| Poems |
| And here come the memories. They come flooding back Rushing back Haunting me once again. Just when I thought I could live Without your voice, your touch I realize That this is the first time In over half a year That I want you back again. Looking across the faded embers That I consider us, I see everything I ever wanted. You were so young, so new, so exciting. There was a world of wonder I wanted to explore with you, And I found it all in you. I can't believe I want you back again. What am I doing and thinking? Why must I kill myself over you? I am wondering If this love I have for you will Go on much longer. I don't know if I can stand Not having you in my arms. I wish that my hope of having you Would go away, But I'm afraid My heart will always love you. What a harsh reality- To love someone you know Will never be yours again. To know you had your chance, But threw it away. |
| I want you. I am in love with Every aspect of your existance. I want Your smile Your eyes, your body To be considered mine, Because everything about you Is perfect. I want you And everything in between. The perfecion of you Cannot be compared to Any of the beauties in the world. A flawless creature, You stand abouve everything. I want you. |
| How many words Can be written Before they become Completley boring and repititious? How many memories Can race through one's head Before they are forgotten? |
| Walk me home Tell me you care about me Feed me your bullshit lines And expect me to eat them up Like a fucking garbage disposal. Kiss me, lie to me, And prove my point That it's always better in the beginning But it sucks when the newness wears off. You don't care if you talk to me As long as you stop by At least every once in a while To make sure I'm still here. And yes, I wait here Stupidly, patiently. For someone who won't define What we are. You make me feel like I am a complete failure And not worthy of your time. But you think That when you're walking me home You've done your part for the week. |
| It's late. We should be Typical spontaneous people And be talking, Or spending time together. You should call me and say "It's 4am, so what, Let's be together." We should be taking a walk Or sitting somewhere Getting to know each other. We should be rambling To each other About life, about nothing, About whatever comes to mind. We should be holding each other And spending time together Because, afterall, that's what You should do in a relationship. I just realized That I don't know you at all And I would very much like to. |