Just who is this girl?
Well, I finally got around to writing my bio. Now let's see... who am I? This feels like a homework assignment.. So I'll do this in question and answer form....
What are the basics of you..?
Lets see.. I'm a 19 year old college student, sophomore at the moment. I was born and raised in a city in a state in New England, but I attend school in the South. But I feel I will always be an urban person. I love cities. For that reason I am I think a more fast paced person, I walk fast, perform fast, it's just in me.
So what is your personality like?
Sometimes very sarcastic, with a bit of cynicism. I enjoy making comments on everything, although it sometimes can get me in trouble. I'm quiet when you first meet me, but once I know you, it's a totally different story... But what I say can sometimes differ from what's going on with my mind, which is why I keep journals...
Speaking of journals, why in the world would you want to broadcast your life on the web?
When I told people around just what exactly the content of my site was, and told them one of the main features was my journal, they all seemed to have the same remark... "Why in the hell would you put your private things up there?" First off, all my truly deep private things are kept on another diary site and is totally anonymous. The things I put here on this site can not harm my character in any way, nor unless I feel I want to, can harm other's either. Most things are not deeply private anyway, they are daily thoughts on the things I see and deal with in my life. It is meant as an innocent view into my mind, and a forum to my opinions. Just that, nothing else. I encourage people to read...
OK... so I've been reading the wacky adventures of you, and I have something to say... do you like other people's opinions?
Of course, the journal is set up so it can be totally interactive. I welcome all comments and opinions. The reason for this is it gives me insight into how others perceive my writing. There is a comment link next to each of my entries where you can leave a comment.
I understand that you can "ramble" during some of your entries... but some things make no sense at all...
This is for protection of privacy and people... or maybe even me. I may say some things that have no sense at all all as a paragraph or two in my entries, and they are meant to be that way. For my knowledge only. But I most times will give a warning when my little "moments" are coming up...
So what's the deal with your poems? And why can't I find a happy poem up here? Are you depressed or something?
My inspiration for writing poetry is strongest when I feel the most emotion. And my strongest emotion for me just happens to be negative, hence all the angry and heartbreak poems. I use writing poetry as a way to release feelings that are built inside me, So until I find someway to find a happy, positive emotion that is as strong as the negative ones... the heartbreak will remain...
You keep referring to this cow mooing in your entries... what's up with that?
There's one of those "no sense at all" things I was talking about earlier... But here's a hint.. if you have AIM, you may be able to figure part of it out...
One last thing... you have a really bad habit of typing ellipses (the lil' dots...) in your writing don't you?
Oh yeah, I got into as a little innocent thing as trying to emphasize my thoughts while chatting, and then it crossed over into my journal entries. And now it comes so naturally and so subconsciously that I need to go on ellipse withdrawal. It's horrible...
Anything else left to say?
Nope.. not a thing.. it's been fun. Any comments or questions? Always feel free to email me or contact me on AIM or Yahoo messenger....