My tears and the rain are falling as one.
My cloudy heart has hidden the sun.
But my eyes are open to the light that's left.
I now realize that it's for the best.
How could I have been so very blind?
How could I follow my heart and not my mind?
What on earth was I thinking of ~ when I allowed myself to fall in love?
Was it fate that lit my path?
Or was it a warning of impending wrath?
The wrath of love that tears you apart?
The wrath of love that breaks your heart?
A better stranger I never knew~ than the one I found in you.
Your heart was closed to letting me in~ but I caught glimpses now and then.
I saw little pieces of who you were.
It wasn't too clear, perhaps just a blur.
But I gained insight from those tiny visions.
And I let them influence all my decisions.
It didn't take long for me to see~ that you weren't really in love with me.
You had built an image that you desired.
These were not true feelings that I inspired.
You cannot love someone you don't really know.
And so it is time that I let you go.
Time to dry my tears and carry on.
You probably won't even notice when I am gone.
From the heart and mind of
Vince
If I told you that I love you,
I wonder what you would do?
Would you take off and leave me,
or would you say you love me too?
If I told you that I love you,
I wonder how you would feel?
Would you think that i was foolish?
or think that my love was real?
If i told you that i need you,
I wonder what you would do?
Would you stay with me forever,
Would you promise to be true?
If I didn't tell you anything,
If i turned and walked away,
Would you let me keep on going
Or would u try to make me stay?
All of these questions,
They are tearing me apart,
If only I had the answers,
They'd ease my aching heart!
Eddie Tran
The residents are a few in the "World of Love".
Cause, too many, it's joys remain unheard of.
We hear of the pains, and countless tears,
And we immediately label it our greatest fear.
It is very much a stranger in this world of corruption,
In the game of life, it is rarely considered an option.
We live life by example in a revolving door.
Ignorant to love, cause we're too afraid to explore.
We try love, not knowing the meaning of it,
And we are left with the question, "Why didn't i find it?"
We give up on love, cause our first attempt went wrong,
But never did it occur to us, that it was infatuation all along,
Love, goes much deeper than just your physical being,
You must take off your mask, and let your heart be seen,
No more games to be played, it's time to get real,
Cause a mishandled heart may never heal!
I wish i could explain Love to you inside and out,
But i am a sinning mortal, who's also filled with doubt.
The answer can only be revealed by the good lord above,
For he is the sole omniscient to the mysterious.......
"WORLD of LOVE"
Eddie Tran
(I know this isnt one of my greatest poems, but i wrote dis in a quick 30 mins, Just something to express how i feel)
It's been nearly a month now since we have parted,
Till this day, I can't believe how all this Bullshit got started,
The two of us was once thought of as one,
But some fucked up shit has now left us as none.
For once I am willing to let down my pride,
And let go of all the feelings I've held back inside,
Foolish rumors and gossips has always been misleading,
But for u to believe the lies, has left my heart bleeding,
To think words of a stranger can kill something so strong,
It even left me believing that I was the cause of everything that went wrong.
I thought you were the one who can look deep inside me like a crystal ball,
But to my disappointment, you really didn't know me at all,
If only you can see how much this is tearing me apart,
How every night, I try and gather the piece's of my heart,
Waiting for the day where the silence can be broken,
And all of great truth can finally be spoken,
I await for the day i hear u speak my name,
But speak of it well, and never again in vein,
A day where laughter can finally be brought,
And no more sorrow is out to be sought.
I understand that I need to give you time alone,
And for that reason, our friendship has not yet to be grown.
All I can do now is patiently hope n pray,
That everything between us will soon be ok.
Not much more for me to do, Everything now is all up to u,
For now Only time can tell what we'll end up going through.
I'm opening my heart and pleading with you today,
In hopes that in time I will finally hear you say........
"I forgive U".
The Heart & Mind of.....
Thu T.
Never whisper words of love If the feelings aren't there,
Never say "I Love You",If you don't really care.
Never Share your feelings, If you mean to break a heart,
Never say you're going to, If you never mean to start,
Never look into my eye's, if all you do is lie.
Never say hello, If you really mean good-bye.
Unknown
Out of the night that covers me, Black as the pit from pole to pole,
I thank whatever gods may be, For my unconquerable soul,
In the fell clutch of circumstance, I have not winced nor cried aloud.
Under the bludgeonngs of chance, My head is bloody, but unbowed
Beyond this place of wrath and tears looms but the horror of the shade,
And yet the menace of the years Finds, and shall find, me unafraid.
It matters not how straight the gate, How charged with punishments the scroll,
I am the master of my fate, I am the captain of my Soul.
Ernest Henley 1849-1903
One itself see's true beauty,
For a single red rose stands alone.
Presented to this world as a symbol of love and passion.
Independant to the world, it stands alone.
The world see's passion, purity, and sincerity.
But the world can only see what's shown to the naked eye.
It's scared weaken body, waiting to die.
To live presenting itself to symbolize,
Strong n beautiful, yet inside it's weak n slowly deteriorating
To be picked away from it's family
And is forced to stand strong.
Left alone for someone's happiness,
Sacraficing it's life, for someone's love.
It's thorns protect it from all the chaos of the world,
Yet it can only protect it from so much,
For it's in a universe all in it's own.
"I sit alone, waiting to die!!
Look at me....You see beauty!!
Ask me.....I feel pain!!
For I am a SINGLE RED ROSE!!"
MpR BoObiEs
For all the times I've held on, Creating a chaotic world with no remorse,
For all the times I've felt strong, With all of its corruptions and it's force,
For all the times I've sat and pondered, Nothing sensible could ever come from this,
For all the times I've let my life wandered, With eyes viewing through a mysterious mist,
I've let my heart do the walking, Not knowing where to go,
And let my mind do all the talking, Not having nothing to show,
But it has only led me to a bitter sweet end, Walking alone in a cold empty path,
Where I find myself to be my only friend. That only leads to destructive wrath,
A world filled with loveless souls, Yet I continue this path in the cold,
Where evil can do all its creative molds, Lookin through the eye's of a Lost Soul...
MpR BoObiEs