I see him everynight in a place I call home...
He lights up my soul, how much, he'll never know...
I met him one night reaching out into the darkness.
What drew me to him, the need to live again...
I feel him... I taste him... I see him... I smell him... I hear him...
This ever elusive man I found. OH God, can this truely be?
I seem to be lost in his words...
Ever so gently he caresses and envelopes me,
Covers me in words that I long have needed to hear and feel...
My soul starved, reaching out to him to be fed...
He's lit a fire deep in my soul, a fire I thought died years ago.
My need is great, and my fear is strong. I long to be with him,
No longer to be alone...
My hunger grows deeper with each passing day !
Should I let him in or push him away???
This is not like anything I've felt before.
And if my heart is wrong, I will trust it no more...
I do not know if this man of my soul's dream feels the same as me.
Do I dare tell him and spoil my nights ?
For if I push him too much before he understands
He'll be lost to me for another lifetime again...
I've been alone too long to make a rational choice !
So I'll take what I can and keep my soul quite with no remorse...
Waiting and watching for some sign he feels the same as me !
Longing and yearning to share my love with him and be free.
Hoping someday he will awaken to the love we are destine to share
Throughout eternity, no other will compare ...