| Nags's Life Right Now |
| Septmebr 4, 2005 What's Happening? Well why the hell not? It�s been over 7 months since a big update and I think it�s time we do one. Now I�m going to try and keep a lot of the old stuff short and really most things short because hell, I�m used to short things (self-depreciating �size� joke � check). But really the fact that I haven�t updated in a while shouldn�t lead you to believe nothing important has happened because a lot of things have happened since January, including some things that will stay with me forever. If you really just wanted to read about Elyse click here because I separated the two. If you don�t want to read about here then don�t click here. Ok well let�s start. Note: I've started doing this new thing where I'm writing a rant with little notes on the update that you can read after the update as a suppliment. The link is at the bottom of the update. Huntington Trip Ok I updated January 22nd and the first thing after that worth writing about was the road trip to Huntington. I went down with Ashton and Joey to visit Josh and Mark flew down the day after as well. The trip wasn�t bad, for some reason I just expected it to be like a non-stop party or something and it wasn�t. It was pretty much just like being at home cept down in SoCal and in an apartment. It was fun hanging out with Joey, Josh & Mark for those 3 days and the air soft gun wars were tight but I set my expectations too high. That and the fact that it showed just how fake Ashton, who I thought was a friend, really was. Needless to say I�ll be making a few trips down there this coming school year since both Josh & Adam will live down there. Something Corporate Concerts After that I had my two Something Corporate concerts in a three day span. The first one I went to I went with my friend Alex and her friend Lorin. I wasn�t with them the whole time but I found some other girl that I started talking to and I had my arms around most of the concert. Turns out she had a boyfriend. Apparently I attract them (refresher course: beginning of January I stopped talking to Renata cuz she had a bf she hid from me). Either way it was nice to have someone there throughout most of the SoCo set (Straylight Run was pretty good too) and they were awesome live. It was almost as much fun in Sac a few nights later. Of course almost everyone was there (Chico, Davis, Sac and Dublin people) but they don�t like being in the middle of people like I do so I was by myself during the Straylight & SoCo sets. Still a great concert. Sucks that no one will be seeing SoCo for a while since their lead singer is undergoing chemo for Acute Lymphatic Leukemia. He�ll live but it still sucks that something like that would happen to someone so talented. Joey/Chrissy 21st bday party Of course two days after the Sac concert was Joey�s & Chrissy�s combined 21st birthday party in Sac. We had a party bus for about 4 hours but I was trashed before I even got in it thanks to around 7 or 8 shots in the 30 minutes I was @ Jon�s. I drank two 24s or Corona on the bus (not back-to-back, I had cookies and milk in between) but the night fell apart when a few of us were denied access to a club we were trying to go to. I ended up getting pissed back at the house and slept in my car for the night. Oddly enough the car right across from me ended up getting stolen while I was sleeping. Also that was the last night I drank anything for a long time (not because of the night, just other things). Busy fucking weekend (Davis party & Wrestlemania) So March went by with pretty much nothing to talk about but Josh came home towards the end of the month for the first time since November. That was nice. It was also nice that it coincided with Jon & Danielle�s combined 21st birthday party in Davis. It was a cool party since most everyone was there. Lots of alcohol was consumed (I made Eric take like 8 shots of 151�.he puked a lot), bad decisions were made (no names of course), and god times were had by most. I was being a sober grad and ended up going home around 2 or 3 because there was no where to sleep. Also I had to work like early in the morning I believe. So the party was Friday, I worked Saturday and then Sunday I was up around 6AM. Why? Because I was going to WRESTLEMANIA! Of course it was down in L.A. so it was a ways away but still, I was going. To a wrestling nerd like me, it was nirvana. So I picked up Sean (Carl�s Jr Sean) and we drove down there and only got pulled over once. Of course the cop that pulled us over ended up being a wrestling fan so I was able to get off with a warning. We got there early, bought some shit then waited for the doors to open. Once in time just flew by. It was a good event and a very fun day. The ride how sucked cuz it was hard to stay awake but damn was I relieved to hit the bed around 2AM. Busy weekend but probably the best one I had had in quite a long time considering at that point I wasn�t leaving the house too often. Renata again? So towards the end of March I decided to try and touch base with Renata again. We hadn�t spoken a word to each other since very early January and I had even took her off my buddy list and everything. But for some reason I needed to talk to her again because I didn�t like how things had ended. So we started talking and we hung out a few times and I told her I wasn�t sorry for anything I had done. It needed to be done. So we went back to being semi-friends. But it was a real short term thing. She only made like a couple appearances with my friends present. Funny story was when she showed up to a firepit and Jon was way past drunk. He got pissed she was there and started yelling at me about having self-respect. Here�s the convo we had a day or two later. INDNFN25: u know u were being an ass the other night when Renata came over JtpLAyMaKeR14: renata came over? Isn�t alcohol great? Anywayz it was short lived and we rarely hung out and fought more than anything mainly because I realized just how bad I had it back then and was thankful that it was over. So I instigated a bunch of arguments online but oh well. I�m not pissed about really anything that happened. I think it�s unfair to look at how the last month back in Nov/Dec went between us because we had some good memories that I wouldn�t have had if not for her and I really couldn�t imagine what I would have done with all my time last fall if not for her. I�m not saying that everything between us was great, and I�m not saying that it was the best thing for me but really let�s be honest, there have been a lot of things that I�ve gone through that haven�t been the best for me and I usually grow from them and become somewhat of a better person. Also ironically enough she moveed to Cleveland for college on my birthday. Also ironically it was the last time we hung out together (a couple days before she left) that I think we both finally felt comfortable with each other in a long time. Not that we were awkward towards each other before but there was no underlying tension or anything of that nature. It was fun. Two hours of talking about a lot while talking about nothing at all. She also admitted to being a trick back there, that made me smile. Indoor Soccer She was around long enough to see an indoor soccer game. I started playing in January and basically how it breaks down is every 2 months is a season. Well the first season our team sucked. I mean worst in the league. Only 1 win and that was by forfeit. Well we added some players (I got Grant & Este to join) and we ended up being like 4-3 or something and made the playoffs. We got to the finals and a lot of my friends showed up to watch (including Renata). It was a good game and I got an early goal (thanks to a great pass from Grant). But we were tied 2-2 with about 30 seconds left. Grant then hit me on the run (yes I run sometimes) and with about 15 seconds left I hit a shot and it went in to win it. I don�t know how I hit it but I did. So yea I was pumped about that. Won myself a t-shirt (the $85 shirts we call them since that�s how much it is to play). This last session we again won the division but this time it was harder as the first semi-final game we won in OT (we were down 3-0) and the second game we won in PKs (we were down 4-2). So yea the next session started on August 8th and we�ll hopefully be in the playoffs starting October 10th (I say hopefully cuz we�ve started out the season 1-3). I�m also playing in a co-ed league because they needed a goalie and Grant & Este are on the team. Its fun and I need the exercise and I love playing goalie so it�s all g. Taking Back Sunday & Jimmy Eat World She was also around for the Taking Back Sunday/Jimmy Eat World concert in May. It was a great show but it was freaking packed. I went with her and Eric. We were right up front for TBS but the crowd was too massive to stay in it forever so we left towards the end of TBS and went and sat down. JEW was pretty good as it was the first time I had seen them (as opposed to time #4 for TBS). Spring �05 Semester Well this spring I decided to try in school and I started out with 16 units. I ended up dropping Bio along the way because I wasn�t passing and I hate labs. So that left me with History 2 online, History 7 online, Admin of Justice 50 & Sociology 1 online. Well History 7 was US History and self-paced so I passed it in 2 weeks with an A. What can I say? It was actually my first real college A (a non-P.E. class). I ended up doing a majority of my sociology stuff in the last week or so (and used deceptive manners in doing the tests) and got a 98% in the class without really reading the book or learning anything (besides the fact that Asians punish their kids by making them feel shame). AJ50 was my only campus class and I thoroughly enjoyed it. I rarely missed class but my couple missed assignments in the beginning killed me and I ended up getting a B in the class. So I know what you�re thinking. Adam finally did well in school and made the honor roll (if there was one) for the first time since the last semester of sophomore year. Yea well I had to run into my first problem with a teacher over the entire 3 years I�ve been there. I guess it�s possible to piss off a teacher even if you never see her cuz it�s an online class. I make the impossible possible. So after a lot of arguing she ended up winning and gave me an F. She wouldn�t grade my last report and I tried going to the dean and he said he�d get back to me but he never did. KILLER! So yea that game me like a 2.75 or something like that. So it wasn�t a failure of a semester but it should have been so much better. First Summer Party & Drinking Well the first big party of the summer happened on May 29th @ Josh�s house. It was a cool night for the most part till the end when alcohol interfered with that. There was hell of people there and all of us guys (minus Grant & Eric) were there as well. At midnight we celebrated Robert�s 21st birthday. It was good times. That was the first night I drank since February 11th (Joey & Chrissy�s party). There wasn�t really a reason for it as I had only drank four times since Halloween (2 in Jan & 2 in Feb) but I just felt like being sober till school ended. I broke my sober streak tonight. I think I ended up somewhere around the 12 or 13 beer mark. Oops. Well at the end of the night tensions rose and Josh & I ended up getting in a fight (surprise) and I ended up not being able to stay. So the whole night left a bad taste in my mouth but one thing I did that night ended up changing my life forever. To read on�.click the Elyse link Summer Fun with the guys (concerts, camping, and bullshitting) Coming into the summer I had a few things that I wanted to do during the summer. The list was (I pulled it from LJ, I didn�t remember it). June 2nd - Finch concert in SF June 18-28 - Hallie back in Dublin July 2nd - Warped Tour in SF July 7th - Warped Tour in Sac July 7-11 - INSANE 4 day camping trip/party @ Del Valle. We got 3 camping sites and I'm sure a lot of alcohol. All are invited. Week of August 7th - Sometime in there will be my party since I believe that's the week my parents will be gone. August 19-21 - Ending the summer right with my 3 day celebration of my 21st birthday August 22nd - Hungover first day of school Well I actually did just about everything on that list. I did go see Finch and I saw them with Josh, Rob & Alyse. They were good but of course their new album sucks because it�s just so different. But it was a decent night. While Hallie was back I hung out with her a few times. It was around the same time as the first Elyse drama so she was dealing with that but she was able to go to one of my soccer games (the only one we lost in a string of like 17 games) and we did get to see TWO movies and drive around as always. It was good to have her back and it�ll be great to have both her and Jeremy back in November for a few weeks. Warped Tour in SF was such a great day. I saw Hidden in Plain View, Starting Line, Offspring, Matchbook Romance, My Chemical Romance, Armor for Sleep and MXPX. HIPV & Offspring were the best. The cool thing was talking to the members of HIPV after their set and shaking their hand. And yes, I did get moist off of it. I didn�t go to Sac as well because I decided I had too much shit to do for CAMPING! A big camping trip was something I had wanted to do for a summer or two but getting everyone to decide ahead of time is not an easy thing. So this time Adam & I were talking and we just decided it was best to make the reservations and then people can come if they want. So I called the maximum time ahead that you could have (12 weeks) and made the reservations, 3 sites in all which would give us room for 9 cars and 30 people. So starting on April 14th I was telling everybody that they need to get that day off of work and that we were finally going camping. The reservations were for Del Valle, not the greatest place but it was close enough for almost everyone to be able to be there in 30 minutes (cuz many people wouldn�t show up if it took them a couple hours to get there). So the first night it was just me, Eric and Elyse. I got pretty drunk as did Elyse and Eric. The second night was when most of us were there. Adam brought my keg and they pretty much killed the 15.5 gallon keg in less than 24 hours. I got drunk rather quickly and ended up passing out in the tent. Elyse and Eric came in the tent and watched Sean spoon me cuz I thought it was Elyse. Those bastards! I woke up a few hours later and Joey & Josh were yelling at each other and I believe Josh set a record for the amount of times the word �Fuck� was used in a 30 second time span. We ended up getting a warning for that since it was like 3AM. The next day most people just chilled at the site or went home and showered (lil bitches) while Elyse and I rented a little boat and went out on the water for a few hours. That night not many people drank but I sure did. And I sure puked. And I sure did it while pissing at the same time and having a light shone on me. The last night it was again just Elyse, Eric & I but it was fun. Read more about all the Elyse details of camping in her section (in case you haven�t gotten the point yet). All in all I think the camping trip was a success because we got most everybody there (I think about 15-20 different people spent at least one night there and about 20-25 at least stopped by). It�s something that we�re going to for sure repeat next year and you best believe I�ve already looked at dates. But more on that later in the update. Really after camping nothing big happened for a while. Most my days were spent working, hanging out with Elyse and hanging out with the guys at whoever�s house was the place to be that night. Really all the guys and I did was sit around and play MVP (Baseball, an Xbox game). It wasn�t a bad idea cuz it killed the nights and we generally didn�t even fight (and we didn�t drink for at least one night in the week�well them I rarely drank). Week Without Parents including the 3rd Annual Nagy Party The week that my parents left in August was a week of mixed emotions. Basically my house was just one big house for everyone to stay in. I mean I would come home and I would have like 9 or so of my friends there. It didn�t matter to me. As far as that aspect was concerned it was a great weekend. I love my friends and I didn�t mind them basically living at my house. Sunday we had a good day of music, BBQ, swimming & drinking. I probably shouldn�t have spent 5 hours in the pool with no sunscreen but o well. All week we just hung out, sometimes they drank and we played a lot of MVP. I say the week had mixed feelings because that was the Wednesday I got the horrible news and got really really pissed off. You know where to read about it. The party was originally scheduled for Thursday cuz my parents were coming home Saturday and I didn�t think I would have enough time to clean up if I did it Friday. People were complaining so I had a bright idea, only get kegs therefore all there is to clean up is cups. So we decided to have the party on Friday night. We were trying to keep things low and not invite a million and one people like last year. The party ended up being interesting as always. So we got the kegs and there were like the 6 or 7 of us there and that was about it. I swear up until 10:30 there were only like 15 of us at most. That�s unusual as most people usually showed up like at 9:30-10 the past few years. But the worries were put to rest as by 11:30 we had about 30 which was a nice number. There were a couple of notables that showed up like Nate Frost, Stephanie, Cordero and Tammy (which was an unexpected surprise). Of course we also had others show up like a group of �people� that I didn�t know at all. I let them chill for a while since they weren�t causing any problems and they were outside. So for the most part I just chilled and talked to people that were there, mainly my Las Po friend Ashley, Tammy, Stephanie and Josh. Josh & I were her appointed body guards for the night. It was a fun night. I never did get a real buzz going. But come around 1:30 a couple Mexicans showed up that I didn�t know so I decided it was getting late enough and it was time to start capping people coming in and getting rid of those I didn�t know. No it wasn�t a race thing (um hello, Rob and his brother are Mexican). But anyways, the one is smoking a black and mild and I tell him that I have no problem with him but they got to leave and to use the side gate. He says ok and then starts walking through the house with the black and mild. I tell him to stop and use the side gate cuz I didn�t want him smoking in the house. He said ok and then continued to walk through the house. So I started to follow him and when I�m halfway through the house suddenly I hear my friends behind me and I realize that Mark (who was in front) was looking to knock the shit out of �Jorge� (as Mark called him). Somehow I stop, turn around and hold him and about 3 of my other friends back so as to not start a fight since he was leaving anywayz. Honestly I don�t know how I held them back. So we avoided one fight, I couldn�t stop the other So I was in the middle of the house just walking when someone says you should kick the other people out right now because they�re fighting. So I run outside and I see a bunch of people rolling around and whatnot. Of course the first person I see when I run out there is Josh on top of somebody. I was like no way. If you don�t know Josh is my skinny 5� 10� 140 lbs (soaking wet with a brick in his pocket) friend. And he was on top of this one guy. So I pulled him off and eventually separated everyone but then I found myself between 3 of my friends and three of the black guys. So yes the fight was between my group of friends and the group of black guys (well 6 black and one white kid named Bubba). So luckily for them they didn�t hit me because I was the only cool head there and if they had hit me they would have been outnumbered and would have probably gotten beaten badly. In the melee one of the guys lost his �grill� and was looking for it. It was 6 gold teeth he has and somehow they fell off. I told him don�t worry about I would call him if I found them because at that time I meant it. So anywayz they finally go to the front of the house and finally they walk to their car and are about to leave. About a minute later they come back and are looking for someone with spiked hair cuz they hit their �cousin� with a bottle and he was about to pass out. So now I get in the middle of it again and swear that none of my friends, especially none of my guy friends who were in the fight, would hit anyone with a bottle. I don�t know why I thought getting in the face of 7 people would be a good idea but I did. They ended up not leaving for a long while. Finally Tammy called the police and the guys left like a minute before the police came. Now I know this all seems brief but it took about 30-45 minutes from the start to when they left. So the cops come, we tell them what happens and all of that and then someone thinks they hear something in the back so then Jon goes chasing down the street and Sean & Joey follow. So the rest of us go in the house and start having some more beer and talk about what happens. Apparently this started because on of them either threw or spilled or whatever some beer on Jon. Now Jon was not sober and he benches 360 pounds so he�s a strong guy. Yea and when he�s drunk he has a short temper. So then the fight was on. I guess one of the guy bumped Tammy who fell down and Adam, Josh and I think Mark got sucked up into the fight. Now it wasn�t happening long before I stopped it but I was able to figure out about the bottle incident. Now the guy that they thought got hit in the head with a bottle didn�t. His lumps and near unconsciousness were a result of getting punched in the head by Jon. But someone did get hit in the head with a bottle and that was the white kid. And who hit him? Tammy of all people. She didn�t hit him hard just tapped him a few times in the head. So Josh and Joey are dropped back off at the house and we�re all sitting around bullshitting when someone notices the white car that the guys drove off in going around the house once or twice. I look out the window and I see them turning down the street that�s borders the side of my house (I�m on a corner) with their lights off and I hear three pops. So then of course we call the cops again and I just have them patrol around the area. We think nothing really of it till Joey goes to leave and then comes back in and says his windows were shot out. So we call the police yet again and take care of all of that shit. We ended the night by playing a game of MVP and I got to sleep around 6AM. The cleanup wasn�t bad the next day, except for the fact that I got woken up before 11 by Josh to start cleaning up. So yea I did get in trouble for having the party but oh well, it was worth it. It was a great week spent with my friends that helped me personally get through the first tough days I had. Btw, we did find that guys gold teeth and I still have them and won�t give them back until we get our $200 back for Joey�s deductible (it was only $100�.shhhhhhh). :-) My 21st Birthday So we had one last thing to do before we said goodbye to the summer, and that was to usher in my 21st birthday. I got lucky by having it be on a Friday and also be the last weekend before school started. I was even luckier by having Josh & Adam still be in town. So I decided at my party that we should just go to the Rock House Sports Bar & Grill in Livermore because I had been there before and it was a cool place and they generally didn�t ID so friends such as Josh, Eric & Alyse could drink if they so desired. Well at the party I found out that our friend Stephanie was a waitress there so that just made things all the more perfect as we were going to have a waitress that was friends with us and would allow everyone to drink and help us have a good time. So everyone was invited and all the plans were made. At first the reservations were for 20 then I put them down to 15 when people we unable to come. I was getting bothered by some people that couldn�t come but then I just didn�t care after I while and I said what was going to be was going to be. But earlier in the day I went to lunch with my good friend Sarah from Livermore. I�ve known her for like over 2 years and we always do lunch�.when I say always I mean like once every 6 months. ROAR. But it was a good lunch and we talked a lot which we rarely do but it was good. We both need to have a lot more birthdays so we can hang out more. Either that or she has to answer her DAMN PHONE! Also earlier in the day I got a phone call from Jeremy. I hadn�t talked to him in about 7 months, right before he left to go to Afghanistan. It was good to talk to him but it was kinda depressing cuz he sounds miserable and homesick. He just can�t wait to get back to the states. He�ll be home soon but you can read that in a couple sections. Back to the dinner. Ok so we get there and there�s only like 7 of us right then. And we walk in and Stephanie sees us. She comes up to us and as she�s walking up to us she starts lifting up her work shirt (a referee shirt) and I�m like alllllllllright. But then underneath that she had another shirt that said �I Love Adam.� And I think she was talking about me! So yea that was a good way to start the night. She thought ahead and said we should sit outside. Good idea considering we all like to talk a lot and this way we weren�t going to bother anyone. So yea we started drinking and more people kept showing up and leaving through out the night. All and all I think like 15 people or so came that night including recent ghosts Eric Lopez, Deeders & Chrissy. As far as the drinking went�..I had a lot. There are a couple I couldn�t name but I had a Chocolate Cake, Flaming Dr. Pepper, Orange Crush, Jagerbomb, 151, Petron and a few beers. Now I was drunk but feeling alright till near the end of the night when douche bag Este comes up to me with a Latin Lover Special. After not drinking it for a few minutes I take about half of it. I then proceed to turn around, lean over the railing and puke a whole lot of shit out. Turns out that the �Latin Lover Special� was Liquid Cocaine a.k.a. A Bad Idea in a Cup. It�s 1/3 151, 1/3 Jagermeister and 1/3 Rumplemintz (or something else depending on the place. Yea so that fucked me up. After that parts of the nights are fuzzy and there are things that I don�t remember. I do remember have a Foster�s at the end of the night and drinkin it out of three straws. I also remember trying to steal everything�.I did end up with a saltshaker, a shot glass and a few packets of sweet and low. I ended up sleeping in three places that night: Eric�s sister�s lawn (also the house of his brother-in-law who is on my indoor team), Josh�s couch and then my house. It was honestly the best birthday I�ve ever had. It was also a great way to end the summer. The next day I went and played in a 21 and over poker tournament and during the night a bunch of us went and saw Thriving Ivory in the city and that was fun too as I was able to get a couple more free drinks and got a nice buzz. I saw them again a week later and I swear they get better every time I see them. End of Summer Thoughts What can I say about this summer that I already haven�t mentioned in the last many pages? Nothing really. It was honestly the best summer of my life. I got in no big fights (sans Elyse at the end) and I had all my friends most of the summer, we always did things, we followed through on plans and I had a girl most of the summer to be with. But I mean really what more can you ask for besides good friends, good times, a good girl (at the time) and good plans that play out right. I will forever remember the summer of �05 as a time in which things went near perfect and problems weren�t something that were�.well a problem. All and all I wouldn�t change anything that I did these last 3 months. Summer Stats: Girls Kissed � 1 Drunk Nights � 6 Movies � 8 (I think) Good Times � Too many to count Next Summer Already? So of course being the planner that I am, I�ve already looked at plans for next summer. And scary enough, there are a lot of them already. June 24th � Grant�s Wedding July 1st- Warped Tour? (I think they�ll have it then) July 8th � Eric Lopez�s Wedding July 13-17th � Camping Trip II (temporary dates) August � Possible European trip to visit Danielle, Hallie & Jeremy Plans are always subject to change but I hope all we do are add on to these plans, not take away. And you know with weddings there are always bachelor parties :-) Nearer Plans Well looking at this year�s calendar I�ve already made a few temporary plans that I will hopefully follow through on. In the next two months I want to go on a few road trips to Huntington (Josh & Adam), Sac (all the Sac girls), Davis (The Davis boys when they move back) and of course Chico (Sean & Craig) for Halloween. It�ll be fun times. Personally I can�t wait till November. There are about 3 or more concerts I want to go to but more importantly in late November Hallie is coming home and bringing along her bum of a husband Jeremy. By the time he gets home it�ll be like 20 months since the last time I saw that ugly sumabitch. According to him we�ll be eating out everyday�.ok he talked me into it. Also around that time Josh and everyone else will be back for Thanksgiving Break and on Thanksgiving is Josh�s 21st....so yea there will be some celebrating going on. And I don�t care what you say Hallie�.Jeremy is having a drink (or nine) with me! And then of course �season� is just around the corner which means lots of work @ the big yellow tag and the house lighting. Random Stuff/Comments/Quotes To love is to suffer. To avoid suffering one must not love. But then one suffers from not loving. Therefore to love is to suffer, not to love is to suffer. To suffer is to suffer. To be happy is to love. To be happy then is to suffer. But suffering makes one unhappy. Therefore, to be unhappy one must love, or love to suffer, or suffer from too much happiness. I hope you're getting this down. ~Woody Allen My dad�s retired. Yea that�s going to be bad having him home all the time probably. But he�s making just as much retired as working so there was no reason for him to stay. A little shout out to all the members of The_Few. Recently I�ve been looking for an escape due to all the shit with whatshername and I�ve found it in playing with you guys again. I�ve known some of you for close to 6 years and some for only a few weeks but its nice knowing that there�s always someone to escape with if needed. But you�re still a whore Shadow (I mean whore in the nicest way). I�m taking 12 units�.well more like 24 but the other 12 are other people�s history 7 class. �Where�s my grill? Where�s my grill? IT�S ON A CADILLAC!� ~Robert with the line of the summer �We�ve all settled. We�ve all ended up with a lagoon creature.� ~Dane Cook on one night stands A good song title is "A Love Song for the loveless" and a good album title is "What's keeping you from keeping me?" Those are just random thoughts. That's what the section is called people. Ironcially enough the only consistently good thing in my life right now is work. I�ve been selling Geek Squad up the ass and getting more than enough hours. I�m almost out of debt! YES THE MUSIC SITE WILL BE DONE SOON! I also updated the friends site. Things change in 7 � months. Three new poems are posted! Two of them are new and I really like and then there's an old one I found that I don't think is half bad either. The new ones are called "What's Love (Part 2)" and "The Best Thing Sometimes Hurts" while the old one is called "I Won't Be There" I�m not going to touch on the Happy situation. If you know about it you know how I feel and I just don�t feel like opening that whole can of worms. And yes I still hopes that he stays safe in Iraq. Closing Remarks Well these last 7 months have been very interesting. From getting over the Renata fiasco to a dull spring to the BEST SUMMER I�ve ever had. This summer was so much better than last summer. I had better times with the girl I was with (Elyse as opposed to a few chicks last summer), we did more things this summer and best of all we�re all still talking at the end of it. I mean right now maybe I�m not at where I want to be but fuck it, if this is what I have to deal with to have had the fun I had (for the most part) the last 3 months then so be it, it was so worth it. I�ll get out of my little funk soon; I�m not worried about it. I�ll eventually have a shitty day, break down and then start getting better. But until then there�s always this site, my almost finished music site (like you believe that one), MySpace, my Livejournal and games. And maybe some My Replies too�if you bastards actually fill one out. But seriously thanks for reading this. It does mean a lot. And just thanks for being friends enough to actually view the page. Unless you hate me then that last thank you doesn�t apply to you. Either way here�s the recap. And breathe in� Huntington was blah, we partied for some 21st bdays, Davis and WrestleMania in one weekend was fun, Renata came back, soccer�s cool, schools not, the summer was awesome, camping was great, SoCo, TBS & Warped were awesomeness, the week alone was a nice way to end the summer, the party was good as always, my birthday was so great, the summer was the best I�ve ever had, plans are being made 12 months ahead of time, nearer plans are good too and I love you if you read this�.maybe. And if you want to read about Elyse you will click here. Until next time which fill hopefully be sooner than 7 months from now, you know how to reach me. And for late breaking news you can always catch the LiveJournal for once a week or so updates. Until then, you stay classy internet. Until Further Notice, Adam My Reply Part 2 of the Update - Elyse Rant The Best Thing Sometimes Hurts What's Love (Part 2) I Won't Be There |