But then there's Jim. I don't understand how someone can care so much about someone they don't really even know. Jim came up to me today and told me how great I was and how he really wants me to go to a college far away and how even though he loves that I'm here he doesn't like why I am here. It's weird when you hear the same words your boyfriend says out of your boss. Really, I almost cried.
My pants really itch.
I'm really preoccupied with this thing I can't talk about. And I'm really sorry to do this because it seems like it's really important but it's not. As I said before, it shouldn't even be important to me. God Damn am I hungry.
Sitting in scilence is weird because you realise there is no scilence. Like, I have no TV or music on, but I can hear the hummm of my Dreamcast. And I know that if I turned that off I'd hear the humm of something else. And there is always the clicking of the keys on the keyboard. Alicia Keys? No, just keys.
When I push my boobs together to make cleavage, my diamond fits right in there and I feel all pretty. Where is that corset plus push up padded bra when I need it?
I want to hug all of you right now. I am very full of love.