Tuesday,July 11th, 2006


To David, This is a letter to you. I'm writing to tell you that I'm so happy that you're in my life. Yesterday, at Six Flags, I had so much fun. I know you'll never know it, but you help me out in so many ways. Today at work I was so stressed out but I started thinking about your smiles yesterday, and I was calm, in fact, I had forgot about all the stress and was smiling. Your smile really means so much. That was really the main reason I wanted to go there. I wanted to take you to Magic Mountain just to see your smile. To see your face light up like it always does when you're having fun. You'll never know this, but despite my horrible memory, I'll always remember your smiles. Each and every one of them. Your smiles are what helps get me by through stressful situations. They are what lights up my morbidly dark mind, and warms my heart. Even today, thinking about your smile, the wierdest thing happened. I started to mildly cry out of happiness. Which is a first for me. I've never cryed out of happiness, but at that moment, I couldn't contain it. I love you so much, and I know you'll never read this blog, but still, I just think I should post just in case...you never know. You are my knight in shining armor, my love, my life, my everything. I love you so much baby and hope that I can help bring to beautiful smiles to your face. God, I hope your life is filled with so much smiles, and little anything else. Your husband for life,

~Mikel