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| We meet whislt climbing in the mountains of Scotland. Monika 'asked me out' out with the chat up line 'I want to play in the mud with you'. We play in the mud together and much, much more besides. For me this is my first experience with another female. About once a month we meet up - sometimes I goes to Germany and sometimes Mons goes to the UK. We also have holidays together in France, Switzerland, Austria, Italy and 2 amazing weeks in Rotorua. I am totally screwed up coming to terms with my sexuality - major anguish. Mons flies to the UK at short notice and we go away to the Lake District (very nice part of northern England with mountains and lakes). My sister and fa riend explain to people that I'm bisexual - most had guessed anyway, none are bothered. Mons flies back to Germany I tell my parents that I'm bisexual - my Mum already knew Mons moves to the UK - TOGETHER AT LAST Making up for lost time |
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| Normal day, an exciting start to the on-line journal! Start of holiday weekend. Drive to Scotland, hotel for the night. Romantic meal then bed (and sleep) Go sightseeing and for 6 hour walk in the mountains. At the end of the day we jump into a waterfall (very cold) and have to get warmed up by getting passionate together on the grass (just as cold). Back to hotel, candlelit dinner then three hours in the bath together thoroughly cleaning every part of each other before jumping into bed. Got to sleep at 4am. Got up at 6am, headed into the mountains, went climbing and abseiling (rapelling). Got as passionate as we could with each other whilst dangling on ropes - interesting, try it sometime. Later in the afternoon went to one of our favourite muddy places for some very messy fun. Got seen by three bird watches who complained at us for scaring the birds away, they weren't bothered that we were dressed in latex and boots and playing with each other whilst squirming about in the mud. This is only the second time we've been 'caught' although there may have been 2 or 3 other times when we've been seen. Back to hotel for very special night - nice meal then early to bed but not so early to sleep, very romantic and tender, started off in catsuits but they didn't last long before being ripped off. Last day in Scotland. More sightseeing then to a restaurant for dinner before driving back. Got stopped for speeding (Mons was driving - she's got a new car and it's her 'toy'). Got let off cos they hadn't actually measured our speed but could see it was fast - very lucky. We were doing 110MPH at the time in a 60MPH zone. (This was only cos it was a completely clear road - very long and straight, we do drive fast but only on clear roads - safety conscious of others but not so much of ourselves). Normal day Mons working in Manchester otherwise normal day but a pretty wild evening. Me working in London otherwise normal day. Bit of a food fight in early eve otherwise normal day. Supposed to be going away - too much work, didn't. Supposed to be 2nd day away. Made up for it by dressing up in latex catsuits (what else) and getting really messy with loads of cooking oil. There's nothing harder then trying to have sex with someone you keep sliding away from - try it sometime. Fantastic threesome with a very beautiful girl. Shame she's in a different country, but the cyber sex was excellent and a new experience for us. If yesterday's cyber sex was good then today's was amazing. If you've got a really good imagination you might be able to picture some of it. Can't give too many details - it involves another person and the site would probably get off-lined. Normal day - or as normal as it gets for us. Me in London (also there on Tues). Long discussion with third party about putting together a big site with loads of original and exclusive photo-shoots based on what people want to see. Please let us know what you want. Back to London again (3rd time this week). More discussions about site, more or less sorted, just need your ideas - tell us please. Weekend, time to relax. I wish. More cyber sex last night, good for getting you in the mood for the real thing. Give it a go if you haven't already (not with us tho). Apart from that - chat, work, chat, work, chat, work..... Chat...work...chat...work...work...chat...work...work...work...work...work....bath....work....work....work Work...work...work...work...work...work...work...work. Mons flew to Germany to see family and collect some stuff Mons back from Germany (I missed her even tho it was only 1 night) Started work at 7am followed by work...work...work....work....this is getting boring, you get the drift tho, busy to say the least. Want to have serious fun together, want to get wet an messy, want to go away. I fell asleep at 6pm and started working again at 7pm. Mons continued to do everything else - feeding, cleaning, own work etc. Mons working in Wales today. I stopped work at 6am (47 hours after starting less one hour asleep on the desk). Finally had a good night out. Got back in at 5.30am. We've now become nocturnal. Out again in the evening - 2 nights in a row, first time since Mons moved to the UK this has happened. Need to get a life again and do it more regularly. First of three days away. Drove to the Scottish Highlands, traffic was a nightmare. Loads of stops en-route, arrived mid afternoon and straight to a restaurant for a huge meal. Then went to a pub for more food and maybe the odd drink or ten before going to another restaurant to stuff ourselves even more. Spent the night in a hotel, the same one we were staying at when we first met (suprised they let us back). Had a fantastic night - very very passionate and tender (that Monika is SO sexy). Time for some serious exercise - had so little of late that we went mad and climbed 11 separate mountains - for those familiar with the Scottish Highlands we did the Mamores east of Fort William. Just for good measure we included all the smaller summits as well. Got cleaned up in the evening by showering naked in a waterfall, this is without doubt the best way to get really clean, very cold but so refreshing. Spend the night in a tent in a remote glen (valley) underneath the stars and cooking on a camp fire. An amazing night. Up early again for a bit of rock climbing and abseiling (rapelling) in the early morning sunlight, not much sun at other times but nice when it did come out. Drove back with lots of stops en-route at various friends houses and scenic spots. Bounced along some off-road routes which was good fun before rounding off the weekend by squirming about together in some soft mud by the side of a lake. Finally arrived back at 4am on Tuesday morning. Excellent 3 days - want to go back. Returned to find several new water features in the house including 5 new showers and a swimming pool where the main kitchen had been, closer inspection revealed a burst pipe in the bathroom. Builders, insurance assessors, people with big suction machines and industrial driers came round - 3 weeks work to put right the water damage. Other than that - back to the usual routine - both working, nothing else. Didn't get round to updating this page for 2 weeks - can't remember what happened on these days so can't have been worth writing about. All I remember is working too much and the house was (and still is) a right mess - it looks like a building site, one quaint feature is the shortcut from the TV lounge to the main kitchen, don't have to wander all round and down the stairs now - can just climb through a large hole in the floor - might get a fireman's pole installed. My body got seriously miffed with my brain for working too much recently and threw a wobbly. Mons saved me from collapsing through exhaustion. Fell asleep at 1am. After 28 hours sleep I woke up for the first time and promprly fell back to sleep. Got up at 10am. During my 33 hour absence from the world Mons, family and friends had been fantastic and done so much. Got told off my by Mum for being silly and working too much (she's the only person who can talk sense to me so whenever Mons wants anything she gets my Mum to take her side - a trick she learned far too quickly for my liking). Seriously pigged out, followed by an intense course of retail therapy, went to a restaurant and pigged out again then went to friends and pigged out again. Decided being poorly isn't such a bad thing and am now trying to contract something terminal. One thing I need to say is a really big thankyou to everyone who has been so nice these last few days and helped out so much. Anyway, back to work but only for 12 hours. Decided to get a life instead of working all the time so went for a wild night out - meal in a restaurant, pubs then to a nightclub. Work during day - restaurant, nightclub and pubs in the evening and well into the night. Getting back into the swing of having fun so after work during day went for another wild night out. Getting used to this and decided far better to kill myself off from too much fun than too much work. Mons got the results of her recent exams (needed for her job) - 3rd highest mark from hundreds of people. She really is a very intelligent person tho she doesn't believe it herself. Went out to celebrate. I was working in London. Long day, more meetings. Target of 1st September set for going fully self-employed. More meetings (really boring week this one). Messed about with this site then got dressed up - latex catsuits of course, tied Mons up (in a gentle way), stuck her in the bath and poured honey all over her before jumping in with her and having some real fun for a change. Been a distinct lack of anything wet and messy in these last few weeks - need to rectify this. Yet more meetings, updatied this site - didn't spell check it. Friday the 13th - ominous. Major event today, two and a half years in the planning - big scale promotional do for a major international client, no expense spared. Over 1000 people and 40 different organisations involved in co-ordinating it so fantastic potential for disaster or spectacular failure but it went without a hitch. Everyone who was supposed to be there was there, the weather was perfect, the settings spectacular. The closing party got underway at 11pm - nothing more for me to do. If you thought it was windy that night - it wasn't, that was just me breathing a massive sigh of relief. Didn't get round to updating this 'til 24th June, can't remember what happened. Presumably something did unless the day was cancelled altogether. Was this day cancelled as well? Oh yes, now I remember what happened at the weekend - paaaaaaaaaarrrrtttyyy. Maybe that's why I don't remember it all that well. Anyway, Monday and back to the usual routine. Can't be bothered describing Monday to Friday - they were all the same more or less. Lots of work, 4 trips to London, 13 meetings, late nights, early mornings. Cancelled due to lack of interest. Builders supposed to have finished by Friday - in the entire history of the universe has there ever been a building job that was finished on time or is it just that builders have a different perception of time? In builders language the word minute means hour, hour means day, day means week, week means month and month means year. At least they're doing a really good job and are a fun bunch of people. Longest day of the year - sat out on the patio together, cuddled up in each others arms and watched the sun rise through the trees. In the evening drove into the Yorkshire Dales (an attractive area of hills, open countryside and quant English villages), ascended one of the highest hills in the area (Buckden Pike for anyone who knows it) and cuddled up in each others arms again and watched the sun setting beyond the distant hills. All very nice and romantic, spent some time just lying there together watching the stars overhead before picking our way off the hill in the darkness. Mostly work - interupted by an attack of cream cakes and some seriously passionate squirming about in cream covered and cream filled catsuits - nice. The day was 24 hours long. That's about all that can be said for it. Work broke out early and attempts to stop it failed. Slipped back in time and relived Monday again (Groundhog effect). Groundhog effect continued, ended when I nearly killed Mons (by accident, honestly). I wanted to give her a great big cuddle and a sloppy kiss and was chasing her down the stairs, I went flying into the back of her, she went flying and cracked her head on a fire extinguisher. My poor little baby's got a great big bruise and swelling on the side of her head and I feel really sorry for her cos it was my fault. Fortunately our neighbour is a doctor and a good friend so he checked her over and concluded there was no possibility of brain damage as there isn't anything there to damage. As for the poor old fire extinguisher... Arrived by time machine. Bit peed off to find they discovered a way to stop aging back in 2036. I am now permenantly one day from retirement and will be a toilet cleaner until the end of time. Mons meanwhile has been retired for 52 years and is thoroughly enjoying herself. |
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| Welcome to our really quite boring on-line journal Most of the time we're doing very ordinary things, unfortunately it's not all action between the sheets and even if it was, we wouldn't be revealing the details (not too many anyway). But, if you're having trouble getting to sleep then read on, you'll soon nod off. It's unlikely to be up to date, if there's nothing for the last few days it doesn't mean we've vanished - we're probably busy or it's been so boring there's nothing to write about. Written by Shells. |
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| THE FIRST 3� YEARS IN A NUTSHELL |
| DAILY JOURNAL FROM 1st MAY 2003 |
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