| The Best Thing Sometimes Hurts |
| One of my personal favorite poems. Was written right before I started talking to Renata again but also expressed my frustration to how my life was going. Written on March 20, 2005. |
| Like a car going 90 with no one behind the wheel I�m out of control and don�t know how to feel I wish I could say that I�m not upset about it I wish I could feel alright tonight I wish I could be in your arms again And I wish I never knew was love is Like a cigarette you suck to life out of me But I can�t kick the habit I�ve tried over and over again Just to binge once again Maybe it�s not you that haunts my dreams Maybe it�s the fact that I�m alone that keeps me up But either way you would solve it Even if it means my pride goes away And I know that too much pride can kill a man But I know that a man with no pride is no man at all So I�m trying to find a balance for this life I lead Where I do too little and care about too much The double edged sword that rules my life Knowing you are only a click away makes it hard Knowing I shouldn�t make the click makes it worse Knowing you�ll reject me makes me die Knowing it�s the best for me makes me cry |