and of the other studies. It's especially fun when you've got to go to college next morning at 9.00am. than you can see exactly who was at the party. Than you're still a bit drnk, because you've only slept three or four hours. And than you discuss who was at the party and isn't at college. It are always the boys who don't show up next day. A friend of mine too, Paul. I've slept at his place a couple of times when I didn't live in Utrecht yet. I had to kick him out of bed next day. And everybody was really surprised shen he showed up at college next morning. And then he would groan: 'she kicked me out of bed,' and than there would be rumours again that we were sleeping with eachother."
"But you didn't?" Aaron aks. I shake my head.
"You were staying the night with a boy and you didn't sleep with eachother? Doesn't sound like you," Aaron grins.
I give him a punch. "Hey, I'm not a slut! Of course, it could happen when you're drunk, but we never really slept with eachother. It's not very smart to have a one-night-stand with someone you know. And I don't do it with every man I sleep in the same bed with," I say indignant.
"I'm glad to hear that," Nick laughs, "you're sharing a bed with Howie."
"You see, Aaron. That's the proof. I didn't do anything to Howie," I laugh.
"Yes, but maybe that's just because you're with Nick now. I don't believe a boy and a girl can sleep in the same bed without kissing or touching or something else," Aaron goes on.
"I've never even kissed Paul. I'm not attracted to him at all, because�" I hesitate.
"Because he's ugly?" Aaron says. I shake my head.
"Because he does or says things you don't like?" I shake my head again.
"No, than he wouldn't be a friend of mine. It's because, well, I'm dead if he hears this, it's because I think he's gay, but he doesn't know yet."
Nick and Aaron start laughing loud. "He's gay, but he doesn't know yet."
"Hey, I think it's really true. He has a girlfriend right now. But there are other friends of me who think he's gay. I'm not the only one."
"Well, you seem to know boys pretty good, so maybe you're right," Nick says when he finally stops laughing and puts his arm around me.
I nod: "I am right. I'm always right, except when someone else is."
"That makes sense. I can hear you're going to college," Aaron grins. I punch him again.
"Did that hurt?" I ask. He shakes his head. I give him another punch, a harder one.
"Did that hurt?" I repeat.
"No." I punch him really hard.
"Did that hurt?"
"Yes!" Aaron says and rubs his arm.
"Sissyboy," I tease. Threatening he raises his arm.
"Don't hit girls," I warn.
"I don't hit girls, but I do hit my sisters," he says and pushes me. I stick out my tongue.
"Let's go back to the hotel. I'm getting a bit tired of Aaron," I sigh to Nick. He takes my hand and gives me a kiss. Our fingers intertwine. It feels so great to be with him!


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