| Wednesday, February 6, 2002, 12:16pm | ||||||
| Apparantly, I am not interesting. Also, I am not only depressing but I am depressed. Also, I'm tired of people telling me how I feel. I have resolved to make this section more eventful. That does not mean less pensive, just more eventful. I had a really trippy dream last night. I don't hate New York City one bit, but I know Julia does. So I guess that in my dream, I took on a characteristic of Julia. So I was in this big crowd of people, looking at New York City from far away. It was like we were all waiting for something. Then, these fighter planes started bombing New York. American fighter planes just dropping bombs on New York City. By the way, every time I type "york" it starts out and "Yourk" and then I have to fix it. So the bombed everything. New York was completely gone. And everyone was acting all sad, like we lost this great city or something. And I said "oh come on, they did the city a favor." Eventually, and the end of that part of the dream, the crowd agreed with me and thanked the fighter pilots. The other part of the dream involed this Giant fish. It could swollow a giant squid whole. Then it turned out to be a preview for a move in my dream. I've decided I really want to go to beauty school. Not instead of real school, just a a fun thing. The problem with that is they don't make beauty schools that are just for fun, kind of like they don't make colleges that are just for fun. So I have to Sort of put that on hold for a long long time. I just think it would be cool to be able go get a job as a manicurist or hairstylist or something as a temporary thing. I'm watching that movie Loser right now, and I'm really liking it. Julia said it was depressing but I like movies where boys are nice, and not like those movies where boys are mean and then turn nice (She's All That, Ten Things) but just nice characters. Granted, in this movie the three really not nice boys kind of cancel out the one nice one, but still. Maybe I'll have a new movie section for you today, if I don't have too much work to do. So I still have to write this program that I'm having problems with. Basically, the best way to do it would be to not write a program and just do it on paper, but that is not the assignment. Randy said he would help me with it but we're never around at the same times. And also, I should learn how do to it myself. But I would still like help. Awwwwwwwwwwwwww, in Loser right now there is this puppy that was just born and they have to get it out of its memmbrane and it is so cute even though it's really gross. You know if (dammit, when) I have to not work at cinema arts anymore I really should work at a vet. Why? Because I think gross things are cute, as long as they come from animals. Except alligators. Why are citrus fruits only good in the winter? Please don't answer that technically, I was just thinking about now nice it would be to sit on the beach and eat an orange. The problem is that when oranges are good, beaches are not. And when beaches are good, oranges are not. Unless I lived in San Diego. I don't find art museums romantic at all. Even the romantic artists. I like art museums a lot, I just don't find them romantic. I guess that is because I used to go every sunday with my mom to an art museum. Things you do with your mom generally aren't romantic. I'm going to get started on a new section. Maybe I'll finish today, maybe I won't. If you see linkies, then it is complete, if you don't, you can click and click and it will get you nowhere. Oranges are so good. |
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