Today the ocean I beheld and the emotion within my heart didth swell.
As I pondered you and I, tears formed in my eye.
I sat down upon the sand, down my cheeks tears swiftly ran.
As the waves hit the beach, your heart still out of reach...
Unto the sand I took my finger, as for my thoughts they did so linger.
On what it was that wouldn't be... But you are still deep inside of me !
I looked around alone in thought and knew that I loved you alot !
But fate had cast us far apart, even though you own my heart...
Between the tears and the waves I am trying to be brave
And stop the tearing of my soul, make my heart once again whole...
I took my finger to the sand and tried to steady my shaky hand,
To write your name onto the shore and close my soul's secret door.
That you opened like a thief. Causing joy and sometimes grief!
Love and laughs and guilty thoughts. Damn I really love you lots !!!
But stare I did down at the name. And tried my emotions still to tame.
I'm not sure if I will ever win the fight to let my soul live again...
But I do want to say to you and you should know that this is true
That as the waves erased your name, like the sand I felt the same.
And I won't say what I did next. I want you to always be vexed !
You will never know for certain as this scene pulls down the curtain.
As I left the beach today did I stop along the way ?
Kneeling down one final time begging for you to still be mine???
As your name got washed away on this dreary autumn day,
Did I stop and write it again? On this answer does your life depend?
I am sure you have no clue but I'll say I do feel oh so blue.
And you've always felt out of reach,
But I won't say if your name's still on that beach !!!
I will however say to you,
You will forever be a part of my soul tis true...
And if your determined to leave me this day...
I only want you to be happy so I won't stand in your way...
I have loved you thru time of that there can be no doubt...
But I am afraid it is all to plain to see you really do want out...
So with a breaking of my heart and a tearing of my soul...
No matter how MUCH I love you, I now let you go...
Remembering now as I look to the sand...
What I have lost, my soulmate, my ONLY Man...
I loved you.....Adieu...
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