february7b

I am going to Julia's tonight so I will update now.

I've noticed recently that I am good at distinguishing what is good with what I like. For example: Celeste Pizzas. Good? no. Do I love them? Of course! Also television: Boston Public. Not good but I really love it. That also means I am a loser but still.

I had a test in mathy math today so I am home now. Hello folks.

Oh here. A present for you.

I'm starting a new thing. Every day I'm going to have a thing of the day. It could be a quote or a picture or a link or something fun. I don't know what today's is yet but by the time I finish this, you'll have your thing of the day.

It really sucks for me that I'm not good at the things I like. I really really like math and things in the math area, but I'm not very good at them.

Last night I ran into the seed holder and it really hurt my leg.

I'm wearing my new shirt today and I think i look very pretty. But I'm beginning to distrust mirrors. I don't know but for some reason a lot of the time I think i am a lot prettier than I actually am. So i've started using my camera to take pictures of myself. No you don't get to see. But I feel like if someone looks good on camera, they must look nice in real life. So that is my new strategy.

Abbey said something about me yesterday that was interesing. She said I was like a little girl with big girl thoughts. Not just how I look but how I move and stuff. Then I reminded her that I simply have common sense. So really, I am just like a little girl. I am content with being a little girl, the problem is that most other people aren't. God damn I am hungry.

I get to eat dinner with my dad tonight and then I am going to Julia's. We will probably sit around. Laura asked me today what Billy and I did last night and I told her that we sat around and watched tv for a bit. That is the same thing I do with everyone else. The only thing that changes is the distance between people. With Randy, I sit very close to him, and we are usually touching. With people like Nidhi and Julia and Laura and Kyle and Lauren we sit closer but we usually don't lie on eachother. With everyone else, we each have our personal spaces. But we are doing the same thing no matter what. We're being. Come to think of it, Julia is the only person with whom I usually go out and do something. I think it's because she's driven to do those things, because I know she's happy to sit around.

hunger

Okay, here's your thing of the day. The Price of Milk is probably my favorite movie that I've only seen once. It came out at Cinema Arts almost a year ago and I want to own it. I went to amazon.com to make them tell me when it will come out on DVD. Apparantly, it came out on DVD when both the lead actors were about two years old, before the movie is made, and 1969 hasn't happened yet. You didn't know this?