I remember back when our love was oh so new,
You were there for me as soon as I needed you,
You would care if I was upset or had something on my mind,
You would care to listen, to talk, no matter what the time.
But now our lives seems to tell us a different story.
Times has change and so have all our loves glory.
It seems as though you and I are no longer meant to be,
It's strange how time can show us what we'd rather not see.
Remember when you told me how I neve write anymore?
So now I sit here writting this poem with all of it's galore.
Believe me when I say it hurts to speak of these rhymes,
But you've played this game on me one too many times.
This game of silence that you continue to play,
Is what is causing my heart to wander astray.
Now I ask you, do you even know I exist?
Or am I just a small dot you see in your mist?
When I am with you, you tell me of another tale,
Of how much you love me and can't let me set sail,
"Why can't we work things out like all the times before?
You are the only one who I will ever truly adore.
I don't want to lose you, there's no one else in my life,
I love you so muc, you're the only one I see as my wife."
This bitter sweet love of mine, that's what I call you,
I love you so much but still hate the things that you do.
Of course you've always knew you were the only one in my eyes.
But there are certain things you do that I just hate and despise.
Like this Fucking silence bullshit you always pull on me,
I can't stand how you nonstop pull this shit repeatedly.
Do you honestly think that this fucking shit doesn't hurt?
And I'm just suppose to take it? Don't you think that's absurd?
Well, that's where you need to realize what you've done wrong,
You've pushed me so far away, there's no need to hang on.
Don't you know that this time you have taken it a bit too far?
I'm sorry to say but I'm not taking this fucking bullshit anymore.
This is a tragedy of what was once called our love,
There is no other way to do this but to give back a shove,
If one day you wake up and realize what you have put me through,
And promise never to do it again, and make this promise TRUE!
I may be still waiting for that love that we once grew.
I may be still waiting for that special love, I call you.
MpR BoObiES
I'm Laying in bed with visions of bliss,
I replay the moments our lips has kissed,
With eye's of an angel and my lips so tender,
Here I will find my sweet surrender.
Thoughts of you embracing my face,
Hands so soft with movements of grace,
Hearing you softly whisper my name,
I'm falling so deeply, I have no shame,
As I slowly daze into the night,
Closing both eye's with visions insight,
All my dreams are consist of you,
With enchanted visions of us coming true,
Feeling free like a leaf blowing in the wind,
A sea of passion overflowing deep within,
Leaving the world of reality's quicksand,
As I slowly drift into an enchanted wonderland,
This heart of mines will no longer roam,
For I hae finally found my true home,
I've fallen asleep with peace and ease,
Knowing all of my troubles are left to cease,
Being embrace with your mystical charms,
Here I lay......... In your arms.
MpR BoObiEs
Tonight I confess to you what my heart had to hide,
Every little thought and aspect of what lies inside my mind
For this love I found I believe I must put away my pride
For this is the true feelings of what I go through deep inside.
I confess every moment I've spent with you keeps replaying in my head
I confess that I dream of you nearly everynight as I lay in my bed
I confess that at times I'm scared I'm going to lose you,
I confess I pinch myself to reassure myself you are true
I confess I try to be the best girlfriend I can possibly be
I confess that you are the only future that I see
I confess I feel that you deserve everything and more
I confess that every aspect of you is what I adore
I confess sometimes I feel as tho I'm a failure to you
I confess that I pray to god every night that you do love me too
I confess that I want to be there and support you in everything you do
I confess that I am so proud of you for all that you've gone through
I confess that I believe you are worth more than any diamonds and gold
I confesa that my love for you is like a fairytale that hasn't been told
I confess that I love you soo much that sometimes I get scared
I confess that this love is so strong at times I cant even bare
I confess that love was not what I was looking for long ago
I confess that I found it in you and now I can't seem to let go
I confess that everytime I think of you, I feel a piece of heavein within me
I confess I sometimes don't know what it is that you see in me
I confess that I fear one day you will realize how much better you are than me
I confess my fear of you realizing this will cause you to abandon me
I confess I try to tell myself not to fall for youfearing that I will be hurt
I confess I believe you are worth it, even if I end up with my face in the dirt
I confess at times I cry myself to sleep thinking that you will never come back to me
I confess I believe each tear drop i've lost for you was sent by god out to sea
I confess all these things becasue deep in my heart I know the truth,
I confess that there is no doubt ....... I Love You.
MpR BoObiEs